"you smiled that smile, and it brought out the sun in me. it changed me."
-some song i forgot lol
i loved to hear it
i had never realised that people smiled not
once i have been asked
why you always smile
the question left me blank
i realised not that
one could ask such question
is like asking
why you have a face and two hands?
and yet
now that i remember it
and looked around
indeed i now understand why
it was asked
because most of time
people are bearing a sour face
is so serious
what is funny
is not being serious
what is funny
is to show a serious face
even for something which should be light
and that is why
we laugh at kids
when they do
something wrong
they come
and put some serious face
and then start justifying it
so what makes me laugh
is not the seriousness
is the fact of putting seriousness
on something light
just to make it weight much more
than it ought to
then this stuff becomes heavy
on us
more than its due
is not the stuff in itself
that demands so much seriousness
is our behavior which should be
sincerely committed
so that there be no lacking from us
when we do it
after
the whole stuff will become light
if you look
at the workplace of the
most successful start ups
their office look like Kindergarten!
Rebecca
D’leema, who was formerly part of the cabin crew with Kingfisher
Airlines and spent six months designing this office, says most of the
features reflect the beliefs and thoughts of the founders. That is the
reason, she says, there is no system to mark attendance for employees.
There are also no access codes or cards for entering and exiting.
“The founders absolutely dislike wearing dogtags around their necks
and they are clear about the fact that if they dislike something, how
can they make their teams do that?” D’leema says. “Naveen (Tewari’s) dislike for wearing trousers
“InMobi is my dream company,”
confess two candidates who interviewed for jobs at the Bangalore-based
mobile advertising firm earlier this year. Their desire, however, has
less to do with InMobi’s business or their job profiles and more with
the company’s new office on the outskirts of the city. A visit to the
office on Outer Ring Road explains these aspirations.
Work at the InMobi office, spread over 120,000 sq ft and across three
floors, may still involve writing code as in other information
technology companies, but one can do so on the re-writable desks or
walls, sitting on one of the 100 beanbags in the office. Or at any of
the two fully-loaded coffee shops or meeting rooms that have cartoon
graffiti on the walls. In between coding, an employee can choose to play
at the well-spread games zone or jam in the room dedicated for singing
and playing musical instruments or just catch a nap in any corner.
Founded in 2007 by four alumni of the Indian Institutes of Technology
(IIT) — Naveen Tewari, Mohit Saxena, Abhay Singhal and Amit Gupta —,
InMobi is one of the most successful Indian software product startups.
It is among the top three mobile advertising firms globally and has
business across nearly 200 countries, with revenue estimated at $200
million for 2013, say sources.
a friend sent me some rain video
i took it for meditation
and while meditating
i was so vividly imagining
the rain falling
drop by drop
and could even see it
eyes wide open
in front of me
thing is that i realised not
that it impacted the weather actually!
for in dream
i said to the spirit
is weird
since days it started raining
since i started to meditate on the rain
and it rained since a week a bit everyday
and the more time pass
the more it rains
how come?
especially that it rained
when the weather forecast
planned full sun!
the spirit told me
because you imagined it
during your meditation
still i was doubtful
that only my imagination
could affect weather of my area
so much
then, i was taking bus
and a lady said
look the weather is like we are in november
so it hit me!
yes
during meditation
i said
so much sun
too hot
i wish we were in automn
especially that i love rain pouring
when i sit warmly
with hot cup of chocolate
at home :)
in the past
i would have said
oh is magic
well is magic
but now is natural
because i understood
that the water element..
is merely obeying the
shakti
see?
yes tremendous
and soooo beautiful!
first is tremendous:
because of the ""obedience""
of the water to the shakti!
that is so loving!
second tremendous stuff:
is its link between shakti and
water
and as the water element
is the same element in you..
but is
outside
it ONLY reflects
your own interior universe
that you have imagined!
and as Shakti
created the elements
it comes under Her Authority
third tremendous link:
with the human being
intent
so it manisfests itself..
to give you a clue..
about how magic works
so the clue is
once you meditate
imagine what you love most
for your Shakti is there
and listening
very keenly to you
like a Mother
She is like standing
yes erect
ready to do you desire
(if the Universe allows)
for your dreams to come true
you have to wish for them
if you just say
i choose not
Shakti chooses for me
how could she?:)
She has of herself
no desire
Her Pure desire
is to serve you
provided
that you find your desire
this is why muslims
after the 5 prayers
are strongly commended to do dua (request/prayer in that sense)
for the prayer
are in truth
the raising of the shakti
which most muslims
know not
and once it arises
(and it does not in most cases
as it is not so simply)
you should make dua
meaning
you should express your desire
your prayers/requests
so that
God may fulfill them
for God says
'i love when my servant ask Me'
more precisely
God Power love to serve His creation
so that His creation may serve Him
by being true to their divinely gifted inner desire
by manifesting them
and experiencing them
kiss:x
ps : i imagined sun
:) hope it will be sunny
i NEED ice creams now
:)) hahaha
in my life
i was always independant
worked always on my own
only when my spirituality
started
i had to trust the teacher
i gave benefit of doubt
and that was hurtful
because to some degree
everyone wants you to be like them
so there is a great disrespect
of who you are
plus
it makes you lose clarity
of mind
towards the direction
that you cherish
because you discharge yourself
on the other
trusting
that it will be taken care of
and today i discovered
that what i like most
is sincerity of behavior
beause this brings openess
an open intimity in relationship
and thus this kind of space
once created
is very rich in itself
you know that
it can only thrive
and is filled with happiness
as is not about fakeness
deception
or hidding and manipulation
and thereby i understood
what we like most
we want to see it in the other
this is in this
that i wanted to make others
look like me
because what we each have
as main desire
or main quality in us
we want to see this quality
but how can we see
something that is hidden in us
and that at this point
we can only feel?
so our mind
try to project it on the outside
on the people
trying to see its trait
and its beauty
at best if we see it
we fall in love with these people
but in truth
we had already fallen in love
with our own quality
we just wanted to see it outside
to contemplate it
like ovid who fell in love
with his own image
in the lake
and the lake crying
when he died
and the nymphea
who used to run after him
asked the lake
why you cry
for you used to see it more often
than us
the lake said
i cry not for ovid
i cry
for i could see myself in him
i could see my own beauty in his eyes
when they contemplated me
when i read it
it awestruck me
for it is what i feel is true
so when we love to see
our own main spiritual quality in the other
at best we see it
and know not we are in love of our own Self
at worst
we keep searching it in the others
and when the others fail us
we blame ourselves for having trusted them
or them for not being up to the standards they claimed
truth is
we are just in love with our own Self
and each one of us has this very special quality
that he already love
the other
could be at best a mirror to us
so that we can contemplate ourselves in him
because it provides a space
for us to look into
and see our own self
without mixtures
so very pure
so all the way
is about you
so if you are lucky
to have found your mirror
then you should
not think the mirror to have this quality
that you can grab and possess
for that is an illusion
you do not know who you are
where you have been
now you make your mind in the form of projections
which seem vivid and entirely real
now you ll see pepenetrating blue light
shining all around you
this is the essence of consciousness itself
buddha veyrochana
his wisdom is like a mirror
reflecting everything
he is the form of consicousness
in its complete purity
this wisdom is inseparatble from your own heart
but also you will see a diffuse white light
avoid it
if you follow the allure of the soft white light
you will find yourself ensnared
in the temporary pleasure of being born as a god
living lordly in the ignorance of the passage of time
yet subject to unexpected death
these are the deities
there are the wisdom in his heart and mind
the 42 peaceful deities will emanate from his heart
and the 50 wrathful ones will emerge from his brain
they will come one by one
and then all together
the peaceful deities
are complete and unmoveable
if he cannot bear it
enter in their vast benevolence space
if he cannot let go of self centeredness and fear
these becoming will become terrifying wrathful ones
who drink the blood of his ego clinging and
crash all his delusion
if he recognises them
as expression of his own mind
they are the unsparing face of wakefulness
the wrathful forms
emerging from dying man own brain
will appear as clear as if they real in their own right
the terror and anger he feels
are his own efforts to be compltely awake
and wander uncertainly
at landscape of his own mind
if he recognises it as his own projection
liberation is instanteneous.
==> like wise as this life is a transient life like bardo except that we have control and we recognise that all of this life is the projection of our own mind ie take full respeonsibility of it and not blame another for being its cause and accept all of it being our projection with clarity of mind then i guess we recognise is fake and get this liberation.
the light the wisdom
spontaneous play
dances and break ripples on an empty lake
8 days after they brun the body now i get it why
in order the death do not cling to its former body
loved ones release him from the bond sof attachement
to him
and his body offered to the fire
the tibetan woman standing and praying like the muslims do put her hands above her sahasrara on agnya on throat chakra and then on the belly joining hand as a triangle and then prostrate with forehead on ground it pretty much resumes the main chakras as i do on my cycles
is a question of waking up right now
look at your own mind
look at your mind when it is calm and still
and when is running wild
this is what buddha did
and what he taught and did
==>see ? wonder if you or your friends or kids ever wonder and spontaneously ask himself this question? how will it happen? death existence is hidden ceremonies become ritual no one really think about it we think that it happens to everyone as a bad luck yet a natural death comes to everyone at any time
and yet we hide cemeteries and just make it taboo topic if is so taboo then why we rush to secure our life? instead of enjoying our life?
because inside we know we need to find a way out of instability before instability get us but how can we fight this instability which is out of hand since ever? in this life time is easier because we have control thanks to our consciousness which is like a stearing wheel of a ship but once dead our subconsciousness with all its emotions and single experience we gathered take over
no more control we just lie there under the control of what we "reap" and we are facing our own created heaven or hell but with current resources of ideal circumstances such as self realisation if we are not able to reach REAL freedom then when will we? do you think a new Goddess will come back on earth or in any other life time of yours? what are the probablity in a new next life of having a freed soul to guide you to your inner self? or to make you realise that meditation is the solution? when you have it all now? and don't even spontaneously wonder? and what is the way out? i wondered it even before even knowing anything about spirituality i used to look up and see about myself as if i was in an egg all sealed and it was dark and i wanted to "break through" i remember those very words i wanted to "break through"
as soon as i thought that my friend who could read my thought at that moment said "you have very advanced understanding" was not understanding understanding is a fruit i have had a very strong desire for i knew that all that marriage, work, and kids stuff is just a prison if i give myself to it then i am done i would be colored by the color of the life of the person i would entrust myself in and that is so limited how could i? when my spirituality path was over once back from uk back in France this routine life who was about to become my future i saw it was like a death sentence to me so far the only thing that have made me strive with thirst for life was to have a magic life the one told in prophecies the one that is filled with dreams of light and prophets and angels that i used to have the one i had always heard of read, dreamt and more or less day dreamed the one that set the normal life apart from a routine one and made my life worthy to be lived the one which would make me free from societal, familial and all kinds of boring circles one can encounter i have valued so much my life so far do you really think that some new comer into my life will say how i should live and breath? how i should fit in? adapt and adjust? even before meeting anyone i knew what i desired though i could not name it no one teaches our own desires teaches us as said in the the Alchemist book of Paulo Coelho "what is your Personal Legend?"
in other word, what is your dream?
what is the alchemy? if not the transformation of dream into reality? the hero, he lost it all as soon as he started his dream ... why? because you need to give to God so that he transforms it for you trans-forming makes the shift of forms and you think you lost it all while it is only taking another form under your eyes you just need to recognise it for that you need to learn the read the signs around you Life is the Book the Book of life is NOW
this is an average muslim won't get the Book of Life is being talked of in the Quran and is not the quran lol is the Book of Life
the very word "ayah" is used for this book of life and ayah means the SIGN the pointers, the evidence the CLARITY of that sign make you read the Life of yours and know what to do next
like in the book the Alchemist which refers very much to the muslim spirituality i.e. sufism
so living your dream is not some romantic idea once exercised is wit-nessing the loss for a better gain. but to be able to read you need to know what you desire otherwise signs are everywhere yet as dull as you are oblivous to your own desires imitating others is not the way standards of goodness are not the way the way is your own inner desire what Life gave you of opportunity to discover your dreams and live them when i realised i had done all i could and found no way to break through i kept having nightmares as warning and i could see every day myself having more and more warning to return to spiritual path but how? the warning were obvious return or die and is true when i came back to France i sat down on the edge of my bed i felt real empty for i realised so far i lived for that very desire of finding Truth and realised that if i could not live for what i desire without my desire i feel it is not worthy to be alive and i desired Truth this i felt it as hard as rock in me very clear certainty and then people all around me so well intended profoundly well intended but doing so much more harm than good why? because they thought the cure lied in me living like them marrying, having kids and doing a routine job that this is the cure to have a "normal" life they wanted to bend me by force of their will thinking they are doing good to me they wanetd me to look like them so many times i tried to explain to them but how could i explain something i could not even name? i just knew is the Truth i wanted and i wanted them to see through my eyes but they were seeing it through their own filthers of their mind i told htem but look at your life look at everyone's life what you see? you yourself admitted what a waste, what a failure what a senseless and unenjoyable routine and those very people in their lack of sincerity said no i have had a very happy life what a lie if life was so happy then why those sour faces? and eternal complains? why this worry to settle to stablise the unstablity around? instead of trying to discover the inner pull each one of us have for life that is called "treasure" in the Alchemist
because you know in truth that stability is the key but you miss the point is not the consciousness who needs stability it is a passing element as earth and water and fire and ether the only stability lies in recognising your true nature as my uncle said to me he said listen to me when he saw me seeking for certainty he said the only thing that never change you know what it is? i said it is the change indeed in the change lies all the stability of the True mind because you have to recognise its true nature in this respect he was one of the few who up to his limit understood me he knew at least i wanted Truth but could not help more than that yet as time was passing and i was getting dreams of coming back to the path the path of Abraham the path of the Book the path of Truth yet i knew i could not by my own effort so i sought blessings by any saints in disguise it was like my time was counted but anyone who was even a bit bless still was unable to hear me or see me most of my family and friends could only hear me but never really listened they could look at me but never saw me no one ever recognised it was the pure desire of Truth a few saw it but had no way to help more for we are all responsible of our own self and my time was counted but within myself i knew either i find the way out or is just finished for me because if the desire is not recognised by anyone able to help me then life without desire cannot be lived not because of a voluntary death i don't want eternal damnation lol no because desire is the fuel of my life without it life would just cease to be if there is no more fuel the car stops and then i got ill i guess i was in bed at least for 2 weeks got an illness which was impossible for me to have especially at my age i have been told i could have died of it as was very bad in adulthood as i often recall this period of time was the worst of my life ever each time i think the pain is gone but is still there because you can't know unless you experienced it how you can feel pain when with all of your heart, mind, soul with all of your life you give up everything to seek for Truth that you were so near of finding a path to it and all crumbles down and you are back to zero that day by day you see all of your dreams going away like dust that you see despite all of the good faces and intent people were just living dead they have no real mind they just under pretext of doing good to you trying to make you like them depossessing you of your desire and living a life devoid of life and all of them without exception conspire for your good when in truth if they were on the other side of the veil to see themselves they would see they are only doing evil because the desire of God is the desire of Life and killing life is not only with guns is when you remove the nucleus from the cell and you say to the cell now live but my luck was that Spirit saw me and gave me back Life by the way one of the very first dream i had when i entered spirituality i was being told in dream about al kimya and when i woke up i wondered what it was and after seeking i found al kimya is the arabic word for alchemy which means the science of transformation of metal into gold transposed to a human being is when you shift from your stone age to your golden age when you reclaim your soul when you untie it from the gross to the pure and refined from the gross consciousness to the light of your true nature for sure. so what has been painful was that i was there but they were only seeing their mind in me of how i should be instead of how i am then i realised if they had seen themselves first then only they could see me this is how i learned first by experience before even learning the words what it was i can put the words only now such as spirit, not awakened to their own nature living in their own mind, shadow of themselves or that this life was like a bardo you pass through it while others want to make a stay in it and there is struggle among who is the strongest to bend the other to its image for this is why what i dislike the most is to say to people what they do and should not do for if i were to do that it means i am wanting to control them and make them like me
which is so fake only real is when the person recognises his own pure desire within and only then his acting will be authentic and benefiting to himself and the others if people have some degree of honesty and self sincerity then what they discover for themselves they discover it for the others for they can see themselves in the other but what can you expect from blind people? at best you can have compassion when you learn along the way but now is over that is past and thanks to this past i value much more the present and aim at always following my pure desire
so what matters is the desire you are entrusted with not what people teaches you of how you should or not be.
I recommend to have a good look at this series put in video about the Tibetan Book of dead. This name has been coined for its smiliarity of its content to the Egyptian book of dead. but its real name is : The Great Liberation upon Hearing in the Intermediate State.
meaning, this book was recited to the dead during the 40 days period following his death for in this weakened state upon hearing this word he may in this transitory place called Bardo recognise his true nature-if lucky.
Here is an excerpt of an article :
The After death experiences on the Bardo plane.
Foreword
This book is the first English language translation of the famous Tibetan death text, The Great Liberation upon Hearing in the Intermediate State. Also known as the Bardo Thodol which means "liberation by hearing on the after death plane" (Bardo: after death plane, Thodol or Thotrol:
liberation by hearing), it was originally written in the Tibetan
language and is meant to be a guide for those who have died as they
transition from their former life to a new destination.
The work has been traditionally attributed to Padma-Sambhava, an
Indian mystic who was said to have introduced Buddhism to Tibet in the
8th century. Legend has it that while visiting Tibet, Padma-Sambhava
found it necessary to conceal sanskrit works he had arranged to be
written. The Tibetans of that time were not ready for the spiritual
teachings contained therein, so he hid his texts in strange and remote
locations, leaving them to be discovered at a later time when their
spiritual message could be received by those with an open mind.
The most famous of those that discovered and revealed
Padma-Sambhava's writings was Karma Lingpa who was born around 1350 CE.
According to his biography, Karma Lingpa found several hidden texts on
top of a mountain in Tibet when he was fifteen years old. Within those
texts, he found a collection of teachings entitled The Self-Emergence of the Peaceful and Wrathful Deities from Enlightened Awareness. These teachings contained the texts of the now famous Great Liberation upon Hearing in the Bardo. The Tibetan Book of the Dead was first published in 1927 by
Oxford University Press, London. Dr. Walter Y. Evans-Wentz coined the
title because of parallels he found with the writings of The Egyptian Book of the Dead.
The paperback and hardcover editions of the book contain extensive
notes by Evans-Wentz about the conclusions he drew from the translation
which, some say, were greatly influenced by his involvement with
Theosophy and neo-Vedantic Hindu views. A later edition of the book
includes commentary by the renowned psychoanalyst, Dr. Carl Jung, whose
insightful essay illustrates that this Tibetan text goes beyond a study
of Tibetan culture and reaches into a psychology that has great
relevance to the western world.
here is an extract of the transcript i grossly did, with some of my notes, from this video :
all the way i felt great coolness the words are very true. show the importance of recognising our true nature and the state of the dead person, before, during and after death.
"death is from the collapse of the body physical condition until the separation of the consciousness from the body about 40 days
while the elements of earth (water, earth, fire) together support and condition our consciousness and our perception
death occurs when it is no longer the case."
"so die before you die" is wiser. and is the famous saying of the prophet of course it means not to commit suicide lol : is to detach your soul from its identification with the consciousness (be it a beautiful or less beautiful consciouness. the beautiful one is only a respite given at best until next reincarnation; the less beautiful one is your hell).
so dying is to become free from the attachments; "shackles and fetters" (as said by the prophet zakarya in his sermon to jewish priests (another post may be) when attempting to explain to them point is spirituality and not religion.
better do it while alive than when you actually taste physical death. for in the latter case is harder. so this is the meaning of "die before you die".
for our soul is tied down to the consciousness so that it becomes loaded by its weight and fears which are "real" in so much that they have been fed by the earth elements of course they are real. 3D and are "illusory" in so much that from spirit point of you you can gain freedom from them, as is a higher dimension no more the 3D one. and thus not being tied down to their limitation.
"which make us see life through filters and screens of fears and hope
and attachement of daily life.
AT THIS STATE The Mind can be seen directly.
which become our new realm were the soul is lead to after death.
don't cry it confuses the dead. but help its mind beyond trouble and clear.
he turns the dead one it on his right side/channel
as the buddha at his death
to make him more peaceful i guess he is purifying his left channel the channel of the pure desire for he has his right hand on the right hemisphere of his brain which is actually the nerve ending of the left channel ie the one of the desire so that he may have some respite to hear the prayers being done for his guidance.
then read it :
do not be afraid
the 4 great elements of your body are collapsing one after the one,
it feels you are being crushed by wind, tossed by waves
do not resist it and do not be afraid
recognise your true nature.
compassion
mind at peace
vast empty luminosity of Mind itself
earth collapses into water and water into fire and fire into air and air dissolve into consciousness
this very description you will find it in the book of Imam Ali he described the creation of the universe in nearly exact same sentence for the universe creation is also the human being creation made of those very elements of the earth.
then there is experience of piercing luminosity
pure white light
the clear radiance which arises from the direct experience of one's own basic nature
now there is no darkness, no separation, no direction, no shape only bright light.
this boundless sparkling radiance is mind free from shadows of birth and death
free from boundaries of any kind
listen
now the all pervading of light engulfes you completely
all of space has dissolve into pure light
this radiance of the mind
of all the buddhas and all the awakened ones
to recognise that is
all that is necessary
and the child ask to the teacher:
what happened to him if he recognsie not his own true nature?
well there were definitely indications that he did not recognised it
so it is as if he has fallen into a dreamless sleep
can he still hear?
no but in 3 days times
his consicousness will hear more clearly than ever before
all his senses and emotions to what he lived are intense
will seem to him he entered into a new reality
is still the reality of his own mind
because as air dissolved into consciousness the new one will reincarnate following what dissolved into it during this life time and it is the one that the mind will accept as it will be recognised as his own and he will reap what he sow
and the mind
which is like a circuit will re-live the patterns printed in his subconscious
and that you have accepted as reality
and make it your next life heaven/hell degrees.
and the elements of our bodies such as the fire and earth acts like receptacles such as clay to receive water of life
and if you recognise not your true Mind then your Mind will emerge under the form (using the stored experiences through these elements in your subconscious) that you can recognise and these are your earned experiences in this past life
and you get it back.
because you did not recognise your real nature
you wandred here
and your own mind will now arise before you in unfamiliar ways
now his body and consciousness have seprataed
and now the dead person know not if he is dead or alive
even so he can see his family crying
you are not alone living this world
everyone dies
do not indulge longer in longing and desires with this place
there is no way you can stay here
because unable to recognise the luminosity of mind itself.
his experience takes place out of random imaginary from his former life
he sees his friend and relatives calling out him
but they can't hear his reply
death cut him off of them
and sorrow on his heart
he can see his bed but is no longer the one lying there
instead is only a lying corpse
listen
soon you will experience
intense presence of your own emotional states
as peaceful and raging life forms
do not be afraid
they cannot hurt you
you are dead
do not cling to the past
go forward
i wonder are these tibetan optimistic can we? for he who when alive could not detach himself when he had power and control then how easy could be it when dead and having lost all control?
on the other hand the weakened and transitory state is also the ideal moment to catch the change to hear the clarity of the words leading to your liberation
go forward
you are dead
do not cling to the past
though this world seem stable and solid
nothing is permanent
like water, snow and ice
life is always shifting and changing form
Kids asking his teacher,
please tell us more about the bardo
all existence is one kind of bardo or another
it means living in an atmospher of uncertainty
moving without a place to rest
so that means we are in bardo now?
==> very good movie inception illustrates it so well especially the final cliffhanger on which the movie ends the bardo is like in the egyptian book of death well described in their own symbols or by the muslims called barzakh - intermediary existence
this is why utmostly important to support the dead on his way and not say hurtful words for he comes haunting places and houses and lives of those who did it to him at his death time lack of manners make it understandable why the dead seek vengeance in a way / compensation as it happened in one place i visited a few months ago of a yogi haunting an ashram he was very angry at the lack of consideration he received by one or a few there who happened to insult the dead
yes we are now passing through the bardo of existence
here we want to make something lasting and secure
but no one ever accomplished this
our lifes is always in hands of death
kid :
but death is different kind of bardo?
yes when we die
it is completely out of our control
our experience is completely naked
lol i have a very very rebellious belly
hehehe
funny thing happened
after my fasting
when i was walking in the street
i felt real very light
like i did not sense the weight of my body
first time i felt so
really is like
i was walking in the air
the funny part is
my stomach
from my dreams
i understood that it was making a fuss
in the dream
i understood that it was revolting
and sending me messages of TOTAL REVOLT
AH THE BRAT!
hahaha
too funny
hey i knew not, to be honest
that the belly could be so fussy !
it has some character the bratty boy!
plus, it was
like saying
"why you punish me?..was doing so great with vibes.."
yea punish,
because i resumed eating...
*sigh*
bratty stomach
in dream it was clearly putting fire all around
ah such bratty one!
hahaha
i can't stop laughing
considering that each thing has its consciousness
and that my stomach is one of its kind!
anyway
to tame it
for i agree with it
i will resume this time fasting on water
but over 3 days this time
i can do it!
for if i can imagine it,
then i can do it!
what is most important
is to eat salt
for the more you drink water
the more it flushes the minerals out of your body
so you need to compensate with salt
and NOT table salt
but sea salt
and you smear it under your tongue
for it is where
are the blood vessels
so it will enters very DIRECTLY
into your blood stream
and drink water on top.
second major point
if no INTENSIVE meditation
is combined with fasting
then is just "fasting of the body"
as it is.
but if you combine it
with intensive meditation
which means per say "intensive"
like going out of your ways
to aim higher
then of course you will see the result
you ever saw no result when you set yourself on a project?
same with meditation
if you are honest with yourself
you know if you are just patching working your way to it
or truly are devoted to a higher vision of life.
kissi:x
ah bratty boy!
can't believe what kind of a stomach i have!
throwing tantrum 'cause unhappy!
