Saturday 21 November 2015

Shining with inner Beauty or Stupidity


incredible stupidity

this is what the words come into my mind

i had a dream
showing how
some yogi that i knew
think that whole muslims are numbnuts
and crazy killers

and this include
their muslim in their surrounding..

now i call this incredible stupidity

but of course
how could it be otherwise?

those who are supposed
to spread message of Love
are those who are caught into their worst conditioning
which is the anti-muslim one

on the contrary
i was incredibly surprised
by the beauty of the piano player
right after the paris attack 
or again of the english guy
see article below

some
especially the "self spiritually labelled one"
have no ability
to take Side of Beauty
but only to take side of fear induced behavior
and prejudices

which is ok
for any common people
but oh so disappointing
and WRONG
when you put give yourself
the label of Humanity Saviors
because i call this usurpation..

all the more i am
disappointed at the thoughts
of those "yogi"

and why this reaction?
amalgam and inner hate even?
and total LACK of respect for their "muslim yogi" comrad lol?

because they meditate NOT in the morning
a yogi that refuses morning meditation
what remains of a yogi
except its name and rituals
that God even care NOT of...

unless you SHOWER yourself
with morning bliss
how could you feel love
instead of fear and hate?

why so much lowliness showing up
in those who are precisely supposed
to SHINE?

and yet i see SHINING beauty
in those who have not even the knowledge of
self realisation?

because when the shit hits the fan
you see people spirituality
THERE

its potential for some
and its fixed and stratified state for others
be it good or bad

as none of them
penetrated the sahasrara fully
and as they persistenly refuse
the morning shower of bliss

what else is to be expected?

if you feel the BLISS
you CRAVE for it
and you CRAVE for its sharing
and your actions or LACK of it
speaks for you

yesterday
to celebrate the mix of our national identity
and French culture
i was invited to attend some very nice
humorist program

which was planned
before those terror attacks
and it HAPPENED to be some spiritual humorist!

such a great one
i will post about him

but these people
SHINE with beauty
when the shit hits the fan
see?

because they have the RIGHT potential
while i feel revolted
that yogis i know
shine with SHITTY thoughts
about their OWN fellow yogi muslims

as God said
in Quran
yea read the word Quran
and fume just in case
you think i am speaking of a muslim God

is a God of humanity...
in case some numbnuts think in a twisted way.

if you Love me NOT
then i will raise 
other people
who will love me more

and that IS
for those yogi
who meditate NOT in morning
so that when the shit hits the fan
you see the matured spiritual state of their sour state of mind...

cause is too late
fruits is there
of your PAST "spiritual" practice

but again
i send kisses and love
to those whom God awaits
for their have not lost their potential of Love
and when it blooms
it will SHINE like never before for them

while the past generation of yogi
having NOT achieved to Love God
will just be past..

on this i say
Let's celebrate the Love
of those who really Love
cause fear, hate, prejudices and Hypocrisy
shine NOT
except by their stupidity

i Love to see people INNER
beauty or the lack of it
for it shows me
and guides me
to lovely people
such as this english one below
or the humorist spiritual artist
coming soon in next post...

Commuter's moving account of how he defended a young Muslim woman from a thug who was abusing her as a 'terrorist' on the London Underground goes viral

  • Ashley Powys was on the train home from work when man launched tirade
  • Targeted teen in hijab with horrific racial insults then branded her 'terrorist'
  • The 22-year-old then stepped in protecting shaken victim Yara from abuse
  • Missed his own stop to make sure the woman made it to her friends safely 
After moving closer to her, he then unleashed a tirade of racist insults, leaving his victim - who Mr Powys described as looking 'no older than 18' - visibly shaken.
It was then that 22-year-old- who is 6ft 1in tall - stepped in, pushing the man away and using his sizeable frame as a guard wall between the two.

Recounting the coming together online, the Apple store employee said: 'I got on the train as normal and sat opposite a young girl wearing a hijab. She smiled at me as I sat down, and nothing else was said.
'Just behind me, another guy got on the train and stood at the connecting door of the tube and began to stare at this girl. After she looked at him and looked away, he went nearer to her and said, "F****** p***", quite loudly.
'Obviously, that immediately got my attention.
 
'He then got closer to her, and was reeling off abuse calling her things like "rag-head", "terrorist", "scum", and saying that "her people" murdered the victims of the Paris attacks this weekend.'
It was at that point the burly Mr Powys made his presence felt.
In a post that has since been shared thousands of times on Facebook, he continued: 'I automatically stood up and had to physically push him away from her, as he was aggressively close and was clearly terrifying her.
'He then luckily turned his attention onto me, calling me a "terrorist sympathiser", among other things.

 
'I sat down next to this girl, who at this point had tears in her eyes, and I asked her what her name was. She told me it was Yara.
'The man continued to shout abuse at her while I distracted her asking about her day, and other small talk topics, all the while making sure I was a barrier between her and this guy, so he didn't have direct access to harm her.'
The brave commuter stayed on beyond his own stop at Stockwell to ensure the teenager was safe.
When the pair reached Yara's destination, Mr Powys walked alongside her until she was safely with her friends.

She praised him for his courage and refusal to accept what was going on.
Mr Powys said: 'I asked her if she receives that sort of abuse often, and to my shock she said she does.
'I gave her a hug goodbye, and told her in confidence that there are many more people like me, and she should never have to feel afraid in her own country.'
Of course I felt like I had to step in. It was to me a human instinct not an act of bravery.
Commuter Ashley Powys
Despite being thanked for his 'tremendous kindness and bravery', Mr Powys stressed his actions were no more than a gut reaction.
Speaking to MailOnline, he added: 'It was appallingly upsetting that no one else stepped in.
'Of course I felt like I had to step in. It was to me a human instinct not an act of bravery. It was definitely an adrenaline fuelled moment. He luckily did turn his verbal abuse on me.
'After it happened the train felt absolutely silent. Even with the background noise. And the silence was deafening. I still can't get over the silence of it all.'
He added: 'I just saw someone in need, and it was my human nature to do what I could.
'That's what shocked me most about my journey. That not one other person on that crowded train stood up for Yara. They sat in silence and allowed that abuse to happen. That's the problem with our society. Silence is our biggest weakness. We need to start speaking up and defending each other.'

Friday 20 November 2015

When the shit hits the fan



Love?
is empty word
unless you SHOW it when the SHIT hits the fan


lol
why i say that?
cause i got to know some organisation of yogis
speaking of love
and teaching others how to de-condition new comers
from religion

while themselves
they keep seeing and juging them
in terms of their religious background

i even got the remark
"well you are a good one, you"
meaning
you are a good muslim, you

on the spot
i got it not?
i am a good what?
then it hit me
ahhh, muslim!

lol
it hit me
again?
they STILL see me as a muslim?

who are those who are meant to see
the other as their own spirit?
and still label them as muslim?

for your information
first
i will see myself a muslim
when i submit
to the spirit inside
WHOLLY

then i will be englightened
and would be DELIGHTED
to call myself a muslim

for now
i am just a yogi..

second,
in best scenario
i am the muslim to advertise their organised yoga
and in medium scenario i am the good muslim
and in the worse scenario lol i inspire some paranoia
to some other yogi hahaha

again
before teaching the world
teach yourself first..
do what you preach about
what a yogi is

see a yogi as a yogi
and not as a tool for spreading yoga
or as a limited beginner stuck up in his religion
all of these are prejudices

which hurt
only the one judging

for to me
i knew there was low level yogi
but knew not so low

then in dream
spirit told me
"see? this is why the collective collapse into its lowest denominator"

so as a collective
when the shit hits the fan
you see if love was an empty word
or indeed their state of heart..

Thursday 19 November 2015

Show me my Silver Lining..




I don't want to wait anymore I'm tired of looking for answers
Take me some place where there's music and there's laughter
I don't know if I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too fast, too slow
Regret, remorse, hold on, oh no I've got to go
There’s no starting over, no new beginnings, time races on
And you've just gotta keep on keeping on
Gotta keep on going, looking straight out on the road
Can't worry 'bout what's behind you or what's coming for you further up the road
I try not to hold on to what is gone, I try to do right what is wrong
I try to keep on keeping on
Yeah I just keep on keeping on

I hear a voice calling
Calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I've woken up in a hotel room, my worries as big as the moon
Having no idea who or what or where I am
Something good comes with the bad
A song's never just sad
There's hope, there's a silver lining
Show me my silver lining
Show me my silver lining

I hear a voice calling
Calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I won't take the easy road
The easy road, the easy road

Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on

Song : Show me my Silver Lining By First Aid Kit

Writer(s): Klara Maria Soederberg, Johanna Kajsa Soederberg
Copyright: Warner/Chappell Music Scandinavia AB


 source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/firstaidkit/mysilverlining.html


 

Wednesday 18 November 2015

Envy



Envy is different from jealousy

Envy
is to see someone's quality
gift, talent

and wish they be taken
away from him
or be spoilt

so is to wish bad for the others
while one can't get these qualities
wishing these got removed
from the other

jealousy
might lead
to the wish of
making effort
to develop such qualities
for  ourselves
while still resenting
the other having them ...

as i happen
to feel the envy of some
particular people
i could see the face of

all of sudden
i saw

i saw a rope knot
all grey 

like when you use a microscope 
it could show you 
the details of it

so i could see
it was all grey 
and emitting infinite small
particles outwards
and how bad energy was coming out of it
and could affect
the person being envied

the "power" of envy
was so bad
in extrem cases
that it could act
as black magic does

for is just a bad wish
that someone wishes for you
and thus what is sent your way
is not love
but the wish that you lose it

but in truth
and from intuition
unless one stops loving
the qualities cannot depart
simply because of someone's envy

yes it could at some point
affects you
but again once you KNOW it
you can take the right steps
to cut such ropes
and the negativity
can't affect you anymore

point is not to feed the person
who is unable to send you love

but rather forgive and love the spirit of god within that person
for love is one
god is love
and is also your true essence

the rest are just separations of this amazing source
who is both inside and outside us
so let's find it in ourselves first
let's meditate

ameen.


Clarity of mind ..



Before sleeping
i was just wondering about
what i can do of my life
or how to give it a meaning.
 
Before waking up, 
this is the dream i had :

First i saw the image in the full screen of my mind
of a nuclear explosion
i saw a black and red mushroom
growing
either was its power equivalent to three of them
or three happened

after i saw the earth all around red
red dust while it was exploding
a bit like mars

during this i had no particular emotion
i was just seeing it
may be a shock that it ends so
all of sudden.

but nothing else as emotion
as the vision was taking its whole space
in my mind,
and i was just observing it.

after
i saw on tv (tv is a metaphor for the screen of my mind)
a morrocan looking girl
she was tanned
she said
"if we could give to everyone
blessings (to masses)
instead of hatred
then will this be avoided?"

and the way she asked this
she looked very innocent to me
and also the way she said it
 
now i think of it
it looked like another me
like the Big me looking at the small me
The Observing me looking at the clueless me
the one that is an individual
was it so?
i write from feeling and intuition

i looked at her
and said in myself
as thought
if of all people
she is the only one i see
standing out by such words
then still it is worthy
it can work

because i saw that she was seeking
but she knew not
so i thought if i tell her about
the cool breeze
she would explode in happiness
and be delighted
to get that solution

for
for now she has no solution
but she has great desire
and conviction
that something can work

and is a concrete hope
is not a withered wish

from all the masses i saw
i see no one else stand out
only that morrocan girl
because she had a genuine
and strong desire for avoiding that destruction
and even if she had no solution
no clue
she knew the solution is in giving blessings

so she said
and this hit me
if instead of letting hatred which affected people reply with
we provide them blessings
then see how the balance can change in favor

this is automatic
and it hit me as an obvious solution

the girl was like in a band of music
singing
though she was not so good a singer
but she liked music and singing
because she felt happy

after i saw her
distributing some juice
in some jar with straw
for free

people queued up to get one
as is free
still thinking she is nut
to give it for free
what will it bring for her

but she was happy to give it
because she knew when they grab
the jar
their mind
is re-wired
and re-directed
to something else

so is like you gain
or save the soul.

after i saw her
trying to produce
colors
like paint
i saw a blue color
she produced

and then used them
to paint jars
and sell such different items

at the end
i saw only one style of item
only last pot was there
and was being sold in front of everyone
as to celebrate the success of it

people were happy
they had sold everything of that style
though other items where still there
to be sold

i think was to collect fund
this sales was for that.

then i woke up
and then i saw a vision
or my inner voice
saying/meaning that :

this is such a clarity of goal
as everyone has come for a goal
yet
is like i saw
how waves after waves of ambiant
thoughts and worlds
washes the shore of our clarity/of our goal in mind
and waves submerge it
and it becomes opaque
and then the shine produced by the clarity of our goal
disappears
engulfed by the waters

and we forget that simple thing
we are made for
to live for

we lose the shining goal
and we forget that we are forgetting
as the waves keep washing over
one wave washing off the precedent
topping on it
and covering up our clarity of mind for our life goal
as clouds are rushed by winds
and cover the sun.

Monday 16 November 2015

Sadness of the Heart


As for me
the very day of the terror attack
when i saw it

and still now..

my attention was drawn
by my heart on my heart.

and i feel such a soft sadness in it
and then i feel the tears.

is not me who feel sad
this i am certain.
but is the heart who is sad.

is like i can observe
the sadness of the heart
and that sadness belongs to the heart

Divine Humanity


A reader mailed me
about my post about the Archangel Gabriel
and told me
he felt goosebumps when reading it

as i wrote a few weeks ago
i had seen in my dream
the Archangel Gabriel

i saw his face and his whole body
from head to toe
he was very stern
as to what feeling was emanating out of him
it was like a stern statue

and all of sudden
i saw his body being cut
in half..

this hit me hard
to see him so ..
such an unknown shock to me
liek the end of something
and something new totally UNKNOWN
which never happened before..

as i felt bewildered
the spirit said
"not to worry
for he will try to avoid
that Great Split/war"

so that's it.
The Great splitting happened
that attack has been an act of war
of terrorists vs humanity

this is not islam vs christianity
but terrorists vs humanity

now
of course fear and hatred
may turn it sour
and make it a religious war
of islam vs christianity

because Angel Gabriel
is the Archangel who bears the Word of God
the same who is mentioned in judeo-christian and muslim scriptures
he is the Messenger of Unity
and if both religions fail him/his message of Unity/of humanity
i wish to say of DIVINE HUMANITY
then he splits..

how could God can make war to Himself?
How can unity take side?

the only trap is duality
that of taking side
of one against the other

if at this critical time
you follow that which resonates within you
of your OWN true self,
of your mere feeling of Divine Humanity..

then you are on the Right Side
where there is no side
but only Unity
and Peace.

May God be with you all.
Ameen.



The Real enemy


you know
what i felt today
watching documentaries
about art and cinematography?

why all of sudden
i found it beautiful?

because the artists
were there
present
EXPRESSING their self

this expression of self
is that which is alive
when you try to portrait yourself
to try to manifest it to see your self

is like you are blind
and you NEED art
to SEE yourself

only through expression of self
you can do this

see yourself
and the others

in a way..

YET
what is terrorism?

is to create fear
is to occupy space
and fill it with it

if your space is filled with fear
where is your freedom
to express yourself?
your art?
your talent?
your skills?
your beauty?
your try to SEE yourself
through your art?
and through the others?

this filling up of space
is what matters
how you let your space being filled?

by fear?
or by trying to know who you are?

so more than the terrorists
who are the trigger of that fear
the real enemy is your fear

do not let yourself
fall into fear
cause once you do
you stop shining
you stop being yourself
you stop being free...


Sunday 15 November 2015

Paris - Saved by his mobile phone




source : https://fr.news.yahoo.com/attentats-%C3%A0-paris-l-effrayant-145900227.html?vp=1


The witness has also been a victim
and was safed by his cell phone, and jacket and shoes..

as they shielded him from the explosion
done by the kamikaze
while he was queuing up at the entrance
of the football stadium

it is basically what he said in French.

now if you look at the video
you see the piled up
emotion

and this feeling in the throat
when you are on the verge of crying

that's too much
indeed.

yesterday
someone in central paris
just sat down on a piano
outside in the main place
near République

and started to play
some piece of John Lennon




once he finished
he said
basically
"this is a message
for all of us to know
we can stick and live together
and look ridiculous"


then he stood up
and went his way.

what he did
was formidable
he provided
to the crowd gathered here
a moment to let go

and above all
for himself
he let its way of expressing
the piano
be an outlet to his overloaded
emotional state.

in times like this
prayers and all ways
that resonates within you
know that they help you
and the others

for the people
who went through
traumatic situation
have loads in them
and they need to
let them go

and those who died
in such situation
need prayers
and everything
that can soothe them
and see the light to go


Saturday 14 November 2015

PARIS BLEEDING...






Tonight
Paris was under a series of attack
so far it is said 7 places have been targetted
along with the Stade of France
where bombs exploded
some says kamikazes..

It is a Great Shock
France is under a Great Shock

the first images i saw
the faces of the people
they looked so shocked
and with a blank look
all looking at the tv screen hanging in the Stade of France
with such a horrendous and shocking look

seeing them all
looking so
as a mass

and hearing the witnesses
even the male ones
on the verge of crying
when describing the death toll

it was very sorrowful
to realise
that those attacks hit parisians
and brought French people all into a Great Shock

the Emotion in their throat
at some point DOES end up showing itself
as an outburst..
in ALL interviews

it just shows
Hurt.

For the second time
in the History of France
France is in the State of Emergency
which is a pre war state

for sure
Life will never be the same

For this time
Nation as a whole
has been hit
in the heart

France Heart
is bleeding..

Personally
it shocks me
as to how
war can be exported
within a few days
from one continent to another..

these terrorists are crazy
but above all
inhuman

nothing remains in them
of humanity ...

The more i put attention
on the large scale killing
the more i feel the heart itself
sad
and i even feels the tears

on the heart
it feels like a soft hit of sadness

speaking only
for myself
so far
i have never
felt so touched

and again
what the heart is feeling
is what the parisian are feeling

a few weeks ago
i had seen in dream
angel Gabriel
and i saw him being split
i saw his body being split in two..

Spirit said
this means the Great War
will come..

i could not envision
that it could be so real
i only thought it was the war over there
which would worsen at worse
but no
is a war that will enter
into every people's mind and become
parts of its life

how can one after such a shock
remains in old life patterns?

as i was writing this post
i felt progressively
a new waft of scent
and now is persisting on the tip of my tongue

and now
i feel a great coolness on my heart
and i feel now
my whole left channel cool


it is what makes me feel better.