Feel of the Belly vs the mind habitual thinking

suddenly i realised
when i felt a vision of change in my belly
and i let myself feel it
just focused on it

without
by choice letting a simple "but"
or thoughts / mental activity
(cause it would have diverted me from my belly feel)

then i ALLOWED
myself to FEEL the change

and if i make space
for this change to be FELT
in the belly

then considered it as i won!

cause if i feel it
it means the soul recorded it feels good
so is in its cell memory
and thus it will DEFINITELY recognise the situation
to let my body on the given moment
REPRODUCE
this feeling of change

and now what was my feeling about?
was about a new world where the individual touch
and thus individuality of each single person
would be looked after and worth far much

than the value we give
to "luxury" brand names

cause luxury is sought after
just for its name

yet i saw traditional hand made products
far more efficient and communciating a warm and happy feel
and far much efficient
than "luxury" brand names

so yes about the belly
is all about letting once feel it
cause when during the feel
we lightly in an undisciplined manner
allow to be again drifted back by thoughts
thinking i  have time to come back to the feel

then it is when the opportunity
of realisation is lost

cause the thought is the doubt
doubt of what?
i often never got that point of what is doubt

so now i got it:
the thought creates the  DOUBT
about YES WE CAN
and it is not a slogan

it is WHAT your OWN belly
was inviting you to feel as "YES YOU CAN"

and so is ONLY by not letting yourself
being diverted by thoughts pattern
"ok let me see if is viable" or "but.."

then you LOSE the opportunity
to FEEL your belly
and lose the chance for your cells
which are emotional cells there see?
to record that ACCEPTANCE
and that acceptance of YES I CAN
is the ABSOLUTE certitude

that WHEN the situation arise
your body / soul actually
will RECOGNISE IT

and the belly
for is where soul is
having already recorded your feel
will ALLOW you
who are a machine just living on his cortex
which programmed to reproduce 98% of his daily activities
as a robot does
to be reprogrammed
by grasping the opportunity

and how so?
first by creating the space for you to SEE it
cause it breaks down your habitual functioning
which is based on habits, you get it!

once space is created in your robotic routine
it allows you to feel TOUCHED by the moment
(the present)

and once touched
third blessing is to NOT feel afraid to cross your limits
and is ONLY possible if NO fear (emotional) /NO doubt (in mental)

and WHO can obviously PREPARE YOU?
to have NO doubt and NO fear i.e. be emotionally ready for this new step?

that's it!
only your PREVIOUS FEEL that your BELLY showed you
and you stayed upon
with it
and thus was RECORDED

for you to NOW act on it
with no fear nor doubt

and thus allow yourself to enter into a new experience/world
so by shining you let other feel allowed to shine
(paraphrasing Marianne Williamson)

and that...when i think i got it
in a split of a second
while feeling my belly
when i was inhaling air...amazing God, isn't it?

plus these 3 blessings (creating space to see / to be touched by the present / to be able to act)
actually is what our everyday actions are about
what we call routine
INITIALLY it started so

but by LACK of faith
we got stuck/limited to it
what is now called a comfort zone

while initially man was created to be a creator
and not a robot

that is mind blowing essay
i just happened to write
isn't it?
hahahaha

Amazing Morning

This morning was so magical

when i woke up
i felt deeply rested
the first thing i saw was a vision

that a huge white gift box
has been untied
and the golden lace fell

and i was within the box

i forgot the rest of the vision
but it  was all agreeable

and then i saw my window
and i saw the sunrays entering
and how they were making
the white curtains luminous by filtering within

and from my bed
i could see the bright blue sky
and the birds chirping

that was an amazing morning

Difference between dream and vision

Difference between a dream and a vision

in dream there is one spot from which there is LIFE

in vision there is life from ALL direction
like in real life

except that in real life
you get so used to life
that you only see your OWN image
i.e. you only see ONE SPOT of life
and that is your mind

this is why all the rest
gets in the dark
and you are not (inter) connected to the rest

so what is ALREADY LIFE ALL AROUND
becomes just limited to ONE SPOT
that is your mind

and of course
as you know mind cannot encompass all these interconnections
as the heart can

Remember Who You are

So when i hear the words
in their cultural context
that as you belong to this culture
you need to learn how to "serve"

lol

as if people are teaching me
HOW I SHOULD LEARN TO BEHAVE

since WHEN i am to be TAUGHT as if i have some LACKING?
As if i WORTH IT NOT?

I WORTH IT SO MUCH
that they should be HAPPY that i can FIRST HAND
tell them HOW IT IS TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

but people are SO STUCK in ONE IMAGE OF THEMSELVES
THAT ANY RELIGION OR WANNA BE SECT
wants to carve you into their images
but NOT REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE

even those who are anti-conformist such as yogi
ended up being so conformist
how?

as Oscar Wild said through the "conformism of the anti-conformism"

they ended up becoming hindu!
born christian but giving themselves new ID of hindu
i understand now my friends
who laugh at zen buddhist american who change their name into a buddhist name

that is HOW YOU HAVE FOUND YOU ID?

not knowing that when you change your name
and uses two
you split your personality
and change your destiny
you actually LOSE POWER

even in islam is the tendency for new converts to take a more "muslim name"

and if the prophet muhammad was born in japan?
you would have taken a japanese name?
total joke!

idea is not to find a NEW ID in some OTHER culture
for ALL CULTURES WORTH IT

nor is to make puja and sacrifices to your OWN RELIGION

AIM is to use them as METHODS
TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

AS I AM NOT WHAT THEY THINK I AM
they will never understand

Existence prior to my birth

The reincarnation vision
just made it clear for me

that i was free
with no parents
no mother nor father
i was I

so when i looked at the parents
mom and dad

i see where they are crossing their rights
they own me as long as i needed growth
bodily speaking

as long as my body needed
growth and shelter
and my mental needed a context for formation
so that it may continue its own growth

and emotions where to be put into their place
to teach me their "use"

that's it.

but then, once this part is over
is what i call over crossing their rights

cause once the body has matured
like a shell that needs to protect the inner seed
the shell gets dry and it falls

is a must
so that the seed
may receive waters from rain and its minerals

yet, the issue is in our society
we cling to the shell / our body
and retain it
while it needs to dry out and become dust

so that our real Self may grow and shine

so we don't live our Life as Self
we never gave ourselves this chance
we just cling to the shell who has dried out

and our identification
of parents' son and daughter
is very strong ID

i think we owe to parents the respect
when they gave us shelter and food
for our body to grow
and our mental/emotional self to have time to mature

but once this step is done
and in the light of my vision of reincarnation

i saw that I existed
prior to reincarnating
prior to choosing the continent where i will live
prior to having a mom and dad

In fact
I existed.

I existed prior to my parents
I existed prior to their influence
and I existed prior to any of their rights on me

this is what is
to exist prior to time

so they have
i.e. the continent i live in
or the nation
or the family
or the parents

NO SHARE in defining WHO I AM

cause I EXISTED PRIOR TO THEM
cause in the vision i was CONSCIOUS of my existence
prior to any other existence that i am NOW living

and that sets the limits of the shedding of your shell
which has had its time to grow mature and now is dying

to the growth of the inner Self
that has all the rights to EXIST BY ITSELF

and this is WHAT one has been told by ALL religions to REMEMBER
IS TO REMEMBER THAT YOU EXISTED PRIOR TO ALL THIS 

Reincarnating on Earth

ahh, i am getting so lazy posting on this blog
have too much to do
but is important to record it all

so let's do it :

i had a vision

i saw i was in sort of a  space shuttle 

and then the door opened

and i saw the Earth

and randomly i picked up a place

a continent

i was seeing America and Europe, Asia 

i picked up one, as i was lacking time 

and i was absorbed there

was very smooth! (fall)

smooth, like being absorbed by sponge ... wool... 

lol in real i could feel i could not get more absorbed in my matelas hahahaha!

Actually as my friend said

"that was an amazing vision, baby!

formidable.."

:)) hahaha baby

this english expression makes me laugh

cause i really feel like i am a baby in a craddle hehehe

so is like this..

here is the inspired interpretation :

of course from Spirit knowledge, not mine

i suck at dream interpretation on my own

about the dream meaning :

imagine you are the awareness..or main emergence from the absolute..or the I AM

you see,,everything ,, from above..see?

like a space station allegory?

ah.. it reminds me of Dr Who episode

you knew that it was all true?

well .. isn't it exciting? 

coming back on earth 

this vision is like the one of Richard Rose 

he was on top of some mountain

and seeing people from above

and he could ,,become anyone,, by ,,focusing attention on it,,

and i KNOW is true

cause before was same

when i focused on a flower

a seed

actually i WAS it 

meaning i felt i was a seed germinating 

i was in the grass

and i saw the grass 

and i saw myself growing

and saw the sun rays warming up the ground

see?

practice

is what i have been told

we all have gifts

we need practice to develop them

well for me is the healing and that stuff how you call it?

to become what you focus on?

hahaha  

i want to try this 

need space and room for that in my schedule

so noted down 

back to vision now

in other words..this is the principle of ,,how,, the awareness by,,focusing,,...becomes consciouness...and goes,,poof,, in the object ,, and gives it life

and THAT is the principle of reincarnation

lol far from the myths 

and far from the indian ideas or reincarnation 

is just in absolute terms

simple as that

so i saw myself reincarnating 

as an experience 

cause later in dream

i was on this earth

and taking pictures of flowers

people were annoyed 

that i was making them lose time

but flowers had such a beautiful color 

they were shining

like an aura around each bunch of flowers

so bright and shining 

lol again i say shining

so on earth i was experiencing people's frustration

and the "lack of time" fear etc

but when i was up there

as awareness i had no emotions

it was awareness 

distance 

and no emotions of fear etc

cause as spirit..or pristine joy awareness...you have no fear

 and 

,,when there is focus of attention..beware..that is the moment of creation.. 

indeed

as soon as i focused on earth

i "became" part of it

all makes sense ..

so the "fall" from heaven

is this allegory

you need to get "lost" on earth to experience Life from within

and 

realization is the way back ...

re,,uniting,, with this power of God..this awareness that is "up there" 

to be one with it..or spirit..or awareness..or bliss..or the true reality...

and who unites?

is the soul of course

 

so i saw in vision

how /why reincarnation occurs..

so when i jumped

was soft as cotton wool when i entered into the earth 

it felt like going through a womb

actually

absorption (of attention) happens ,,because of my focus,,,..this creates consciousness or attention..also known as the soul individuality

so...so when people saw vortex is actually the door of possibility of creation they are themselves creating by focusing their attention on that spot of earth

and they go there..to experience new experiences..etc

as the attention digs, the vortex is created by its power

in the process..the spirit becomes flesh..etc..animates the soul..creates the environment etc

so this fall 

this separation is essential!

unless it separates..it can't know itself..universe is based on this tension..like electricity?.. 

 

that is life cycle reincarnations 

and the way back home 

is 

the way back is from consciousness becoming attention (top of head)/focus becoming intent (of spiritual cultivation) / and becoming awareness back to before time ..

and that is called ... Realization

ps : i SEE you - from Avatar Movie song