Now that i see the Light, the Life

See my eyes are watching
Hear my heartbeat is pounding
Whatever I do wherever I go It's for you

See my days without you
I feel no shame in crying
Whatever it takes you know that
I'll be with you

Now that I see the light
Now that I touch my light
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you

Now that I see the light (and life)
Now that I touch my light (and life)
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you
[jumpersjumps.blogspot.com]

See my eyes are watching
Hear my heartbeat is pounding
Whatever I do wherever I go It's for you

See my days without you
I feel no shame in crying
Whatever it takes you know that
I'll be with you

Now that I see the light
Now that I touch my light
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you

Now that I see the light (and life)
Now that I touch my light (and life)
Now that I realize all I ever wanted is only you

Now that I realize
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source : http://jumpersjumps.blogspot.fr/2013/11/big-baby-driver-here-for-you-heirs-ost.html

Vibrant white light

i saw an example of my friend and i, how light was white around us, you know like for a candle light, it is white all around in that shape, 

so it was shown how light is lit and then that very lighttransformed itself in an example of white petals that open up

and thus i realised that people are petals of a BIG/HUGE flower

and as the center of the flower is the sahasrara , heart, spirit, 
it is how they are all one in spirit
and have their individuality as petals
and are thus here to open up, manifest it, and then are gone

while there are others petals who fall too , but in darkness, because their were not lit in "white"

ah that was a soft, vibrant white light:) !

kiss:x

Power or Attention?

what is more important?
power or attention?

if you had only one to choose?

Attention of course!

demons have been "created"
because they had initially power
but they happen to forget about the Source
The Spirit


so the power remained in darkness (of its own Origin)!
of its OWN beauty!

see i resent people who do not complete their sentences,
due to this laziness, billions of people, like me, never understood

WHY if God is ALL POWERFUL, then EVIL exists!

had great masters have added that RED PART:
 

so the power remained in darkness of its OWN PRISTINE DE-LIGHTFUL (lol!)Origin!

may be then, Humanity would have been saved since LONG?
no?

:))))

but no! they forgot the red part, 
just to add a few billions of years to the cliff hanger...
 

ah! i am in love with this explanation
all makes sense!

once ki channels are purified
by shakti
it increases your mind power
so you develop new powers

it suffices you stop REMEMBERING
your Origin, your Source, The Spirit

that your consciousness/citta WHICH SHAPES YOUR CURRENT REALITY
will be stuck where your attention will be stuck

so if you stuck your attention on thoughts,
my boy, you are lost:)!




even though you have powers!

so powers are NOT a sign of Truth,
only if you KNOW your Origin and invites others to cultivate it!


so, you don't want to have power and forget about your origin, do you?
why want to risk to stay evil, when you can be the spirit within?

this is why demons are in "darkness",
for they are CUT from their Origin, the Spirit ! The Light !

it is when they "believe their own lie" i.e. that they are independent,
or self sufficient (due to powers).

but there is NO Power EXCEPT by The Spirit/by Allah

that is the subtlety
Powers + Origin = Truth, Light
Powers - Origin = Lies (as believing in self existence), Darknesses using powers to act Yet forgetting about the Source
(hence erring in the desert for 40 years :) or a life time or life times )

Hence it is ALWAYS important to REMEMBER GOD ALMIGHTY
not mental remembering
but the TRUE remembering happens ONLY once connected
what do you want to remember if NOT connected to the Source?

your ass may be?
lol
kiss:)

Shower!

we had such a great meditation
it was like we were sitting under a shower!

so great!

ah, yeah, there were also very pretty visions,
at the beginning of meditation,
i saw shri mataji smiling
during it, saw the earth from outer space,
and above it, white empty benches towering above it
spiralling above,
i kept seeking for someone, but no one was to be seen,
and suddenly i saw shri mataji sitting there
and smiling at me

at the end, of meditation,
i saw a sharp ray of light going out of shri mataji feet


next day,
great meditation, of the same kind,
it was slower to get to that showering level,
for i guess the collective people attention was slower to reach the meditative state,

at the end of it,
i saw shri mataji's hands preparing amrut in a golden bowl

and at the end, i saw her (feet) running very quickly
towards me
and a big hug!

that was such a nice ending to the meditation!

and afterwards, i was invited to meditate in her salon,
when i entered there,
suddenly, thoughtless awareness
like if your radio was stuck on a no noise station!

sooooo cool, so peaceful
ah! i could have stayed at least an hour,
but we had to go quick.

hmm,
inshaa Allah
soon to happen again ! :)

ps : showering happen, as a sign of more petals opening.
hmm, see water falling from petals heavily loaded with it!:)
that's it!
this is why intensity in meditation is needed,

only water stored on petals
make them lean
and water to fall

but if you wait too much
and meditate 10mins per day every 3 days,
your flower has time to dry out!
let alone droplets being stored on the petals...:))

Kaaba - We the Women

During my meditation,
i saw the double doors of Holy Kaaba opening
and LOTS of light was coming out of it.

self advice :

again... is your inner drive to get more bliss which counts... and that IS always individual.. try to establish the pristine joy in the morning meditation

I love this son, so much rich in its resonance,
that is inner joy of soul for sure!

MeNaiset,
"We the Women"

very powerful;)

kiss:x

i love the picture too!

• Artist: MeNaiset
• Song: Kuulin äänen
• Translation: Finnish → English
• Submitted by Eneri Giilaan on Sun, 08/09/2013 - 16:42

Finnish

Kuulin äänen

Kuulin äänen, kuulin, kuulin äänen kullaltani
Heläyksen, helä-heläyksen hertaltani
Luulin luona, luulin, luulin luona olleheni
Läsnä lämmitelle, läsnä lämmitelleheni
En mie luona, en mie, en mie luona ollutkaan
En mie läsnä, en mie, en mie läsnä lämmiteltkään
Olin viien, olin, olin viien viikon päässä
Kuuen kuukauen, kuuen kuukauen nenässä
Tuuli tuli, tuuli tuli, tuli mielellinen
Ahavainen, aha-ahavainen kielellinen
Sanan toisi, sanan, sanan toisi, toisen veisi
Omalleni, oma-omalleni kullalleni
Kullan lintu, kullan, kullan lintuselleheni
Tuota toivoin mie poloonen
Tuota toivoin mie poloonen
Kun mie saisin minkä soisin
Kun mie saisin minkä soisin
Saisin miehen mielellisen
Saisin miehen mielellisen
Toveritsan toimellisen
Toveritsan toimellisen
Sylissäni syöttelisin
Sylissäni syöttelisin
Käsissäni käyttelisin
Käsissäni käyttelisin
Jo sain mitä halajin
Sain mie miehen mielellisen
Omaksens on ottanunna
Kullaksensa kutsununna
Kaunoksensa katsonunna
Valkiaksensa valinnu
Niin minä hänessä riipun
Sekä riipun jotta kiikun
Niinkun lintu lehtipuussa
Kuusen oksalla orava
Niinkun lintu lehtipuussa
Kuusen oksalla orava

Submitter's comment:

Bonjour,
J'aimerais beaucoup trouver les paroles et la traduction de cette magnifique chanson.
La langue n'est pas vraiment du finnois, mais de l'ingrian(qui est un dialecte, mais assez proche je crois?)
Merci beaucoup d'avance à celui ou celle qui pourra m'aider!
Soonli

English

I heard a voice

I heard a voice, I heard, I heard a voice of my darling
A jingle, jing-jingle from my love
I thought by, I thought, I thought by him I was
Beside him warming, beside him warming myself
I wasn't by, I wasn't, I wasn't by him after all
I wasn't beside, I wasn't, I wasn't beside him warming myself after all
I was five, I was, I was five weeks away
Six months, at the reach of six months
Wind came, wind came, came favorited
Cold wind, col-cold wind speaking
Would bring a word, a word, would bring a word, another would carry
To my own, to my-my own darling
Golden bird, golden, to golden bird of mine
That I did hope poor me
That I did hope poor me
If I got what I wanted
If I got what I wanted
I would get the man I favor
I would get the man I favor
A companion vigorous
A companion vigorous
In my lap I would feed him
In my lap I would feed him
With my hands caress him
With my hands caress him
Now I got what I yearned for, I got the man I favor
(He) has taken me for his own
Called me his darling
Seen me as his beauty
Chosen as his light
So I cling on him
Both cling and swing
Like a bird in a leaf tree
Like a squirrel on a fir branch
Like a bird in a leaf tree
Like a squirrel on a fir branch

Author's comment:

The original Finnish lyrics contains some archaic words, idioms and grammatical constructs. And the translitteration is by ear to boot. Thus the exact meaning of some of the lines are not totally clear to me.
For these (and other) reasons I totally lack the talent needed for translating this in it's full poetic power. Instead this is an attempt at a mixed (messed?) translation, where I have tried to retain as much of the Finnish grammatical constructs (impossible task) and idioms as possible - sometimes intentionally[*] breaking the rules of English language on the run. I hope it will be able to convey some of the message through - though.
[*] And manyy times unintentionally I'm sure.
An additional note. This translation is based on my own translitteration by ear which differs in few places from the one provided here. However the differencs are not very big or too important.

Last edited by Eneri Giilaan on Sun, 08/09/2013 - 16:44

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Vision of Light

In the middle of night,
i got up because in vision
i saw a very intense light

and on the spot, i said to myself it is me

and i got up.

the voice said
if on the very moment i KNOW that it is me,
then it is THAT.
lol,

may be if i had KNOWN it a bit longer,
it would have worked,
and may be this time it was just furtive intuitive knowing.

salam :)

Krishna

During meditation i was seeing birds flying above my head
later on, i saw a peacock opening his feathers

oh yeah, and i saw a sort of light emitted by a golden star,
and in it, it was written Eternity,
then i was holding a bow, and the arrow hit this word,

and finally, i saw the the face of jesus.

i was believing it was from my mind,
but i was told the peacock is the animal of krishna, 
and yes, krishna, states for christ.

so as it makes sense,
and all is linked
and i could have not know this,
i know it is true :)

that was a real good meditation, one could breathe real slowly and deeply.


ps : WOW!

here is what i just read :

Peacock Symbolism

The peacock is a symbol of immortality because the ancients believed that the peacock had flesh that did not decay after death. As such, early Christian paintings and mosaics use peacock imagery, and peacock feathers can be used during the Easter season as church decorations. This symbol of immortality is also directly linked to Christ.

source : http://themeaningofsymbols.blogspot.fr/2009/03/peacock-symbolism.html

hey, that was true then!
for there is NO way, i could have known that peacock is the symbolism for Immortality/Eternity
haha
so cooool!
that is pleasant!

Shri mataji

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
:)
during this morning walking meditation,

Shri mataji put her hand on my and for a while and we did the walking meditation together
hehe:))

after she took me as an adult take a child in her arm.
really there i thought she is old and i am heavy

then in my thoughts she said or i heard i don't know anymore 

"what do you think I born you already so long"

meaning in comparison it is not heavy at all.

and then also i saw again her feet, and that time she put her feet i think a bit everywhere on my head

for it happens several times and each time i felt lots of coolness on that very place :)

so it was on forehead,

on back of head at the end definitely

and i was still feeling it cool when i wrote it

oh i also saw her sitting on a sofa on a stage and there was a huge transparent bell all over the place

it felt like a transparent shield

which recovered all the people there on the stage

actually it is how she used to transmit

she used to extend her shield when transmitting to the masses

and of course, Her transmission was WAY before She told them about the hand positions

wow!

soooo powerful!

imagine!

she put her hand on my head, and again i wanted to rest

and then she sort of push me hardly and then put again hand on head

there i swear i saw her angry!

she had Lionness eyes

ah, next time i won't slack and sleep

as my friend say,

be erect like a coyote! haha:))

so i am meant to strighten spine

and head

and HOLD the posture

to go on meditating

open eyes

looking at a candle

and attention on vibes.

so i better OBEY next time!

i don't want to face a tiger next time luring hidden somewhere

LOL;)

i saw her feet like the feet of an elephant

this is the mark of Her Innocence

at the end,

i saw a huge pillar

and then i saw that on her death bed it scrolled into the pillar

and the door which was the bed ending closed the pillar hole.

and she went in the pillar on the bed.

she went away where she came from.

now, i meditate better

for i remember to RELAX before

for without relaxation

nothing would work;)

kiss and Love to My Friends

and Shri mataji:x