: )
Look at it,
down,
there, right in the heart
and also
a little bit further down,
in the belly
The inner warm, soft, light fulfilling and melting wave
how has it risen?!
just like this
spontaneously
which heavenly words where i listening to?
"his eyes were so pure and so full of devotion and humility."
that was what opened my ears to the talk,
like when one is completely asleep
and somehow raise ears when something catch your attention : )))
then,
there :
Everybody seems to be very knowledgeable and start telling, what is the
best, what is not the best, what is not good, and once they start
saying something like that, the mind becomes reflective. If the mind is
not reflective, then you have thoughtless awareness. Watch anything –
just to watch, just to witness, you should not reflect, if you are using
your mental power then this power subsides. This is a very common
defect with people, because I think you people are more intelligent,
they would think maybe, I think you are well educated, might be – I
don’t know, whatever you think. But this reflecting mind is a very
dangerous thing for spirituality, you will never grow and then with a
reflecting mind you will have different emotions, with something you
reflect on somebody. Now, if it is your son or daughter or something,
you’ll get identified with it. Identification with someone is
artificial it is not in reality. But because of this mind, reflects, it
identifies. Now, many identifications, you have dropped out, for
example, you’re bias about religion, about races, about maybe
nationalities, you have dropped out. But still I would say, the
reflecting mind still acts. And this is the greatest hurdle for the
progress of Sahaja Yogis of today. I’ve been thinking why is it the
reflecting mind, is so active in the Sahaja Yogis of today? If you
could stop reflecting, immediately you establish yourself in the ocean
of peace. You watch something, you just watch, there is no ripple of
thought in your mind. Then you become extremely creative, you become
extremely dynamic, you become extremely compassionate. You have no
fear, some people think, if you are compassionate, you see this man
might (letch?) with you, you have no fear. All what you have to enjoy,
you can only enjoy when you do not reflect. That means that you leave
everything to the Divine. You are not in charge. You don’t see that
you have to be reflecting on something. This is the greatest power you
have got – is not to reflect.
petals : so we just watch life around and do not reflect.
in a way, it is like when you look at yourself being a well, and things kept being thrown out of it
so you do not run towards the thing thrown out
but keep watching that the well is being emptied
so you watch your daily life on the spot
especially, when you feel a sting, it is THERE that you WATCH it
because you allow it to go
of course, you will fail nearly always : )), till you get it.
THE POWER TO LET GO
: ) very few use it, because we know not what remains when we let go
so we stick to analysis and reaction, as it fills our inner void and emptiness
but that is the one we have to face
and as it is an unknown territory to us
we never wish to be left in emptiness
BUT that is were the talk becomes sweet :
when we reflect we absorb, when we reflect on something, we absorb that
thing. And mostly our attention goes to the defects of others. This
person is no good, that is not good, her hair is not alright, her sari
is not alright – this that and all nonsense. So what are we doing, we
are absorbing all the bad things also. Now when you start admiration of
something, then what happens that you may not get the bad things but at
least you are on a better line. But still the admiration in
thoughtless awareness is really very deep. I saw this in the eyes of
this great scientist, absolutely he was just one with me and his eyes
were like an ocean of peace.
Mother,
you do not sleep
by night and day you remain awake
and as a mother
you wait that may be
once
her child
will look up at her
right in her eyes
and recognise her
but for this to happen
eyes should see
and they cannot see till
they are clouded by thoughts activity
for thoughts are much more than passing
they are the veils
which separate us
from The Present
we have never lived in the Present
and very often as shy children do
it is when time of departure of the guests and their children
the host children will miss them
and it is always a few minutres before the departure
that friendliness rises
and hardly has one started to bond together to enjoy
that little time for enjoyment remains
so is the human being's fate
it is when, if he is merciful to himself, he opens his eyes to The Present
that he sees his Mother
and by then, the time of separation has drawn so near
that little time remains to enjoy
-petals
This sets in, this reflection sets in, waves of thoughts in our mind. I
have already once described by drawing. How the energy that falls on
the right side goes to the left side and that which falls on the left
side goes to the right – crosses over because of the two types of cells
we have. Then out of this energy that goes to the right, the energy that
goes to the left, it is sucked in partly into the sympathetic. Now,
whatever is left out is the one that reflects. That is the way it goes
on reflecting. Now, if you can suck in all that energy and put it on
our sympathetic then all our energies will be 1,000 fold, much more.
You will not be tired, you will not be unhappy, you will be able to
stand lots of nonsense, but we’ll not call it a nonsense, we’ll not
think it’s a bad thing, so it has no effect on us. This quality we have
to develop.
-petals : see : ) how it is said,
the right energy goes on left
the left on the right
and what remains is the one that reflects
but if you let all being drawn into the sympathetic
then you are free
and make yourself empty
like making a screen clean
so that this time the energy projects in a spontaneous way
on your inner screen
that which you are to enjoy in the Present.
source : http://www.amruta.org/1995/10/01/navaratri-puja-1995/
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