The Library - Alaya consciousness

ok my meditation is regular
but has lost its early intensity
it feels like it becomes harder and harder to wake up
anyway, LUCKILY it is STILL on

and i am AIMING at making it as GOOD as i wish

ok
this being said,
i had a few days back another day dreaming vision
yes i call it so
when i am not sleeping

so as i was meditating
i entered a library
full of books
and in it
the voice said
"this is the wisdom of the Mind"

then i turned and saw
two men and a woman
looking inside of a ball of light
which was placed in a  cylinder
(vertical)


the feeling was quite good
and it felt like NATURAL
NORMAL

what i mean
it was as normal as if i am living this life
or when you switch one channel of a tv and you see another

except these ones are really pleasant.

so i learned that
the library is the Alaya consciousness
or also called the "collective matrix"
 or collective citta

imagine :)
it means
from this point everything EVER imagined
and EVER happened is recorded THERE

WAY TOOOOOOOOOOO COOL
SUGOÏ


a sort of a God's Super Duper computer ;)

is always evolving..always experiencing ITSELF(GOD) through its images(creation/beings/forms/time/space..consciousness)

ah! again so cool

and it makes sense.

the library...is in fact a symbol of,,the VERY reason,, of creation?..see?

and yes, 

as i wrote,

and there were three tall people around it

like they were looking into it

as one look into it as for visioning stuff

i think there were two men and a lady

......the father/son/holy spirit..holy spirit is female creating...father is the awareness..son is the spirit..got it?

 
ah
before and even today
i kind of forget the aim of visions
which is to know
that something better exist

by then
before myself realisation
i "waited" this to come to me

but now,
i KNOW
it is for ME to CREATE the life i want

i tell you guys
my LIFE gonna be awesome
why?

because ALREADY it is AWESOME
since the first day i got self realisation
and it is NOT a trend which is getting down bu UP

the ONLY thing is
I FORGET

lol
that i CAN be more creative
and when i say creative
it just means
i can at EVERY MOMENT
CHOOSE to be ALIGNED to myself
and BE myself

the creation
comes by itself
like atoms are drawn together
and then the molecule of waters are formed

the molecule exists not BY itself
hey it is me the H2O molecule

but it is a formation, a cluster of these atoms
that were drawn to it

same for our lives
we need to REMEMBER
to make everyday GOOD choices
GOOD because our belly feels GOOD when we do it
and not because it is the social norm
learned by our head
and monitored by others
to please them

easy said than done
but it is the natural flow
that we lost
while children still have it.

good morning
kiss:x

Baptism

still going on with my intensive meditation
to be honest most of it was intensive meditation
in average i would say i missed one day a week
by forsaking my alarm clock in the morning lol

and three days in a week i did not get up ON time
this i mean
to get up everyday to meditate early at the SAME time
because this routine is important

as we say in islam
angel comes at same time
they got used to with us
so routine is really important

there is one dream
that keeps coming into my mind
so i guess till i don't write it
it will keep coming

so i better share it
so that it stops pestering me lol

so when i was sleeping
i saw in a vision
being put into a bucket of water
you know like in the old past
the huge bucket of water
in one like this

so i could literally see my face
going out  for air
but being put back by a hand
and as Latin words were being pronounced

"Michael angelus"

so on the spot on the vision
i  guess it was the archangel Michael

but next time
i hope i won't get apnoea
i prefer to get baptism of water
with a nice touch lol

cross finger
i should get my so-long-awaited breakthrough, neh? :)

haaan
i want it!
lol

kiss:x

Have a guess?

"the world is a brighter place when you reveal your inner light. when you look into the light of others, you see past the differences that set us apart and realise we are one light. reveal your inner light. "


............guess where it was written on?......................



hm,
on the packet of a peeling mask
yes, you read it well, on the packet of a skin care product!

amazing!
yes, it proves that at least the feel for "the awareness"
is spreading a bit all over
and everyone in his field
wishes to express it
so that the message he believes in
or wishes to believe in
reaches the other
and be shared
and thus keep expanding.