Vajra

ah this morning
got up early
meditated
and after felt so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy
so sweet is sleep
went back again to bed

then i thought i was awake
while i was having a vision
i tell you what
is like
you are in this 3D plane
and yet around you,
are other planes
which you can see

yes
it reminds me of the string theory
which says there are many dimensions
occupying one place..

this is WHY
at times
when i am having a vision
not a dream
but a vision
i know is real
because i am in my very SAME room/place
and doing same stuff
YET the people or person
i am seeing around me
are not the one of the 3D realm

is like people from other dimensions
are occupying this VERY place

and that fits totally
first time i realised today
the string theory

lol
who said science explains
not spirituality?

so lol
funny vision i had

i was sleeping in my bed
and suddenly
i saw a woman who entered my room
and while asleep
i said to myself
'why on earth they
allowed her to enter my room?'
i am sleeping for heaven sake!

hahaha

it was an indian lady
very joyous
she was waiting that i wake up
while sitting on my bed edge

but after meditation
i felt sooo tired
that i just felt dead tired
i had to sleep
i guess is my agnya who was getting purified

so i just saw her
to wait wait wait
and then she realised
i was too tired

she was sitting on my bed edge
and she left me the tray of sweets
she had brought to me

then still in my vision
i woke up
and saw the tray
and the sweets!

i exclaimed :
was real!

for i could literally
TOUCH the tray
and eat the sweets

i even remember
the feeling of the spoon
when i grabbed it

and i see myself
saying
incredible
the woman was real
for the sweets i am eating
are the very proof she left them for me
and thus she was there!

and the woman's name was Vajra

thing is i remembered
her name
cause i wondered
"what an uncommon name
never heard it"

i never knew
that such a name existed

and this morning
when i woke up
i really knew i met that woman
and had really eaten the sweet dish
i could enumerate what i ate
hmm yummy

and i ended up
checking on net
about the meaning of that name

and it happens to be
that it exists!

and not only so
but INDEED it is an indian name!

Vajra is a Sanskrit word meaning both thunderbolt and diamond.^[1] Additionally, it is a weapon which is used as a ritual object to symbolize both the properties of a diamond (indestructibility) and a thunderbolt (irresistible force).
It is also known as Bajra/बज्र (Nepali), vajram (Tamil), bojro (Bengali), bajra (Malay), dorje (Tibetan),^[1][2][3] dorji (Dzongkha), wajra (Indonesian), jīngāng, 金刚 (Chinese), geumgangjeo (Korean), kongōsho (Japanese) and Очир ochir / Базар Bazar (Mongolian).
The vajra is essentially a type of club with a ribbed spherical head. The ribs may meet in a ball-shaped top, or they may be separate and end in sharp points with which to stab. The vajra is used symbolically by the dharma traditions of Buddhism, Jainism and Hinduism, often to represent firmness of spirit and spiritual power.^[4] The use of the vajra as a symbolic and ritual tool spread from India along with Indian religion and culture to other parts of Asia.

The five-pronged vajra (with four makara, plus a central prong) is the most commonly seen vajra. There is an elaborate system of correspondences between the five elements of the noumenal side of the vajra, and the phenomenal side. One important correspondence is between the five "poisons" with the five wisdoms. The five poisons are the mental states that obscure the original purity of a being's mind, while the five wisdoms are the five most important aspects of the enlightened mind. Each of the five wisdoms is also associated with a Buddha figure. (see also Five Wisdom Buddhas)

source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vajra


so i saw the goddess named Vajra..

and now it hit me
the day before
i saw a doorstep mate
with a four petal design

and i said to myself
"oh! again a four petal design"
as i keep seeing them nowadays

and now
i saw on net
that it is called a vajra!
which looks like a four petal flower...

and that woman represented it
woa
that is just my meeting
because i guess i was wondering about those 4 petals stuff

but still
there is no coincidence..
everything is linked

at least for that very specific
thing i can see it

it means the "signs"
that you get during the day
are not coming to you "randomly"

if they KEEP catching your attention
it means
they are from your higher self
and that something in you
is resonating with them

this is WHY they are standing out
otherwise they were always there
and you had never paid attention to them before
see?

and this is WHY
too my agnya was being purified :

The five poisons are the mental states that obscure the original purity of a being's mind, while the five wisdoms are the five most important aspects of the enlightened mind. Each of the five wisdoms is also associated with a Buddha figure.


see ? again
all that happen to be random
is actually linked

the fact of seeing a doormate with that vajra (and that symbol everywhere)
the fact of having that agnya purified
the fact of not knowing their meaning

found their reason to be when time was due