Allahu Akbar intertwined with Ave Maria

Lotus Feet
at its center are the male/female energy in balance

male The unmanifested  -  Allahu akbar
and feminine/Power of Allah nourishes this inner desire which is naturally sprouting
and let IT manifest
for she knows it...

The Lotus of a Thousand Petals

Yesterday was our first day
for the preparation of the national seminaire in France

i liked that room be made for us
to be our best version of ourselves

call has been given:

SHINE YOUR LIGHT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN

this is the time of your life
TO BE WHAT YOU ARE

how many enterprises in life
call us,
no, allow us
to FREELY BE OUR BEST VERSION THAT WE HAVE EVER DESIRED?

how many people
have SINCERELY WISHED FOR IT?
as much as those who reached the place to EXPERIENCE IT TODAY.

people still are in wonderment about each other light
do not be silenced by it...
but see it
as the expression allowed of inner shining light

IF IT IS IN ME
THEN IT IS IN YOU
IT IS JUST FOR ALL OF US

TO ALLOW IT TO SHINE

do not raise one above another
but see it as the PERMISSION FOR YOU TOO to IT shine forth

what is this IT
that you keep praying to
while IT only wait
that you desire to LET IT SHINE through you

you are the KEY to the jewelry box
that you are too.

this is an invitation
do not remain silent or awe struck
otherwise it is like
a lightning striking a stubborn egg shell
which has hard time to crack open
lol

at the end of our sincere desire to organise this event
we prayed and bowed to the All pervading divine power within

which manifested
replied back to the heartfelt desire
of accepting the prayer at "Her lotus feet".

by the vision of the lotus feet Itself
pinned with white rose.

someone asked on net
"what lotus feet means?"

answer :
"Very good and sincere question.

Padam(feet) means source.

Lotus(kamalalaye) means the blooming lotus of awareness.

Souce of the mind is the blooming lotus of awareness.

Guru is nothing other than our own self,so his feet symbolically represent
the souce of our mind which is bloming lotus of awareness."


i find this beautiful : Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness

Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness

 Source of the Mind

is

the blooming

Lotus of awareness

Amazing isn't it?
Step back now,

Look,

doesn't it look like eye?

: )

all of this complicated dream,
pain and suffering
from in to out
to go back in, to our origin

and see that
there is nothing to see
but just our own Self


look at the meaning at the center of the Lotus :

source :

http://ownerlessmind.blogspot.fr/2013/05/the-lotus-of-thousand-petals.html

The Sahasrara Chakra is the seventh and highest centre of the subtle body, and is located at the crown of the head.

In this antique diagram, it is depicted as a white lotus of many petals. (In yoga texts, the Sahasrara is described as having a thousand petals).
At the centre of the lotus are the feet of the Supreme Being/Self. One is shown white, representing Shri Shiva (the masculine, un-manifest half of the Self), and one red, representing Shri Shakti (the feminine, creative half of the Self).
The trikona, or triangle, may represent the three qualities that pervade the universe: the creative, sustaining and destructive powers, enclosed by the circle of time.

A beautiful image from Indian devotional poetry reveals the crown of the head as a pedestal on which the cool, fragrant, lotus feet of the Divine may rest. In India, the feet of the Divine are considered to pour out blessings and auspicious vibrations, just as in Hindu mythology, the sacred Ganges, source of all sustenance, is said to flow from the feet of Lord Vishnu.

When a person's sahasrara opens, they experience Self-realisation. After this happens, Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi recommends daily meditation with the attention lightly on the sahasrara. Some ancient yoga texts say to put the attention on the brow centre, but these were probably written with the assumption that the aspirant would not yet have had self-realisation - an achievement considered very rare and difficult in previous times. Placing the attention at the crown for meditation, means that the awareness is above the distractions of the mental level, as the lotus of sahasrara blooms above the turbulent or murky waters of the lake of mind, and its petals repel the droplets of thoughts.

In Jewish mysticism, the Sephirot centre known as Kether (literally 'crown'), is similar in it's qualities to the Sahasrara of yoga philosophy. Situated at the top of the Tree of Life within the body, it represents pure consciousness and union with the Divine.

The mystical Sufi strain of Islam has a system of subtle centres known as latifas. The highest latifa: Akfha (the 'most subtle') is also located at the crown of the head, and is the point of unity where beatific visions of Allah are directly revealed.

Modern, New Age interpretations often depict the Sahasrara as having a violet or purple colour, but this is not seen in traditional paintings and scriptures. This probably comes from the idea that the colours of the chakras follow the colours of the rainbow, starting with red at the first centre, orange yellow green blue and violet. Traditionally, however, the white colour represents the purity of this centre, and its integration of all the elements and colours. White contains all colours. 

Sometimes it is described as a lotus of multicoloured petals, and often depicted as an inverted lotus, with the petals opening downward to release divine nectar and fragrance into the brain.

This South Indian temple is crowned by an inverted sahasrara lotus.

Posted by jeronimus at 3:30 PM

My story of Seeking Truth - how it started

It has been a whole month,
that i have not written.
: ) sometimes there is so much to say that i just say it outloud
tongue is faster than fingers to relate.

I can't believe how the God within has changed my whole life
within a year
and this God within,
who is the same in you
knows it all.

 i thank this Light for having cast its Gracious eyes upon me
for having saved me from that which i knew not
not only one time, but so many times
so that today, i am still alive

had i died, no one would have known it
and it would have made no difference to the world
it is like our departure add nothing nor remove anything from His Glory.

i had always wondered how is it?
it is because WE ARE this GLORY within!
ALREADY!

so nothing has to change
except the falsity of our mask
which has just to go dust
one just has to let go

to BE.

in uk, i had believe to have found the Absolute Truth.
it was the case.
but i had seen others having found it,
but never had I found it within!

the people i met there
were sufi
no denomination
just their look on their face, startled me

it was as if they had no ego,
no reaction
but were always enjoying
and especially i was intrigued by the "flowing"
all was flowing among them
no attitude,
it was all just there.

i entered the room
and they were talking of bhagva gita, holy bible
of yoga

and i was even more surprised
how could such sanity may emanate from them?

that was naked faith.

in france, i was used to hear about islam
from its historical background.

when i used to hear new convert stories,
and how they entered islam,
i just saw beauty coming from them
i used to call it naked faith
they never ever talked of caliphs etc.
as if it has to be part of faith... to KNOW historical facts
what about those new converts who were so beautiful and yet clueless
of historical facts, upon which muslim community is divided?

all i could just see from them was their sincerity
in their talk, on their spontaneous reaction, and in their manners
and a great yearning for The One
i used to feel it inside
as if it was a soft fire burning
which was hungry to see more of their face

so The One was their goal

but then, for me the horizon was sort of blocked
i could not see more

in uk, i learned the value of the People of the House,
meaning, "the purified ones" who belonged to the family of the prophet.

it was not a blood relationship only, which is being refered to
but a light relationship
a light flowing in these people, called the "people of the House", or "the purified ones"

House, as for House of God
it is by then, i saw in a vision, that my whole body was the Kaaba,
the Holy house of God,
THE BODY WAS THE TEMPLE OF GOD
soooo sacred and PURE

yet, i was so much in love with the dreams themselves
that i was unable to work upon this revelation
of KNOWING THE TRUTH
with the TRUE MIND
that indeed

I AM within, this sacred Light of God,
The Spirit breathed by Allah into Adam
that my true identity is ALL PURE
nothing to add, nor to retrieve
but just to let go
(otherwise it becomes the ego=the hoarding state, which leads to false identification)

when i was back in France
i was just desperate
i could not believe that God had again sent me back
among people
whom i used to look into their eyes
and i could see nothing
i could not find anymore
this strong beauty inside them
as i witnessed it over there

i could try to relate it to them
and in advance i knew they would never understand what i was talking about
yet, i went against my intuition
and told them what i sought in them and could not see
so desperate i had grown,
it was like the END of the world for me
i had the impression of dying every minute to say the least
a true dying
with its pain
and anguish that soon a real death with come
and i would depart without realising

the FACE OF GOD.

i could see in visions
small lights becoming one into the Big Light,
The Face of God

and i was there
and no one could see me.
and i kept looking into people eyes,
or at their face
and on the spot i knew,
"drop it, they can't see you"

because once you have seen the Standard of Truth
then, you know all the rest is fake
it is just that people themselves know it not.

so sincere some were,
they were really trying to bring me what i wanted
but that was all vain,
for they were using their mind to do it
they wanted to help me
that is by then i had a really heavy heart and i was pained
because i knew what i wanted
and they knew it not
and they could not bring it to me
so they too were pained for not being able to help me
and also because no one who has a heart
wish to see someone else in pain and not help

yet, while i was in pain,
i said to myself,
if really they were sincere for me,
if really they wished to help me
they would seek for truth for me
and for me, they would change
and desire what i desire

as myself i was like nailed
unauthorised to join the Light
at least they could, by seeing my genuine pain,
on my behalf, seek it for me, no?

but no one,
really no one
and that was my hardest and lowest time in my life,
EVER,
this i know,
i went to the deepest of despair
and i saw
there was no one
no one who COULD even while being sincerely wanting to help me
NO ONE could help me
because for the first time in my life i saw,
they could not help me, because they refused to help themselves FIRST

and i was waiting,
just waiting to God send person from nowhere
i had decided,
that i won't seek for anyone anymore

because a TRUTHFUL person
is the one who would see me,
and recognise me
he would know who i am,
what was my past,
and what i desire.

he would not just,
would not put limits
would not say this is right and this is wrong
he won't say that "it is too late",

he won't abandon me
as if it be limited time to be with me
out of time and space
was REAL
why?
because my desire for truth was, is and will always be REAL
be THERE

so WHY a "helper" would be limited to time and space?


i came to this natural conclusion,
for i had experienced dialogue among deaf and blind
i could tell them the Light i was seeking,
the Truth that i had witnessed in others
and now trying hardly to find it
but they could not realise that what i was seeking was otherworldly

you see, you can never know of another world
if you have only lived into this one.

it is like a baby who cannot even encompass what an adult life is.

so i had seen IT, witnessed IT, felt IT,
but it was all in OTHERS
never in me

and back in France
the only thing i wanted
was to go back to uk
to be again with people of Light, of Ease and Peace
people of this Flowing Life

i could not stand being there
and each day for me was heavier than the preceding one
everyday i used to get up and wonder
why am i still alive
why God has shown me Light and removed me from it
that was really feeling like going on the highest place ever possible
and then being crushed down equally, with the same strength.

Getting all that you have ever wanted, to witness the Light
and becoming right after so blind
i could not lit the light ...

then, as a last chance to myself
for that was my natural inner ultimatum
either i make it or i die
i wanted to KNOW for SURE
HOW MAY I KNOW THAT I BELONG TO GOD?!

the more i was trying to "go back" to the past
the more the past was becoming a story
and everyday i was feeling the light going away
i felt it also reducing in my heart
all was going away
and i was in sheer doubt,
how could i know what Truth is?

for if i had experienced Truth in UK
then it could not leave me?
for truth never leaves

but it has left,
and everyday as i said it,
i could feel less and less light in heart,
less joy and no more promises of Grace

so, how could i dare to wish for Truth now?
for, if i wish for it again, could i give it a chance doubtlessly?
after having hurt myself so much?

this puzzle was because of ONE word,
ASSOCIATION.

all that i experienced WAS INDEED TRUTH
but i took the light in others as being the one i had to grab OUTSIDE OF MYSELF
while these were JUST TRUE EXAMPLES, pointers, ayah, evidence, SIGNS
for me to do the SAME INSIDE OF ME.

and i made myself sick to death
for i could not grab a truth that was just an illusion.

truth, because the leader of these people has earned his own light,
he was self realised (meaning his inner energy;  kundalini had awakened)
but this i knew not before,

 while i had myself
to be RESPONSIBLE for my own inner awakening...

instead of seeing this same unity in him in me
i used to see myself worthless of it.
so i associated another concept to the one and ONLY truth :

that LIGHT is within me too!


so by then, i was stuck to the outside, and wondered:
how could i ever live, if i had lived the best of my wish already?
i had nothing to wish for, thus nothing to live for

i had hardly finished my higher studies
that i realised by looking ahead
that it is NOT the world i want to live in
i looked ahead and saw
i saw routine,
to get up, to work, to come back
and restarting this AGAIN
and inbetween, here and there some joyous moments
as if one is a thirsty person who has TO WAIT FOR MOMENTS OF JOY
OF TRUTH

and just to get married and have children
and themselves they will start again the same circle
i was appalled
was it this? this was LIFE?
NO! that is NOT what i had imagined or expected,
it could not be SO FIXED
and how could people be satisfied just with it?

if i was created
if i was given a brain to ponder
a heart to desire
it was NOT to limit them to that vision!

and if a wish exists, then OBVIOUSLY
it has been created to be EXPERIENCED
it has been created so that it may see itself!
at some point, somewhere!
but it has to be so
however long it takes
it has to be so,

i have to see it
admire it
the wish has to feel the peace to have reached its goal
otherwise WHY it would exist?

Gracious God is ALL GOOD
then there has to be a solution.
somewhere

i sought for Absolute Truth,
i sought for another level of life
the one i am certain of
with no doubt
that be EXACTLY as my heart would desire it
all satisfied with it

it is said time is short
waste it not
then, i wanted that all of my past time also be reactualised
into a time all blessed
to its maximum of its potential

like a seed, it has ALL in it,
so i wanted God to make it GROWS to its maximal potential EVER

to reach the place
for which the Messengers and prophets have been sent
and to reach it as never ever any man or woman has!

i wanted to know
WHAT THE MESSAGE OF THE MESSENGERS IS

for God sake,
what is the MESSAGE?
we keep saying it,
but no one tells it clearly
WHAT IS THE MESSAGE?

IN CONCRET MANNER
in what terms it revolutions LIFE?
what is then the denial we are into?
for it there is a message, it means before we ARE in ignorance and denial.
but people are ready to hammer the fact there is a message,
but not the consequence that you have to be dead ready to accept your own denial! to see it!FINALLY.

LA ILAHA ILLA ALLAH
why do you think, the MESSAGE called affirmation of faith, starts with a NEGATION?
we negate our current FALSE state,
of identification with CONCEPTS

SO THAT
FINALLY

We may REALISE
KNOW WITH THE TRUE MIND
not with the ego!

THAT WE ARE
THE PURE LIGHT WITHIN
I AM THAT I AM.

QUL HU WALLHU AHAD
Say I AM THE ONE

yes, i have the right to desire it
for it is from my heart
for God has created me for IT!
i have not been created in vain
and i have been created with free will

and what if my heart wish was that?

to be the BEST version of a human being?
not caring on any duality of male or female,
nor being limited by traditions,
or letting it lessened by any notions such as "too late",
"it is past", "time has been wasted", "you are not qualified for it"
"this is for such and such kind of elite"

always conditions,
never open FIELD of LOVE

can't we wish for that kind of Life goal?

and why being ashamed of our heart desire?
who are faceless people, theories or concepts
to tell you what you should desire or not?

is it not enough to have a natural desire, for it to be VALID?

it is.
and it is the case for everyone too.
it all depends on our true desire,
and our natural persistence for it.

i knew not what i was concretely seeking
all i knew was that i would recognise it when i see it.

that it has to be a CERTITUDE to me
and no-doubt state should be its mark.

i gave my inner ultimatum
to myself
that Heaven and earth are witness,
i did my best
and that now i take the quran, with the intend to find God.

life has no meaning
if you are not satisfied with it

in uk, even the simplest thing was joy and happiness to me
because inside, was a storehouse of rejoicement
rejoicing with the company of likehearted people
just their company made my heart filled with this happiness
with no reason

but i was still dependent on the outside
they were with their own light
and i was brought their just to witness
and understand that this very joy is within me.

but so far, my life has never given me this testimony that
this light and joy is within me
so i could not value such conclusion

"how come? if it had been within me
i wouldn't have missed it!
i would have not led such a miserable life

you see, never people like to realise
after having toiled so much
that they could have led a nicer life a lot more easier

because it is ego-breaking to them, heart-breaking as they call it,

it is the fatal moment when you have to surrender to that ease and peace.

but we are afraid,
afraid that we wasted so much time?
all of this for nothing?

yes, to break through time and space,
we have to surrender
totally
without inner hiding
to the truth
that this Light, of ease, peace and more
has always been within
and we have been blind to IT.

Attention and Awareness

why when we are tested
we again fall into the corruption of attention
EVEN if previously to the test we are warned?

it is BECAUSE we are ATTACHED to the "obeject of the test",
IDENTIFIED with it.
and the PRESSURE put on it/the test,

is THERE to show us our attachement/false identification.

so even if you are previously warned,
the warning served not you to be freed
for YOU have to REALISED ON THE SPOT
the fall of your attention/ the link of it

to REALISE that you are ABOVE the object,
which is the experience of the mind/projection of it
so as your real nature is ABOVE

you ARE that AWARENESS of that pressure.

you are not the pressure
nor the object of pressure
nor UNDER pressure

but ABOVE the pressure
for you are the Pure awareness of it.

Light in the Present

God is Ever Present
and He shines

"It's in our nature to look back & regret our mistakes.
I hope you value the present & love every minute of it "

• Kimberly Kirberger


You are luminous, or your face radiates that light,
only when your dark path is enlightened by your soul
when your soul is happy, it glows, hence the light

and your soul is happy when you align yourselves with it
when you feed it with its light
which is :


to listen to it in the present
and respond to it

and you can do this BECAUSE of YOUR AWARENESS of its need in the PRESENT.


This is why when it is said
"to be kept in the dark"
it simply means not to be AWARE of the present
of an aspect of the present state


for the present is light,
is all clear
it is bright clear obvious and there.

In the Present

at times in the present, things and place and vision look foggy
it is when we do not pay attention to the element of the present
this is why every new day is a present to us
for us to clean our eyes and be settled in the very now

and when we are, then things look brighter
attention is not jailed in a far off future
not blocked into the past
but it is in the present

it IS in the present
and then you realise that the Present
is the RIGHT for you to BE
to Exist.

Word, Energy and Change

empty words
are empty for they are just words and people may not live the experience that we are sharing IN them

so the words are dead

but The Word
is Living
when it CAN give you the message/the experience of the speaker

and it can only do so when it is charged with vibes.


The Word
Living
the Experience
=
The Verb

and not only it conveys,
but it TRANSMUTE and TRANSFORM
for it is a power

as nuclear power transmute at the dna level the genes
and transform thus the fruits which are so much mishaped

but the pure energy of God
is transmuting us ALSO!
and transform us, our face and traits
as it DOES to the flowers and nature

but it is a magic or miracle for us
for when we see that happening to a human being
while it is SO casual with nature
we are shocked, or bewildered.

why being bewildered when a human being is more complex than a flower
and it could ten times MORE be beautifully transform into a new creation?
moulded by the Hands of God.

kiss : )

Thoughtless consciousness

i was running the stairs
and suddenly when i sat down,
my mind went blank, and it was all silence
with no thoughts at all

and i could even try to watch (?) the silence in my head

then, i tried to use thoughts to see what will happen.

it felt as if thoughts could not rise
and when they could
they would die
as if they were lacking air

then, again, i observed
this time i felt as if they could not progress in their length

as in this extract, where thoughts are growing USUALLY so :

"Thought -- to call it by a prouder name than it deserved -- had let its line down into the stream.  It swayed, minute after minute, hither and thither among the reflections and the weeds, letting the water lift it and sink it, until -- you know the little tug -- the sudden conglomeration of an idea at the end of one's line:  and then the cautious hauling of it in, and the careful laying of it out?  Alas, laid on the grass how small, how insignificant this thought of mine looked; the sort of fish that a good fisherman puts back into the water so that it may grow fatter and be one day worth cooking and eating."

-Virginia Woolf

so, they were not progressing in their development,
it was as if they were hurting a wall and crashing and dying
they could not stand erected
they had to die

actually at the end thoughts do die
it is just that it is better they die before we die
so that we die in a FREED state.


again, i watched and tried to raise thoughts,
and this time i felt like they could not even be raised
and stand
for they were lacking a backing,
the backing of attention!

so they were born by the attention,
meaning like thoughts are charcoal being born/carried by waggons of a train
and there was no attention/waggon to bear them...
so it meant that the whole attention at this very moment was NOT on the thoughts
but where? on the spirit? i feel not, for i was not feeling joy
so they were where? on the central channel, i guess. though i could not feel the vibes.

and finally, i watched again,
and that time i felt they were just lacking the strength to stand up
so they were lacking life force/fuel to exist

then, it hit me that air/attention/fuel of life force
they were in a way all elements air/ether?/fire

so it does make sense that when we get the five elements under control
(like our digestion is NOT under our conscious control, but in the subconscious level it is being operated,
so once we can control even our digestion, heart beat etc. then we are in full charge, mastery of our selves, so are we on the five elements. and we can  control it only when light/vibes SINK into it, deep down.)

yes, it is all about where we place our attention,
when placed on the central channel and on the vibes,
then we are detached and this make us free.

but when attention is itself attached to elements then these elements are feeding our own dependency
and strengthening our thoughts linked to them, for they are the base of them.

when is there no surrender?

"it was like solving a problem with no answer
(may be because there is no problem , so there is no answer - thus you just submit to that idea and that is your freedom)

you had a problem and no matter how hard you try you could never find the solution,
 that's why it was so hard
but you did not want to admit that

it was hard when i was trying not to be shaken by those feelings, but when i admitted "i have completdly given up to this kid"

once i surrendered to that, it was not hard anymore
now it is fun."

during the first 13mins of the following korean movie
 Playful Kiss : Full Episode 14 (Official & HD with subtitles)

Song from Nineteen - Movie

This is the song from the movie "Nineteen",
which is about living your dreams.

Uploaded on May 5, 2011

This is a song Seung-Ri sings in the movie "Nineteen 19" with T.O.P and it's amazing! Enjoy! :) Lyrics are amazing.

English Translation Lyrics:

Are you alright, Is everything okay? You left without a trace going off to another world.

After time passes and i'am reborn i will tell you that i love you first. All the things i have wanted to say to you, I'll confess my love to you, That one person that i have loved...If were able to meet tomorrow , Greet me with a smile and tell me you have been well. You are the only one for me, I miss you so much. I'm brave enough to say this now, I've always wanted to say..I love you.

                           

Romanised version of the lyrics

goldenarpo 1 year ago

Chonma sanguaromnayo Nande keumchaleumgayo Hamlumchumbi eopshi Tareum sesanguro horo Humchogto eopshi tanagapori Sewae ginago nado Tachi teyonandaedo Kutenun naega munjo Sarahundago malhake Neyane kuteta haji motetona ye Kubegurchol nalke nonun Neaga saranghae tondanamsaram Heopshi naedo naegta shimannamyon Kutegu hanamnisoro naege amniojoyo Kude chalchi naegowinnun goejo Narun saranghae jultanansaram Pokoshipun mankamjulha naeyo Ijenmalhae suyisoyo itegkolkangikeyo Kuman kude saranghaeyo ijen

Sufi and let vibes sink in you and to keep balance breathe light by your forehead, window to your soul

Solar language
hindi also from it, suriay, suraj

language spoken by saints
313 which speak of wmanaging worldly affairs
then the 7

do that :
connect with the Rabb,
which is a blinding light
so you cannot connect directly
and get burned like the bani israel
who asked to see God
- they were not ready to see His Light
unless their ki channels were purified and opened -
the 70s which got burned

but go through His invitation
through the Light of the Rassoul
enter through the door not the window
as said in the quran

I am the City and the Door is Ali,
said the light of the prophet

Ali i feel represent the masculine part of the light of the prophethood
and Fatimah its feminine part
the shiva/shakti in sanskrit term
so it is on the symbolism level
as to the right cultivation
balance the feminine and masculine quality in you
so that you become insan-e-kamil = perfect man,
muhammad ( the praiseworthy one)

what for a role model ? if not to be come it or near to it
INTRINSICALLY on our OWN scale?


25 value of the word Rassul
so is 25 for the letter Alif

66:12
surah mariam
about Ruh with the kalimati au pluriel
the One which shows the multitude

She - The Matrix

and the Word, les paroles
Ummi, Mother of ALL
OM

Ali alaihi salam
solar lanagueg
as khizr alaihi salam (the Green Man)

who translate the solar language to teaching customised to time and place
imam Ali alaihi salam translated it for the arabs, he did this job.

i wish to be this Mary alaihi salam
this prophetess
so beautiful was her smile when in her light she was beaming with joy
while cleaning her small place/room where she was living.

the Light of all that is
let it get connected to you
for rushes of waves come for now - in this very blessed period of time
energetically speaking it is everywhere

we JUST to be ready to
get them absorbed
and let them sink into your deep subsconsciousness
when you dream you have no control over these places in your subsconsciouness, isn't it?
this mud (for it is like a river mud where no running water, running water clean you ON THE SPOT)
let it get the light
the cave of plato, very good reference to read
it shows you literally speaking your true condition

let not only your mind, or heart even
but your WHOLE CELLS
from the deepest of the deepest
of your subconsciousness
to receive this Light


so let them receive the light of Rabb,
all that is in you
receive connect and sink deep within
let it rejoice in all the cells of your body

let you increase in vibrations
till the highest that could ever exist
let you receive all the teachings of the 25 Rassoul
and receive and complete all that has ever been created for this earth and you.


............

reptilians (energy other than light in simple term)
have only been feeding from your energy
to get your soul
for they are not humans
we are separated from our archetype in heaven
by being there
we have to go back

let yourself shine more than it has
you have lost nothing

For ramadan, and seclusion,
some advice :

do the
itikaf
astaghfirullah
always in wudu
la ilaha illa Allah

for the purification

then do the quran
and the darood sharif
which is the source of the 4 other elements
bringing them the equilibrium.

let the presence of Rassoul Allah
become the permanence of yours.
let your vibrations be raised to the highest
to a level reached by none

Keep in touch

golden age - You are God, i become your hand with which you seize, your feet with which your walk...
silver age - you are in heaven of God - you get deluded in the separation and enjoy the garden
there is a He

bronze age - heroism of Ulysse, Hercules to near God by your own strength, use of metal to wage wars (War of Troyes)

metal - there is no God
our age


all live at the same time in different ages, right now...
thing is

you remember it when you are with the right people, with the collective
with higher vibrations
this is why said do not frequent useless groups

and away from them,
you get amnesic and lose the handle
to open the door
you even forget there is a door

So,
keep in touch.

Archetype

Archetype of us that we are separated from
is our God Source we are divided/separated from
this is the fall....

Let it connect on the forehead :
on forehead is "Rabb",
the light of soul ascending there,
is our Rabb

and let it sink and pervade and love and RESONATE into each cells of yours...

let it sink in the parts of your self, deep down in your subconscious, which are not yet submitted
look at which part of yourself within is not a muslim and let it cleanse it.

Quote

Be YOU
be TRUE

LOVE WHAT YOU DO.

-quote from an east asian movie

Local creativity and innovation

Now when i look at people walking in street
it is like there is an outer power which has stage them in a drama
and they live their life thinking they are queen and kings, while in truth
they are just puppet.

it is like when you give someone 0,1% while he used to be ignorant
and when he got it, he believes he is a king
but if he knew that his right to inherit the 99,9% is already his
then he would never feel himself in this prison as a king
but really as a slave
actually he can't believe that he is being stolen of a beautiful energy
which already belong to him
but only due to his ignorance to access it
he is losing it everyday
by wasting a mean to survive
while he could live.

same,
when i heard someone saying to another
we are ready to serve you
i wondered who on earth you think you are to be more ready to serve or find a solution for me
i could do it with those who likewise wish for it

because under this wrong pretext of serving
actually you take no part in the creation process
all the equipment and gadget you see around,
how many of them are coming from your own hand?
produced by you?
most of them came from what is called "companies"
behind some make believe stories of successful young people
introduce them as creators of new ideas.
this is all a make up.

there ARE true innovators and creators
but they are NOT being promoted
unless this be under the name of some company
for the monopole to be secured.

but when local creativity will be promoted
this if France potential
then, true creativity and innovation will outpour here
and everyone will be empowered!
and not a brand name who will empower "them".

we are ALL in charge of ourselves
we ALL have the POWER WITHIN

but we just do not know it.

Advise to invite you to rise from failure and let it go to find your own happiness

apni zingui ke bare mein
About your life

apni pehchan ke bare mein
About recognising your own self/identity

neh tarike se socho
Think in a new way

and if old time let you pain
then forget it.

This is the advice of a mother to a guy who deviated and could not let go of his past mistake,
he just wish to come back to the past,
and in the process could not bear the pain of seeing the one had left, her former wife, be happy without him.

so he wanted back his family, for he had failed in creating a new one for which he had dropped the former one.

So for his own goodness, her mother told him : you repented, you realised your own mistake,
now, let it go, and you took get your happiness as your former partner did, by no more clinging to past but by tapping into the free ocean of abundance in the PRESENT.

My prayer to God

I really wish so much to be freed from my past "bad" experiences and regrets
for whatever i do, i always come back to them as a point of reference to make things out,
which is insane.and so much tiring.
they are weighing down my back
such a heavy burden they are, 
and prevent me to progress FAST on my way.

I wish so much to commit myself in the experiences i choose,
not to go into them on tip-toes,
but really to fully invest myself,
with all of my heart, mind and soul.
and not doubt, and so allow myself to be the best of myself when i do them.
Doubt is such a waste of time, and eater of our good potential and prevent us to realise them,
to be our whole true self.

And finally, I wish so much to be free from the bonds and burden of what others thinks of me
of what they may think, do, say, worry about
for their goals are not my goals
nor my goals will ever be theirs,
at least in this period of time or life time
then why are their worries which are not mine,
still burdening me?
why am i caring for their worries, while they are not, and this i know, not mine?
they are not justified, nor real to me.
then, why do i allow them to play this role also in my life?
they can play this role, for it is their path and choice of it,
but it is NOT mine, so why they wish to over shadow me with their own worries?
if you really wish good to your beloved ones,
aren't you suppose to give them this "credit of trust"?
to trust that they are seeking and WILL find themselves?
to trust that the way they are choosing it is for them to realise their best potential?
then, why the worry? why the choking of others?
why don't you let it be?

I wish to be free from them
if i am the arrow of the bow,
then the bow should let go...
how to achieve this peace of mind?

I wish to be free from all fears,
and just be sure, and happy and finally eternally still to what I AM.

Where is Daddy? Papaoutai

Love this song,
have you noticed?
we like a song when it is associated with an experience

this one was being played on and on, during the Shakti week end ; ) lol

Papaoutai

Dites-moi d'où il vient
Enfin je saurais où je vais
Maman dit que lorsqu'on cherche bien
On finit toujours par trouver
Elle dit qu'il n'est jamais très loin
Qu'il part très souvent travailler
Maman dit travailler c'est bien
Bien mieux qu'être mal accompagné
Pas vrai?
Où est ton papa?
Dis moi où est ton papa!
Sans même devoir lui parler,
Il sait ce qui ne va pas.
Hein sacré papa!
Dis moi où es-tu caché!
Ça doit
Faire au moins mille fois que j'ai
Compté mes doigts
Hé!
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Ou t'es, ou t'es où papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Ou t'es, ou t'es où papa, où t'es?
Quoi, qu'on y croit ou pas
Y aura bien un jour où on n'y croira plus
Un jour où l'autre on sera tous papa
Et d'un jour à l'autre on aura disparu
Serons-nous détestables?
Serons-nous admirables?
Des géniteurs ou des génies?
Dites nous qui donne
Naissance aux irresponsables
Ah dites nous qui, tient,
Tout le monde sait
Comment on fait des bébés
Mais personne sait
Comment on fait des papas
Monsieur je-sais-tout
en aurait hérité, c'est ça.
Faut l'sucer d'son pouce ou quoi?
Dites nous où c'est caché,
Ça doit...
Faire au moins mille fois qu'on a
bouffé nos doigts
Hé!
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Ou t'es, ou t'es où papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Ou t'es, ou t'es où papa, où t'es?
Où est ton papa?
Dis moi où est ton papa!
Sans même devoir lui parler,
Il sait ce qui ne va pas.
Hein sacré papa!
Dis moi où es-tu caché!
Ça doit...
Faire au moins mille fois que j'ai
Compté mes doigts
Hé!
Où est ton papa?
Dis moi où est ton papa!
Sans même devoir lui parler,
Il sait ce qui ne va pas.
Hein sacré papa!
Dis moi où es-tu caché!
Ça doit...
Faire au moins mille fois que j'ai
Compté mes doigts
Hé!
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Ou t'es, ou t'es où papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Où t'es? Papa, où t'es?
Ou t'es, ou t'es où papa, où t'es?

Submitter's comment:

I love this song, it's a true written story about a boy who wants to find his father.

English

Papa, where are you?

Versions: #1#2

Tell me where he came from
Then I'll know where to go
Mama always says when we look really hard
We'll find what we've lost
She says he is never very far away
He often heads off to work
Mama says working is much
Better than being in bad company
Not true?
Where is your Papa?
Tell me, where is your Papa?
Without you having to tell him,
He knows what's hurting you.
Hey damn Papa,
Tell me where you're hiding!
I must have counted at least
A thousand times, to ten
Hé!
(alluding to hide-and-seek game)
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you, where are you, Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you, where are you, Papa, where are you?
Even, whether we believe it or not
There'll be a day we'll believe it no more
One day or another, we'll all be the Papa
And from one day to another, we'll also have vanished.
Will we be hated?
Will we be loved?
Forefathers or geniuses
Tell us...who gives birth
To irresponsible men?!
Come on, tell us who does?
Everyone knows
How babies are made
But no one knows
How fathers are made
Mister Know-it-All,
It's in our blood, that's it.
Should I suck this out of my thumb or what?
Tell me where I can find the answer.
It must be at least a thousand times that
I've sucked my fingers dry.
Hey!
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you, where are you, Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you, where are you, Papa, where are you?
Where is your Papa?
Tell me, where is your Papa?
Without you having to tell him,
He knows what's hurting you.
Hey damn Papa,
Tell me where you're hiding!
I must have counted at least
A thousand times, to ten
Hé!
Where is your Papa?
Tell me, where is your Papa?
Without you having to tell him,
He knows what's hurting you.
Hey damn Papa,
Tell me where you're hiding!
I must have counted at least
A thousand times, to ten
Hé!
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you, where are you, Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you? Papa, where are you?
Where are you, where are you, Papa, where are you?


source : http://lyricstranslate.com/en/papaoutai-papa-where-are-you.html

Soul Purpose

Very good extract :

Commentary by Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan:

 

One may ask, 'What is the best way for a person to understand his life's purpose?'

If one follows the bent of one's own mind, if one follows the track to which one is attracted, if one follows one's own inclination, which is not satisfied with anything else, one feels, 

'There is something waiting for me (which one does not know at the time), which will bring me satisfaction.' 

Besides, if one is intuitive and mystical, it is easier still, because then one is continually told what is the purpose of one's life. For nature has such a perfection of wisdom. 

One sees that the insects are given the sense to make their little houses and to protect themselves and make a store of their food. The bees, who have the gift of making honey, are taught how to make honey.

So nature has taught every soul to seek its purpose. 
It has made every soul for that purpose, and it is continually calling that soul to see that purpose. 
If the soul does not hear the call and sleeps, it is not the fault of nature, which is continually calling. 
Therefore, if I were to say in a few words, how to find one's purpose, I would say: by waking from sleep.

   http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/I/I_IV_1.htm


hmm, so far so good, 
this extract brings already a direction, 
it points to the first step 
that most people do not realise 
by even looking at how one could 
like creation is taught by nature
be taught as well 

this is by the way 
what "ummi" means
when refering to the prophet 

it does not mean illiterate
which is a wordly word, meaning too narrow 
it means that it is not taught by books
but by the divine inspiration
as the bee is taught by divine inspiration
how to built its hive.


so call is always there
it all depends if we WAKE up to it or not.

this is the part where no one tells how to wake up.

except for lately, 
when i have been told, 

that when you close eyes
you see things which comes from your "dead" mind
what you see are residues of your day/life
which keeps circling in you.

hence, "dead"
hence it is said that sleep is the sister of death/small death

now, 
there are TRUE dreams, 
in the sense that 
in our TRUE self we NEVER sleep

hence the ayah ul kursi :
The Evidence of the Throne (translated) :

2.255: Allah is He besides Whom there is no god, the Ever living, the Self-subsisting by Whom all subsist; slumber does not overtake Him nor sleep; whatever is in the heavens and whatever is in the earth is His; who is he that can intercede with Him but by His permission? He knows what is before them and what is behind them, and they cannot comprehend anything out of His knowledge except what He pleases, His knowledge extends over the heavens and the earth, and the preservation of them both tires Him not, and He is the Most High, the Great.

http://www.duas.org/Misc/aayat_alkursi.html

a True Self 
never sleep 
no slumber , no tiredness nor sleep

this is our true permanent Self which is also called Archetype by Allah 
near the Throne of Allah, the Kursi (though i have to double check the word kursi and Throne)
but grossly speaking this is the idea

when we are IN IT 
then we are never tired
nor do we sleep
and we have nothing to do anylonger with this world

hence when the prophet said, 
i never sleep, my heart is always awake
The one that has reached enlightenement, 
meaning experiencing this True Self of his
is never asleep

and the dreams exist no more
he has no more dreams.

Though, i know that true dreams and visions exist, 
as the prophet used to have them
so ... ?

may be the world is not dream but Life experienced be it in an outer state of "sleep" of the body or not.
so the true dreams
are when the Ever-present Light of God is been showered
and we LET it pierce and enter into us 
and let it go deep down in our subconsciousness 

so that nothing in a way is given
but only revealed

like when you lit up a dark room
light does not bring with it a new room with accessoires
but they were already there 
except that one could not see till light came

yet, another questions come, 
what is this "transformative energy" then?
so it means that light DOES transform our room by bringing new accessoires?

 

The two seas

In a movie,
the woman was only wishing to live in the tomorrow
the man was only living in the past

but the tomorrow said to the past
that it never proposed
for them to be married
united
in the present

in the quran,
“He has let loose the two seas (the salt water and the sweet) meeting together. Between them is a barrier which none of them can transgress” [ar-Rahmaan 55:19-20]

i always wondered at the two seas
today i felt the sweet one is the one turned towards the future
it is always sweet dream in the planning ahead
and the bitter is the past one cannot let go, for it is filled with regrets

yet, somehow the next translation as it is translated makes no sense
one has to find true meaning of the arabic word to get it

for the next verse gives the hint :

From both of them emerge pearl and coral.

That has to be the consequences of the marriage/melting of both seas 
it creates jewels in the present.
 

AGNES BALTSA - Aspri méra ke ya mas

: ) Very pretty music and song

Michael Vamvakousis 5 months ago

For anyone that likes to know the meaning of the lyrics 

"I will water with my teardrops Those bitter times, those sad summers, 

That I had to spend with you. 

With lifeless doves (hopes) My skies each dawn were filled. 

I will return, sad Virgin Mary, Farewell, weep not. 

Do not let your grieving heart get you down.

 Just say, "Never mind, A brighter day will dawn for us". 

Apollonios Pergaios

4 months ago (edited)

PRECISE TRANSLATION:
I will water time with a salty teardrop of mine
for I've learned to spend close to you, bitter summers.
With lifeless doves the dawn has filled the sky
I will return, sad Virgin,
Farewell, do not cry your heartache.
Learn, to not hang a talisman, to say "Never mind",
The white day, will also come for us.

GREETINGS FROM HELLAS :)