since a week
i got my eyes and mind caught with the idea
of trying the Arabica Café
ok i let it go
then, i got guests
they came buying a packet of Arabica
ok i let it go
then, i felt like sitting in my couch
okay i want café arabica hehehehe
and i KNOW what kind of mix i want
the Italian one
some vanilla ice cream
and you pour onto it
some arabica coffee
hmm....just saw it yesterday on tv...yummy
and NOW
that i was checking for some arabica to buy
i was about to say is ok let it go cause i can just buy some casual coffee..
and tv spoke to me!
through the ad.. "Buy a quality coffee"!!!!!
WTF???!!!!
hahahaha
i thought TV was speaking DIRECTLY TO ME
IS DECIDED
GOTTA buy that Arabica Quality Coffee and pour it on some Vanilla ice cream
hmm.... yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmy!!!
VID WARNING : I would add MORE WHIPPED CREAM !!!!!!
i wonder what beautiful new challenge
i can pick up?
something new of course
a new exciting project
i learned lately
how much i can affect positively
some people's life
that's powerful
same time now i want something new
hm yes something i can be proud of
cause it brought some beauty and easiness
and has ability to spread
cause it is fed by good attention
oh by the way
i was sitting
and a kid came near me
he sat next to me
he looked at me continuously
so i just smiled to him
and all of sudden
he spoke to me and said
"maman"
and he was waiting i reply to his call
i was just dumbfounded
trying to recover mentally
i said nothing
i felt he saw me
actually i felt afraid was new
plus he said it loud
and people were wondering why he called me so
i swear it hit me deep
cause he was speaking to me
i swear he was calling me
he was seeing his mom in me
the word "mother" all of sudden
felt so universal to me..when he called me so
(you see is what is pure attention about
is to put your attention ONLY and WHOLLY on what you are saying
then you feel the universal power of it
but when you say something and yet part of your mind is wandering
on something else, what power you think it has?...think hard.)
so that boy has all of his mind there
when he said maman
and not to some human, not to some image,
not to my body,
but to "what is here"
you know
like when you become amnesic
and someone comes to you
and call you
by your name?
it hits you
because you recognise your name
you knew it
but somehow you were trying hard to forget
while pretending to recover memory
yet still praying deeply to go on playing hide and seek?
yet you are trying hard to
remember your name?
i felt like that
and i felt caught
the word maman
spontaneously came out of his lips
liek when i spontaneously happen to speak in urdu with some guy who doesn't even speak it!!!
because of the feeling of nearness ...see?
so now it feels like
the inside mother of the boy was looking at the inside mother of me
and calling herself cause she had found herself in the other
as in a mirror
i did some looong hard job
i was in charge of managing a project from A to Z
except for M,N, O lol
but basically i had to do everything
and in my funny habit
i was about to let all of the credit go to someone else
who was about to steal my idea
a misogyne by the way
and shakti showed it to me
in dream
future was set
and when i realised that i was about to be stolen
from the credit of this soulful hard work
i decided to stand for it
too long to detail it now
but basically i chose to fight for the credit
and it happened that profile changed
and the misogyne guy
not only happen not to steal my project
but praise me in front of 100 of people
and even asked them to give me a standing ovation
at least 3 times
if i had not stood for it
i would have suffered loss this time
pain of this loss
and in future you can bet i would have been forced by another pain
to accept being praised
so i am happy i stood for it
plus i recognise not myself
lol i changed so much
that is like an old me is writing her astonishment of the new me that is being born
here is what i learned
and it is so fair
life is so fair
you see
the very thing people accuse me of
either by wrong thoughts, backbiting etc
is the VERY thing that WILL happen to them...
myself i am so surprised
but this rule is so true
you see
in the past
when i came back from the uk
i was like feeling i was at the end of my life emotionally speaking
cause bellywise, i felt pain not to be able to open the door of spirituality
by not having a real teacher
and that very person
happened to think i was in some love affair
and depressed by that
cause she was only projecting her own limits
by transposing them onto me
yes i was love sick
but love sick for Truth
really
that was the most tragically beautifully sincerest moment of my Life
which i will never ever trade for
though usually people would like to trade pain for love
but is like the movie vice versa
without that traumatic pain i would have never found Love
so much to tell
but too much to write
you see
the desire for me was always my spiritual quest
i wanted Truth
spiritual opening
Light
help
direction for my evolution
to see positive change
a new life
and i was love sick for that
that was my universe
and that girl
thought i was love sick for some guy
and she happened to laugh at it
i never minded it
cause i knew exactly what i wanted
is like some pure water
whatever mud you put in it
it remains clear
why?
cause it keeps running
and now
i met her
and i learned
she happened to wake up and cry every morning
because she was played emotionally by some guy
and lost her virginity
by hearing that
i felt so sad for her
you know why?
cause myself
i remembered
how when i came from uk
i used to wake up every morning
and hope it will be a new day
with some magic change
that i will see a door opening in my spirituality
some path being lit up
even writing it now
i feel tears
so i used to wake up every morning
désanchantée
realising is still same day than day before
and no opening for spirituality
so i used to cry
so i knew what she was going through
as pain
and i felt sad for her
and yet i realised
she was just getting back the change of her coin
cause you see in islam
there is a saying that is as follow
when you "curse"someone
this curse is true
meaning
it WILL apply
EITHER on the one saying it
OR on the one being the object of the "curse"
curse could be anything from thoughts being repeatedly occuring
to verbal attacks and actions
so as it was wrong
not applicable on me...
..she happened to create her own reality
with it..
such a wise girl
ended up in such a state
i felt very much empathic for her
because i wish not her to go through that pain
as i could feel what she was going through
is like to be in a jail and being hammered by your own emotions
and shakti showed me so clearly
her state
that no doubt was possible
you see?
and of course i helped to heal her heart chakra
not because i planned it
but just because it happened to be the moment dedicated for her help
and that was chosen by the spirit
and i like that
when i was feeling her heart
was like a heater was on
so that was the pain she was feeling
but you see
people harm themselves by themselves
and this of course they will never know
they will think the harm came from others, from that guy
of course it came from that guy
as other guys prior to him existed too but never managed to hurt her before
why?
cause she had protection
but the day you choose to lose your protection
you get hurt by letting such stuff touch you
she -ignorantly- let herself being harmed
by choosing to use curse words and laughing at me
is her right really
yet this is karma
if you are not 100% sure of your "curse"
be sure the curse is 100% sure of its destination
and also
she fell down in my esteem
cause i did not expect she would do such a thing
so is funny
i helped a girl who cursed me
and ended up helping her
against her very curse
and is funny
cause she knows not i helped her
and of course
she learned the lesson the hard way
the soft way
would have been humanity
when i was in need of help
she could have lent me some hand
she would have helped herself by helping me
ie
she would have avoided that situation
because of the insight she would have gained from mine
she would have learned i was yearning for truth
that i was spiritualy home sick
that i just needed hope
that a human touch would have not helped me
but would have soothed me
momentarily
that she would have grown to be someone else
through this experience
and would have certainly not challenged Life
to live a love sick story
just for her soul to learn what it means to be emotionally played
cause she occulted that
by then
and thought was just some laughable stuff
you can't occult the life lessons your soul need
so,
never laugh at life
but laugh with life
that is wisdom
to know that each thing has its place
when life laugh, laugh
but when life is sad, be compassionate and help with your human touch/human empathy
but when life is sad, and cry
lol don't cry with it hahaha
but FEEL it
and open to it by offering your presence
only by your present attention you can share
learn from this while giving comfort to the other
see?
is indeed about putting things at their right place
laugh with life
not at life
There is much stuff which changed
incredibly rich experiences in terms of life lessons are happening to me
at same time i see fraility of life
On one side life is rich
because full of experiences
and yet on the other side
life is "ephemerial" because these experiences last as long as they have their share of life
and might seem poor
(in power)
Life taught me how to speak up my mind
taught me to be upright and dignified
Life also taught me
that too much empathy makes you die for the others' pain
people are not willing to do the right things
you can show them
but cannot force them
your goal though remains your own evolution
to be human
is to act with humanity
and yet not to be identified with it
is to be able to do your utmost
and accept when you cannot act against the other's free will
even though you know in advance the shape of their action
and the fruits they will bear
pain come not from knowing
but knowing that others will remain ignorant
and keep making wrong choices
which will have sour consequences for them
to know and to accept to let them fall
is the real pain
you cannot ignore
you cannot act against others free will
i am free
as an experience i enjoy
as an experience i transfer identity
is not a running away from difficulties
it is the choice of mine not to identify myself with pain
it is the choice to last in an experience as long as i feel joy there
it is the choice to preserve my nature
and not to forget
In the midst of the tempest
i sought for silence
for freedom from the empathy
of feeling others' pain
and in a vision
i saw a jar
which bottle neck was surrounded with
three lines made of a colorful straw
and i said i am that
i want to be that
because in the midst of the tempest
wherefrom i was feeling others' pain and torment
i felt myself overloaded
and yet wish not to ignore them
yet i sought for my own peace
sought to preserve it
to stop from being dragged away by the current
so i said
i am that straw of 1cm lost
in the midst of the many strawlines that are making up this second line of straw
on the bottle neck
who can know i am that?
who can pinpoint me?
and know i am there?
no one can see me there
nor reach me
nor pain can reach me there
as pain is attached to those people's experience
what is the experience of a straw line in terms of identifying itself with others' pain
except if you are some relative
you are bound to others' pain, to family's pain, to friends' pain
but if you are free
i.e. if you are that 1cm straw line lost in a thread made of straw
surrounding the bottle neck of a jar
who knows you are -at that moment- that?
you are free
some may think
what is this rambling of that 1cm straw
is rambling for those who seek to find me
by identifying me
to corner and limit me
but is truth for the others
and once i know i am free
and can be wherever i want
then i make other's free from pain
then i can make other's free from pain
so i am the third straw on the second line
of the bottle neck of that jar
i am family free
and emotionally free
free from (absorbin people's surrounding) pain
i know no pain
when i am free
i am light and thus in bliss
and make other's happy and pain free
Among others good stuff happening to me
there is ONE big
that i HAVE to tell
cause the flow of it
is just amazing
remember?
in some post
i had said a few months back
"ah i feel so disappointed
for not having received gifts for my birthday
out of sincere attention from so called friends?"
remember?
well guess what?
since that beginning of year
i.e. since september
i just KEEP receiving gifts
and NOWADAYS
is JUST amazing
i can't wait to come back
and check all of them
Praise be to God!
Gifts out of thin air
even from people who knows me not...
that's called LUCK!!!
i am on a ROLL baby!:)
that's the power of Shakti
you don't even know if you get what you desire
but once you do
then ok you know is from Shakti backing
and that's an amazing flow!
LOL
that's the message i got today :
Field of Dreams
This is the perfect time to harness the field of vast potential not yet
realized in your life. Great abundance is yours if you’re willing to do
the work alongside the Gentle Gardener. Be clear about your thoughts,
feelings, and beliefs. Concentrate on your best life regardless of the
temporary outer conditions imposed upon you by the greater world, which
has its own story to tell. You have a basket full of seeds that are
quite powerful, for your talents are Divinely in- spired and will indeed
lead to a great harvest to be shared with others. You will reap what
you have sown. Dream big, dream beautiful, take action, and tend to the
garden of your life . . . and experience the extraordinary.
YOU BET I DREAM BIG!!!
just these few words to say
to those who thought
"ah yea, criticise not and just accept the no-gift situation
cause you are not worth it
keep giving to us,
and when you don't
let us call you STINGY ... "
as i read their minds
i say to them :
and READ MY LIPS
GOOD ..
I AM WHAT I AM
CAPISH?
as for the Stingy stuff
as when we used to say
when we were kids in french
"c'est celui qui dit qui y est"
meaning
as kids are wise
"the one who says it
(i.e.saying the insults)
is the one who is"
lol that was my fav. insult to others
hahahaha
GOOD for ya?
If not, try to love more your ass first...
LOVE YA ALL!!!
Here in France was Candlemas
...yummy... with a friend we shared our pancakes recipes
for the first time in my life
i forgot to take pic!
hahahaha
cause we just ate them
sooooo delightfully
with some Pure Honey
that costed me a hand lol
ahh... next time
i think we gonna make it tomorrow lol
let's add melted chocolate on sugary coated apples
and shove them in the oven
and let's add chantilly on top of it...
hmm?
drooling already hahahaha
more seriously
today got a nice dream
in which the woman i met
and yea was quite real meeting
told me by looking at my palm
that i have a HUGE force within me
of course she was talking of the Kundalini
and of course was something new to me
cause what you think you know
is not what you feel
the feeling of words
and the way the words are said
and absorbed
makes your perception of reality
and the way she said it
it hits its target
and within me
i felt how true her words were
i felt SOLID and ENTIRE in my belly (not sure if you got what i mean)
that i had within me
that SOLID and HUGE GROUND
and that i was brave
felt SO much GROUNDED
and i feel right now
that indeed
when you are TOTALLY absorbed
by ONE emotion and ONE idea
then you stand SOLIDLY on TRUTH of the MOMENT
yea...i would say...that is what TRUTH is
and you just are BRAVE and DOMINATE the situation
as in being your OWN master
and not some weakling or puppet
hence my friends
BE YOURSELF
Love ya all,
Life is indeed too short to live with limited perception of others
and waste time with past
cause i KNOW key is in the Present
God is in the Present
Past is NO MORE of my concern
all Value is IN HERE
right NOW or never
biding you kisses to all
and preparing my next trip to my cherry blossom and pinkish Country lol
yea that's my gift set that reminds me of my next trip
Got back from my sunny trip...
even more delicious
when i realised was minus 4 and minus 8 there
mwhahaahhaha
over there life was sooooo great
imagine i could do ALLLLL i wanted
and still was only 4pm in afternoon
time passed NOT
lol i could be late and was not late
i could do such a GREAT bargains and found doing that deliciously powerful
SUN was amazing
imagine we were only in january...
got plenty of vitamin D
i was told to be a fierce business woman there
of course i told them
"i took it as a compliment"
hahahaha
Got even one guy asking if i was already married
managed to meditate there
better than here
had amazing dreams
In one jotting down moment
i would say that
i was amazed at :
time blessings - just lengthen, never late
day starts and you have all the time in the world to do all you want
second,
things FLOWS
you just wish something, you do it
here in France, so administrative
you can't see opportunities
you have to dig them out
people cooperate not, so stingy they are
lack behavioral generosity
are afraid all of the time
not open opportunities
third,
seeing people living their life simply
and of course striving to become richer
yet you still have TIME to see them evolving
here with globalisation everything is same in apparence
though people are just plain empty inside
rare are families with some stuff in them
but but but
one thing people mentality there
is always money tuned
everything is to be sold lol
but just within 3 days i got bored
my boredom level is increasing fast
cause i want new stuff and find something new and richer with meaning
lol i started to tour the country
was somewhat more appeased
but really i have the feeling i saw all i wanted to see
i was with kiddos
and i managed to managed them all lol
okay i need more training on that
but i did pretty well
to manage 12 kids that i knew not
hmm?;)
anyway
was very nice
kids try your limits
you need to learn how to assert your authority
that is the advice my friend gave me when i let this be known
for me
what i learned with kids
is that after 5 hours of managing them
i was not exhausted
actually i was very much energetic till the end
i got them all to love me back!
and this struck me
cause was unexpected!!
the most youngest girl
such a shy one
just joined me when i sat on the sofa at the end
and snuggled herself againt me
woa
it strucked me!
cause she was so shy all the way
and all of sudden just intimate and so loving..
two other ones
started to tell me their secrets
which of course i will NEVER tell
even to you lol
cause i KEEP secrets
i never tell them
i KEEP trust
for i have some good education
and i have strong faith
and i know basics of everything is
to approach people with respect
and then you can connect with them
and always keep their trust
even if they break yours
cause i truly care for my cleanliness
so spontaneously
they started to tell me their secrets
lol
so cute it was
one cutee
told me
but why don't you go with adults?
why don't you join them, and instead stay with us?
i told her
"well, imagine? if i was not there?"
then she got her eyes wide open
and said
"ahhhh !! but i know!
is because your role is to make us
the kids, filled with Joy!"
sincerely
even writing this
my heart is melting
it struck me inside
really
i said to myself
she is telling me
that my role has been to stay with them
to give them JOY
and a few seconds after
she realised that
lol as my friend says
"lo! behold! her eyes opened up!" hahaha
she got headache
and said it to me
so i put my hand
on her chakras
first the belly,
then the heart
then the throat
and the agnya/forehead
i held her both temples
and massaged her sahasrara
i raised her kundalini three times
and then i told her
how you feel?
and she said
"i forgot what i was feeling
and asking you
is like i forgot what happened"
"and i feel so cool inside"
i just smiled
cause she was saying in other words
i have no more thoughts..
this is why she said she forgot
what she was thinking about
and then
before leaving
i got both groups of kids
on my back
felt like going out of a rugbymen team
:) so happy i was
that kids had fun with me
and that shakti spoke through this kiddo girl
so that she said such wisdom with that ah-ha factor!
lo! eyes wide open
somehow
i felt touching all kids head or face
before leaving
or saying good bye
and somehow
i realised after
this touching
without me knowing
gave them self realisation
i think
a kiddo
is like a match
it get its inner fire on so easily
when you touch it
definitely
when i saw their mom
i saw how much there was a gap
between the kids and their moms
the kids were independent from their manners
to a great extent
than those kids who were grown up
and who soaked up their mom's "bad" habits
such as mocking other kids etc.
is so sorry
that parents learn not more from their kids
but at some point with the adolescence
kids absorb much from their parents
this is why in islam
prophet said
"kids are born on true faith the "Fitrah"
meaning Nature
it is their parents who corrupt them/their religion
as they grow up
so the True Religion is Natural State of when you are born into
and religion is "taught" by parents
so much that it corrupts their natural, intuitive and pure state of innocence
which in itself is not corrupted
but obliterated so much that the kid's innocence is covered up
by its parents' habits which have been absorbed
my guess is
Be and it IS
condition
is the one of the Love of Joy
cause if you are not
even if you strongly desire something
you won't get it as you wish
wholly and lastingly
cause imagine
the Universe or Heavens
they can't let enter you in them
if they do
with your low vibes
you will destroy the Harmony of the realm there
not because you are bad
but because Universe Goal
is your Joy
so if you are unable to feel it
even in Heavens
then no way you enter it
you know what is painful in a lie
is not the lie itself
it does not give pain
is that the lie uncovers the truth
so once you uncover the lie
you uncover the truth
and the truth is the lie existed not
said like this
it might make no sense
but when a person lies to you
and you know it not
you are not only believing in a statement
but you are believing in the making of it
you are believing that it has some laws that it was obeying to
to exist
see?
and by believing it
you ended up believing in these laws
unconsciously
and you believed that these were common grounds
between you and that person
while all the way
the apparent image had no law behind it to build it
so the person itself
you realise
is just an image
which never existed
so that image was a lie all the way
this is why i said the lie ie 'the image you believed in'
never existed
and you were just hypnotised by it
all the way
looking all the time
at something which never existed
that is the first pain
and the second pain
is that you realise that the person
is ABLE actually to disbelieve in his own Law
that you are believing in and honoring all the way
so finally
you realise
you never knew that person
you only knew the image you made up of it
and that a person who is low enough to dishonor its own law
can't be worthy to be held high in your own eyes
or to be believed in
cause it never existed.
now about forgiveness
and saying it is stuff of past
you are living the present
and blablabla
these are empty words
to me for now
in the sense that
in the present i see the person still believing in its own lies
still believing in its own fake image
and thinking i see it not
and that gives me
really the feeling to throw up
lol is the belly who wants to throw up
actually
that is the GAP
which for now i can't bridge
the healing in it
or the solution would be
that i care no more for that person
or ignore the existence of that person
cause it is ignoring its own existence
by still believing in its fake image.
and the funny message i received today
when i consulted an oracle
is that one :
Law of No law
Common human values and rules are always false, or misguided.
Beware of adopting or agreeing with the opinions, fears and judgment of others-
especially about yourself
It hit on the SPOT
the very thing i discovered about Lies
isn't it?
thing is the Life we are living
is exactly the life we have decided to project
that's all.
that i realised it
when i was in uk
i was watching out of the window
in the train
and i got struck
that all that i see around
i am projecting it
in truth
and now i understood
what is Power?
Power is the ABILITY
to make the Reality Changes
according to your Will
and if the Power is Divine
then for sure your Will if it is resonating
with Divine Will
becomes Divine Will
this is meaning of
Kun Faya Kun
Be and it IS
nowadays here is
what i decided to experiment
how to use CONSCIOUSLY
for we all use power
but say 86% of it is passive use
meaning that we control not
does it ring a bell?
like when we are told we
only use 5% of our brain
and the best of us 20% of it
same stuff here
and usually
when we want to do
some BIG things in our life
say our elders tell us
start with small
this always irritated me
what if i want to start with Big?
see ?
i want my explanation
anyway
now i understood
the wisdom of starting small
actually Big or small
is not the size that hinders God lol
is what hinders us to see with ease our own defects
so when i start BIG
i can't see what works not from me
so if something fails
is because i am doing wrong somewhere
BUT
when we start small
we have the vision and scope to see things
and THUS are able to correct them
so out of blue
i wanted to sell
a broken chair
just to test this
of course for days
it did not get sold
but my point
is to be ABLE to sell a broken chair
that's my challenge
so
spirit told me
JUST Love
what does it mean?
it means not i fall in love with chair
for the same Leopard weirdos
it means
i should LOVE what i am doing
it means
i should LOVE to SEE my chair being SOLD
see?
we NEVER do
or go to the end of our LOGIC
if we don't
how we will be able to DO our share?
ONLY once we do it
THEN we leave it to God
and circumstances will gather together to assist us
cause God loves Joy
and thus the Universe is set in motion
when you Love Joy
and it conspires to Love you back
and is done more quickly
than you needed to Love
and you receive it FULL FORCE back
and yes
guess what?
i managed to sell a broken chair
not for 1€
but for 20€!!!!
incredible isn't it?
and i know how love acts
cause when i was in uk
in dream
which was like a vision
i saw how EVEN a seed of green pea
was OUT OF LOVE riding this wave of Love
and INSIDE of it ,
IT KNEW
that its way to SETTLE in its pod
and i saw it moving out of Love
and being drawn to its VERY place
in its pod
when you look at this image
green peas in their pod
tell me honestly
do you see Love?
no way!
that is my point
you are disconnected
in my vision
i saw and felt the green pea Love inside of the pea
i saw and felt the wave of Love which was drawing it
like a magnet
to its final destination to settle in
and that is the orecise place in the pod
not anywhere in the pod
and i KNOW
is same with birds
who know where their nest is
or dolphins
or any other animal who will know
where his way back home is
even after generations
cause the Love is engraved in the Genes
and is just a path
you remember
you ride
and you arrive without DOUBT
to your final destination
so once in small matter
you succeed
then you can be SURE
in Greater ones you will
not because they are GREAT
but because YOU ARE GREAT
and while in small matters your correct yourself
while NO ONE SEES YOU
in GREAT MATTER
PEOPLE SEE YOU
but you don't care for that fake fame
because you KNOW YOU ARE GREAT
because of GOD WHO IS IN YOU WHO IS GREAT
and by then
for fake people who humiliated you
before
when you were in "apparence" some
backward muslim lol
these fake one
will have NO ROOM in your life
when you will be GREAT
because they cut themselves
from their OWN SELF
as SELF is ONE
small things are tailored
for your soul to make the experience
and grow
while GREAT things
are done for your soul
once ready to SHINE
and be seen
so that you may keep attracting more JOY
for your soul
and allow other people to SHINE ALSO
as they can more easily see you
this is to EMBODY your SOUL
or fill your body will a growing soul
this is why i value sincerity
only a friend in time of hardship
will be a real friend in time of ease
and never opposite
while i despise hypocrisy
cause if the meaning of hypocrisy
is to hide one's fault then is OK
you are just being insincere
BUT when it is TO LOWER
OTHERS FOR EVEN LESS
then you are being dictatorial/patronising and a liar
for you are limiting that person's Freedom
that yourself you enjoyed
and sought to hide from others
and forbid them this very freedom ...
and that is TRUTH.
as said in the Pinocchio movie
when the fairy say to Pinocchio
these words before he starts his life
"if you want to reach what your heart desires,
you should follow the path of wisdom"
and when Gepetto said to Pinocchio
G:you are alive
P:alive?
what does it mean?
G:it means you have a life to live
P:is it good or bad?
G:oh no is a marvellous thing
see?
is not about duality
is about finding what is your life that you desire deeply to live
to experience marvel and not the good or bad side of it
cause calling on one bring the other
as everything called has to bring his other half along with it
for everything was one before
hey did you know?
"Pine eye" translates into "occhio del pino"
this is what is the meaning of Pinocchio
what is funny
is that Pine is being praised lol
some inside joke!
ps : yes lol
in the ad i had explicitely written
the chair is broken!