Fire Kundalini

 Since three days, 

whenever I close my eyes

I just see a huge fire

yellow flames in the center

and red one on the outside

flaming the whole time

myself I am sitting in front of it

at some point 

last time

it dawn on me 

after I felt a big hit in the mental space

that with fire we carve images in the mind

these are hypnotic 

we live in these images 

another world is a dream

the life we live is in an hypnotic mental state 

where we have created these images and this dream 

but we, as attention, got so much sucked in 

that there is a symbiosis between the mind and the image in the fire

once I jerked back out of it

then I had a good headache

imaging being plugged for years

once you are unplug 

how do you think your mind will feel?

that was like this.

This is why the more you look for something

you will never see this thing

because you are it

once unplugged

then you can see the fire

and that thing will be in the realm of the fire

from there you can see it

Underworld and the Higher Self

 At the beginning of my meditation 

 I saw myself sitting in meditation with the root chakra in touch with the earth 

I could see the earth from a vertically sliced perspective

there below a drop of water was engulfing a hell like realm in it

and linked back to the root chakra

Before flushing it

with attention I made sure that it remains contained in the plasma drop 

like the foetus is in a plasma

then I enlarge the plasma to get a bigger bubble around it

so that when I flush it, it does not disperse but remain contained.

At the end of my meditation 

I saw the Space 

the stars 

and the outlined body of a meditating Buddha 

sitting in the above

in the constellation 

as his body was all made from space and stars 

and the outline was made in a shiny silver like colour

lent from the star light surely

I feel like calling it my Higher Self.

Progress in meditation

Finishing my morning meditation:

I got a the vision of a fire that was lit and grew so high, meters high.

Then, scene shifted to tibetan monks meditating in a cave, but their back were screwed with fake metallic squeleton on top of their spines, like in the movie Equilibrium.

Spirit said, this is symbolic of their rigidity, as they use their right side to cultivate, the mind.

Then scene shifted to a huge Cobra standing in its tail, and coming out of a cool breezy fog.

Again, was told is a very good sign about the growth of my kundalini.

After, I saw some symbolism about the laziness of mine, just saw white bed which split opened in two like a door.

I guess this is the next purification of the entity in me.

Haven't seen it yet. 

Was told like for laziness, to purify laziness you need to go slowly.

True, I'd say like a seedling that makes it way through the rocks to the sunshine.

Be persistent and constant. Little by little and lose not the vision of the goal.

Oh at the end, I was told 

Why I do not read the bible, as I (Spirit) did read the whole Quran.

So now am on read gospel of Thomas.

At the end, it was said:

"Water still by 28. I need to go now. End meditation".

Lol I didn't get it first what it meant.

Then, when I opened eyes, saw the clock, it was past 27.

Then, I realised, end of meditation now as attention/connection with spirit comes to a  standstill for now.

The Firmament and the churning

I saw there were curtains folded up on side of the window.

And this is the agnya.

The both channels are covering up the agnya this way.

Some people play with agnya to see in astral. But know it is only the window.

Go for the door/exit instead, in the sahasrara.

This exit on top of Sahasrara is directly linked to an Axis in the upper Spheres, I call it the Firmament. As it is beautiful.

The constellations in there rotate like a disk and turn your axis in the Sahara and this in turn, spirit said, opens more nadis.

It reminds me of the churning of the sea in indian scriptures.

Also, this is awesome when I saw that!

All my upper body is cool now lol 

While writing this.

 Sahara ra is cool and i feel silence in head and it is flowing till elbows.

Time to meditate for lunch break i guess!

Kiss 

The fighting gods and the Matrice

 The dream.was real, I felt it as if I was living it, like in a day. 

I could touch, smell, feel the actions of the gods, of the fighting gods.

For I saw what happened eons before, in space, there were like 3 gods which were fighting.

But their fight was particular, I would call them Titans, Huge, Powerful gods.

They were throwing at each other their own sun.

Formidable blasts were occuring!

After the dream, I asked the Spirit, it said that this was the war in heaven, the big bang.

Power. 

They were tied and one to their environment.

The sun was not an outer sun only, it was a star tied to their VERY OWN being, and they were so deftly MASTERING AND STIRRING IT and throwing it. It was a POWERFUL MASTERY.

But oh so destroying, not to say stupid, as it seems story repeat itself.

 Today, during my yoga session, all of sudden I felt SO POWERFUL, i mean i felt a rush of power that explained me, rather gave me the above insight about being one with your environment and mastering it at your will.

Humans now are unaware 

Yogi know have little awareness but still,

I was given this insight during the yoga,

THE POWER is not power, as you think of this word, lol it is so corrupted word as people take it subjectively.

No. 

Power is the PURE BILLION WATTS OF ELECTRICITY going through you and THEREBY HEIGHTENING YOUR SENSES!

THIS IS HOW WHAT YOU KNOW OR FEEL AS PER YOUR HUMAN ABILITY is let's call it water colored vision of the world, it reflects your already fainting power of perception.

But,

Once the Juice go through, this is an ATOMIC BIRTH OF A STAR! WHICH EXPLODES YOUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM IN A GOOD WAY!

YOU CAN FULL FORCE SEE, SMELL, HEAR.

IT IS YOUR SENSES, BROUGHT BACK TO YOU!

BUT THIS TIME, it is vivid colors, and it is moving flow of images and life itself.

IT IS 

IN BRIEF,

THE LIFE YOU NEVER EVER LIVED!

And YET WHICH IS YOUR BIRTHRIGHT!

BE GOD. 

YOU ARE IN GOD, and you don't know it.

And GOD is in you and now you know, but just needs to FEEL IT FULL FORCE. That will be the real vivid color painting with all of your senses mastered and engaged.

After this dream, I got another vision where i was feeling how the snake like energy was entering in me from the root chakra and there is no stopping. 

You can't stop it. I got afraid and tried to stop it like pull it away, but it was like a magnet being aspired upwards.

Later spirit told me this was the inception.

Need to inquire more about it.

Apparently, this is how the kundalini got merged with mankind. 

Remember that you are god within

 Waking up today for meditation at 3.30 I saw in vision,

How in space a god was taken by a symbolic huge hand/fist and thrown like a slingshot on Earth 

And there, that god was covered in a white like shawl and was wandering the earth.

That's when the voice said and now you wander there, like a beggar.

The spirit said this means that we are gods

and have been sent on earth to reincarnate there.

And wandering like a beggar means being unaware, lacking this pure awareness.

This makes sense,

especially that if you know not your power,

then you are a slave and are thus in a position of a beggar.

Real Food/Sustenance is from God.

And you can get it only once you get the breakthrough for your awareness. 

And thus remember who you are.