Touching the Essence

God is this All pervading Power of Love
everything is made of energy
the difference is that they are more or less dense
once their travel is completed they achieve a more material form
while in the spiritual one, they are hardly graspable

if we are made of the five elements (earth, wind, water, fire, hm ether what is that lol)
and that these elements are within us
if we near their true essence which is this very divine energy
for this if we go into meditation, deep meditation
then, at some point we have to reach their true essence, which is our true essence then.

and then, if we have a desire, let's say to have a job
job too exist on the material plane, and made of these elements (an office, is made of this elements, the place, the people etc.)
so if we come to close contact with the feeling of love
if we do not  consider a job, like a title or like a distant and separate state to just possess or acquire
but if we see in it, a living essence, that is calling you, and loving you
if you can manage to feel it
then it means that you heard the call
and if you heard it
then you too you can reciprocate the love for you heard it

this is why it is important to know what you desire
if you know what you desire
then, you will feel the inner call for it
and the love from it
which is actually your own love that you undiscovered in this time and place/in this form.

if you had not desired it
how could you have heard it, felt it and ......... at the end , when it comes in front of you, touch it?

so it is not about possessing
for it is already to be discovered within
but it is about recognising it
all the way long

if you uncover it within
you will remember it and know it is the right one
in your dream travel outside.

also, i feel
if God is this witness
that silent witness
that keen observer

then, if he is not to decide for you
for it would put you into the state of slavery
to get what you had not consciously/unconsciously willed,

if he is to stand still
but it is you who has to move to that love that you uncover within
may be this is how you enjoy the travel
while the end goal of it
is when you recognise outside that which you uncover inside
and thus love would have brought you to your destination
blending would have occurred
and this is how one could name it, as fusion/blending/union  in Love from the beloved to the lover.