Saturday, 12 December 2015

When you wish upon a star



Really nice songs
i am discovering nowadays

lol
sure you know this one
but for me is a first

and this one is very lovely
"If your heart is in your dream"

this one is the key to any dream
for me





DISNEY


When You Wish Upon A Star Lyrics
When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you.

If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme
When you wish upon a star
As dreamers do.

Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing

Like a bolt out of the blue
Suddenly, it comes to you
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true

When a star is born
They possess a gift or two.
One of them is this
They have the power to make a wish come true.

When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you,

If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme
When you wish upon a star
As dreamers do.

Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing.

Like a bolt out of the blue
Suddenly, it comes to you
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true.

source : http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/disney-lyrics/when-you-wish-upon-a-star-lyrics.html

Wednesday, 9 December 2015

Inside Out - The Movie - part 2


ah that's part 2 of my notes
on the movie Vice Versa

these are on the spot notes
that i jotted down very quickly
so bear with it
if some parts are not enough meaningful to you
to me they are:) !

and if you need to read the part 1

http://petals1000uk.blogspot.fr/2015/11/inside-out-movie-part-1.html

Plot

A girl named Riley is born in Minnesota, and within her mind, five personifications of her basic emotions — Joy, Sadness, Fear, Disgust and Anger — come to life. The emotions live in Headquarters, Riley's conscious mind, where they influence Riley's actions and memories via a control console. Her new memories are housed in colored orbs, which are sent into long-term memory at the end of every waking period. The most important memories, known as "core" memories, are housed in a hub in Headquarters and power five "islands", each of which reflects a different aspect of Riley's personality. Joy does everything in her power to keep Riley in a happy state, but since she and the other emotions do not understand Sadness's purpose, they try to keep her from controlling the console.
When Riley is 11 years old, her family moves to San Francisco after her father gets a new job. However, their new home is lifeless, and their belongings are still in a moving van that ends up getting lost in Texas. Joy becomes concerned when Sadness begins touching happy memories, causing them to turn sad, so she tries to keep Sadness isolated. However, on Riley's first day at her new school, Sadness accidentally causes Riley to cry in front of her class, creating a sad core memory. Joy attempts to dispose of the new core memory before it reaches the central hub, but she accidentally knocks the other core memories loose in her struggle with Sadness, shutting down the personality islands and making them unstable. As Joy scrambles around to collect the core memories, she, Sadness, and the core memories are sucked out of Headquarters through the memory tube leading to the rest of Riley's mind. They end up in the labyrinthine storage area of Riley's long-term memories and set out to return to Headquarters.
Anger, Disgust, and Fear attempt to maintain Riley's emotional state in Joy's absence, but inadvertently distance Riley from her parents, friends, and hobbies, resulting in her personality islands slowly crumbling and falling into the Memory Dump, an abyss where fading memories are disposed and forgotten. Anger inserts an idea to run away to Minnesota into the control console, believing they can produce new happy core memories there. Meanwhile, Joy and Sadness find Bing Bong, Riley's childhood imaginary friend, who is desperate to reconnect with her. He tells them they can get to Headquarters by riding the train of thought. After exploring different areas of Riley's mind, the three eventually catch the train, but it derails when another personality island falls.
As Riley prepares to board a bus bound for Minnesota, Joy attempts to use a "recall tube" to return to Headquarters, abandoning Sadness out of fear that her touch would change the happy core memories into sad ones if they travel in the tube together; however, the last personality island falls and breaks the tube, sending Joy into the Memory Dump along with Bing Bong. While despairingly looking through old memories, Joy discovers a sad memory in Riley's life that becomes happy when her parents and friends come to comfort her over losing a hockey game, causing her to realize Sadness's true importance: alerting others when Riley needs help or comforting.
Joy and Bing Bong try to use Bing Bong's discarded wagon rocket to get out of the Memory Dump, but after several failed attempts, Bing Bong realizes their combined weight is too much and jumps out, allowing Joy to escape. Bing Bong then fades away, finally forgotten. Joy uses various tools from Imagination Land to propel herself and an unwilling Sadness to Headquarters, where they find that Anger's idea has disabled the control console, rendering Riley numb and apathetic. At Joy's encouragement, Sadness takes control of the console and successfully removes the idea, reactivating the console and prompting Riley to return home.
As Sadness reinstalls the core memories and takes control of the console, Riley arrives home and breaks down in tears, confessing to her parents that she misses her old life and that she cannot keep pretending to be happy all the time. As her parents comfort and reassure her, Joy and Sadness work together to create a new, amalgamated core memory, which creates a much larger personality island. A year later, Riley has turned 12 and adapted to her new home, and all her emotions now work together to help her lead a content, more emotionally complex life.

source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inside_Out_%282015_film%29

When her parents see her
they exclaimed
"you are so Beautiful, so FULL of Joy"

we tend to take it as an expression
but no
literally speaking
Riley's Face is so FULL of Joy Inside of her
that it reflects on her Face
and makes her so beautiful and joyful
at her turn
and her joy beams on her parents face

and this very feedback
is made in balls of light
that Joy receive in return
inside
so that Joy increases even more..

Inside she said to Riley
"it"ll be the only two of us"
meaning Riley the manifested side of her
and She the Joy
which occupies the WHOLE space inside Riley
as her parents said
"you are so FULL of Joy"

this is why babies beam
this is why innocence beams
this is why there is light
because there is ONLY Light
only when it becomes to be shaded
by emotions other than joy
that light looses space...


then,
on that fateful day
Riley had to move out
from the countryside
to the big city

her emotions are as such :
Fear gives her feeling of security
Tastes helps her to be physical and socially on top
Angry is based on her sense of imparting justice and unbiased opinion

sadness has no known use..

Joy ensures herself that Riley's memories be joyous
and she cherishes them
those joyful souvenirs beaming with light


and other balls of light
are tainted by their own colors

those colors like a rainbow
like the sweater she is wearing
full of rainbow colors
when she arrives in SF
from Minnesota

metaphorically
she is leaving countryside
nature
and joy

to a city
where you only see grey buildings
depressive new home
and even more sadness butts in with time...


personality of Riley
has five isles
hocket, funny moods, friendship, honesty
family
island of personality
makes her so

in this new city and life
Joy tries to patches Riley's Life
and mend it like a patchwork really

but at some point
she got aspired with Sadness
and fell out of her command center
the "Conscious Mind"

so we see the Fall from Heaven
of Joy
which used to be Filling up this Space along
with Her Light
and started to share it with other emotions
and then got ejected out of it
due to Sadness...

Sadness is sad (lol)
'cause she wants to understand life
hence her glasses
and book reading
to be able to face it

Joy wants to feel it
even if in souvenirs she speaks of rain
everything is opportunity
for her to feel joyous

while for Sadness
is about dirt and cold

but sometimes the human being can't follow
there are synaptic gaps
which he can't compensate

unless Sadness helps
him to express them

so when Joy asked her
how you helped the imaginary friends to feel better
she said i just listened
and understood him
he got the outlet to relieve himself
as he needed to express
what was blocking his emotions
to flow freely

so Sadness provides the Space
for the emotions to be released
and then

Joy see by the end
that the joyous souvenir
that Riley's had
like when she lost her hockey game
existed only
because Sadness
allowed her to be sad
so that Joy may come
and give her Joy

how could Joy enters in the game
when there is no room for her?
as we saw all along the movie

for she kept failing,
falling
missing the train
and could never touched Riley's conscious mind

she could ONLY
once Sadness got the RIGHT
to let her BE
to let her express her sadness

then only then
Joy could use circusmtances around
like her friends and families
to cheer her up

see?
this is why
is important
for you to be yourself
don't try to be perfect

but try to express your emotions
be it sadness or anger
so that Joy can then have the space
to transform the negative to the positive

back to the movie,
so, when suddenly power goes down the drain

Joy arrives in long term memory
she sees her islands going off
so no more personality
no more joy

she can see a bridge
as a fine horizontal line
to help her join the vertical tower of light
of consciousness

which is by the way getting darker
as much as her absence is lasting

once broken
she used imagination power
to create a bridge and bridge the gap
from the underworld of her subconsciousness
to the outer word of her consciousness

in the meanwhile
emotions try to patch work
as joy used to do
but she had a real power
the power to love life
to do it
and help emotions to reach a balance
but without joy they can't imitate joy

even if sport for Riley
is a given
now it works not
gives Riley no joy

as long as Joy was there
then she used to love her sport

so Joy is a natural state
that gives that joyful state

and emotions
canNOT imitate and lead to joy
however hard we try to imitate

lol i love how her dad
got absent minded
zapping in his consciousness
on her football match screen
and zapping back on her wife
while his emotions of fear goes wild
has she seen me?
what have i done wrong?
(trash bin?out? etc.)

same we see by the end of movie
the cool girl at school
innerly afraid
have they seen me?
that i don't know what i am talking about?
and Taste saying don't worry
mascara covered it up lol

so people rely on apparences
while harboring inner fears
and being thus unable to live life
and feel joyous
because always one emotion
is becoming overloading
and they choke

same with mom
she zapped on her brazilian lover
in her mind
when she got disappointed by her husband

so people use imagination
to make life more bearable

unless
they make room for sadness
not till it overloads you as other emotions
but to create that space to hear your emotions
so that you let go
and let joy shine as before

Joy lost way back to consciousness
so she needs guidance  through Sadness
who has theoric knowledge
but feels too heavy to implement it
so that Joy needs to drag her along

Joy drags Sadness like a Weight
so heavy it is for her

i love the imaginary friends

or the abstract department
3D to 2D

sadness twice was close to bring
joy to the right track
but joy went to ask others
because she was not really appealed by
sadness attitude which is too depressive
so she thoughts her advice worths two cents only

till she realised how she helped
imaginary friends
and how her warning about abstract world
were right

the imaginary friend
i like its symbol in his body:

elephant nose represents the innocence
cat purring like attitude
and rainbow color fuel for the transport
for his rocket
dolphin has fine intellect to dvp imagination
and the lovely cotton candy is sweet
so the sweet innocence

emotions can't resign
they wants to find solution
by digging into the past

so, only Joy can know how to be present
and enjoy the present life

i love how joy beam in night
shows that metaphor
joy is never affected by darkness
hence darkenss is illusion indeed



yea i love colored balls of souvenir that emotions
try to use to help her play good hockey
like when u insert a CD in a matrix to teach you how to do it


but joy philosophy is incomplete without sadness
she think she can wake her up with funny hilarious dreams
but trauma is best
as Sadness suggested

we see that subsconscious
harvest the troublesome elements
like hidden fears  of childhood


joy only wants Riley to enjoy life
so far she thoughts sadness is sad
but saw that thanks to her sadness
she had this moment of cheering up by her parents
and this moment of joy by  her friends cheering her up

and to comfort her

then joy let sadness touch the balls of souvenir
and she saw herself falling like for hocket (sad element)
and her dad comforting (joyful one)

vs
when you compare
when she decided to quit hocket
and had by then not been allowed to express sadness
so she could not get comforted by her parents..

that sadness
creates some breaking point/silence
to hear the pain
and then a ball with duality
of blue light and golden light arrived

and islands start rebuilding this time with more
varied colors
rainbow like one
as now
finally a mix is allowed ..

so if no outlet for sadness
emotions no more access to feeling
and she ended up leaving her home




About Hurt


yesterday night
as i was going to sleep
i heard the spirit
saying something

before i relate
i tell you how the impression was
was like you could follow the energy
of what was being said/described

let me give you an example
say you are holding a cup of tea
it just sounds boring to envision that
right?

but what if
you were all of this?
the energy of that hand
which is holding the cup
the cup itself
and the water

being all of this
and knowing it from "inside" of them
and is like
you are a flux of energy
passing by each of them
and are able to witness how it is
to be all of this

now
all of sudden
that is an exciting cup of tea!
isn't it?

well was same
in my vision

when the spirit
was saying what it was saying
i was experiencing the saying
so it makes it true for me
for i could feel it from the inside

and it said

"they hurt others to their image
prior to hurting you
they have to hurt themselves
otherwise how would they feel/know the feel of the hurt they are inflicting to you?"

and when the voice was saying this
i saw was like this
as if the person
before it could hurt me
had to hurt itself
then it could reach me

but while doing so
he self inflicted upon himself
the very hurt
and learned thereby
what is the hurt

was very educating
is like you take a needle
and the needle is inside your body
first you have to tear apart
you own flesh
before reaching out of your body
to tear apart and hurt the others

this is what i saw
and what i felt
the person can't hurt me
first it has to hurt himself

second
i learned that
the person can't know the meaning
of what is bad
or the meaning of hurt
on others

unless it has experienced it
on his own self first



Burning Love



Nice Christmas songs
are on nowadays

i like the atmosphere
these special Christmas movies give
it feels like a balm

that one i loved it !



Discovered the music "Burning Love" by Elvis Presley
interpreted by Nick Anderson in the movie Mistle tones
just Love the style!

Lyrics

Elvis Presly - Burnin' Love

Lord Almighty,
I feel my temperature rising
Higher higher
It's burning through to my soul

Girl, girl, girl, girl
You gonna set me on fire
My brain is flaming
I don't know which way to go

Your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love

Ooh, ooh, ooh,
I feel my temperature rising
Help me, I'm flaming
I must be a hundred and nine
Burning, burning, burning
And nothing can cool me
I just might turn into smoke
But I feel fine

'Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like a sweet song of a choir
And you light my morning sky
With burning love

It's coming closer
The flames are reaching my body
Won't you help me
I feel like I'm slipping away
It's hard to breath
And my chest is a-heaving

Lord have mercy,
I'm burning a hole where I lay
'Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love
With burning love
Ah, ah, burning love
I'm just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Songwriters: LINDE, DENNIS
Burning Love lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Monday, 30 November 2015

Islam and not islam


i noticed
when you read salah/prayer
why you start thinking about other stuff
people say is shaitan/the devil/satan

but actually
is when you go into some
mantra/zikr mood
you are trying to calm down your lake
so what happens
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
that you are just NOT aware of during your day

even one imam
imam abu hanifa
i think
he said once
to someone who forgot
where he had put his keys
(some stuff like that)
start reading your salah
and you will get the answer

it happened so
he came back
and asked him
how you knew i would remember so?
because i did as you said
and i remembered it while doing my prayer

the imam answered him
is because when you get into
"the prayer mood
(the calming of mind)
then shaitan (which are your inner ego/thought forms)
arise"

so you remember stuff
while precisely
you are trying to get into
no thought mood
in order to focus onto
your prayer
(lol this is my explanation of course in bracket and next)
see?

this story
i used to know it before
but now
with meditation
i realised

the word "shaitan"
or even the "whys" of thoughts popping up
while precisely we are trying to
focus and pray
is merely
to be understood

as the calming down of our mind
which is like a lake
which is first agitated
and thought forms are surfacing

not that you were not thinking before
but before you had plenty of thoughts
while now
into prayer mood
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
why?
because they come one by one....

because
if we take one step further
when you meditate
really
the space between two thoughts
is widening
and thus
the frequency of thoughts
is decreasing 

which enables YOU
to actually hear your thoughts
and you think that
"shaitan" is bothering you
LOL

is just that
these are key words
in all religions
used by then because mind was gross

but over centuries
the human being understanding
has become more refined
and he can grasp even more stuff

and less interpret them
through ignorance
and fear

but more through wisdom
and flexibility

thus those
who have given up the spirit of islam
for the letter of islam
as rigidly as some wannabe salafi thug
defaming islam name are doing now

are going nowhere
except creating more hell for themselves

for you have to remember
the prophet words :
in His last sermon

"All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly. Be my witness, O ALLAH, that I have conveyed your message to your people”. 

see?
i had always thought
how come we have to repeat history?
what is the meaning of being born 
to just practice rituals
that past muslims did?

then this key sentence

All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly.  

THIS
is the real meaning

you GOTTA use your 
God Blessed intelligence
and SEE by yourself 
HOW to UNDERSTAND
what TRUE islam is

True islam 
is about Submitting 
to your INNER Light of God
THE WITNESS
as the Prophet said 
"o Allah be my witness"

what you think?
is some fancy expression?
is about REALISING 
THAT witness state of God..

and this is what this 
WHOLE blog is about

as for those who think
that they are a better muslim than me
because i wrote once i ate pork
lol

let them know
that i am speaking about 
the Heart of Islam
i.e. the Spiritual Islam
the one that the prophet taught
for the individual progress

the one that the more close to it
are the Sufi 
among the average muslim

so is not because 
i started to practice
yoga that one day i said
ok lets eat pork!

my own sufi teacher 
ate it
and i was appalled when i saw him
doing so

but this is my OWN personal 
experience
and path of progress

and not because 
i am a "bad muslim"
or because i am a converted "hindu"

is because is MY OWN path
and i wanted to KNOW
and get over my OWN limitation

but what i tolerate NOT
is some wanna be muslim Hypocrisy..
like such muslim 
who sleep with anyone around
and think and even allude to me
of being a bad muslim lol

let me remind YOU
that sleeping with men
out of wedlock
is prohibited in islam...


so what is worst
according to your own "islamic"standards?
eating pork 
or living an adulterous life?
hmm?
who is the bad muslim now?


now,

if not on the spiritual level
cause is out of their grasp, 
so let's consider the basic level of islam
i.e. EVEN on the ritual terms
to those i ask them

have you ever for 
at least 1 year
prayed your 5 prayers a day?
have you eaten only Halal Meat as a basic rule
have you fasted the whole month every year
for ramadan?

this islam pillars
that is written in your OWN book
have you ever devoted yourself to it


if you are a real muslim?

is muslim
just about bearing a cultural tag?
i am arab so i am muslim?


so how come
that you think you are
a "better muslim" than me?

is it the fact 
that you are SO conditioned
to your tribal background
that you think others are fake muslims?

usually arabs think
they are best muslim
even if they pray not
and just wear hijab 

this is NOT so

after 
you can be a muslim
and sleep with anyone who comes 
your way 
literally

this i care NOT
nor i judge

but be SURE
i judge you back 
if you judge me

this i call it a boomrang effect
what you send ahead
you receive it back

what you judge
judges you back

and for those crazy 
imposters
and rigid guys 
who think themselves as muslims

i asked them
to think twice before 
calling themselves muslims

because this is a shame 
to what Islam is

and is Shame for Humanity

as if you recall
Islam is for Humanity

but not the Islamic religion
that your ego wants

but the Islam 
which salvation is Brought by Shakti
 which is the Queen of Heaven

but this 
your sour mind can't encompass
see?

this is why 
in early islamic history
the very Daughter and family 
of the prophet
and even sufi now
have been persecuted and killed

and ANYONE
trying to usurp islam
will be judge by his own deeds

and of course 
hellish deeds
lead you to hellish life
in this life and the hereafter

but those
who have some common sense
self honesty
and sincerity 

in the search of truth

to them 
i say 
may your path be blessed!

and judge not others
lest you be judged

for if you judge 
my food diet
let me judge your sex life
for i believe in islam ...

adulterous life
binds you to hell
and is a BIG sin
no?

what do you think of it?
cause yea
you are a better muslim
than me


on that
don't forget
i love you all
regardless :x

kissi:x 







"My Immortal"


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

... ah, me... ah, me... ah...


Writer(s): Ben Moody, David Hodges, amy lee
Copyright: Zombies Ate My Publishing, Forthefallen Publishing, BMG Rights Management (Ireland) Ltd.

EVANESCENCE - MY IMMORTAL


Shakti and DNA


lol
my friends asked me
what new product are you putting
on your face
hahahaha

as she said
you got same face
so unified tone skin
as when you were a kid

well
is kundalini effect

yet i could not realise
how come
it changes a lot


is because Shakti
changes your DNA

and for your information
every 7 year, every cell of your body
is transformed

while people get more or less older
depending on how you meditated
your shakti gets you younger and younger

is incredible the power of the spirit
of your TRUE self

and see?
if you abide enough
in silence

then you can HEAR
your OWN self
as in the precedent post

and for those
who are too narrow minded
and think
i am not a good yogi
because they see me not often
in "collectivity"

they better read my post
entitled "collectivity"
and will understand
that progress is dependent on
your OWN cultivation
while collective is like a fuel
that pushes you UP even MORE
depending on HOW you yourself
meditate EARLY morning
as Mataji said

but people
tend to take hindu culture
and forget about
the KEY word of the Shakti
which is
YOUR OWN meditation

so imagine
once i will be able to
meditate AGAIN
in group???

i say
my total enlightenment is NEAR

lol i praise my Self

i love you all
kiss:x

Babies Bliss



 Good morning!!

this time at sleeping time
i heard my Own inner voice of Spirit
saying "I am eternity"

actually when you hear you inner voice
is very soothing
because is effortless

and by contrast
you realise that you give much effort
and how unnaturally sprouting are your thoughts
because they consume energy

SEE?
even the thoughts are a byproduct
that's why they suck energy
Genius insight..now i learned..and know..of why babies are happy all the time...

and each time i got such marvellous
from spirit manifestation
be it voice, insight or dream

the morning i wake up
lol i am told
what cream i put on face
as it is very much rested

i call it
Kundalini Bliss
Free and Best Quality!!

Come here
i will give it to you too
:x:x:x

Sunday, 29 November 2015

Flying Close to the Sun


Close to the Sun

Love that guy!



Matt Wilcox
"Close To The Sun"
http://www.mattwilcox.com
copyright 2015

Lyrics:

Lessons never learned is what I overheard
And you're flying close to the sun
Fortune gone to seed, drummed up company
And you're flying close to the sun

Or wait - hang up the phone
I thought the talk was overblown
You see, I wasn't home, but it's cool
And nobody cares, and when's the last time that you dared
to go flying so close to the sun

Benchmark destiny, presidential suite all from
Flying close to the sun
Drew the ace of clubs, well now there's the rub
'cause you're flying close to the sun

or wait - no stopping the clock
you got to wake up ready to rock
you see, I wasn't here, but it's cool
and nobody knows that it's the last damn thing to go
so you're flying right next to the sun

Staying up till dawn, two rights don't make wrong
and you're flying close to the sun
reinvent the wheel, history reveals that you're
flying close to the sun
and wouldn't you know that there's a lot of stuff down below
you see, I wasn't here or there. And you might say
How can it be, that one could be so worry-free
when you're flying so close to the sun
when you're flying so close to the sun
when you're flying so close to the sun