Nature way vs (ego) standards/ignorance

 People live in ignorance

As long as they are not either 

realised or have guidance.

Guidance say in islam/sufism 

All good is from God 

ie not me superior to you

and everything else please forgive me

so it does not accumulate in ego.

Realisation 

you should KNOW

as yogi not to stick to your standards

as appearances are ignorance.

From the eyes of the ego

and for the purpose of the sharing 

what error and hence ignorance fruit is.

Many years ago 

and still now 

I had no clue about difference in people upbringing 

I assumed as I was brought up same with others

ie never we never make guests pay 

for food, accommodation, car ride 

Even now, if the person stays for weeks

Not because we would hesitate at some point

it is because it is natural 

Providence provides

we enjoy and naturally share

However

once I had no job and yet kept buying monthly transportation card 

for my metro rides

But the car was empty 

and hence they thought good to ask her to come along

like this car fuel is shared

and proposed me to go back in car home with them

I accepted thinking oh they want company for 

long ride home to be more enjoyable

and during the ride I was hinted to pay for the car share

of course I paid

but my first impression was 

I joined for fun and end up paying double

my own card and their car plus gathered their judgment against me.

Their main point was how to bring ride cost down

mine was let's join them for fun

They idea was 

she had no means to pay for train so let's bring in car and get their own costs reduced

and mine was why am I paying double, why not being clear since beginning this was car pooling?

The whole system, insight is flawed

Because people live their life 

projecting , assuming, judging 

this is the way of the material world

If you follow guidance you would know 

either you give by pleasure or you ask and then agree on a 'contract' you enter into

But ignorance is somnolence 

and projection and of course we are not raised according to the same standards

I would often think as I am freely giving 

same goes with others. Wrong assumption.

Likewise

During holidays I kept gifting and tipping money 

to hotel staff and any other servants

as I know they need it most

However my refusal to take part in 

one sided conclusion costs 

where I am EXPECTED to gift because everyone has to

with my blunt no, make them think I am stingy

Of course they would think that 

They did not even know my tipping and hence lack of money at the end of the stay

Plus zero communication, just a third party sent to collect money

without informing me prior to it, asking me if I agree etc.

Likewise

I would keep giving to those who need

money for food on monthly basis

just because I know whether I have money or not

job or not

I have to as it is natural.

From islam guidance, if you are not brought up so 

or have not this innate guidance; 

it is also said never stop giving when you start

keep it up, even if your circumstances change

as the needy ones, still are needy. Do not make them lose hope.

However most of people

would make assumptions and judge 

as their ego gets hurt by not seeing me ply to their wished orders

Same people who would be ignoring me conveniently the rest of the time

and impose a tax gift to pay for one of them

why?

That's how it works.

I don't play politically correct

nor ply to such artificial games.

And very often, myself included don't know why I choose to do so

later I know why I did what I did or say what I said.

On spot, I only followed my inner guidance or feeling.

I give where my guidance system leads me to

And I am certainly not a cash machine

if you think so

then you are in 

for me to break your world very soon

Like a stone thrown to a mirror

so beware.

Same goes for one yogi

who was sick and old

and I gifted him years ago

Royal Jelly

The real stuff

That paste is very good to gain back your strength

that was the pure one. Tiny quantity ie 20g may be

but extremely efficient and of course expensive.

Seeing the small tube 

he laughed at it,

thinking what a funny and stingy gift

probably never used it.

Of course I saw it all 

perceived it all 

and knew his health will keep failing

Gifts, accept them when you receive them

As you are not receiving something material only

but the blessings/barakah associated to it

And of course do not make fun of the giver..

You don't like it

well give it to someone else 

Keep sharing

as a charming lady said.

Even my own materialistic near ones

rare but it exist

would expect luxury expensive gifts 

from Brands that are LUXURIOUS

Do you know these same brands

if not most of them

are so unkarmic?

Loaded with hellish energy?

Same one you put on your body

and vibrate your body water with it?

Pure ignorance

and I say it objectively

blind insight

and again, I say it as a matter of fact

This post is meant to raise awareness

Either be simple, do stuff for JOY 

or if you want to judge 

then be prepared to be ignored by life blessings

and wonder why still in pain with ailing health and such.