Fire Kundalini

 Since three days, 

whenever I close my eyes

I just see a huge fire

yellow flames in the center

and red one on the outside

flaming the whole time

myself I am sitting in front of it

at some point 

last time

it dawn on me 

after I felt a big hit in the mental space

that with fire we carve images in the mind

these are hypnotic 

we live in these images 

another world is a dream

the life we live is in an hypnotic mental state 

where we have created these images and this dream 

but we, as attention, got so much sucked in 

that there is a symbiosis between the mind and the image in the fire

once I jerked back out of it

then I had a good headache

imaging being plugged for years

once you are unplug 

how do you think your mind will feel?

that was like this.

This is why the more you look for something

you will never see this thing

because you are it

once unplugged

then you can see the fire

and that thing will be in the realm of the fire

from there you can see it

Underworld and the Higher Self

 At the beginning of my meditation 

 I saw myself sitting in meditation with the root chakra in touch with the earth 

I could see the earth from a vertically sliced perspective

there below a drop of water was engulfing a hell like realm in it

and linked back to the root chakra

Before flushing it

with attention I made sure that it remains contained in the plasma drop 

like the foetus is in a plasma

then I enlarge the plasma to get a bigger bubble around it

so that when I flush it, it does not disperse but remain contained.

At the end of my meditation 

I saw the Space 

the stars 

and the outlined body of a meditating Buddha 

sitting in the above

in the constellation 

as his body was all made from space and stars 

and the outline was made in a shiny silver like colour

lent from the star light surely

I feel like calling it my Higher Self.

Progress in meditation

Finishing my morning meditation:

I got a the vision of a fire that was lit and grew so high, meters high.

Then, scene shifted to tibetan monks meditating in a cave, but their back were screwed with fake metallic squeleton on top of their spines, like in the movie Equilibrium.

Spirit said, this is symbolic of their rigidity, as they use their right side to cultivate, the mind.

Then scene shifted to a huge Cobra standing in its tail, and coming out of a cool breezy fog.

Again, was told is a very good sign about the growth of my kundalini.

After, I saw some symbolism about the laziness of mine, just saw white bed which split opened in two like a door.

I guess this is the next purification of the entity in me.

Haven't seen it yet. 

Was told like for laziness, to purify laziness you need to go slowly.

True, I'd say like a seedling that makes it way through the rocks to the sunshine.

Be persistent and constant. Little by little and lose not the vision of the goal.

Oh at the end, I was told 

Why I do not read the bible, as I (Spirit) did read the whole Quran.

So now am on read gospel of Thomas.

At the end, it was said:

"Water still by 28. I need to go now. End meditation".

Lol I didn't get it first what it meant.

Then, when I opened eyes, saw the clock, it was past 27.

Then, I realised, end of meditation now as attention/connection with spirit comes to a  standstill for now.

The Firmament and the churning

I saw there were curtains folded up on side of the window.

And this is the agnya.

The both channels are covering up the agnya this way.

Some people play with agnya to see in astral. But know it is only the window.

Go for the door/exit instead, in the sahasrara.

This exit on top of Sahasrara is directly linked to an Axis in the upper Spheres, I call it the Firmament. As it is beautiful.

The constellations in there rotate like a disk and turn your axis in the Sahara and this in turn, spirit said, opens more nadis.

It reminds me of the churning of the sea in indian scriptures.

Also, this is awesome when I saw that!

All my upper body is cool now lol 

While writing this.

 Sahara ra is cool and i feel silence in head and it is flowing till elbows.

Time to meditate for lunch break i guess!

Kiss 

The fighting gods and the Matrice

 The dream.was real, I felt it as if I was living it, like in a day. 

I could touch, smell, feel the actions of the gods, of the fighting gods.

For I saw what happened eons before, in space, there were like 3 gods which were fighting.

But their fight was particular, I would call them Titans, Huge, Powerful gods.

They were throwing at each other their own sun.

Formidable blasts were occuring!

After the dream, I asked the Spirit, it said that this was the war in heaven, the big bang.

Power. 

They were tied and one to their environment.

The sun was not an outer sun only, it was a star tied to their VERY OWN being, and they were so deftly MASTERING AND STIRRING IT and throwing it. It was a POWERFUL MASTERY.

But oh so destroying, not to say stupid, as it seems story repeat itself.

 Today, during my yoga session, all of sudden I felt SO POWERFUL, i mean i felt a rush of power that explained me, rather gave me the above insight about being one with your environment and mastering it at your will.

Humans now are unaware 

Yogi know have little awareness but still,

I was given this insight during the yoga,

THE POWER is not power, as you think of this word, lol it is so corrupted word as people take it subjectively.

No. 

Power is the PURE BILLION WATTS OF ELECTRICITY going through you and THEREBY HEIGHTENING YOUR SENSES!

THIS IS HOW WHAT YOU KNOW OR FEEL AS PER YOUR HUMAN ABILITY is let's call it water colored vision of the world, it reflects your already fainting power of perception.

But,

Once the Juice go through, this is an ATOMIC BIRTH OF A STAR! WHICH EXPLODES YOUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM IN A GOOD WAY!

YOU CAN FULL FORCE SEE, SMELL, HEAR.

IT IS YOUR SENSES, BROUGHT BACK TO YOU!

BUT THIS TIME, it is vivid colors, and it is moving flow of images and life itself.

IT IS 

IN BRIEF,

THE LIFE YOU NEVER EVER LIVED!

And YET WHICH IS YOUR BIRTHRIGHT!

BE GOD. 

YOU ARE IN GOD, and you don't know it.

And GOD is in you and now you know, but just needs to FEEL IT FULL FORCE. That will be the real vivid color painting with all of your senses mastered and engaged.

After this dream, I got another vision where i was feeling how the snake like energy was entering in me from the root chakra and there is no stopping. 

You can't stop it. I got afraid and tried to stop it like pull it away, but it was like a magnet being aspired upwards.

Later spirit told me this was the inception.

Need to inquire more about it.

Apparently, this is how the kundalini got merged with mankind. 

Remember that you are god within

 Waking up today for meditation at 3.30 I saw in vision,

How in space a god was taken by a symbolic huge hand/fist and thrown like a slingshot on Earth 

And there, that god was covered in a white like shawl and was wandering the earth.

That's when the voice said and now you wander there, like a beggar.

The spirit said this means that we are gods

and have been sent on earth to reincarnate there.

And wandering like a beggar means being unaware, lacking this pure awareness.

This makes sense,

especially that if you know not your power,

then you are a slave and are thus in a position of a beggar.

Real Food/Sustenance is from God.

And you can get it only once you get the breakthrough for your awareness. 

And thus remember who you are.

Purification 1 & 2

 

Once the meditation is set into routine

the natural fruit 

should be to follow what catches your attention in yourself.

And then, where your attention goes, energy goes to purify.

Only if your intent is so, of course.

The good thing, is the self purification

hardly no one really talks of it

because there is shame

why shame if you are not that which you observe?

If you are the Spirit within

then who. cares of your past

and who cares of your defects?

But you should care of one thing though,

am I willing to pry into myself and get it purified?

Only this desire will move your Shakti to purifies you

as you are giving her the green light, saying

I am ready, go ahead show me my dark secrets I swapped under the carpet

as I couldn't face myself.

Blaming someone else for some misfortune, doing it once; why not.

Because we are human after all. 

Besides, self controlling anger as a habit, will only hurt you down the road.

As you are refusing to face your inner frustration.

But this is only on spot reaction; that is say justified.

At the same time the opposite is also true.

Under the pretext of letting anger out, 

you make it a habit.

Then, you turn into evil.

What is the common point of both?

Habit.

Both are extrems once they become a habit.

So one should learn to cut ourself some slacks,

while ALSO learning to self purify, self correct oneself.

As there is no habit, but only Present enjoyment.

And present is never the same.

Personally, I applied this method and to this day; in less than say two months, 

I saw I got two entities/possessions/negativities out of me.

LOL

some people are dramatic thinking of possessions,

as if they don't have any.

If you have none, then trust me you won't be reincarnated there..

Even prophets got their heart blackness kicked out of their nadis - cf prophet Muhammad childhood story.

Passing by much can be said about this, but not the point here.

Point is,

If your attention is away, 

then, I ask you,

who is IN?

Your Attention is all you have.

Spirit is in your heart, 

yet your attention is outside,

so who is ruling your body, emotions, 

when you are away from your temple/home?

These energies, are the possessions in you

you are possessed

all to some degrees.

Only once you are 100% the Pure Spirit Within,

then trust me, 

only then you are FREE (from these entities, possessions).

Now, space to my victory,

in October, I went through real challenge during my trip,

which is due for another post,

and this challenge brought all of my anger inside out.

Trust me. 

That was good stuff.

All accumulated anger, can I say from this life time at least,

if not from past life included, god knows...

But the good part to it,

this straightened up a situation where politics was involved,

happy to say, that the anger combined with the Shakti, 

straightened up the situation.

But that was on spot.

Nothing to dwell on.

I forgot about this happening.

But the second good thing was,

I kept my meditation practice,

and the intensive stuff.

I.e. I kept observing.

Once back from my trip,

at the end of some meditation,

I got a vision of a fabulously ugly entity

with tooth as sharp as a shark.

And then, after it popped into my vision it left.

So that was the anger in me.

Now, can we praise Ange and say it is divine ? no.

Can we hide the anger and self force to some artificial behaviour? no for me

But if yes, then you stay with it; Because that which you hide; and refuse to face, you will keep giving it shelter into the darkness.

Can we be complacent with our own anger and go to the extent of self admiration and self praise? no.

So neither can one self beat, nor self praise; ie no judgement.

Just let it be, let you feel it honestly in the moment and just by intent of self purification, through observation (as the light in your vision is that of the spirit),

this entity is seen

brought to light

then you see it,

and it has to leave your body, your nervous system.

Because

I AM BACK in my own temple.

This is how you glory God within.

You kick out all that other entities from the house of God that is you.

The sooner; the better. Trust me.

Second entity; 

next month, in November 2021.

Days before, I was just feeling love while looking at a pencil.

And challenged myself, let's see if I am healed, ie can get it as a permanent state.

Of course next day; I got, I don't even remember why lol, all sad and depressed.

Out of Nowhere. 

Just remember to increase my meditation when I felt so.

So this means it got caught on spot by the inner vision of light.

What I saw next?

Another entity, sitting on a bed in a dark room, 

face triangular, dishevelled so sad, depressive and gloomy.

And gone.

Now both times, the timing count, you catch it on spot

with no judgement against yourself, as you are the Pure Spirit Inside.

But you shed light there was none before.

And you can never do it at will, unless like the firmament that keeps shifting in a circle,

when comes the time and you feel the pressure of the negativities,

just know it is in you, it is the right time.

And just observe,

and let it go.

Now, as I got it; I asked the spirit, how many left?

12. was the answer.

Must say, I wasn't expecting so much. 

Depending with comparison to others, so little.

All is a question of perspective really.

The auspicious dreams though like the one of this morning,

are good as they tell you, you are ok, you are on track.

That dream, I got it; once last night I remembered, as I keep forgetting like a good human

that I am not my thoughts 

so the image, analogy is,

Be like a Teflon material,

let thoughts slide on yourself.

You are not them.

Then, I can remember, not fall into the trap of identifying myself with new thoughts.

Finally, I'll be able to sense what is the next emotion that keep sticking to that teflon.

There I'll catch it and shed light on it.

See when it is next.

so far rhythm was one per month.

Light Body Ascension

 Waking up this morning for the 3am meditation,

I saw in a vision; a chair lit with a spot of light, all around darkness

On the. chair; there was a woman sitting, covered with a beautiful long brocade shawl falling to the floor.

May be golden brocade with blue fabric. Very honourable design.

She had no body nor face to be identified.

It was plain shining particles forming a body of light under the shawl;

And the shawl was sagging little by light, 

as the light body was streaming upwards like a 

a river of light sucked up.

I was told after this is the ascension of the Shakti.

Glory and Patience

 In dream, I saw a baby soul (someone I gave self realisation to) that I was taking care of

she said "all glory to me"

I told her no; and showed her my two fingers (index and middle fingers - representing vishuddi and nabhi)

and told her,

"it works in pair

All glory is to God

and yours is patience."

And then, put her to rest.

Desire, love and growth

My desire is to study.

My love is to share the knowledge.

My growth lies in the Silence that feeds me,

With the 3D images of another Reality.

Bless be the River that flows in me.

Think not, but Know

That which is the floor to you 

is the ceiling to another.

That which is a 3D image to you,

once written,

is a poem to another.

That which is an atom to you, (atom)

is an agglomeration of molecule to another. (eg cloud, collection of atoms)

Likewise,

if you point at an idea,

it is an image to another.

If you point at God within you,

it is an image to be worship to another.

Living on different levels,

does not make communication easy.

This is why only, personally experienced Truth, is Truth.

Because mind looks for words,

hence gets the images.

Instead get the silence in the mind,

look at the images,

and get the coded message.

Do not think,

but know.

This is the right way.

Attention is all you have

If your Attention is all you have.

If your Attention is outside, here and there.

Then, who is ruling your Temple, 

when you are away?

Prayer: All that is impure in me

All that is impure in me, Mother I give it back to you, for You to purify.

All that is pure, I give it back to the Whole for me to keep growing.

Growth happens when you give back, the best of you, ie that which is pure, so that your cup be emptied for the next refill.

Hate, Love or both?

Striking the balance between what is in your hand (creation) and what you shall not judge (destruction), otherwise you will be judged in return.

If you are in conflict with someone and take revenge. 

As a wise friend said to me, 

No one attacks another, unless they love doing it in the very moment. 

Because truly, you will never do what you like not, you will find a sadistic emotional satisfaction while hurting back, taking revenge. So why not continue on that line? 

Because hate can never be sustained. 

True. 

To fight, and sustain the hate, you need much energy, and it is how you feel wasted. 

Love, instead is your friend. 

It is the one that Self Sustains Itself. 

One of Allah attribute, muslims know them, but do not yet see it is pragmatic teaching for a daily life. And not just a rot learning with a nice faith to be framed on wall for display and proof of your tenets. 

God is pragmatic, is real, is Life. 

So why your teachings are still dead in your life? 

Do not try to hold people accountable for what they did against you, as it is said God judge their action, will not ask you about theirs but about yours. 

Which means also, this is where you can strike the balance. 

Creation is based on Balance. Cf surah Ar Rahman 55. 

If you meddle with others affairs/revenge, you will not create, but destroy. 

And you can never sustain destruction. 

The well will dry out anyway. 

Plus, the kundalini has the safety clip, not to be able to ascend if you block her way by new obstacles/burdens. 

As your energetic centers reduce when depleted or blocked by extreme actions that need to be purified, if it is your will. 

This is you being judged in return. 

Also, in Spirit, if you let it go, by not trying to take the other accountable and taking revenge, 

you will gain mercy instead of justice/judgement. 

And what the mercy is? 

It is to grow, as gardens do. 

Growth brings with it new opportunities to be experienced. 

Garden under which rivers flow. Surah Ar Rahman. 

How would you have Gardens unless you are watered by the kundalini? 

And we can not dodge the Judgement part. 

Secret is... 

My inner Mother is the same Mother in you. 

My Spirit is the same Spirit in you. 

You can thus bet that this won't be forgotten. 

But your role is not to focus and wait on the revenge. 

The sadistic part is where you secretly wish for the fall of the other on one hand, while you advocate on the other hand Love..? 

How is that sincere? How can you preach love and yet, when someone wants to improve, you want his or her downfall out of revenge, envy, jealousy or just because you can? 

Women are best for that. 

They are, in truth, each other enemies. 

Friendship lasts the time it lasts, the common temporary enjoyment of the hour they are together. 

But once the warmly chit chat is over, the dark face of the moon appears in its full glory: in its full darkness to be exact.

Again, it is good, as long as you see it and resolve to let it go. 

But when it becomes a habit, because no one sees you. 

Know that you only have the choice of one attention. 

You intend to experience destruction, degradation of the other, you will. 

And the pleasure will be so long. 

You intend to experience an ever lasting bliss? 

Then, keep to your course, as it is a reward, once your spirit is watered enough to be awakened. 

But if you waste your water, even 40 years wandering in desert will not be the end, but your ever lasting loss. 

The tragedy is you will not even remember what you were looking for in the first place,

when you in-carnated on earth. 

As the rainbow below in the video, we are made of water to shine. 

People wonder about this being the creation of God, 

I say you are also made of water and you are also the creation of God. 

We do not see our own , literally speaking, rainbow, because we made a series of choices to experience more the clinging onto the judgement than on the mercy.

Choice between good and evil. 

Attention is one, ie you can only experience one thing in the moment, the revenge or the grace. 

Never both at the same time. But because of our free will, we think we are free to get the revenge and yet also expect such rainbow-like reward from God 😅  It is one or the other.

 

There is no pencil ✏️

 Just got reminded about the pencil, feeling love about the pencil.

There is no pencil. 

Like in Matrix, there is no spoon.

Because, there is no more God in me than in a pencil.

The only difference is that I have a consciousness.

Didn't it say in Quran, something of this effect,

We gave the Trust to the Heaven and Mountains but they refused it, yet Human accepted it.

This is it.

If there is no pencil

Then, what is the pencil?

It is you looking at yourself.

So by extension, everything you experience good or bad, is you throwing yourself at yourself to catch your attention for receiving the love.

Attention grabbing is for that purpose, the items or beings, entities that cannot self produce this Attention/Energy/Love, therefore they need ---It--- to be able to live, grow.

It is also where you see that It had God in It.

Simply put, they need life to be a-live.

It is how when you do not give attention to some items and leave them in a corner, they are broken, rusted etc.

While if you had just used them, they wouldn't have been so.

Why?

Because you gave no attention to them, to the dead. Lack of attention means the particles which are being seen aren't gonna change their course as you know that famous scientiific experience.

So unless you watch it, give attention, it will not move.

When it moves not either it ascends or descends. Never remains still. So it'll degrade in that case and die.

So the dead became even more dead and Couldn't be brought back to life.

Attention itself is Creation.

Only in its purified form.

Eclipse of the Heart

I forgive you.

Because you were the moon that eclipsed my sun.

The emotion that clouded my Attention.

It is said, during the eclipse the moon and sun are being judged.

True.

Moon re-present (bring back again in a cycle) the unsettled emotions that darken the sun.

The sun represents the action that couldn't alone shine through these clouds of emotions.

Choice is either of Mercy or of Justice.

Justice, destroys both entities course, harsh restart. So if you render justice, don't break thr Balance.

Once Justice is given,

God knows on which footing you will restart, depending on your provision at hand after this war.

Yet, Mercy is the best judgement. It is that which arises after you forgive. The Motherly Care that bypass all kinds of judgements and justice.

Yes God is merciful, only if you are so with your Self :)

The eclipse lasted 10 years,

Now, let it shine!

Inner kid growth

 

Kids are here to give us the pleasure to our eyes.

What if, instead of being tied to an "exterior" kid, you get the advantage of a kid without its attachment?

What if, they were a reminder, for you to find the same kid, within?

By kid, I mean Innocence, new fresh skills, faculties, that an average adult doesn't even have?

Because new born now have skills that are out of the ordinary, amazing ones, born with faculties to see auras, born with even more skills that would become the future norm.

So, what if, you truly take it, even now, as a solid reminder, that this supernatural kid is in you too?

Being born again, is not just theory, it is, if you limit your daily belief to "ok now next, let's go back to daily chores".

Being born again, should be accompanied of the desire to see your inner kid, to discover it with all its supernatural abilities.

Super natural, not because they are supranatural, but because the Nature has Super Power to offer to you, once you are reborn and once you believe in more, and remember it in your tinest thoughts and in every single daily chore.

Hardly, did I thought that, that i read next message:

It is only through the exercise of the greatest freedom that the greatest growth is achieved - or even possible. (Neale Donald)

If you can be detached, freed from external kid play/drama, and rear your own, inner kid, with the same melting, love, care and awe,

Then in your greatest Freedom, detached from all dependencies and ties, your inner kid will become your Greatest Achievement.

Superiority

Who doesn't want to be seen?

Who doesn't want to be/feel superior?

At some point, everyone got this momentary aim, feel, desire and has been acting on it.

But it is bad.

It is a sin to want that, it is not humble etc.

That led to self Judgement for self correction at the service of self improvement.

Nothing is wrong in that attitude of wanting to be superior, nor nothing is wrong in that self correction.

Yet the mistake is to make it a habit.

Again Life is not frozen. As long as you grow and evolve, as a tree. Your color, perspective, means to achieve a goal, change.

A jugement set in stone, leads to your death.

You dig your own grave, unless this too you forgive and let go. 

Because there is no good but God.

Good is not higher than Life itself.

The feel of desiring superiority is a desire that should be entrusted to the Pure desire so that light be shone upon it.

You make room for Life Itself to act, or re-arrange, re-Order its course, re-atomise it.

This is the great magic, the Al-Chemie.

This is the melting, or the Love you feel.

Is not the love you know, yours is a try, unless you felt the melting. As it is a transition in you. Where your idol in you is being melted back to where it belongs, ie to a flowing river.

The desire of being superior, is taken as the image of the self, as a physical event on a timeline.

Which goes to the ego, which is an action of the dead. You fill up your graveyard with lost time, where you never lived.

Do not carve, en-grave image of God. It shall become your grave, indeed.

Currently, social media, inflencers must be feeling, as a public figure, the limitations, not to destroy themselves to some degree as an idol, isn't it?

Set in stone, your own jail, your own grave.

The Absolute Superiority, you are entitled to, is you being the still lake, where your Higher Self reflects in It.

High Self, Pure Superiority is your birth right, always there.

Just waiting to be seen.

For this, the small you, needs to be calm and silent, and let the Sunshine reflects in it.

The calmer, the deeper the rays reach.

At some point, they hit the settled dust in its depth and can no longer shine there.

The Moon then, stir your hidden emotions, tides upon tides.

Depends, if you remember to let them go.

If you do, congratulations!

As above, so below. Your lake becomes a mirror, where a beautiful painting from the Firmament shines eternally.

All that life I engraved in me, let it be freed.

So that no time ever has been lost.

And you reverse time, and this is how you place yourself above time. As the Self has always been above Time.

Yet it is also the Time though, when instead of experiencing and letting it go, as the rule of the game, you ended up like Ovid be-lie-ving is you.

All is a lie from this perspective, yet it is also the misplaced Truth. 

You just forget it in the experience of your Free Will.

You are hence your own crime, 

Your own criminal,

Your own judge,

Your own victim,

Your own jailer,

Your own torturer,

And finally, your own executer, from one in-carnation to the other.

There is in absolute no good higher than God,

Nor lower level of good, ie bad, (good for one, bad for another) higher than God.

The only good is God. This is why god is not greta, he is Great-er, ie of what you ascribe, image, ie in movement, in flow. This is why you can never de-scribe It, if you do, you die by your own hands that carved an idol of It.

The earth, you soil it, by making carved images of your time-line (space and time- life given to you). 

Use the air, cool breeze to purify yourself.

Let the ether gives you the instructions, as all is information. We live in a. World of data.

Let the fire purifies you, and let your idols melt.

Throughout the 4 seasons, manifestation of the sun course. In that respect, muslim calendar follows the moon, superposed on another calendar by the daily prayers that follow the course of the sun. Two time-lines.

It is needed as in previous life you carved image by night and by day. How you want to wash them now? By night and by day, throughout each season but with new challenges as constellations are no more placed in the same way. But they have the diligently kept records of your past light that needs now to be brought up to the Light.

That is the real Judgement, and that is always, Now.

(Yet most of them know not, and non muslim as well know not lol, what a Babel Tower indeed. What a jolly Mess!!! Hahaha).

Let the moon shake your inner dirt, let it resurface, let it go.

The melting you feel is your new spring (water spring, though your new season too).

Let yourself drink from that well, and you will be well.

Ameen.

And that is the only True Freedom, to he only Truth.