Thursday 14 April 2016

Amazing Morning


This morning was so magical

when i woke up
i felt deeply rested
the first thing i saw was a vision

that a huge white gift box
has been untied
and the golden lace fell

and i was within the box

i forgot the rest of the vision
but it  was all agreeable

and then i saw my window
and i saw the sunrays entering
and how they were making
the white curtains luminous by filtering within

and from my bed
i could see the bright blue sky
and the birds chirping

that was an amazing morning

Difference between dream and vision


Difference between a dream and a vision

in dream there is one spot from which there is LIFE

in vision there is life from ALL direction
like in real life

except that in real life
you get so used to life
that you only see your OWN image
i.e. you only see ONE SPOT of life
and that is your mind

this is why all the rest
gets in the dark
and you are not (inter) connected to the rest

so what is ALREADY LIFE ALL AROUND
becomes just limited to ONE SPOT
that is your mind

and of course
as you know mind cannot encompass all these interconnections
as the heart can


Remember Who You are


So when i hear the words
in their cultural context
that as you belong to this culture
you need to learn how to "serve"

lol

as if people are teaching me
HOW I SHOULD LEARN TO BEHAVE

since WHEN i am to be TAUGHT as if i have some LACKING?
As if i WORTH IT NOT?

I WORTH IT SO MUCH
that they should be HAPPY that i can FIRST HAND
tell them HOW IT IS TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

but people are SO STUCK in ONE IMAGE OF THEMSELVES
THAT ANY RELIGION OR WANNA BE SECT
wants to carve you into their images
but NOT REMEMBER WHO THEY ARE

even those who are anti-conformist such as yogi
ended up being so conformist
how?

as Oscar Wild said through the "conformism of the anti-conformism"

they ended up becoming hindu!
born christian but giving themselves new ID of hindu
i understand now my friends
who laugh at zen buddhist american who change their name into a buddhist name

that is HOW YOU HAVE FOUND YOU ID?

not knowing that when you change your name
and uses two
you split your personality
and change your destiny
you actually LOSE POWER

even in islam is the tendency for new converts to take a more "muslim name"

and if the prophet muhammad was born in japan?
you would have taken a japanese name?
total joke!

idea is not to find a NEW ID in some OTHER culture
for ALL CULTURES WORTH IT

nor is to make puja and sacrifices to your OWN RELIGION

AIM is to use them as METHODS
TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE

AS I AM NOT WHAT THEY THINK I AM
they will never understand

Existence prior to my birth


The reincarnation vision
just made it clear for me

that i was free
with no parents
no mother nor father
i was I

so when i looked at the parents
mom and dad

i see where they are crossing their rights
they own me as long as i needed growth
bodily speaking

as long as my body needed
growth and shelter
and my mental needed a context for formation
so that it may continue its own growth

and emotions where to be put into their place
to teach me their "use"

that's it.

but then, once this part is over
is what i call over crossing their rights

cause once the body has matured
like a shell that needs to protect the inner seed
the shell gets dry and it falls

is a must
so that the seed
may receive waters from rain and its minerals

yet, the issue is in our society
we cling to the shell / our body
and retain it
while it needs to dry out and become dust

so that our real Self may grow and shine

so we don't live our Life as Self
we never gave ourselves this chance
we just cling to the shell who has dried out

and our identification
of parents' son and daughter
is very strong ID

i think we owe to parents the respect
when they gave us shelter and food
for our body to grow
and our mental/emotional self to have time to mature

but once this step is done
and in the light of my vision of reincarnation

i saw that I existed
prior to reincarnating
prior to choosing the continent where i will live
prior to having a mom and dad

In fact
I existed.

I existed prior to my parents
I existed prior to their influence
and I existed prior to any of their rights on me

this is what is
to exist prior to time

so they have
i.e. the continent i live in
or the nation
or the family
or the parents

NO SHARE in defining WHO I AM

cause I EXISTED PRIOR TO THEM
cause in the vision i was CONSCIOUS of my existence
prior to any other existence that i am NOW living

and that sets the limits of the shedding of your shell
which has had its time to grow mature and now is dying

to the growth of the inner Self
that has all the rights to EXIST BY ITSELF

and this is WHAT one has been told by ALL religions to REMEMBER
IS TO REMEMBER THAT YOU EXISTED PRIOR TO ALL THIS 

Tuesday 12 April 2016

Reincarnating on Earth


ahh, i am getting so lazy posting on this blog
have too much to do
but is important to record it all

so let's do it :

i had a vision


i saw i was in sort of a  space shuttle 
and then the door opened
and i saw the Earth
and randomly i picked up a place
a continent
i was seeing America and Europe, Asia 
i picked up one, as i was lacking time 
and i was absorbed there

was very smooth! (fall)

smooth, like being absorbed by sponge ... wool... 

lol in real i could feel i could not get more absorbed in my matelas hahahaha!


Actually as my friend said

"that was an amazing vision, baby!
formidable.."

:)) hahaha baby
this english expression makes me laugh
cause i really feel like i am a baby in a craddle hehehe


so is like this..
here is the inspired interpretation :
of course from Spirit knowledge, not mine
i suck at dream interpretation on my own

about the dream meaning :
imagine you are the awareness..or main emergence from the absolute..or the I AM
you see,,everything ,, from above..see?
like a space station allegory?
ah.. it reminds me of Dr Who episode
you knew that it was all true?
well .. isn't it exciting? 
coming back on earth 

this vision is like the one of Richard Rose 
he was on top of some mountain
and seeing people from above
and he could ,,become anyone,, by ,,focusing attention on it,,
and i KNOW is true
cause before was same
when i focused on a flower
a seed
actually i WAS it 
meaning i felt i was a seed germinating 
i was in the grass
and i saw the grass 
and i saw myself growing
and saw the sun rays warming up the ground
see?

practice
is what i have been told
we all have gifts
we need practice to develop them
well for me is the healing and that stuff how you call it?
to become what you focus on?
hahaha  

i want to try this 
need space and room for that in my schedule
so noted down 

back to vision now
in other words..this is the principle of ,,how,, the awareness by,,focusing,,...becomes consciouness...and goes,,poof,, in the object ,, and gives it life
and THAT is the principle of reincarnation

lol far from the myths 
and far from the indian ideas or reincarnation 
is just in absolute terms

simple as that

so i saw myself reincarnating 
as an experience 

cause later in dream
i was on this earth
and taking pictures of flowers

people were annoyed 
that i was making them lose time
but flowers had such a beautiful color 
they were shining
like an aura around each bunch of flowers
so bright and shining 
lol again i say shining

so on earth i was experiencing people's frustration
and the "lack of time" fear etc

but when i was up there
as awareness i had no emotions
it was awareness 
distance 
and no emotions of fear etc
cause as spirit..or pristine joy awareness...you have no fear
 and 
,,when there is focus of attention..beware..that is the moment of creation.. 
indeed
as soon as i focused on earth
i "became" part of it
all makes sense ..
so the "fall" from heaven
is this allegory
you need to get "lost" on earth to experience Life from within
and 
realization is the way back ...
re,,uniting,, with this power of God..this awareness that is "up there" 
to be one with it..or spirit..or awareness..or bliss..or the true reality...
and who unites?
is the soul of course
 
so i saw in vision
how /why reincarnation occurs..
so when i jumped
was soft as cotton wool when i entered into the earth 
it felt like going through a womb
actually
absorption (of attention) happens ,,because of my focus,,,..this creates consciousness or attention..also known as the soul individuality

so...so when people saw vortex is actually the door of possibility of creation they are themselves creating by focusing their attention on that spot of earth
and they go there..to experience new experiences..etc

as the attention digs, the vortex is created by its power
in the process..the spirit becomes flesh..etc..animates the soul..creates the environment etc

so this fall 
this separation is essential!
unless it separates..it can't know itself..universe is based on this tension..like electricity?.. 
 
that is life cycle reincarnations 
and the way back home 
is 
the way back is from consciousness becoming attention (top of head)/focus becoming intent (of spiritual cultivation) / and becoming awareness back to before time ..

and that is called ... Realization

ps : i SEE you - from Avatar Movie song