Silence in meditation

        i meditated one hour

        it felt like it just flew away

 i got a vision where i saw myself going out of a church

and outside it was all light

and a voice said

do u want to see the awakened stars?

and i just stepped inside (this light)

right after this vision, all i could hear was only deep silence in my head

it feels like itching on scalp a bit everywhere

and i felt very cool wrists

the interpretation of this

is that i left the old belief of spirituality 

that i had acquired mentally about islam and what true surrender was

and as i heard the voice of the Spirit

i trusted It

when it offered me to see the awakened souls

what a wholly awakened soul look like

and i stepped inside the Light.

this was two days ago.

 

today, i meditated very early at 3h30 in the morning 

for about 1h30 i guess

by the end of my meditation

i felt such a DEEP and STRONG silence

i have never felt it before

it was so strong that it felt like it was ALL 

like all the space by itself

and as gradually my attention was returning outside

it felt like 

this:

the strong silence 

and its deepness was like the inside of an ocean

and the more my attention was going outside

the more it was fading away 

as i was resurfacing 

and finally, 

as i could hear the surrounding atmosphere 

it felt like the silence faded away

like waves on the shore

yes the silence just thinned

all the way my attention went inside out.