Mastery

spirituality is a dangerous place to be
cause never i saw ANYONE give something
for the sake of God

always some retribution is demanded
one way or another
be SURE it will be demanded

some ask for sex
others for money
others for both lol

stuff is i know myself
when i help someone i do it from my own inner generosity
and that is called compassion

so when you lie to someone
what you do?
you steal him his free will see?

cause you expect him
to obey to you
and as you have doubts he won't
you use lies
and as is presented as truth
the person will agree while being ignorant

this is how lies
help you to bypass his free will

when i was seeking spirituality
i saw how i could be as muslim be slowed down
in my process to find truth

so i ask for guidance from God
to learn truth from non muslim base
cause you see i knew truth is not about religion
but about its very Essence

and religion was slowing me down

but if is undeniable that muslims / or any religious group
that you belong to
put loads of its conditioning on you
and slow down your enlightenment process

a non muslim / or non religious group
has the defect of having no more deep rooted ethics
they will do as their ass wants

the sacredness and nearness thingy
that you find in any religious group is lost
the behavior is just messy, and most of time based on lies
to bypass your free will
and make you adhere to it

that is just a non religious form of controlling

cause ANY being
be he enlightened or not

will at some point
wants to chiselled you to his image
and stomp the beauty of your sincere offering for that path

manipulation is used when you know you can't get it by saying truth
so you lie to bypass the other's free will

see?
Free will is to have the freedom to choose
but if facts presented to you are deformed so that you be more willing to believe in them
isn't it harming your free will?

it is.
so whatever happen
just know

that you can rely ONLY on your own soul

cause most women out of jealousy will not help you
and most men will only be interested for their ego for you to serve
so if you want freedom
just cease to seek a master out of you
cause they are all fake.

if you seek to seek one outside?
where you find mastery?
through your Master Within.

Buddah India and DNA

i had visions just in the first minutes when i started meditation this morning

in the beginning, i saw a Budda sitting over branch of a tree under the night sky and behind him i saw a silver moon, very huge
the silver moon was really beautiful

and then i got another vision
so real
i saw as if i was in India and was visiting some poor quarters or so
and people there
though they were utterly poor
they were so generous cause they built a HUGE cup for me
a sort of vessel that can carry water
was hand made , like they had melted the metal to create it
and i could see thick nails planted in sort of metal ribbons decorating the huge vessel
actually it was so huge it could fill up the square or a market place

and i was surprised they made me that gift for me
while they were poor and had nothing for themselves
was really truly generous behavior 


and in the third vision i saw the color blue and orange from DNA
then i saw these blue and orange bits of DNA exploding


and then i saw the energy going out of the body
and it is how it started to affect life around
 
 
i wondered if  dna orange and blue color?
actuallty yes...to my surprise it is ..

cause DNA is based on 4 proteins chains 2 are orange..2 blue
the re-arrangement of them as adbc..creates the life dna..etc
in billion combinations

anyway..there are only 4 proteins in the dna
which are creating life
in different combinations..etc
of them 2 are blue..2 are orange like in my vision and when they exploded energies went out of it like light  and it affected the atmospher around

the whole vision liberated a good feel...

had to blog it

Hellish realm

In last post was about witnessing
reincarnation from the Above, like from Heaven

that time i had since people who were stuck in hell
brrr...have goosebump so disgraceful it was

first of all their bodies were disgraceful

i think as a human being
we have a real Graceful body
so well balanced and really graceful

in there
i saw it was like midnight time
and the people stuck there
were trying HARD to get out of their realm

so in a way everyone tries hard
to get out of his condition
to get a better life

but trying hard
in the wrong way
leads to nowhere
is like you are stuck
and is really desperate situation

and that is hell

the guys i saw they had only
legs and their body ended up hardly on the navel
very little of backbone

and their legs were up
while trying very HARD to grow something
by pushing even more on their "what remained of their" belly

ah...what to say?
was disgraceful
and i saw so much effort but to no avail

was like sport club?
so much smelly by the men's effort

their body was so disgraceful
cause it was just half..

i just wanted to see no more of it

then i saw the  female
and i saw they had their body
but their hellish level was due to the fact
they were so BAD behaved in groups among female..

and it reflects reality
the girls i knew in the yogi group
they were like schizo?
so well behave in their own company
and so bad mannered when in group
so badly using their power really

knew not that one had one behavior in group
and another when alone
that is to their disadvantage this backbiting in female group
brr.. really not good to see

and Spirit told me
that these men
were actually with their soul separated from the spirit

it made sense...

soul is in belly
which they had
but the higher part of their body was missing
which was where the spirit dwell
in the heart till its evolution on top of head

so yes was really sad to see how hard they were trying

and really to no avail
and again i say it
such a disgraceful body..

a human being should realise he has a really pretty
and graceful body as it is

then i saw and felt
well actually i lived it
how once one dies
it goes through the underword i saw
like central of earth
through an energy vortex actually
and pop OUT on the other side of the earth
through the vortex

and it is how it is an eternal cycle
while for the luckier it is so
for those who are stuck in hell
they are stuck for a long time
cause they can't like go out of it and reincarnate

so i realised that death is not like the end
is not like people who commit suicide
or even at time of dying think
in a glamorous way about another new life
while getting rid of their current life issues
no at all
is just worse actually

cause at least in this life you have your memory
and the blessing of a FULL graceful body
and if you are lucky your awakened kundalini to purify yourself

while knowing that even yogi can get stuck and become demon
as i witness it if they remain stuck in some realm once they die
cause what counts is your state when you die
on that very moment

the state of you when you die
is written in all scriptures
conditions the realm where you wake up

Feel of the Belly vs the mind habitual thinking

suddenly i realised
when i felt a vision of change in my belly
and i let myself feel it
just focused on it

without
by choice letting a simple "but"
or thoughts / mental activity
(cause it would have diverted me from my belly feel)

then i ALLOWED
myself to FEEL the change

and if i make space
for this change to be FELT
in the belly

then considered it as i won!

cause if i feel it
it means the soul recorded it feels good
so is in its cell memory
and thus it will DEFINITELY recognise the situation
to let my body on the given moment
REPRODUCE
this feeling of change

and now what was my feeling about?
was about a new world where the individual touch
and thus individuality of each single person
would be looked after and worth far much

than the value we give
to "luxury" brand names

cause luxury is sought after
just for its name

yet i saw traditional hand made products
far more efficient and communciating a warm and happy feel
and far much efficient
than "luxury" brand names

so yes about the belly
is all about letting once feel it
cause when during the feel
we lightly in an undisciplined manner
allow to be again drifted back by thoughts
thinking i  have time to come back to the feel

then it is when the opportunity
of realisation is lost

cause the thought is the doubt
doubt of what?
i often never got that point of what is doubt

so now i got it:
the thought creates the  DOUBT
about YES WE CAN
and it is not a slogan

it is WHAT your OWN belly
was inviting you to feel as "YES YOU CAN"

and so is ONLY by not letting yourself
being diverted by thoughts pattern
"ok let me see if is viable" or "but.."

then you LOSE the opportunity
to FEEL your belly
and lose the chance for your cells
which are emotional cells there see?
to record that ACCEPTANCE
and that acceptance of YES I CAN
is the ABSOLUTE certitude

that WHEN the situation arise
your body / soul actually
will RECOGNISE IT

and the belly
for is where soul is
having already recorded your feel
will ALLOW you
who are a machine just living on his cortex
which programmed to reproduce 98% of his daily activities
as a robot does
to be reprogrammed
by grasping the opportunity

and how so?
first by creating the space for you to SEE it
cause it breaks down your habitual functioning
which is based on habits, you get it!

once space is created in your robotic routine
it allows you to feel TOUCHED by the moment
(the present)

and once touched
third blessing is to NOT feel afraid to cross your limits
and is ONLY possible if NO fear (emotional) /NO doubt (in mental)

and WHO can obviously PREPARE YOU?
to have NO doubt and NO fear i.e. be emotionally ready for this new step?

that's it!
only your PREVIOUS FEEL that your BELLY showed you
and you stayed upon
with it
and thus was RECORDED

for you to NOW act on it
with no fear nor doubt

and thus allow yourself to enter into a new experience/world
so by shining you let other feel allowed to shine
(paraphrasing Marianne Williamson)

and that...when i think i got it
in a split of a second
while feeling my belly
when i was inhaling air...amazing God, isn't it?

plus these 3 blessings (creating space to see / to be touched by the present / to be able to act)
actually is what our everyday actions are about
what we call routine
INITIALLY it started so

but by LACK of faith
we got stuck/limited to it
what is now called a comfort zone

while initially man was created to be a creator
and not a robot

that is mind blowing essay
i just happened to write
isn't it?
hahahaha

Amazing Morning

This morning was so magical

when i woke up
i felt deeply rested
the first thing i saw was a vision

that a huge white gift box
has been untied
and the golden lace fell

and i was within the box

i forgot the rest of the vision
but it  was all agreeable

and then i saw my window
and i saw the sunrays entering
and how they were making
the white curtains luminous by filtering within

and from my bed
i could see the bright blue sky
and the birds chirping

that was an amazing morning

Difference between dream and vision

Difference between a dream and a vision

in dream there is one spot from which there is LIFE

in vision there is life from ALL direction
like in real life

except that in real life
you get so used to life
that you only see your OWN image
i.e. you only see ONE SPOT of life
and that is your mind

this is why all the rest
gets in the dark
and you are not (inter) connected to the rest

so what is ALREADY LIFE ALL AROUND
becomes just limited to ONE SPOT
that is your mind

and of course
as you know mind cannot encompass all these interconnections
as the heart can

Remember Who You are

So when i hear the words
in their cultural context
that as you belong to this culture
you need to learn how to "serve"

lol

as if people are teaching me
HOW I SHOULD LEARN TO BEHAVE

since WHEN i am to be TAUGHT as if i have some LACKING?
As if i WORTH IT NOT?

I WORTH IT SO MUCH
that they should be HAPPY that i can FIRST HAND
tell them HOW IT IS TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

but people are SO STUCK in ONE IMAGE OF THEMSELVES
THAT ANY RELIGION OR WANNA BE SECT
wants to carve you into their images
but NOT REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE

even those who are anti-conformist such as yogi
ended up being so conformist
how?

as Oscar Wild said through the "conformism of the anti-conformism"

they ended up becoming hindu!
born christian but giving themselves new ID of hindu
i understand now my friends
who laugh at zen buddhist american who change their name into a buddhist name

that is HOW YOU HAVE FOUND YOU ID?

not knowing that when you change your name
and uses two
you split your personality
and change your destiny
you actually LOSE POWER

even in islam is the tendency for new converts to take a more "muslim name"

and if the prophet muhammad was born in japan?
you would have taken a japanese name?
total joke!

idea is not to find a NEW ID in some OTHER culture
for ALL CULTURES WORTH IT

nor is to make puja and sacrifices to your OWN RELIGION

AIM is to use them as METHODS
TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

AS I AM NOT WHAT THEY THINK I AM
they will never understand

Existence prior to my birth

The reincarnation vision
just made it clear for me

that i was free
with no parents
no mother nor father
i was I

so when i looked at the parents
mom and dad

i see where they are crossing their rights
they own me as long as i needed growth
bodily speaking

as long as my body needed
growth and shelter
and my mental needed a context for formation
so that it may continue its own growth

and emotions where to be put into their place
to teach me their "use"

that's it.

but then, once this part is over
is what i call over crossing their rights

cause once the body has matured
like a shell that needs to protect the inner seed
the shell gets dry and it falls

is a must
so that the seed
may receive waters from rain and its minerals

yet, the issue is in our society
we cling to the shell / our body
and retain it
while it needs to dry out and become dust

so that our real Self may grow and shine

so we don't live our Life as Self
we never gave ourselves this chance
we just cling to the shell who has dried out

and our identification
of parents' son and daughter
is very strong ID

i think we owe to parents the respect
when they gave us shelter and food
for our body to grow
and our mental/emotional self to have time to mature

but once this step is done
and in the light of my vision of reincarnation

i saw that I existed
prior to reincarnating
prior to choosing the continent where i will live
prior to having a mom and dad

In fact
I existed.

I existed prior to my parents
I existed prior to their influence
and I existed prior to any of their rights on me

this is what is
to exist prior to time

so they have
i.e. the continent i live in
or the nation
or the family
or the parents

NO SHARE in defining WHO I AM

cause I EXISTED PRIOR TO THEM
cause in the vision i was CONSCIOUS of my existence
prior to any other existence that i am NOW living

and that sets the limits of the shedding of your shell
which has had its time to grow mature and now is dying

to the growth of the inner Self
that has all the rights to EXIST BY ITSELF

and this is WHAT one has been told by ALL religions to REMEMBER
IS TO REMEMBER THAT YOU EXISTED PRIOR TO ALL THIS