So you better forgive and let go..happy new year!

You see
i had met a girl who used to shame people in public
and i used to give her excuses
you see assuming is the worst service
you could do to yourself

NEVER assume about anyone
never try to give them excuses
otherwise you will NEVER see things as they are

so that girl
i thought she was just lost
and needed help
i assumed was just bad manners

but no
she was BY INTENT
acting like a vampire
and BY INTENT has been stealing
people's energy around

why?
you would never see her alone
she HAS to ALWAYS be surrounded
again i used to attribute it
to her NEED to be social


see ?
one always try to project
our own life onto others
but that is NOT Truth

Truth IS what it IS
and you should learn to admit it
the quicker we do
the better it is
for you to stay away from fake relationship
and time loss

cause never in months
this girl changed her behavior
she kept and still keep shaming people in public

the only time she is afraid
is when she is exposed in a group
as i did to her once
and then she started to cry

why she cried?
because she knew i KNEW her
and she was afraid of losing sympathy
from people around

cause all she wanted is to shame others
and never be shamed
to lower others
and never lower herself

why doing onto others
what you don't like them do to you?

but see?
if that girl was real sincere
she would have changed
she never changed
she went on and on shaming everyone

and this by INTENT

this was outrageous to me
how on EARTH one could ON PURPOSE
shame others?
and have NO remorse?

cause she has been STEALING
their energy

this is why
she was never tired
was like she was on drugs
she is a very much outstanding vampire
i never met one really
nor any other people i knew was
ONLY she

she could sleep only 3h
and do this for months
never tired
cause she got replenished
by people around her

which were left depleted
i tell you

incredible!
never KNEW it was real!

but yes it is...

now the worst about her
is that she has NO CARE AT ALL
about meditation

so the time
i corrected her on SPOT
and saw she STILL kept behaving
lowly with others

i realised she was doing it
BY INTENT

such vampires
the only way to stop them
from stealing your energy
is to CORRECT THEM ON THE SPOT
and EXPOSE THEM
for everyone to see

when they are uncovered
they run away
cause they can't anymore suck
your energy out of you

and for what?
because is ALL about competition
who will be and look superior to others

the whole society actually
i learned in  that crash course of my life
in 2 years
is about competition

one day
some yogi guy lol told me
did you live in some cave all these years?
that you don't even know
women are just envious of each other
and they compete to lower the other
by all means?

technically lol
i never lived in a cave
but by nature
you can say
my focus was so much
on ONE single thing at a time
that i was totally oblivious to the rest

and by then
my single focus
and all of my attention 
was my studies
and after it was spirituality
and these past two years was the study of society and people's relationship

so people thought i was some stupid
backward muslim
when they met me

i was just learning what society was about
and i am a fast learner
once lesson is learned i take the best of it
and know how to deal with people

as for backward muslim
lol
what was funny,
was that girl was muslim
so she was racist behaving with non muslim
thinking they are bad because they eat pork
and of course she despised me innerly for eating it
but all is seen on her face

yet what she knows not
is that pork is not forbiden in islam
because some yogi told it to me

but because prior to meeting them
i met my sufi teacher
who started eating pork lol
and i was indignated!
so the WHYS started
and the answers too
by then

hence i started eating it
to crack off my limits
as spirituality is my aim
and not religion lol

second
this very girl
used to have sex with any guy
even some yogi

jesus
now as she judges others being "bad" muslims
let her be judged now at her turn
by her own standards
bad muslims are those who
have adulterous life
for that is a hellish sin in her islam, no?

yet as a spiritual seeker
unlike to her
i have no care about judging her sex life
for life taught me
is just about soul experience

YET
what i despise
is hypocrisy
showing to people how good one is
and BLAMING them
for lesser stuff
while one does worse..

this is the edge of insanity
lol what is after insanity?

what you know not
each single PAIN and JUDGEMENT
YOU have been inflicting onto others
you will get it BACK in full FORCE
once you die
cause this is as the spirit said to me

"before they hurt you
they hurt themselves"

so you better learn to forgive
let go
and try to have nice intent towards others
if you want Life to be nice to you too

with Love
Petals