Quality of consciousness

 What is the Power of Words

The Power is not in the words

but in the receiver of the words

and more exactly in his state of consciousness

if consciousness is to be likened to a screen or a mirror

then the clarity of its reflection determine the power of the words.

Necessary intro to put the below vision in context.

I dreamt or heard/saw or was given the insight, as both are at the same time

as the following:

You are as a Human 

the contact point of all the consciousness and living form out there

and as such you have the whole of universe inside your body

your ability as a human is unique

it contains the two horns, and the spirit

horns ie ego and subconscious balloons

there combinaision is a mechanic that allows you to experience 

as a point of contact the whole of the universe 

with your ability, of the Spirit, to love and allow them to be transformed

ie upgraded to higher consciousness

so you are the all;

the insight was of that sort.

Now written, it is totally disconnected of the clarity of the reality 

as when seen, the insight was a fact, a clear Event happening 

that had Power to imprint its Reality of Being upon my consciousness 

and the level of clarity imprinted on the consciousness only equals to the level of awareness.

Definitely awareness now is not the same.

And there is a great gap between the bright light of that is vs the filter of my current perception now.

Not the same awareness at all.

To Just Know. 

means to go from the complicated layers of filters to see reality towards the shredded naked Sight.

The impediments are only mine. and the filter is due to the channels which get obstructed by that which is emerging in the consciousness.

But when the sea is calm, the awareness is there.

and it is not the same.

Dew Drops falling from Sahasrara

The combinaision of walking with sitting cycles 

are indeed bearing quick and efficient results.

Lately the routine was contained to a good 3.30 am routine of sitting

and then mainly walking before day time starts.

I suppose it has done its time

and Spirit had told me now I am advancing veeeeery slowly 

when I had asked about progression.

Now the intensive part during the Easter break 

born good fruit so far.

The first day

I just felt warm vibrations getting out of both hands mainly

At some point I even joked about myself being a can of worm

or even a pit of fire opened up 

for me to realease the accumulated heat.

But again 

who is the I?

Written like this makes no sense to even mention that question.

But now the question does settle nicely 

and has its place.

The heat accumulated comes from both channels 

and let us not forget the left channel is the storehouse of 

past individual and collective subconscious.

So even the channel itself 

points at the fact that we have a storehouse in us

in such a case

how can there be an I 

when we are already a bag of little i accumulated and store in us.

Hence the body is indeed is the House of God

the Temple that has to be purified.

From another perspective

during meditation, I saw so freshly remembered that the current i is still a collection of other i.

For instance on day 2,

when i was walking the cycles

about 20min into it

I could feel about 3 drops falling and gliding on each sides of the head.

Spirit had told me

once you feel the drops

you just stop everything and focus the attention on the drops.

While meditating 

at some point I had the image of the moist earth

in a vertical section and I remembered

how a flower is intrinsically a storehouse of other elements 

that reach her for her growth

water, minerals and sunlight.

So in reality I remembered

that a flower is not a flower

but a collection of all the other elements 

embodied now into this single "item"

A bit like a chair is not a chair

but a collection of molecules 

themselves a collection of atoms

So like for our body 

we are a collection of these little i 

Now when one read this 

and attention is out

does it help much

but for me

i write this 

because of attention being IN

hence it is an insight for me

a shift in perspective

but not yet a knowledge that I am as a settled perspective.

Let's just say a passing insight

like waves on shore 

to remember

but not yet rooted enough 

to call it settled.

Anyway 

the aim is the opening of the 4 petals in the brain

that are linked to the heart nadis.

This is the set intent

before meditation

that one must let go 

so that the vibrations that are Intelligent

can water that area.

So on the Day 3

the water drops are more frequent and a little higher in number

than on day 2

Also since a couple of days 

I can feel from the picture of Shri mataji

as if a mouth is blowing air on my heart

I asked the Spirit

it said Holy Spirit is Intelligent

but I asked how come not felt before

it said it is because now my awareness has grown 

hence the perception too.

Amazing 

this truly show that the Intelligence levels are always there

of course

but depending on how much our awareness gets refined

the forms we perceive evolve accordingly.

Divorce? Go for it.

 For the yogi who needs to hear it.

Considering divorce? Yes, it is the right thing to do.

True religion or Dharma is within.

All the other methods are man made support for our growth.

They change according to the era we live in. 

They are no more necessary if they are harming more than helping.

Mariage was created as an institution to provide for security and a familiar place that we can trust to grow.

Centuries ago, it helped men to be taken care of, women to be secured as not allowed to work and have sustenance. But now time have changed necessity is no more the same.

In islam, it is said your faith is not complete unless you marry.

It is also said men and women are each other cloth, they complete each other.

True only if they represent each other feminine and masculine power of completion.

If man learn to become more loveable and women learn to become more self disciplined.

Man taking in more love quality and women more discipline like qualities.

But what i see so far, either women trash their husband or husbands trash obedient wives.

Again, this is a general observation, may not apply in few cases and in other cases both may be so blind as to not even see that. 

The whole point is

we are in an exceptional era where we can become a wholly integrated personality and reunite with the Source. 

Never ever this era will come back again. Never, at least on this Earth.

So better make the most of it now.

Again, mariage is to be a support for your common goal of growth if you are a yogi.

But if it becomes an impediement and sucks you in a drama and you can't grow out of this drama 

because you just can't, then the least evil is to get the divorce and in that new context find your own footing to keep growing.

Remember if your partner refuses to meditate 

then it is a calamity for both of you

because you cannot keep compensating 

unless you are extra strong.

At some point if you feel under the water and are really regressing 

then make the next best solution 

change context and hence get the divorce.

Though partners in meditation are better

but if it is clear it will not happen 

then better go for the least of evil.

Take care.