Vajrayogini - The Trauma Goddess

After that Vajra Goddess dream,
i had found such a nice article
that i wanted to post it
i find it is very pretty

i love the way it is written
and especially how "dark" symbolism
are explained

as some numbnuts
get into thinking
that God has some vampire facet lol

they should read the interpretation of
those "dark" symbols
as they are meant to be taken

also i love the last line
which says :

Who have taken on my dark grace
I open a path of shining light 

the wording dark grace
is very cool!
first time i hear the word of grace
associated with dark

and it resonates
as to the dream i had
where there was a pit darkness
and in it i could feel it was so full
of divine presence

and this article
is above all else
in accordance
with what i know :

under pain and trauma
one needs to apply cycles
to push up meditation even more

only remain one thing
to apply!

which is first hard to remember
and when i do 
i don't really wish to try
or if i try i don't try long enough

because by then the citta / consciousness
is so overcoming
and has such a strong handhold
that i feel like
some sleeper who is tinily half awake
or try to open eyes lid
can see
but has not the force
to wake up

cause when you do wake up
for real
from your pain and trauma
you know that you have won

as by then
is your witness state
that overpower your traumatised citta


Vajrayogini The Trauma Goddess

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I am the diamond maiden, the player of games
The yogini is one of my forms
Showing that I am beyond earthly attachment
I am the shining revelation to the ascetic
The women in silk and roses
I am the harlot in black net and leather,
who gives enjoyable punishment
I am the glass bead master,
creating universes of form
And a spark of me is in each bead,
for I dwell in karma.
I am the Trauma Goddess,
the Lady of Pain
In return for devotion
I pull thorns from the heart
In return for obedience
I untie the knots in the belly and the head
I hold the vajra,
which gives and receives
I reshape family karma.
The Trauma Goddess is called for people in painful situations
Where anger and hatred block the path of the soul
I evaluate the benefits of revenge
And give better suggestions for spiritual growth.
I am not suited to polite society
To social striving, upward mobility, and making good impressions
I am radically honest, sensitive, brilliant, and blunt
I hold up a mirror to the best and worst facets of human life.
The Lady of Trauma is the mirror of pain
I reflect the disastrous ways that human beings interact
Then the reflections are stretched and distorted
With irony, and humor, and sadness
Loosening their grip on the heart
So that the person who seeks freedom
Can get a taste of being free.
My devotees pray:

Lady of Trauma, Lady of Pain
Ascetic and bhairavi and sannyasini and mistress
Pull me from the disaster I have made of my life
Save me from the evil machinations of others.

This is their prayer and I hear it in their hearts
As they chant my mantra.

Savior, Lady, Mother Goddess, bodhisattva,
Love me as I love you
I am desperate and bound
Free me by your grace.

I will give freedom,
but not without realization
Those who have been bound, bind others
Those who have suffered, cause suffering
I let them know how they have been affected
But also how they have affected others.
I do not wear bones because of death
I wear them because they represent what is beneath the surface
The blood that I drink is the evil karma of those that I save
And the karma is then halted and does not pass to others
I appear wrathful as I take on anger, hatred, fury, and the desire to destroy
Which are destroyed within me.
I am a dancer upon the pain of all mankind
I destroy the dark and corrupt
My compassionate side is hidden
But for those whom I love
Who have taken on my dark grace
I open a path of shining light
With pain and sorrow left behind.
 source : http://www.buddhanature.com/buddha/vajrayogini.htmlhttp://www.buddhanature.com/buddha/vajrayogini.html