Wednesday 15 June 2016
Plato's Cave and Samadhi out there
Tonight
my voice
ie. the voice of my subconscious
told me
a metaphor
about my progress
and later i learned
the cool stuff
that actually
the message is given by a demi-god
and the transmission of it
is done through the image selected by
my subconscious
it is how it works
isn't it cool?
anyway,
so i was given
the metaphor of a worm underground
that is how the meditator is
he is like a worm underground
and i was told
that there is only darkness
true, when you are underground
there is no light
and the voice told me
it took me one whole year to open one eye
and i thought
gosh! i put so much effort
and only one eye opened
and it is for what? to only see darkness around?
but spirit told me after
that it is the beginning of awakening
for awakening you need to get
your both eyes open
and of course when you open your eyes
then you realise what?
you realise where you are
and so i remembered
is like Plato cave
when you are living in there
you do not know that there is light out there
see?
and as people are satisfied
with the way they live life
they think is all this about life
but there is more
only if you read Plato cave
you can get the meaning of that worm metaphor
so Spirit told me
is good cause most people do not know
the reason behind cultivation
see?
this is why
once they feel cool breeze
they just get stuck with vibes
that's all
and they NEVER EVER
think of reaching out for more
such as going out of that Plato's cave
again, only if you read it
you will get why people don't seek for more
and if you see for more
lol as i do
i will be told
"She left meditation
she is no more worshiping
she is leaving collective
she is so and so
she is blablabla
she is all that they are projecting actually
from their own dark mind
do i waste my time
thinking of what they are doing or not?
so give me a break
only Time will show
who succeed in meditation
and who get full enlightenment
capish?
so i am doing good
i KNOW the reason for cultivation
and BECAUSE i know it
i know what they do not know
and have the bubbling feeling in heart to wish for more
and go out for more bliss
my best achievement
was that of 2 weeks ago
when i felt the First Samadhi
do current yogi feel samadhi?
hmm?
so only ignorant "yogi" can label me as having left meditation
how can i leave something i never left?
but i see they never left their backbiting
is ok suits their level of refinement
hehehe
i believe in karma
what you send out to others
is what you get back..
Prophet Muhammad prayer
On First day of Ramadan
in dream i saw the prophet muhammad
actually the voice
was telling how people/muslims of now
do not proper cultivation to grow
It was said
instead of giving out money as donation
and thinking they are ok now
they should do proper cultivation
do proper prayers
lol it reminds me of some arab muslims
who never fast
and get a medical ordinance
for ramadan
saying they are ill
while the whole year they party
and eat food whenever they want
so they give donation
thinking is compensating
their lack of fasting
anyway
in dream
the voice told me
that many century laters
muslims are so stuck with some wrong methods
in doing their salah/prayers
that even if you tell them now
they won't be able to change it
(habits are hard to change see?)
so the wrong stuff
is when they end salah
they do salam on right and left
but is not proper way
they should end if with face straight
and do salam so
and the angel
told me
is just a few times / rarely
the prophet did the right and left "salam"
cause actually people mistook it
thinking it is the way to do salah
while the angel showed me with close up
that Gabriel was talking to the prophet
so as he was listening to him
he moved his head right and left
while focusing on his talk
so i saw the prophet
doing his prayer
at the beginning he stood up
and his back was straight
(which people fail to straighten up now)
then i saw the end of it
he was in sitting position
and his back was straight
(again people fail to keep it straight)
and while he said salam
with his face straight
i saw the cool breeze / breath of life
coming out of his mouth
so that is the proper way to do salah
and of course
as the angel said to me
as centuries have passed
people won't believe it
as habits are hard to change
Wednesday 8 June 2016
The Light that makes you feel light
In dream
i was sitting in a cave
and was holding a baby
then i passed my hand over his face
and it started to beam light
then
as it started to attract attention
and people around started to approach me
with bad intentions
the angel who was a man
approached and passed his hand again
on the face of the baby
so that it hides the light
for the time being
apparently
is about timing
in all cases
from my feel
the baby is the soul
that shines when it gets connected to the spirit
this is the metaphor
about Mary and Jesus
who came to explain what is to be born again
so,
when i woke up in the morning
i felt so much rested
i never felt so good
since may be months
this is actually a light
that regenerates you
i felt like i had no burden
from the head to the shoulders
is like you are used to your burdens
so that you do not feel the weight you are bearing
but when it is removed
then you realised
all along you were carrying weight..
see?
so i remained in bed
and took time to feel
how come i feel so different
cause i was feeling very light
from head to shoulders / neck
the real meaning of feeling GOOD
and then i could enjoy the surrounding
sun rays entering room, birds chirping, or the wind in trees
i think we can enjoy
only if we feel good
is abheration to seek for joy
from a place of stress
Wednesday 1 June 2016
Noticeably TRUE
One
basic
truth can
be used as
a foundation for
a mountain of lies,
and if we dig down deep
enough in the mountain of lies,
and bring out that truth, to set it
on top of the mountain of lies; the entire
mountain of lies will crumble under the weight of
that one truth, and there is nothing more devastating to a
structure of lies than the revelation of the truth upon which
the structure of lies was built, because the shock waves of
the revelation of the truth reverberate, and continue to
reverberate throughout the Earth for generations to
follow, awakening even those
people who had no
desire to be
awakened
to the
truth.
Delamer Duverus
Tuesday 31 May 2016
The Void
AHAAAA!!!!
is the extract of the article i was reading :
The importance of recognizing a particular void
If
he aspires to free himself from the prison of his tiny, illusory mental
world, the seeker must arrive at recognizing in himself a very
particular Void — which, contrary to what the common run of humankind
can imagine, is not nothingness, but constitutes, in fact, his
Primordial Essence —, so that, after long and tenacious meditation
practice as well as spiritual exercises carried out in different life
situations, he succeeds to remain in this state after his physical
death, without dreading this condition of being in which he is going,
inevitably, to find himself at this monumental instant.
Because
of its major importance for the aspirant, it is necessary to return
once again to the fact that this Void, or “Shunyata” as it is called in
India, consists in fact of a very particular form of consciousness which
has no common measure with the ordinary consciousness in which human
beings generally pass their life. It is an Immaculate Consciousness of
the highest subtlety which constitutes the very Essence of all beings,
as well as an inviolable sanctuary in which the seeker can take refuge,
not only during the time allowed him to live in this turbulent world,
but also after his corporeal death.
Physically,
it is impossible for him to escape from the force of gravity which,
from his birth, has not ceased to be at work, pulling him ever
downwards, until the day when, by an inexorable law which governs the
whole of the manifest world, he finally loses his body. But, as
previously said, he can escape psychically from this descending force —
in so much as he dedicates his life to this end.
Since
this form of existence is destined from the outset to be only
temporary, should not one in this case infer that it is precisely what
awaits the human being after the dissolution of his earthly body that
proves to be the most important thing?
THAT IS THE VOID or SPACE as i called it
i had seen in my dream when i was finishing my studies
i had seen
that i was giving a Gift Box
that i was giving a Gift Box
and the dark blue wrapper in it
had on it the Beautiful Names of God/Allah
and it was being rolled by the Wind
and i was going after it
and IN THE VERY GIFT BOX
i put my hands
and is something i could not touch
it was LIKE A DARK MIST
LIKE SPACE
OR VOID
something you cannot touch
but was immense or profound
though contained in a gift box
the Sufi at that time
was very happy when i told him
about this
of course
he could not manage
to tell me something i could not
grasp about my own Essence
i suppose
hence i had still no interpretation
but the second dream i had
and had shared as well on this blog
was about the Emptiness that i dreamt of
a good 6months ago
and which was not empty actually
but FULL
these both aspects
i find are being hit on the nail
in this article
great writer
plus i love his explanation of Gravity
that you cannot escape it
to the extent of your upward effort
i.e. to ascend
is just terrible
even the numbnuts i meet
are making all efforts
for all kinds of stuff
EXCEPT FOR SOME ASCENDING STUFF
anyway
may be i was born
by mistake on this Earth
or may be i came at a real bad timing
cause REALLY
STUPIDITY AT ITS HIGHEST
i see 90% of time
in those who call themselves
spiritual
ahhh... so frustrating
anyway
always refreshing to read such article
at least
i get reassured
there are some good guys
kiss
Monday 30 May 2016
Personal Note..
PERSONAL NOTE..
NEVER ever
and i SAY EVER
SHOLTEEEEE!! go for a walk
when it rains!!!
unless i want to catch cold ...
Monday 23 May 2016
Agnya
it just hit me!
when the agnya expands
actually.. it is dissolving
as it is no more tightening the both channel passage there
no?
in that case
is good!
as agnya has taken such a bad connotation
now if i say
agnya expands
prejudice lead you to think
ok the ego is getting worse
no..actually
if agnya , which is an ENERGY center, EXPANDS
then it is dissolving the individuality into a greater space
like universe etc
i think this is right
Synchronicities today
hmm i am assaulted with synchronicities
today it seems
in the new city i moved to
i happened to think
about horse riding
and guess what?
right 2min after
behind a bush
i saw the tail of grey horse
i blinked eyes
many times to be sure
am not hallucinating
cause was the city
and a horse near car park
is a no no
LOL
so i quickened the pace
and saw it was indeed a GREY HORSE!!!
likewise
there were such small occurances today
but the one now i saw
is that i received a mail
with the jewellers name
being
"BLUE PEARLS"
while i was again thinking
5 min ago
about the Blue Pearl
it is popping out
of an invisible web
and saying "hello! am there"
is funny?!
i even thought
the horse popped out of
a parallel reality
breaking out the web
hahaha
actually ... i should have asked hm?
update : and now i received an email
from a Blue Star?? what's the heck there?
Giving Birth to your Soul
Again
today i switched on TV
and again it hit me
as it was confirming my own thoughts...
cause lately as i was remembering
about soul
i remembered to have seen in a vision
4 years ago
how Soul was a ball of light in my belly
and if necessary practice was not done
it just get drawn ..
like in black seas
actually
this is how i understand
even better Quran
which is mostly about such metaphors
and with the awakening of kundalini
i understood that
actually my soul
arises
as said in Quran too
"Arise"
through It
and join back the Spirit
its Source
so as i remembered
patchworking my visions about soul
i remembered to have seen
as if i was being born
remembering the stage of delivery
so lately
i realised innerly
that is like my soul
is the baby to be born
and that is actually what i want
people do have children
but is not what i want
what i want is to give birth
to my Own Soul
as if it was a baby
and actually it is
this is what is to be born again
and shockingly
is what i concluded out of intuition
but as soon as i switched on TV
in a movie!
the guy was saying
"i feel the true message of Jesus
is that life after life when we reincarnate
we learn to give birth to our soul..."
Jesus!
i said!
is the TV a human being?
it starts chit chatting with me now? hmm?
actually is the best confirmation i ever get
cause is like you give birth to Eternal Life
when you decide to give birth to your Soul
for Real
and when you think about it
Mary giving birth to Jesus
was exactly this very action
to be taught as a metaphor
for human being
that
you are giving birth
to your own divine Light
and is nothing about God in flesh to be worshiped
or to worship some photo
or some statue
or some imaginary God
is about completing your trust
that God has given you
as your True Light in your soul
to which you give the Right to be born
is to actualise your divine Nature
then you become a Real Human Being
who becomes Immortal
i feel
The Blue Star
Yesterday
after meditation
i saw in a vision
the universe
in the outer space
i saw a bunch of blue shining stars
and the Voice of Spirit said
"I will show you the most beautiful stars"
and right after this vision
i (not my mental but was the real me)
answered by word and in image
"I let go"
and the image of it
was the wind that was taking away
the pink cherry blossom petals
swaying them away
the last vision represents
the temporal nature of things
which are born and die
like waves of sea arising and dying again
so is only on the spot
that you occupy yourself with
the new situation
after you let go
and you start a new life
afresh
yes...so nostalgic of my movie
it is what it was also teaching in it
i think is the most complete movie
about Life i have ever seen...sigh..
and like in my movie
i saw a blue star shining
i was fascinated by it
and that vision followed up
later the spirit told me
that the stars are realised being
that are alive
and have their own consciousness
see now even TV and movies talk to me..
once were birds
when they were chirping
i was hearing them speaking as a human being
by the way
this is the secret of languages
is not languages that are incomprehensible
is the shrinking of our consciousness that made us divided
and not understanding the others' language/dialect
cause the life that is running in your vein
is just your consciousness expanded there..
imagine
the day your consciousness expands so much..
that you can actually not only see outer space
like i did in my vision as a token of certitude
but you can INFUSE other creation and stuff
with your consciousness...
imagine, the possibilities...
this is not magic or witch power lol
is ignorant people who fear who say that
it is merely your own consciousness expanding
and when you infuse
say
the mountain over there
with your consciousness
you can make it move..
HOW?
as much as
you can make your arm move..
cause it has been infused with your consciousness
so the body of human being
is just meant to be a starting point
for experiencing life outside of it
by letting it go
outward
and expand
back to the Blue Star :
the Blue Star represents the Blue Pearl of the Agnya
which expanded and allowed you to see the vision of the Universe for real
and i had indeed no clue about Blue Pearl
i was just getting in touch with my Soul after meditation
and this is what i found about it :
Following article source : http://www.newcenturyfoundation.org/blue-pearl-the-jewel-of-enlightenment/
The Blue Pearl ~ the Jewel of Enlightenment
[The following is one of three short talks delivered by Lao Gan
Ma at The Phoenix Rising Experience on September 11, 2010 in Marin
County. Each talk served as an introduction to the performances that
followed.]
A long time ago, the Divine Mother prophesied that a time will come when two dragons battle each other for supremacy in the world: the Black Dragon whose negative energy emanates anger, fear, doubt and greed, and the White Dragon whose positive energy emanates faith, courage, wisdom, compassion and Pure Love.
It will be a time when delivering real dharma is extremely difficult.
It will be a time when many things are on fire.
It will be a time when the Divine Mother appears in the form of the Phoenix – the Garuda – and flies through the world holding the auspicious Blue Pearl – the jewel of Enlightenment – in its beak — bringing peace, hope and joy to a reborn and healed world.
That time is now – the 21st Century.
So, what is this Blue Pearl, this Lan zhenzhu?
Wherever there is the union of purity and depth we find the color blue. The oceans are blue. The sky is blue. The largest animal, the blue whale — a messenger of ancient wisdom, is blue. The Medicine Buddha is blue. Krishna, Vishnu and Rama are blue.
The Blue Pearl is the power of infinite Love and infinite Compassion.
Love that is Pure and unconditional.
Compassion whose foundation is wisdom. Compassion without wisdom is simply kindness.
Awakening the Blue Pearl releases negative emotions and opens our heart to the energy of Enlightenment.
In Chinese the words “busy” and “angry” are each made up of two characters. “Busy” translates as “heart-dying” and “angry” translates as “heart-enslaved.” Think about that.
Though the Blue Pearl’s Love and Compassion are infinite, it is wise to remember that time is finite. Therefore, we should always keep the lesson of impermanence close to our heart – there is no time to waste.
The Blue Pearl is the Most Precious Jewel.
To the Divine Mother — Guan Yin – who holds the Blue Pearl – the Soul of all sentient beings — We are the Most Precious Jewel. How pure, how magical, how beautiful. This is a Divine Blessing.
The Blue Pearl is the vehicle of Guan Yin’s teachings. To Guan Yin, all creatures, even those we perceive as the most negative, have Buddha nature within. The Blue Pearl is a reflection of our Inner God Nature – our Enlightenment. When our forms pass away, the Soul becomes a blue light – a Blue Pearl.
Always remember who you are.
The Blue Pearl has Magical Power.
The Magical Power of the Blue Pearl is not superstitious. It is the Magical Power to see through illusion.
Once our Blue Pearl consciousness is aroused, so too is our own magical potential. We can manifest what we need into our lives — health, wealth, happiness.
All Divine Masters have Magical Power. We don’t recognize ourselves. But the Divine Masters recognize our magical Inner Nature – our Enlightenment.
Be open to the Magic; it reminds us of who we really are.
The Blue Pearl comes from Emptiness.
Emptiness is beyond the 3 dimensions. Emptiness is the essence of everything we can see, hear, smell, taste and touch. Emptiness is form and form is emptiness.
This is the highest wisdom. When you really know this, there are no longer walls or obstacles. This is Freedom. This is Enlightenment.
Most of us have a purpose – always searching, always wanting something. We don’t like the term emptiness. We prefer abundance — but this is illusion.
There should be no wanting. Between each inhale and each exhale is Emptiness. And in that moment a drop of the “nectar of being” can enter our consciousness, revealing that Emptiness is Abundance.
Today, the Black Dragon and White Dragon of the prophecy are struggling, and like the positive dragon, the negative dragon has a Divine Nature as well. The essence of both is the Blue Pearl. We too, have both dragon energies inside us, and the Blue Pearl deep in our heart.
Now is our time to surrender to the awakened Blue Pearl – the jewel of Enlightenment – balance the energies, raise our awareness, become One with the Divine Mother and help heal the world.
Guan Yin holds the Blue Pearl in her hands.
The Phoenix holds the Blue Pearl in its beak.
We hold the Blue Pearl in our hearts.
Om Mani Padme Hum
A long time ago, the Divine Mother, Guan Shi Yin Pu Sa, the Bodhisattva of Compassion, observed and heard the “cries of the world.” Assuming her male form — Avalokiteshava in Sanskrit, Chenrezig in Tibetan – she paid a visit to the Himalayan Mountains. There, in the Land Of Snows, she gave the people of the world a precious gift – her sacred magical sounds, her heart sutra – “Om Mani Padme Hum.”
She promised her “children”, “If you hold my heart mantra in your heart, you will always be in my vibration, you will always be connected to me and you will always have my blessings.”
In the mantra “Om Mani Padme Hum” – which means “the precious jewel atop the lotus” – “Mani” is the precious jewel and “Pedme” is the lotus.
The Blue Pearl is this precious jewel – the “Mani.” Within it is the compassion and wisdom of Guan Yin. It is also a metaphor for all the esoteric teachings.
Here in the West, it is a different kind of “money” that is the most precious. We often hear the mantra, “Oh money buy me a home.” Would we not be better served counting our blessings rather than our money?
The lotus is a metaphor for the exoteric teachings of Enlightenment.
Why is the lotus considered a holy flower? The reason is because it grows out of the mud. Mud is a metaphor for our world. Just as the peacock — the progeny of the Phoenix — has the ability to transform the poison seed that it eats into the beauty of its magnificent plumage, so too, the Blue Pearl can transform the “mud” of the world into the beauty of the lotus for all sentient beings.
“Om Mani Padme Hum” beseeches us to fall in love with the mud, to fall in love with the Blue Pearl. The way of the Blue Pearl is not the human way.
By reciting the mantra “Om Mani Padme Hum” every day, we are reminded that during these difficult times, we must shed our fear, our anger, our doubt and our judgment. We must remain calm in the face of disaster, and manifest the quality of the lotus, emerging from the mud pure and without stain.
The 21st Century is the century of the Divine Mother. It is the time when the feminine energy of Enlightenment will assert itself throughout the world.
A transcendent Master of the Dakini lineage once imparted the following wisdom to her beloved granddaughter:
“Life throws rough circumstances towards us, and only wisdom can resolve their meaning. When we are tested by Heaven, there is a reason. Whether we can view each obstacle as a blessing, whether every “bad” person we encounter is a messenger, depends on whether our hearts are with the Dao, and whether our love truly reaches high and deep. We can retrieve something worthwhile out of karma, but only if we make offerings in spirit, even to forces we perceive as negative. We should give thanks for the wonderful opportunity to be tested, which enables us to develop patience and compassion.”
It is a common misunderstanding to think that when we recite her mantra, we glorify Guan Yin. Rather, it is Guan Yin who glorifies us – the precious Blue Pearl inside each one of us – our true Inner Nature, our Enlightenment.
“Om Mani Padme Hum.”
The Jewel of Enlightenment
A long time ago, the Divine Mother prophesied that a time will come when two dragons battle each other for supremacy in the world: the Black Dragon whose negative energy emanates anger, fear, doubt and greed, and the White Dragon whose positive energy emanates faith, courage, wisdom, compassion and Pure Love.
It will be a time when delivering real dharma is extremely difficult.
It will be a time when many things are on fire.
It will be a time when the Divine Mother appears in the form of the Phoenix – the Garuda – and flies through the world holding the auspicious Blue Pearl – the jewel of Enlightenment – in its beak — bringing peace, hope and joy to a reborn and healed world.
That time is now – the 21st Century.
So, what is this Blue Pearl, this Lan zhenzhu?
Wherever there is the union of purity and depth we find the color blue. The oceans are blue. The sky is blue. The largest animal, the blue whale — a messenger of ancient wisdom, is blue. The Medicine Buddha is blue. Krishna, Vishnu and Rama are blue.
The Blue Pearl is the power of infinite Love and infinite Compassion.
Love that is Pure and unconditional.
Compassion whose foundation is wisdom. Compassion without wisdom is simply kindness.
Awakening the Blue Pearl releases negative emotions and opens our heart to the energy of Enlightenment.
In Chinese the words “busy” and “angry” are each made up of two characters. “Busy” translates as “heart-dying” and “angry” translates as “heart-enslaved.” Think about that.
Though the Blue Pearl’s Love and Compassion are infinite, it is wise to remember that time is finite. Therefore, we should always keep the lesson of impermanence close to our heart – there is no time to waste.
The Blue Pearl is the Most Precious Jewel.
To the Divine Mother — Guan Yin – who holds the Blue Pearl – the Soul of all sentient beings — We are the Most Precious Jewel. How pure, how magical, how beautiful. This is a Divine Blessing.
The Blue Pearl is the vehicle of Guan Yin’s teachings. To Guan Yin, all creatures, even those we perceive as the most negative, have Buddha nature within. The Blue Pearl is a reflection of our Inner God Nature – our Enlightenment. When our forms pass away, the Soul becomes a blue light – a Blue Pearl.
Always remember who you are.
The Blue Pearl has Magical Power.
The Magical Power of the Blue Pearl is not superstitious. It is the Magical Power to see through illusion.
Once our Blue Pearl consciousness is aroused, so too is our own magical potential. We can manifest what we need into our lives — health, wealth, happiness.
All Divine Masters have Magical Power. We don’t recognize ourselves. But the Divine Masters recognize our magical Inner Nature – our Enlightenment.
Be open to the Magic; it reminds us of who we really are.
The Blue Pearl comes from Emptiness.
Emptiness is beyond the 3 dimensions. Emptiness is the essence of everything we can see, hear, smell, taste and touch. Emptiness is form and form is emptiness.
This is the highest wisdom. When you really know this, there are no longer walls or obstacles. This is Freedom. This is Enlightenment.
Most of us have a purpose – always searching, always wanting something. We don’t like the term emptiness. We prefer abundance — but this is illusion.
There should be no wanting. Between each inhale and each exhale is Emptiness. And in that moment a drop of the “nectar of being” can enter our consciousness, revealing that Emptiness is Abundance.
Today, the Black Dragon and White Dragon of the prophecy are struggling, and like the positive dragon, the negative dragon has a Divine Nature as well. The essence of both is the Blue Pearl. We too, have both dragon energies inside us, and the Blue Pearl deep in our heart.
Now is our time to surrender to the awakened Blue Pearl – the jewel of Enlightenment – balance the energies, raise our awareness, become One with the Divine Mother and help heal the world.
Guan Yin holds the Blue Pearl in her hands.
The Phoenix holds the Blue Pearl in its beak.
We hold the Blue Pearl in our hearts.
Om Mani Padme Hum
A long time ago, the Divine Mother, Guan Shi Yin Pu Sa, the Bodhisattva of Compassion, observed and heard the “cries of the world.” Assuming her male form — Avalokiteshava in Sanskrit, Chenrezig in Tibetan – she paid a visit to the Himalayan Mountains. There, in the Land Of Snows, she gave the people of the world a precious gift – her sacred magical sounds, her heart sutra – “Om Mani Padme Hum.”
She promised her “children”, “If you hold my heart mantra in your heart, you will always be in my vibration, you will always be connected to me and you will always have my blessings.”
In the mantra “Om Mani Padme Hum” – which means “the precious jewel atop the lotus” – “Mani” is the precious jewel and “Pedme” is the lotus.
The Blue Pearl is this precious jewel – the “Mani.” Within it is the compassion and wisdom of Guan Yin. It is also a metaphor for all the esoteric teachings.
Here in the West, it is a different kind of “money” that is the most precious. We often hear the mantra, “Oh money buy me a home.” Would we not be better served counting our blessings rather than our money?
The lotus is a metaphor for the exoteric teachings of Enlightenment.
Why is the lotus considered a holy flower? The reason is because it grows out of the mud. Mud is a metaphor for our world. Just as the peacock — the progeny of the Phoenix — has the ability to transform the poison seed that it eats into the beauty of its magnificent plumage, so too, the Blue Pearl can transform the “mud” of the world into the beauty of the lotus for all sentient beings.
“Om Mani Padme Hum” beseeches us to fall in love with the mud, to fall in love with the Blue Pearl. The way of the Blue Pearl is not the human way.
By reciting the mantra “Om Mani Padme Hum” every day, we are reminded that during these difficult times, we must shed our fear, our anger, our doubt and our judgment. We must remain calm in the face of disaster, and manifest the quality of the lotus, emerging from the mud pure and without stain.
The 21st Century is the century of the Divine Mother. It is the time when the feminine energy of Enlightenment will assert itself throughout the world.
A transcendent Master of the Dakini lineage once imparted the following wisdom to her beloved granddaughter:
“Life throws rough circumstances towards us, and only wisdom can resolve their meaning. When we are tested by Heaven, there is a reason. Whether we can view each obstacle as a blessing, whether every “bad” person we encounter is a messenger, depends on whether our hearts are with the Dao, and whether our love truly reaches high and deep. We can retrieve something worthwhile out of karma, but only if we make offerings in spirit, even to forces we perceive as negative. We should give thanks for the wonderful opportunity to be tested, which enables us to develop patience and compassion.”
It is a common misunderstanding to think that when we recite her mantra, we glorify Guan Yin. Rather, it is Guan Yin who glorifies us – the precious Blue Pearl inside each one of us – our true Inner Nature, our Enlightenment.
“Om Mani Padme Hum.”
Sunday 22 May 2016
The Movie ...
and the name of the movie .... remains your luck if you find it...
is your destiny :)
Here is the most significant comment
i had to share :
a guy said it...
it says once translated :
"I was so affected by it, i cried in every line , every scene the acting . . .the story really brings me a damage . . i cant eat coz the maybe one of the essence is Love .. I really recognize both actors ... they're both great and lovely of their roles and the way they performed .. ."
Magic Love part 2
and how could i forget to tell this
am sure most viewers had not even notice it in the last scene
from all the feedback i read
but you see
all through out the movie
a plant was either drying out or blooming
and this plant/tree
was reflecting the actual
Life in the person
was the person inner Life healthy or not?
meaning reflecting the health of
the inner Tree of Life
....
and in the very last scene
the couple was surrounded by thriving plants and trees of the same specy
so actually...
all the way they took care of that tiny square of vegetation in their loft
and by the end
they were SURROUNDED and shaded by these very blossomed trees and vegetation
so much that they were the ones
whom the trees were actually taking care of
because
they were now that tiny square surrounded by the trees and vegetation
while in the beginning
they were the ones taking care of that tiny square of vegetation
awesome zoom in and out
incredible movie
really
and even more feeling warm
from knowing that it exists
in the consciousness of the initial writer
and even more incredible was grasped so fully
by the very video maker
and all the team
for is not easy to share this stuff
and make all go in this direction
and then the viewers
not all get it all the way
but to the least most of them surely loved it
MAGIC LOVE
This movie was THE hymn to seeing Life in the other
in it it was shown
how average couple last not
or even best friendship last not
cause people see not the very PERSON
but they see Money in her or him
or they see FAME and think they will get showered by their nearness
by their Glory and gain it themselves
anyway they see expectation in the other person
and how they can benefit you
is like a girl i knew
as soon as she knew someone was "important"
had fame or was about to marry
she used to stick to that person
to prepare the "land" for the future
so that she has the best seat in the first row in that person life
and get the glory showered on her
or the light of that occasion
see?
that is a calculated behavior
thinking light and love and LIFE is out of you
securing some interest and seat
by all means and "acts of (interested) generosity"
so at some point
i lied to people around
and pretended to have no job nor money
anyway i pretended to be in a lesser state
just to see how they actually are seeing me
and they were not seeing anything
except their own interest in the other person
likewise lately
they came all with sweet words
"i love your stubborness, humor and love,
may be a mix of all that"
and as soon as i started to use this very humor
to play the very person and tease her about her bisexuality
or the spy-der-man lol
about his hidden calculation
to draw back the muslim in advertising their cult
where all their attraction to my love and humor went?
all down the drain
because was empty words
one was seeking me out of curiosity the bisexual one
wanted to see where i live, am i married, what i do
am i sad or happy
sad is better like this she can enjoy it more
people are sadistic especially women to women
the guy,
wanted to manipulate
to get back a muslim in his group
to be able to better advertise his cult
that is what is interest
is an image you have of the person
and you want that image to reasssure yourself
and bring yourself up
thinking is glorious to receive other's light
is not
and as soon as i teased jokingly her bisexual ass
the true words
that her hearts were harboring
came out
"i understand why yogi rejected you"
that made me laugh when i read it
i said hmm.. not 5min before she forgot the love and humor she / they claimed to love in me
it was just a balm they were putting over me
thinking let's pat her as she wishes
and we got her
string of invisble manipulation
that can't EVER work with me
cause
thanks to God Grace
i am ABOVE them
so don't they think i can see them?
anyway,
out of SHEER luck i saw that movie
and in it
two people met
and they ONLY saw LIFE in each other
amazingly the scriptwriter and movie maker
managed to show
how each minute is like the last
and its value is even more priceless
when you -at the same time- ever have present in your mind
the running out of time and yet its ability to contains true Love for Life
and time in itself is not enough to Love
again the actors were infused with this philosophy
their acting were so great
that i would equal it to real
and then their great quality to pass through their eyes
the appreciation of life they were seeing in each other
made me realise
that as a realised person if we manage first to see our OWN self
like this through this thoughtless awareness
which after 10 of years of practice or 30 year of practice
no yogi in paris managed
even less in a permanent way
that is
to see in himself the Life itself
imagine
when you can ALSO see the Life in the other?
and not the image of that person that your self interest made
and now imagine
if both could see themselves AND each other
for that VERY life in them
don't you feel
is a whole NEW level of EXPERIENCING LIFE?
that has nothing to do
with the average man and woman , friend or lover
that has to do with Life itself
and THAT is MAGIC LOVE
Saturday 21 May 2016
Amazing Script writer beauty
What to say
i have watched such a BEAUTIFUL movie ...
i don't even dare to name it..just to keep it a bit longer in myself..
is just so beautiful
the script writer must be an alien? someone otherworldly? a time traveller?
i don't know
let me dream a bit longer
the actors, the main lead male and female
awesomely true
and the content..so deeeeeeeeeeep and spiritual
and the character so opposite and yet melting in each other
like day and night to make it a whole day
the music
and soundtrack .. especially one or two instrumentals
so nice, it seems they are there to touch the string of your soul
to make it arise
is another movie
i cried for .. remember i hardly ever cry for movies
except for Interstellar and a bit less but still for Cloud Atlas
but that movie is another Level
if i cried for Interstellar and Cloud Atlas
was for the pain the main lead was inspiring
like the cry of his soul for the Truth
but as i said that movie is another Level
i cried for its content
because it was just SO true
and i cried
because it was for the FIRST time
i saw it in "real" life
out of myself
so that i could say
"ah so it DOES exist"
i cried cause it was like a mirror
of myself
of my own appreciation for Life
i don't have the right words for now
plus this movie
is just as deep as i am used to express myself
contentwise i would say is the number one movie
now, you ask
but what is this movie?
well..Joker..this time
is my movie and i keep it
in me
...a bit more longer
and i really think i have to buy it
and to watch it at will
i never watch twice a movie
EXCEPT this one
because the actors emanate such a nice vibes in their role
that you feel the roles are real
i felt infused with their aura/acting
is a FIRST
for a movie
i tell you
plus
you feel such a nearness
closeness
is as i had said
it feels like
i am taking in ALL THE BEAUTY of this movie i am seeing
TAKING IT ALL IN ME
and then
it feels like
NO IT JUST UNCOVER IN ME THAT VERY BEAUTY
WHICH WAS ALREADY PRESENT
BUT THAT MOVIE
ACTED LIKE A MIRROR
FOR ME TO SEE IT
cause i think
the soul
just wishes to see itself
in the other
but the other
does not have that space
to share with you
except for my best friend
but i would say
even the yogi i met
though they are blessed
by this "space" / thoughtless awareness
they don't see its value
cause it is a FREE space
they don't know how to use it as a mirror
to see others beauty
and see that the other beauty
is your OWN beauty
this is why i say
when i watch this movie
i feel is my own beauty i am seeing...
so do i feel so with any amazing beauty
i see in the other
cause i don't feel it is a loss to me
as people do
and end up feeling jealous and envious
jealousy is an immature gross feeling
which shows
that you have not yet sorted out
that this beauty you are seeing in someone
it is all YOU, all in you after all
i think i definitely have to go for movie making
and i dream to meet such script writer
and work with them
is powerful
to meet such AUTHENTIC SOULS
....about souls
i am much more since two weeks in touch with my own soul
and that is communicatively speaking
like today
once i finished meditation
and take a deep breath from belly
i let me soul give me any message it has for me
cause i said to it :)
now that is your space
i meditated
is now or never if you want to give a message
cause you see?
we have a soul
our part of authentic Self
which just happens to wish to move its way back to the Source
and it just wait to be listened to
but we don't
we just listen to our remnants thoughts
and we reproduce MORE THAN 93% of them everyday
cause
if i am not mistaken
the habits are stored in our cortex
and we just reiterate them
like robots
is so sorry
not to really live the Life
am sure
there is a smoother and more fuller way to live Life
people ask
if i have found what i am seeking...
rather they should ask themselves
if they dare to seek something better?
cause they think they "arrived" and reached their destination
but self realisation (like as in having some kundalini strands awakened)
is just an entrance door
to something greater
how could it be all that is?
this is how religions went wrong,
and this is how cults are born
is like mixing up the means with the purpose of life
and thereby
missing out so much more possibilities
to live, and breath in a more FULLER & more beautiful Life
which will become
actually
the beautiful Realm
that eyes have never seen
and ears have never heard of
where you would live in..
Petals
Spirit and Yogi..
Do you know what is shaitan or demons?
Or why some mind games exist
saying if God exist, then why he created a devil , if he is so good?
all many kinds of mind challenges like that exist
especially set by atheist people
but they are good
cause they force sincere seeker to think about
the duality of life
this topic is for other time
now,
i had a dream
where i was with the yogi
and the spirit was witnessing the actions of everyone
then as i talked to the Spirit
he got angry by their behavior
instead asked all of us
to compete
the swimming pool was so unclean
(swimming pool water is your own water,
your own purification
as to how much you practised purification
here using Shakti - if unclean means you are in want of purification)
so as swimming pool of theirs
was unclean
i went to another
brand new all clean
and they on their side competed
and i competed on my own
and then spirit call us both as group
and i happened to be the winner
even breaking some world record
then Spirit told me
"do they think I will be happy
with their low magic of paper burning
and burning shakti?"
"they considered you only as low muslim"
"it is ME who knows if you have value or not
NOT them"
"so do not believe their lies"
i can tell the even tiniest unease i was feeling
i had it no more
as it is like a dead rope linking me to them
was broken
and they could no more affect me
with their low mentality
instead
they are now reaping their deeds..
Thursday 19 May 2016
Remembering who I am
Had a nice dream life lol
today in dream i was seeing much of
my past life and a bit of my future life
was very much real
even seeing the names i had in my past
i find it cool
hehehe
cause i can google it
and i find those names
hey it feeds my curiosity
but the best of best
was when i was told
'she is recovering her memory
and know who she is"
that is the best part
cause the true memory and ID
is you being the Spirit as true nature
and not some past lives
but when you are recovering your memory
about who you are
as Spirit
then in the process
you DO start remembering also
the stored experience of your past lives
as you are recycled into creation
see? (unless enlightened)
:) i am remembering...who I am :)
so happy!!!
Take Responsibility
Lol
i have a friend
she is real positive about life
it is how i call
being in CHARGE
taking responsibility and not pity yourself
she used to get fired by all her bosses
instead look at the brightness of her mind
she said, "I fired my boss"
THAT i call it LIFE
cause she did not get STUCK in what "other are doing to her"
instead this denotes
that she LOOKED at the situation
SAW what she likes not
and ADMIT IT to herself
and then in a split of a second
decided in her self
"hey if that boss is so unethical
then, why would i feel to be victim of his firing?
it is ME who out of WILL fire him from my life"
see?
cause we CHOOSE on which value we live our life
now... if she was confused in her mind
knowing that he is unethical and yet feeling low for being fired
that confusion
would have shown her lack of maturity
in recognising with clarity of what is GOOD and BAD according to her standard
see?
so first be CLEAR about your standards
and then FIRE people out of your life
when you see they are crossing bounds of decency
this is how you do your share
second, wish the best for them
i always wish for them to "get it"
but i can't change people
yet..i wish for them what i wish for myself
and that is THE BEST EVOLUTION possible
may you become your TRUE SELF
Honest and Sincere
and may you meditate in morning
cause mind is limited
but the desire is not
the more you have the pure desire to wish for something BETTER for yourself
the more ... God provides for you
UNLIMITED RESSOURCES TO TAP FROM
is like me
i went blindly in life
refusing all kinds of "material" opportunity
be it job in best companies or even proposals from millionaire guys
cause these "events/scenario of future life" had no LIGHT in them
when i considered them
i could not SEE myself SHINING in such situation
yet...considering the UNKNOWN
i could feel the LIMITLESS POSSIBILITY
TO BE SOMETHING MORE THAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN
...and that is a GREAT excitement to discover/live Life
and now, when i dwell on this
i feel very much appreciative of what is happening to me
though at times is stressful
cause there is a mismatch between this world and spiritual standards
but at least
i know i have the chance to explore the infinite
is like something i feel in myself
i can touch it
but am still, for now, not able to see it
but it feels great
like the excitement you may have when you near it
it feels like a golden ball of light
inside of me
Wednesday 18 May 2016
Everlasting Beauty
There are moments in life
where you realise
that everything is a teacher
actually most of time
i could say i can see myself learning
is like the teacher is an event, or even a movie
which are speaking to me
it is like it was customised
and created to answer to my questions
see?
Remember?
when i wrote once
about a TV commercial
when i switched on tv
it was answering my very question
i had in mind about some coffee brand
now, is same
during the day
there were a LINE of events
one after the other
that were -LITERALLY speaking- talking to me
an outsider would think is just an independent conversation
that i am witnessing between two people
but in truth
in my self
i felt as if both people
were answering to my questions
without them knowing it consciously
is an amazing feeling of closeness
moreover
it was like they were acting my own life
was so strange
cause most of the details were matching my life
and as the conversation was very deep
it was 100% customised for me
Purposely i am not going into the details of it
but i could feel a very warm feeling
in the belly
and it rose up till the heart
and i felt satisfied
it made me feel also more grounded
and peaceful
because it is like an outer confirmation
of what i was feeling inside
and it felt warm to know that
if someone else could put words to it
then it already exist
and if it exists then is beautiful to witness
because i always felt
that if i can witness beauty
then i would feel real rich inside
as if i am somehow collecting it in me
and it won't perish
or as if it is stored forever in me
or as if i lived it for REAL
i.e. lived it and KNOWING that i am living it
(cause most of time
we live without knowing consciously that we are living a life
is like we live a life unconsciously
that does not leave in you a feeling of sth alive
rather it is empty from Life , is neutral at best
it does not add to your experience/i.e. it does not nourish you)
and this creates a feeling of satisfaction
or of fulfillment
because i KNOW this Beauty exists
and i am witnessing it
and if i am witnessing it
then it is in me
and it is for me
stored for ever
in me
Monday 16 May 2016
Sincerity & Honesty
my soul
i dig in people to find some treasure
and all i see is deception
most people are so blind to themselves
that you can never touch them
you can never touch their sincerity
is like no one wants to be his Self
always something else
i feel the true self is found in the very moment
yet, people, it seems, refuse to live the very moment
cause they are using the moment to plan for future
but it is in the very moment
that you can see each other's soul light
not after
after is sheer luck if you meet her again
and even if you were to meet her
you would have forgotten that she has a soul
to be appreciated for
because you would be even more engrossed
in planning for reaching your target
so you will plan even more
thinking is closer
and get even more blind
to the present
so much that you will never see
the very blessed moment
in the person
in front of you
this is why you always miss sincerity
though sincerity is ever present
in front of you
you see her not
Lyrics
BILLY JOEL LYRICS
"Honesty"
If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know
When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Cause you're the one that I depend upon
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know
When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Cause you're the one that I depend upon
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
Sunday 15 May 2016
Belly and the Joy
When you have that warm feeling
that arises from inside your belly
and it goes and touches heart
then you can bet
that you are doing something
that your soul is appreciating
cause is a feeling of joy
that arises straight
and touches your heart
which is the place of Love
and thus you are doing
what your soul Loves..
that is the very nice feeling
of excitement
and being at the right place
and doing the right thing
then it feels like
you are breathing anew
Luxurious moment of Light
ahhhhhh!
Have just been invited for a LUXURIOUS bath time
Warm water ... mixed with Lavender essence
just ONE word
GLORIOUS
Eager to be Monday!!!
okay am hesitating between
a Verbena, Lavender or Jasmin ...
these are such AUTHENTIC essences
i think i will go for Lavender
now,
i had a very nice AHA moment of clarity
was about the Light coming out of fingers
As i got reminded
the fingers show you the state of your chakras
but it had NEVER occured to me ON THE SPOT
that DE FACTO the fingers were the EXTENSION of my chakras see?
and i mean it LITERALLY SPEAKING
not as in descriptive way
this is WHY i can see LIGHT going out of it
cause it SHOWS the DEGREE of SELF REALISATION
more explicitely is the LIGHT of the SPIRIT
that has PASSED THROUGH THE chakra of the person
it ENLIGHTENED SO MUCH the chakras
that the LIGHT was GOING OUT of the fingers
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
then i felt it was AWESOME
the LIGHT OF THE SPIRIT i could see out of these VERY fingers
isn't it AMAZING?
you can see YOUR OWN spirit LIGHT!!!
AWESOME
Hope i can activate that one day at will
this will be ONLY when it will become stable i guess
a state
that's a beautiful experience
kiss and love:x:x:x
Collective bandhan ... and their paper burning
Yogi never understand
what it means to put attention within
always trying to purify others behavior and never theirs, right?
After doing some mischievousness
of course they think EVIL is outside of them
never knowing it is to be fixed within.
So after calling a collective bandan
where they are calling me "back to mataji"
Mataji is what?
is not the Adi Shakti within?
you think i left my own adi shakti within?
no... they just want to control you, the outside
by misusing bandhan/magic...
cause they want me
the GOOD muslim
to be "BACK" to what they call collectivity
Should i call them back to the sufi realised collectivity?
hmm? that they never entered?
is stupid cause a collectivity is spiritual
is not a concrete stuff just because you have a group
what they are is a "GROUP" of numbnuts not meditating
though they are many
so they were curious about me
thinking : she left mataji, she left the collectivity
i will straighten for the LAST TIME their twisted mind :
still i love them, they are like ignorant kids
see?
1- Mataji is not a person, is not God
2- Adi shakti is WITHIN, you can't leave your own SELF , as your OWN SPIRIT WITHIN IS GOD
3- if you meditate NOT , and i DO EVERY MORNING, you will get affected
and i saw , except one yogi living in their ashram who is actually the only good one, and people think she is stupid, doing well
all of the others, are just going backward in their opening of petals
lol
they have never ever thought about that i bet! the opening ...or closing off... of their petals..
4- Guys, still not getting it? where my spiritual power comes from?
may be from my petals opening? cause i meditate my ass in the morning?
if so, i left nothing? may be except your stupid group of overarching patronizing controllers?
5-instead of behaving like an indian cast
following some guy who has no discriminative power
except sticking to mataji family title
what if I START behaving as stupidly as them, under pretext i am the GRAND....GRAND daughter
of FATIMA?
HMM?
back to earth guys
care for your own practice and meditation
then see if your petals open
so far they are rather drying out
and expect the consequences of your deeds
6- they never learn to appreciate the person for WHO THEY ARE
had they? they would have seen where my wisdom was flowing from
instead of asking me to be less deep...pure jealousy
so why they are afraid of my power?
while they had all the way seen them when i was benefiting them with ?
cause they NEVER took it for their OWN benefit
they ONLY saw YEA IS GREAT
GREAT to use her to BRING BACK OTHER MUSLIMS to worship indian god in sari
and make some dance after roasting some rice in chimney called havan
you think muslims are stupid and to be educated?
there are REALISED SUFI
with POWER of SPIRIT
and when they met me
they thought
ah! a muslim she never meditates
she is so numbnuts
let her use her for attracting others
NEVER EVER THINKING
OR EVEN YET WONDERING
WHERE I HAVE THESE SPIRITUAL POWER FROM
hmm?
May be because i am a REGULAR MEDITATOR
may be because the LAST ONES ARE THE FIRST?
May be i got self realisation later than them
but am ALREADY LEADING THE WAY
as of this DAY
they will have NO MORE muslims in paris
they are not entitled to respect,
they don't know to keep a meditational practice
only bothering by turning muslims into some pujadists hahaha
they are just stuck in marketing
thinking to work for the Glory of some Mataji
while all the way mataji only ask them to IMPROVE THEIR SLACKING MEDITATION
INEXISTANT PRACTICE IN MORNING?
once you do it
then muslims will follow
but this they will never get
and for the prank
they have activated protection i have from Mataji
and each single person having taken part in it
will have to BEAR the consequences of their INTENTION
Good intention, you reap goods
bad intention, you reap bad
that is the POWER OF INNOCENCE
capish?
let's see and wait your lot..
is me who should do a bandhan for you to get your practice right
mediate in morning! and you will see something else above your limited bandhan
and yea, the paper burning...
you are not burning the person ...
you are burning the NEGATIVE vision YOU HAVE INSIDE YOU OF HER
so at BEST this paper burning will make you to love me more?
not sure it will last though
but it can't destroy my so called "negativity" if i don't have any such as THEY thought me having abandoned meditation lol? as i NEVER abandoned it... but this too they will never get it...
and a bandhan can't bring me back, cause i NEVER left?
SEE? cause all the WAY you thought WRONG direction
is ok no more muslim for them in paris
seeking Glory out of themselves hmm?
only, when i see SINCERITY and PRACTICE in them
then they will see GROUPS OF MUSLIMS BY THOUSANDS coming for self realisation
TILL THEN
if the leaders are not ready
NOTHING
and.....mediate ....dear
numbnuts you are ... good at least you made me laugh
don't tire your hands too much with bandhans
with love,
kiss:x
Saturday 14 May 2016
Kid Mommy and Kundalini
Had to blog this
i was shopping in a Mart
and 3 times i happen to cross a path with babies or kids
and each time they stopped talking
and started to look on top of my head
how i know?
cause i looked at their eye balls gosh!
anyway
the last kid was the youngest
and she was crying so loud
actually i was so engrossed in my shopping spree
had not even paid attention to her
but i came near to grab my shower gel
:))
she stopped screaming
i thought "ah suddenly is pleasant"
and looked around and saw her
then she bent her head all the way back
and was looking at me
and her eyes went half closed
and then she said "mommy"
wow
that is FIRST time i saw a person melting
really
i had heard of it
that once your kundalini is strongly awakened
it "melt" the person next to you
but on a kid was even more obvious!
really she went soft like a cotton
or a wool pillow
hahaha
don't ask me why i say that
but is like when you are extremely tired
and you feel this extasy of jumping into the most comfy pillow on your large bed!
well was same
so i patted myself
and said yea! indeed
is my kundalini!
first i thought the kid swooned or fainted
hahaha
so abnormal it was
plus really
calling the energy she was saying "Mommy"
was just amazing
that it hit me
i said to myself
"AT LAST someone sees it! of course only kids do"
the kids see what we see not
and they see the Kingdom or Heaven on Earth
kiss:x!
Mastery
spirituality is a dangerous place to be
cause never i saw ANYONE give something
for the sake of God
always some retribution is demanded
one way or another
be SURE it will be demanded
some ask for sex
others for money
others for both lol
stuff is i know myself
when i help someone i do it from my own inner generosity
and that is called compassion
so when you lie to someone
what you do?
you steal him his free will see?
cause you expect him
to obey to you
and as you have doubts he won't
you use lies
and as is presented as truth
the person will agree while being ignorant
this is how lies
help you to bypass his free will
when i was seeking spirituality
i saw how i could be as muslim be slowed down
in my process to find truth
so i ask for guidance from God
to learn truth from non muslim base
cause you see i knew truth is not about religion
but about its very Essence
and religion was slowing me down
but if is undeniable that muslims / or any religious group
that you belong to
put loads of its conditioning on you
and slow down your enlightenment process
a non muslim / or non religious group
has the defect of having no more deep rooted ethics
they will do as their ass wants
the sacredness and nearness thingy
that you find in any religious group is lost
the behavior is just messy, and most of time based on lies
to bypass your free will
and make you adhere to it
that is just a non religious form of controlling
cause ANY being
be he enlightened or not
will at some point
wants to chiselled you to his image
and stomp the beauty of your sincere offering for that path
manipulation is used when you know you can't get it by saying truth
so you lie to bypass the other's free will
see?
Free will is to have the freedom to choose
but if facts presented to you are deformed so that you be more willing to believe in them
isn't it harming your free will?
it is.
so whatever happen
just know
that you can rely ONLY on your own soul
cause most women out of jealousy will not help you
and most men will only be interested for their ego for you to serve
so if you want freedom
just cease to seek a master out of you
cause they are all fake.
if you seek to seek one outside?
where you find mastery?
through your Master Within.
Sunday 8 May 2016
Buddah India and DNA
i had visions just in the first minutes when i started meditation this morning
in the beginning, i saw a Budda sitting over branch of a tree under the night sky and behind him i saw a silver moon, very huge
the silver moon was really beautiful
and then i got another vision
so real
i saw as if i was in India and was visiting some poor quarters or so
and people there
though they were utterly poor
they were so generous cause they built a HUGE cup for me
a sort of vessel that can carry water
was hand made , like they had melted the metal to create it
and i could see thick nails planted in sort of metal ribbons decorating the huge vessel
actually it was so huge it could fill up the square or a market place
and i was surprised they made me that gift for me
while they were poor and had nothing for themselves
was really truly generous behavior
and in the third vision i saw the color blue and orange from DNA
then i saw these blue and orange bits of DNA exploding
and then i saw the energy going out of the body
and it is how it started to affect life around
i wondered if dna orange and blue color?
actuallty yes...to my surprise it is ..
cause DNA is based on 4 proteins chains 2 are orange..2 blue
the re-arrangement of them as adbc..creates the life dna..etc
in billion combinations
anyway..there are only 4 proteins in the dna
which are creating life
in different combinations..etc
of them 2 are blue..2 are orange like in my vision and when they exploded energies went out of it like light and it affected the atmospher around
the whole vision liberated a good feel...
had to blog it
Hellish realm
In last post was about witnessing
reincarnation from the Above, like from Heaven
that time i had since people who were stuck in hell
brrr...have goosebump so disgraceful it was
first of all their bodies were disgraceful
i think as a human being
we have a real Graceful body
so well balanced and really graceful
in there
i saw it was like midnight time
and the people stuck there
were trying HARD to get out of their realm
so in a way everyone tries hard
to get out of his condition
to get a better life
but trying hard
in the wrong way
leads to nowhere
is like you are stuck
and is really desperate situation
and that is hell
the guys i saw they had only
legs and their body ended up hardly on the navel
very little of backbone
and their legs were up
while trying very HARD to grow something
by pushing even more on their "what remained of their" belly
ah...what to say?
was disgraceful
and i saw so much effort but to no avail
was like sport club?
so much smelly by the men's effort
their body was so disgraceful
cause it was just half..
i just wanted to see no more of it
then i saw the female
and i saw they had their body
but their hellish level was due to the fact
they were so BAD behaved in groups among female..
and it reflects reality
the girls i knew in the yogi group
they were like schizo?
so well behave in their own company
and so bad mannered when in group
so badly using their power really
knew not that one had one behavior in group
and another when alone
that is to their disadvantage this backbiting in female group
brr.. really not good to see
and Spirit told me
that these men
were actually with their soul separated from the spirit
it made sense...
soul is in belly
which they had
but the higher part of their body was missing
which was where the spirit dwell
in the heart till its evolution on top of head
so yes was really sad to see how hard they were trying
and really to no avail
and again i say it
such a disgraceful body..
a human being should realise he has a really pretty
and graceful body as it is
then i saw and felt
well actually i lived it
how once one dies
it goes through the underword i saw
like central of earth
through an energy vortex actually
and pop OUT on the other side of the earth
through the vortex
and it is how it is an eternal cycle
while for the luckier it is so
for those who are stuck in hell
they are stuck for a long time
cause they can't like go out of it and reincarnate
so i realised that death is not like the end
is not like people who commit suicide
or even at time of dying think
in a glamorous way about another new life
while getting rid of their current life issues
no at all
is just worse actually
cause at least in this life you have your memory
and the blessing of a FULL graceful body
and if you are lucky your awakened kundalini to purify yourself
while knowing that even yogi can get stuck and become demon
as i witness it if they remain stuck in some realm once they die
cause what counts is your state when you die
on that very moment
the state of you when you die
is written in all scriptures
conditions the realm where you wake up
Monday 18 April 2016
Feel of the Belly vs the mind habitual thinking
suddenly i realised
when i felt a vision of change in my belly
and i let myself feel it
just focused on it
without
by choice letting a simple "but"
or thoughts / mental activity
(cause it would have diverted me from my belly feel)
then i ALLOWED
myself to FEEL the change
and if i make space
for this change to be FELT
in the belly
then considered it as i won!
cause if i feel it
it means the soul recorded it feels good
so is in its cell memory
and thus it will DEFINITELY recognise the situation
to let my body on the given moment
REPRODUCE
this feeling of change
and now what was my feeling about?
was about a new world where the individual touch
and thus individuality of each single person
would be looked after and worth far much
than the value we give
to "luxury" brand names
cause luxury is sought after
just for its name
yet i saw traditional hand made products
far more efficient and communciating a warm and happy feel
and far much efficient
than "luxury" brand names
so yes about the belly
is all about letting once feel it
cause when during the feel
we lightly in an undisciplined manner
allow to be again drifted back by thoughts
thinking i have time to come back to the feel
then it is when the opportunity
of realisation is lost
cause the thought is the doubt
doubt of what?
i often never got that point of what is doubt
so now i got it:
the thought creates the DOUBT
about YES WE CAN
and it is not a slogan
it is WHAT your OWN belly
was inviting you to feel as "YES YOU CAN"
and so is ONLY by not letting yourself
being diverted by thoughts pattern
"ok let me see if is viable" or "but.."
then you LOSE the opportunity
to FEEL your belly
and lose the chance for your cells
which are emotional cells there see?
to record that ACCEPTANCE
and that acceptance of YES I CAN
is the ABSOLUTE certitude
that WHEN the situation arise
your body / soul actually
will RECOGNISE IT
and the belly
for is where soul is
having already recorded your feel
will ALLOW you
who are a machine just living on his cortex
which programmed to reproduce 98% of his daily activities
as a robot does
to be reprogrammed
by grasping the opportunity
and how so?
first by creating the space for you to SEE it
cause it breaks down your habitual functioning
which is based on habits, you get it!
once space is created in your robotic routine
it allows you to feel TOUCHED by the moment
(the present)
and once touched
third blessing is to NOT feel afraid to cross your limits
and is ONLY possible if NO fear (emotional) /NO doubt (in mental)
and WHO can obviously PREPARE YOU?
to have NO doubt and NO fear i.e. be emotionally ready for this new step?
that's it!
only your PREVIOUS FEEL that your BELLY showed you
and you stayed upon
with it
and thus was RECORDED
for you to NOW act on it
with no fear nor doubt
and thus allow yourself to enter into a new experience/world
so by shining you let other feel allowed to shine
(paraphrasing Marianne Williamson)
and that...when i think i got it
in a split of a second
while feeling my belly
when i was inhaling air...amazing God, isn't it?
plus these 3 blessings (creating space to see / to be touched by the present / to be able to act)
actually is what our everyday actions are about
what we call routine
INITIALLY it started so
but by LACK of faith
we got stuck/limited to it
what is now called a comfort zone
while initially man was created to be a creator
and not a robot
that is mind blowing essay
i just happened to write
isn't it?
hahahaha
Thursday 14 April 2016
Amazing Morning
This morning was so magical
when i woke up
i felt deeply rested
the first thing i saw was a vision
that a huge white gift box
has been untied
and the golden lace fell
and i was within the box
i forgot the rest of the vision
but it was all agreeable
and then i saw my window
and i saw the sunrays entering
and how they were making
the white curtains luminous by filtering within
and from my bed
i could see the bright blue sky
and the birds chirping
that was an amazing morning
Difference between dream and vision
Difference between a dream and a vision
in dream there is one spot from which there is LIFE
in vision there is life from ALL direction
like in real life
except that in real life
you get so used to life
that you only see your OWN image
i.e. you only see ONE SPOT of life
and that is your mind
this is why all the rest
gets in the dark
and you are not (inter) connected to the rest
so what is ALREADY LIFE ALL AROUND
becomes just limited to ONE SPOT
that is your mind
and of course
as you know mind cannot encompass all these interconnections
as the heart can
Remember Who You are
So when i hear the words
in their cultural context
that as you belong to this culture
you need to learn how to "serve"
lol
as if people are teaching me
HOW I SHOULD LEARN TO BEHAVE
since WHEN i am to be TAUGHT as if i have some LACKING?
As if i WORTH IT NOT?
I WORTH IT SO MUCH
that they should be HAPPY that i can FIRST HAND
tell them HOW IT IS TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE
but people are SO STUCK in ONE IMAGE OF THEMSELVES
THAT ANY RELIGION OR WANNA BE SECT
wants to carve you into their images
but NOT REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE
even those who are anti-conformist such as yogi
ended up being so conformist
how?
as Oscar Wild said through the "conformism of the anti-conformism"
they ended up becoming hindu!
born christian but giving themselves new ID of hindu
i understand now my friends
who laugh at zen buddhist american who change their name into a buddhist name
that is HOW YOU HAVE FOUND YOU ID?
not knowing that when you change your name
and uses two
you split your personality
and change your destiny
you actually LOSE POWER
even in islam is the tendency for new converts to take a more "muslim name"
and if the prophet muhammad was born in japan?
you would have taken a japanese name?
total joke!
idea is not to find a NEW ID in some OTHER culture
for ALL CULTURES WORTH IT
nor is to make puja and sacrifices to your OWN RELIGION
AIM is to use them as METHODS
TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE
AS I AM NOT WHAT THEY THINK I AM
they will never understand
Existence prior to my birth
The reincarnation vision
just made it clear for me
that i was free
with no parents
no mother nor father
i was I
so when i looked at the parents
mom and dad
i see where they are crossing their rights
they own me as long as i needed growth
bodily speaking
as long as my body needed
growth and shelter
and my mental needed a context for formation
so that it may continue its own growth
and emotions where to be put into their place
to teach me their "use"
that's it.
but then, once this part is over
is what i call over crossing their rights
cause once the body has matured
like a shell that needs to protect the inner seed
the shell gets dry and it falls
is a must
so that the seed
may receive waters from rain and its minerals
yet, the issue is in our society
we cling to the shell / our body
and retain it
while it needs to dry out and become dust
so that our real Self may grow and shine
so we don't live our Life as Self
we never gave ourselves this chance
we just cling to the shell who has dried out
and our identification
of parents' son and daughter
is very strong ID
i think we owe to parents the respect
when they gave us shelter and food
for our body to grow
and our mental/emotional self to have time to mature
but once this step is done
and in the light of my vision of reincarnation
i saw that I existed
prior to reincarnating
prior to choosing the continent where i will live
prior to having a mom and dad
In fact
I existed.
I existed prior to my parents
I existed prior to their influence
and I existed prior to any of their rights on me
this is what is
to exist prior to time
so they have
i.e. the continent i live in
or the nation
or the family
or the parents
NO SHARE in defining WHO I AM
cause I EXISTED PRIOR TO THEM
cause in the vision i was CONSCIOUS of my existence
prior to any other existence that i am NOW living
and that sets the limits of the shedding of your shell
which has had its time to grow mature and now is dying
to the growth of the inner Self
that has all the rights to EXIST BY ITSELF
and this is WHAT one has been told by ALL religions to REMEMBER
IS TO REMEMBER THAT YOU EXISTED PRIOR TO ALL THIS
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