Monday 2 November 2015
Don't try to vibe me
I came across this very nice saying
reported by some sufi guy today - by chance of course :
"i don't like forced conversations,
forced friendship,
forced interactions.
i simply do not force things.
if we do not vibe, we don't vibe."
that one i love it!
as simple as that.
things are as they are
because we match or not by our vibes.
but vibes are temporary
and are a matter of choice
and some choices
once done
become a permanent life path...
so you better vibe good
when you choose!
if we meet low vibe people
they can either raise in vibes or stay stuck in theirs.
is a matter of choice.
this is why one cannot really force
is a matter of choice really.
one can compensate
till some point.
but after
if there is no desire
one can't really tag along with them.
for what would one benefit from?
one should meet people
who are willing to rise...
which is rare
people love their own comfort zone
if they meet someone better than them
instead of raising through their surrounding "sea of vibes"
and become part of it and arise likewise
they shun it
just to be able to keep believing
the illusion that they are all good
only God is all good
but if they meet lower people
then they feel themselves
invested to teach and educate them
so, that, becomes the comfort zone
to be preserved:
the safeguarding of the "ego"
but if you wish to move on
with the desire to meet people
with higher vibes than you
then you can bet
you can find those higher realms/seas
because creation is infinite.
and if you blend into higher realms/Seas
guess what happen?
Friday 30 October 2015
Cool fountain and pond of water gushing from head
yesterday night
as i was deep asleep
i felt a very cool pond of water on my right head side
was liek water gushing forth
it woke me up
and then a pool
i felt like i had a pond of water
on my head
and was about to fell on my face
next time
i will remember
to abandon myself to its sensation
and let it flow
and expand
cause without that absolute
submission/abandoning of oneself
the Shakti cannot work against my will
and that very night
i dreamt of the nucleus of the earth
how its magnetic power
went from it
into my body
and how from my body
i could use it to bend an object in front of me
that's a nice taste of power
and i guess is
the more you are open
and thus ready
the easier is for the kundalini
to pass through you
then you use intent
for what you wish to accomplish
and if God will it happens
Queen of Sheba
Yesterday i was having
a very nice dream
jeeeez is the very moment
alarm rang lol
i kept closed eyes and ears just
to be able to stay in the dream
hahahaha
in the dream
i was ascending a spiraling staircase
it has 7 levels
i arrived at the very last
and the room was empty
except for a Book that was
on a holder in the middle of it
it looked like an old book
i saw the page covered with
handwritings of many people
who had written/engraved their name in it
me too i did same
i can even see myself now
i engraved my name in it :)
i remember
i read the surah fatiha
while i was reading it
someone near me
was feeling pain
like this surah was
protecting me from this not so good lady
hmm,
and then i think i saw that page with names
written on it
and i wrote mine
see?
Fatiha,
contains the letter in arabic Fa
Fa has the meaning of "opening"
beautiful isn't it?
for muslims
Fatiha is also called
by the other name
"The Opening of Quran"
while they only take it
literally as "opening chapter of the book"
what they don't know
is that Fatiha
refers to the opening of your fontanelle area
after your kundalini passed the 7 chakras
and that is where everything takes its meaning
and for myself only
Fatiha refers to Fatima
the Queen of Heaven
about whom is known
its followers cross the Bridge
and are not burned by hell fire...
intuitively
the Book was the Book of Life
is the book where your name is written
intuitively
the feeling was that this book of Life
is called in islam Ilyeen
muslims know that heaven has many levels
and the highest of it
is Ilyeen
the highest gardens
i always prayed to get this one
for i wondered
if i could pray for heaven
why not aiming for the highest?
lol
then
there was a switch of scene
and i was like another me
looking at the scene from "up high"
actually
i saw my future
the country i would live in ...
i saw the house
the street
and i could see from its window
people
many people
coming to visit
they were all coming
rushing
with a purposeful visit
i saw the kind of people
they were
i saw how they were dressed
and myself i was amazed
at this such a nice visit
in that dream
i saw the Queen of Saaba/Sheba
isn't it strange i said to myself
why is this Lady visiting me?
just wondering so
i woke up
and yes wondered again
isn't she from the past?
then why have i seen her so alive?
ps : i know now
why the Book of Life
is called so
is because unless
our soul join the spirit
we are dead
unless we realise
this self realisation
we are not in the Book of Life
because Spirit is the Life Force
if at your time of death
your soul has not joined the Spirit
crossed the Bridge to find its way
to the light
then your memory got erased
and you are reborn
having forgotten everything
like in the Matrix
it is reloaded
and you are reborn
having to go through everything again
not remembering your past experiences
because your consciousness dies
the rest which is your subconscious
becomes your next consciousness (the reborn one)
and got again a Life Force to live
but the actual YOU
this "soul/experiences of this Life" (isn't it beautiful - these words ring so to me : "this soul of this life is you")
is lost...
as it does not get the Eternal Life...
Friday 23 October 2015
Vajrayogini - The Trauma Goddess
After that Vajra Goddess dream,
i had found such a nice article
that i wanted to post it
i find it is very pretty
i love the way it is written
and especially how "dark" symbolism
are explained
as some numbnuts
get into thinking
that God has some vampire facet lol
they should read the interpretation of
those "dark" symbols
as they are meant to be taken
also i love the last line
which says :
Who have taken on my dark grace
I open a path of shining light
the wording dark grace
is very cool!
first time i hear the word of grace
associated with dark
and it resonates
as to the dream i had
where there was a pit darkness
and in it i could feel it was so full
of divine presence
and this article
is above all else
in accordance
with what i know :
under pain and trauma
one needs to apply cycles
to push up meditation even more
only remain one thing
to apply!
which is first hard to remember
and when i do
i don't really wish to try
or if i try i don't try long enough
because by then the citta / consciousness
is so overcoming
and has such a strong handhold
that i feel like
some sleeper who is tinily half awake
or try to open eyes lid
can see
but has not the force
to wake up
cause when you do wake up
for real
from your pain and trauma
you know that you have won
as by then
is your witness state
that overpower your traumatised citta
Vajrayogini The Trauma Goddess
I am the diamond maiden, the player of games
The yogini is one of my forms
Showing that I am beyond earthly attachment
I am the shining revelation to the ascetic
The women in silk and roses
I am the harlot in black net and leather,
who gives enjoyable punishment
I am the glass bead master,
creating universes of form
And a spark of me is in each bead,
for I dwell in karma.
I am the Trauma Goddess,
the Lady of Pain
In return for devotion
I pull thorns from the heart
In return for obedience
I untie the knots in the belly and the head
I hold the vajra,
which gives and receives
I reshape family karma.
The Trauma Goddess is called for people in painful situations
Where anger and hatred block the path of the soul
I evaluate the benefits of revenge
And give better suggestions for spiritual growth.
I am not suited to polite society
To social striving, upward mobility, and making good impressions
I am radically honest, sensitive, brilliant, and blunt
I hold up a mirror to the best and worst facets of human life.
The Lady of Trauma is the mirror of pain
I reflect the disastrous ways that human beings interact
Then the reflections are stretched and distorted
With irony, and humor, and sadness
Loosening their grip on the heart
So that the person who seeks freedom
Can get a taste of being free.
My devotees pray:
Lady of Trauma, Lady of PainThis is their prayer and I hear it in their hearts
Ascetic and bhairavi and sannyasini and mistress
Pull me from the disaster I have made of my life
Save me from the evil machinations of others.
As they chant my mantra.
Savior, Lady, Mother Goddess, bodhisattva,I will give freedom,
Love me as I love you
I am desperate and bound
Free me by your grace.
but not without realization
Those who have been bound, bind others
Those who have suffered, cause suffering
I let them know how they have been affected
But also how they have affected others.
I do not wear bones because of death
I wear them because they represent what is beneath the surface
The blood that I drink is the evil karma of those that I save
And the karma is then halted and does not pass to others
I appear wrathful as I take on anger, hatred, fury, and the desire to destroy
Which are destroyed within me.
I am a dancer upon the pain of all mankind
I destroy the dark and corrupt
My compassionate side is hidden
But for those whom I love
Who have taken on my dark grace
I open a path of shining light
With pain and sorrow left behind.
source : http://www.buddhanature.com/buddha/vajrayogini.htmlhttp://www.buddhanature.com/buddha/vajrayogini.html
Thursday 15 October 2015
Vajra
ah this morning
got up early
meditated
and after felt so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy
so sweet is sleep
went back again to bed
then i thought i was awake
while i was having a vision
i tell you what
is like
you are in this 3D plane
and yet around you,
are other planes
which you can see
yes
it reminds me of the string theory
which says there are many dimensions
occupying one place..
this is WHY
at times
when i am having a vision
not a dream
but a vision
i know is real
because i am in my very SAME room/place
and doing same stuff
YET the people or person
i am seeing around me
are not the one of the 3D realm
is like people from other dimensions
are occupying this VERY place
and that fits totally
first time i realised today
the string theory
lol
who said science explains
not spirituality?
so lol
funny vision i had
i was sleeping in my bed
and suddenly
i saw a woman who entered my room
and while asleep
i said to myself
'why on earth they
allowed her to enter my room?'
i am sleeping for heaven sake!
hahaha
it was an indian lady
very joyous
she was waiting that i wake up
while sitting on my bed edge
but after meditation
i felt sooo tired
that i just felt dead tired
i had to sleep
i guess is my agnya who was getting purified
so i just saw her
to wait wait wait
and then she realised
i was too tired
she was sitting on my bed edge
and she left me the tray of sweets
she had brought to me
then still in my vision
i woke up
and saw the tray
and the sweets!
i exclaimed :
was real!
for i could literally
TOUCH the tray
and eat the sweets
i even remember
the feeling of the spoon
when i grabbed it
and i see myself
saying
incredible
the woman was real
for the sweets i am eating
are the very proof she left them for me
and thus she was there!
and the woman's name was Vajra
thing is i remembered
her name
cause i wondered
"what an uncommon name
never heard it"
i never knew
that such a name existed
and this morning
when i woke up
i really knew i met that woman
and had really eaten the sweet dish
i could enumerate what i ate
hmm yummy
and i ended up
checking on net
about the meaning of that name
and it happens to be
that it exists!
and not only so
but INDEED it is an indian name!
Vajra is a Sanskrit word meaning both thunderbolt and diamond.[1] Additionally, it is a weapon which is used as a ritual object to symbolize both the properties of a diamond (indestructibility) and a thunderbolt (irresistible force).
It is also known as Bajra/बज्र (Nepali), vajram (Tamil), bojro (Bengali), bajra (Malay), dorje (Tibetan),[1][2][3] dorji (Dzongkha), wajra (Indonesian), jīngāng, 金刚 (Chinese), geumgangjeo (Korean), kongōsho (Japanese) and Очир ochir / Базар Bazar (Mongolian).
The vajra is essentially a type of club with a ribbed spherical head. The ribs may meet in a ball-shaped top, or they may be separate and end in sharp points with which to stab. The vajra is used symbolically by the dharma traditions of Buddhism, Jainism and Hinduism, often to represent firmness of spirit and spiritual power.[4] The use of the vajra as a symbolic and ritual tool spread from India along with Indian religion and culture to other parts of Asia.
The five-pronged vajra (with four makara, plus a central prong) is the most commonly seen vajra. There is an elaborate system of correspondences between the five elements of the noumenal side of the vajra, and the phenomenal side. One important correspondence is between the five "poisons" with the five wisdoms. The five poisons are the mental states that obscure the original purity of a being's mind, while the five wisdoms are the five most important aspects of the enlightened mind. Each of the five wisdoms is also associated with a Buddha figure. (see also Five Wisdom Buddhas)
source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vajra
so i saw the goddess named Vajra..
and now it hit me
the day before
i saw a doorstep mate
with a four petal design
and i said to myself
"oh! again a four petal design"
as i keep seeing them nowadays
and now
i saw on net
that it is called a vajra!
which looks like a four petal flower...
and that woman represented it
woa
that is just my meeting
because i guess i was wondering about those 4 petals stuff
but still
there is no coincidence..
everything is linked
at least for that very specific
thing i can see it
it means the "signs"
that you get during the day
are not coming to you "randomly"
if they KEEP catching your attention
it means
they are from your higher self
and that something in you
is resonating with them
this is WHY they are standing out
otherwise they were always there
and you had never paid attention to them before
see?
and this is WHY
too my agnya was being purified :
The five poisons are the mental states that obscure the original purity of a being's mind, while the five wisdoms are the five most important aspects of the enlightened mind. Each of the five wisdoms is also associated with a Buddha figure.
see ? again
all that happen to be random
is actually linked
the fact of seeing a doormate with that vajra (and that symbol everywhere)
the fact of having that agnya purified
the fact of not knowing their meaning
found their reason to be when time was due
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