Your role is to give us Joy

what a feast today...

i was with kiddos
and i managed to managed them all lol

okay i need more training on that
but i did pretty well
to manage 12 kids that i knew not
hmm?;)

anyway
was very nice
kids try your limits
you need to learn how to assert your authority
that is the advice my friend gave me when i let this be known

for me
what i learned with kids
is that after 5 hours of managing them
i was not exhausted
actually i was very much energetic till the end 

i got them all to love me back!
and this struck me
cause was unexpected!!

the most youngest girl
such a shy one
just joined me when i sat on the sofa at the end
and snuggled herself againt me

woa
it strucked me!
cause she was so shy all the way
and all of sudden just intimate and so loving..

two other ones
started to tell me their secrets
which of course i will NEVER tell
even to you lol

cause i KEEP secrets
i never tell them
i KEEP trust

for i have some good education
and i have strong faith
and i know basics of everything is
to approach people with respect
and then you can connect with them
and always keep their trust
even if they break yours

cause i truly care for my cleanliness

so spontaneously
they started to tell me their secrets
lol
so cute it was

one cutee
told me
but why don't you go with adults?
why don't you join them, and instead stay with us?

i told her
"well, imagine? if i was not there?"

then she got her eyes wide open
and said
"ahhhh !! but i know!
is because your role is to make us
the kids, filled with Joy!"

sincerely
even writing this
my heart is melting

it struck me inside
really
i said to myself
she is telling me
that my role has been to stay with them
to give them JOY

and a few seconds after
she realised that
lol as my friend says
"lo! behold! her eyes opened up!" hahaha

she got headache
and said it to me
so i put my hand
on her chakras
first the belly,
then the heart
then the throat
and the agnya/forehead
i held her both temples
and massaged her sahasrara


i raised her kundalini three times

and then i told her
how you feel?

and she said
"i forgot what i was feeling
and asking you
is like i forgot what happened"
"and i feel so cool inside"

i just smiled
cause she was saying in other words
i have no more thoughts..
this is why she said she forgot
what she was thinking about

and then
before leaving
i got both groups of kids
on my back
felt like going out of a rugbymen team
:) so happy i was
that kids had fun with me
and that shakti spoke through this kiddo girl
so that she said such wisdom with that ah-ha factor!
lo! eyes wide open

somehow
i felt touching all kids head or face
before leaving
or saying good bye

and somehow
i realised after
this touching
without me knowing
gave them self realisation

i think
a kiddo
is like a match
it get its inner fire on so easily
when you touch it

definitely
when i saw their mom
i saw how much there was a gap
between the kids and their moms

the kids were independent from their manners
to a great extent

than those kids who were grown up
and who soaked up their mom's "bad" habits

such as mocking other kids etc.

is so sorry
that parents learn not more from their kids
but at some point with the adolescence
kids absorb much from their parents

this is why in islam
prophet said
"kids are born on true faith the "Fitrah"
meaning Nature
it is their parents who corrupt them/their religion
as they grow up

so the True Religion is Natural State of when you are born into
and religion is "taught" by parents
so much that it corrupts their natural, intuitive and pure state of innocence
which in itself is not corrupted
but obliterated so much that the kid's innocence is covered up
by its parents' habits which have been absorbed

lovely kids they were
kisses to them
mwa :x

Happy New Year 2016 :)

I wish you ALL
the Most Beautiful and Magic
Happy New Year 2016!!!


ENJOY
this is a very cute and harmonious
interpretation of the classic :

Being in Alignment with Divine Will

When are you in alignment
with Divine Will?

my guess is
Be and it IS
condition
is the one of the Love of Joy

cause if you are not
even if you strongly desire something
you won't get it as you wish
wholly and lastingly

cause imagine
the Universe or Heavens
they can't let enter you in them
if they do
with your low vibes
you will destroy the Harmony of the realm there
not because you are bad

but because Universe Goal
is your Joy
so if you are unable to feel it
even in Heavens
then no way you enter it

TILL
you learn your (soul) lessons
for it

Essence of Lies

you know what is painful in a lie
is not the lie itself
it does not give pain

is that the lie uncovers the truth
so once you uncover the lie
you uncover the truth
and the truth is the lie existed not

said like this
it might make no sense

but when a person lies to you
and you know it not
you are not only believing in a statement
but you are believing in the making of it
you are believing that it has some laws that it was obeying to
to exist
see?

and by believing it
you ended up believing in these laws
unconsciously
and you believed that these were common grounds
between you and that person

while all the way
the apparent image had no law behind it to build it
so the person itself
you realise
is just an image
which never existed
so that image was a lie all the way

this is why i said the lie ie 'the image you believed in'
never existed
and you were just hypnotised by it
all the way
looking all the time
at something which never existed

that is the first pain
and the second pain
is that you realise that the person
is ABLE actually to disbelieve in his own Law
that you are believing in and honoring all the way

so finally
you realise
you never knew that person
you only knew the image you made up of it
and that a person who is low enough to dishonor its own law
can't be worthy to be held high in your own eyes
or to be believed in
cause it never existed.

now about forgiveness
and saying it is stuff of past
you are living the present
and blablabla

these are empty words
to me for now

in the sense that
in the present i see the person still believing in its own lies
still believing in its own fake image
and thinking i see it not
and that gives me
really the feeling to throw up
lol is the belly who wants to throw up
actually

that is the GAP
which for now i can't bridge

the healing in it
or the solution would be
that i care no more for that person
or ignore the existence of that person
cause it is ignoring its own existence
by still believing in its fake image.

and the funny message i received today
when i consulted an oracle
is that one :


Law of No law

Common human values and rules are always false, or misguided.
Beware of adopting or agreeing with the opinions, fears and judgment of others-
especially about yourself


It hit on the SPOT
the very thing i discovered about Lies
isn't it?

How magic works

How magic works

thing is the Life we are living
is exactly the life we have decided to project

that's all.

that i realised it
when i was in uk
i was watching out of the window
in the train

and i got struck
that all that i see around
i am projecting it
in truth

and now i understood
what is Power?

Power is the ABILITY
to make the Reality Changes
according to your Will

and if the Power is Divine
then for sure your Will if it is resonating
with Divine Will
becomes Divine Will

this is meaning of
Kun Faya Kun
Be and it IS

nowadays here is
what i decided to experiment
how to use CONSCIOUSLY
for we all use power
but say 86% of it is passive use
meaning that we control not

does it ring a bell?
like when we are told we
only use 5% of our brain
and the best of us 20% of it

same stuff here

and usually
when we want to do
some BIG things in our life
say our elders tell us
start with small

this always irritated me
what if i want to start with Big?
see ?
i want my explanation

anyway
now i understood
the wisdom of starting small

actually Big or small
is not the size that hinders God lol
is what hinders us to see with ease our own defects

so when i start BIG
i can't see what works not from me
so if something fails
is because i am doing wrong somewhere

BUT
when we start small
we have the vision and scope to see things
and THUS are able to correct them

so out of blue
i wanted to sell
a broken chair
just to test this

of course for days
it did not get sold

but my point
is to be ABLE to sell a broken chair
that's my challenge

so
spirit told me
JUST Love

what does it mean?
it means not i fall in love with chair
for the same Leopard weirdos

it means
i should LOVE what i am doing
it means
i should LOVE to SEE my chair being SOLD

see?
we NEVER do
or go to the end of our LOGIC
if we don't
how we will be able to DO our share?

ONLY once we do it
THEN we leave it to God
and circumstances will gather together to assist us

cause God loves Joy
and thus the Universe is set in motion
when you Love Joy
and it conspires to Love you back
and is done more quickly
than you needed to Love
and you receive it FULL FORCE back

and yes
guess what?
i managed to sell a broken chair
not for 1€
but for 20€!!!!

incredible isn't it?

and i know how love acts

cause when i was in uk
in dream
which was like a vision

i saw how EVEN a seed of green pea
was OUT OF LOVE riding this wave of Love
and INSIDE of it ,
IT KNEW
that its way to SETTLE in its pod
and i saw it moving out of Love
and being drawn to its VERY place
in its pod

when you look at this image
green peas in their pod

tell me honestly
do you see Love?

no way!

that is my point
you are disconnected

in my vision
i saw and felt the green pea Love inside of the pea
i saw  and felt the wave of Love which was drawing it
like a magnet
to its final destination to settle in
and that is the orecise place in the pod
not anywhere in the pod


and i KNOW
is same with birds
who know where their nest is
or dolphins
or any other animal who will know
where his way back home is
even after generations

cause the Love is engraved in the Genes
and is just a path
you remember
you ride
and you arrive without DOUBT
to your final destination

so once in small matter
you succeed
then you can be SURE
in Greater ones you will

not because they are GREAT
but because YOU ARE GREAT
and while in small matters your correct yourself
while NO ONE SEES YOU


in GREAT MATTER
PEOPLE SEE YOU
but you don't care for that fake fame
because you KNOW YOU ARE GREAT
because of GOD WHO IS IN YOU WHO IS GREAT

and by then
for fake people who humiliated you
before
when you were in "apparence" some
backward muslim lol

these fake one
will have NO ROOM in your life
when you will be GREAT

because they cut themselves
from their OWN SELF
as SELF is ONE

small things are tailored
for your soul to make the experience
and grow

while GREAT things
are done for your soul
once ready to SHINE
and be seen

so that you may keep attracting more JOY
for your soul
and allow other people to SHINE ALSO
as they can more easily see you

this is to EMBODY your SOUL
or fill your body will a growing soul

this is why i value sincerity
only a friend in time of hardship
will be a real friend in time of ease

and never opposite

while i despise hypocrisy
cause if the meaning of hypocrisy
is to hide one's fault then is OK
you are just being insincere

BUT when it is TO LOWER
OTHERS FOR EVEN LESS

then you are being dictatorial/patronising and a liar
for you are limiting that person's Freedom
that yourself you enjoyed
and sought to hide from others
and forbid them this very freedom ...

and that is TRUTH.


as said in the Pinocchio movie
when the fairy say to Pinocchio
these words before he starts his life

"if you want to reach what your heart desires,
you should follow the path of wisdom"

and when Gepetto said to Pinocchio
G:you are alive
P:alive?
what does it mean?
G:it means you have a life to live

P:is it good or bad?

G:oh no is a marvellous thing

see?
is not about duality
is about finding what is your life that you desire deeply to live
to experience marvel and not the good or bad side of it
cause calling on one bring the other
as everything called has to bring his other half along with it
for everything was one before

hey did you know?
"Pine eye" translates into "occhio del pino"
this is what is the meaning of Pinocchio

what is funny
is that Pine is being praised lol
some inside joke!


ps : yes lol
in the ad i had explicitely written
the chair is broken!

Citta, Ki and the Leopard...

apparently
some weirdos
think in my last post
the word Citta is some leopard

what to say?
i am hesitating between laughing
and say "wiki yourself"

don't assume i am some numb nut
talking of a leopard in my spiritual blog
no seriously
some people are really weird

when you don't know
you use wiki
or remember that google is your friend...

Just for today
i will replace Google
till you find your friend


Citta
The Pali-English Dictionary suggests citta is heart / mind
source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Citta


Qi
In traditional Chinese culture, qì or ch'i ( qì, also known as gi in Korean culture and ki in Japanese culture) is an active principle forming part of any living thing.^[1][2][3] Qi literally translates as "breath", "air", or "gas", and figuratively as "material energy", "life force", or "energy flow".^[4] Qi is the central underlying principle in traditional Chinese medicine and martial arts.
Concepts similar to qi can be found in many cultures, for example, prana in the Hindu religion, "chi" in the Igbo religion, pneuma in ancient Greece, mana in Hawaiian culture, lüng in Tibetan Buddhism, ruah in Hebrew culture, and vital energy in Western philosophy. Some elements of qi can be understood in the term energy when used by writers and practitioners of various esoteric forms of spirituality and alternative medicine. Elements of the qi concept can also be found in Western popular culture, for example "The Force" in Star Wars.^[5] and Jediism. Notions in the West of energeia, élan vital, or "vitalism" are purported to be similar.^[6]

source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qi

Joy attracts Joy

YEASH!

Pure wild outcry of success!!


hahahaha

Joy attracts Joy
indeed
the Key is once you are stagnating
and WANT desperately another Higher Level of Joy
BACK into your life

you GOTTA provoke it!!!!

ah!! so amazing
even orgasmic....errrr...

hahaha
i sound so funny
but   sheush... can't say it yet

Gotta wait a few days
to share it!!!

share the KEY method
and the AMAZING stuff lining up for me
nowadays.... yeeeeaaaaasssshhh!

You can't learn to Forgive or Love

Forgiveness and Love
are powers of God

you can't learn to forgive or love
since ki energy is stuck
how can you forgive?
you must purify your citta
and that takes God power
or Holy Spirit

that's the truth.


Citta
The Pali-English Dictionary suggests citta is heart / mind
source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Citta


Qi
In traditional Chinese culture, qì or ch'i ( qì, also known as gi in Korean culture and ki in Japanese culture) is an active principle forming part of any living thing.^[1][2][3] Qi literally translates as "breath", "air", or "gas", and figuratively as "material energy", "life force", or "energy flow".^[4] Qi is the central underlying principle in traditional Chinese medicine and martial arts.
Concepts similar to qi can be found in many cultures, for example, prana in the Hindu religion, "chi" in the Igbo religion, pneuma in ancient Greece, mana in Hawaiian culture, lüng in Tibetan Buddhism, ruah in Hebrew culture, and vital energy in Western philosophy. Some elements of qi can be understood in the term energy when used by writers and practitioners of various esoteric forms of spirituality and alternative medicine. Elements of the qi concept can also be found in Western popular culture, for example "The Force" in Star Wars.^[5] and Jediism. Notions in the West of energeia, élan vital, or "vitalism" are purported to be similar.^[6]

source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qi

So you better forgive and let go..happy new year!

You see
i had met a girl who used to shame people in public
and i used to give her excuses
you see assuming is the worst service
you could do to yourself

NEVER assume about anyone
never try to give them excuses
otherwise you will NEVER see things as they are

so that girl
i thought she was just lost
and needed help
i assumed was just bad manners

but no
she was BY INTENT
acting like a vampire
and BY INTENT has been stealing
people's energy around

why?
you would never see her alone
she HAS to ALWAYS be surrounded
again i used to attribute it
to her NEED to be social


see ?
one always try to project
our own life onto others
but that is NOT Truth

Truth IS what it IS
and you should learn to admit it
the quicker we do
the better it is
for you to stay away from fake relationship
and time loss

cause never in months
this girl changed her behavior
she kept and still keep shaming people in public

the only time she is afraid
is when she is exposed in a group
as i did to her once
and then she started to cry

why she cried?
because she knew i KNEW her
and she was afraid of losing sympathy
from people around

cause all she wanted is to shame others
and never be shamed
to lower others
and never lower herself

why doing onto others
what you don't like them do to you?

but see?
if that girl was real sincere
she would have changed
she never changed
she went on and on shaming everyone

and this by INTENT

this was outrageous to me
how on EARTH one could ON PURPOSE
shame others?
and have NO remorse?

cause she has been STEALING
their energy

this is why
she was never tired
was like she was on drugs
she is a very much outstanding vampire
i never met one really
nor any other people i knew was
ONLY she

she could sleep only 3h
and do this for months
never tired
cause she got replenished
by people around her

which were left depleted
i tell you

incredible!
never KNEW it was real!

but yes it is...

now the worst about her
is that she has NO CARE AT ALL
about meditation

so the time
i corrected her on SPOT
and saw she STILL kept behaving
lowly with others

i realised she was doing it
BY INTENT

such vampires
the only way to stop them
from stealing your energy
is to CORRECT THEM ON THE SPOT
and EXPOSE THEM
for everyone to see

when they are uncovered
they run away
cause they can't anymore suck
your energy out of you

and for what?
because is ALL about competition
who will be and look superior to others

the whole society actually
i learned in  that crash course of my life
in 2 years
is about competition

one day
some yogi guy lol told me
did you live in some cave all these years?
that you don't even know
women are just envious of each other
and they compete to lower the other
by all means?

technically lol
i never lived in a cave
but by nature
you can say
my focus was so much
on ONE single thing at a time
that i was totally oblivious to the rest

and by then
my single focus
and all of my attention 
was my studies
and after it was spirituality
and these past two years was the study of society and people's relationship

so people thought i was some stupid
backward muslim
when they met me

i was just learning what society was about
and i am a fast learner
once lesson is learned i take the best of it
and know how to deal with people

as for backward muslim
lol
what was funny,
was that girl was muslim
so she was racist behaving with non muslim
thinking they are bad because they eat pork
and of course she despised me innerly for eating it
but all is seen on her face

yet what she knows not
is that pork is not forbiden in islam
because some yogi told it to me

but because prior to meeting them
i met my sufi teacher
who started eating pork lol
and i was indignated!
so the WHYS started
and the answers too
by then

hence i started eating it
to crack off my limits
as spirituality is my aim
and not religion lol

second
this very girl
used to have sex with any guy
even some yogi

jesus
now as she judges others being "bad" muslims
let her be judged now at her turn
by her own standards
bad muslims are those who
have adulterous life
for that is a hellish sin in her islam, no?

yet as a spiritual seeker
unlike to her
i have no care about judging her sex life
for life taught me
is just about soul experience

YET
what i despise
is hypocrisy
showing to people how good one is
and BLAMING them
for lesser stuff
while one does worse..

this is the edge of insanity
lol what is after insanity?

what you know not
each single PAIN and JUDGEMENT
YOU have been inflicting onto others
you will get it BACK in full FORCE
once you die
cause this is as the spirit said to me

"before they hurt you
they hurt themselves"

so you better learn to forgive
let go
and try to have nice intent towards others
if you want Life to be nice to you too

with Love
Petals