Envy

Envy is different from jealousy

Envy
is to see someone's quality
gift, talent

and wish they be taken
away from him
or be spoilt

so is to wish bad for the others
while one can't get these qualities
wishing these got removed
from the other

jealousy
might lead
to the wish of
making effort
to develop such qualities
for  ourselves
while still resenting
the other having them ...

as i happen
to feel the envy of some
particular people
i could see the face of

all of sudden
i saw

i saw a rope knot

all grey 

like when you use a microscope 

it could show you 

the details of it

so i could see

it was all grey 

and emitting infinite small

particles outwards

and how bad energy was coming out of it

and could affect
the person being envied

the "power" of envy
was so bad
in extrem cases
that it could act
as black magic does

for is just a bad wish
that someone wishes for you
and thus what is sent your way
is not love
but the wish that you lose it

but in truth
and from intuition
unless one stops loving
the qualities cannot depart
simply because of someone's envy

yes it could at some point
affects you
but again once you KNOW it
you can take the right steps
to cut such ropes
and the negativity
can't affect you anymore

point is not to feed the person
who is unable to send you love

but rather forgive and love the spirit of god within that person
for love is one
god is love
and is also your true essence

the rest are just separations of this amazing source
who is both inside and outside us
so let's find it in ourselves first
let's meditate

ameen.