Friday 2 October 2015
Podium of childishness vs true spirit love
such an incredible night dream i had
where to start?
actually is a very long conversation
i had with the spirit
while i was asleep
as you know
in sleep is very quick
but once you write it
it becomes like so long
plus you can't miss
my sidesnotes, neh?
lol
anyway
first
i have to praise the spirit
well is a repetition
as Spirit is Praise itself
let's go into the crux of matter
as i was sleeping
the spirit showed me
lol how some people
were as a group checking my vibes
lol
spirit chuckles
lots
it said
"i like not when they check me"
"it is childish"
i come to the point why it is childish
and pointless
cause i got my wisdom
from that dream explanation
and sometimes
i wonder
me who entered meditation
since only three years
is me who keeps understanding stuff
by Grace of God
but people
who since childhood
or since 10s of years are meditating
are not still getting the point
except for a very few ...
so is so...
when you check vibes
of a person
first you should be yourself PURE
if you are not
then you are projecting your own vibes
second,
this is infantile and childish
to check someone else vibes
because you are putting yourself
into the "judging" position
"ok this person is lost"
"she is no more a Mother worshiper..."
and another time
you check vibes of that person
and end up saying
"wow! such a bucket of cool vibes"
and add up after
"ah! she came back on the path"!
:)))
if you could hear
how the spirit laughed at that
is because everything is false!
from the logic to the bottom line
of the "essence" of the checking...
everything is false!
condition one : Be pure - it means a very much advanced person can do it
condition two : as a collective this will boil down to the "lowest denominator" of that group
condition three : know that vibes are NOT stationary state
as they EVOLVES
if there is no "low" vibes at times HOW on earth can you purify yourself
to get that BUCKET of COOL vibes after?
example : it suffices that a person be stuck in a traffic jam
or obviously for a girl that she be on her period
and you check her vibes
what will you get ? hot vibes dear.
now....
if your logic is SOUND
when you check her again
and see she has EXTREMELY good vibes
what SHOULD your SOUND logic commands you to?
"ah! she never lost the path
actually she is doing pretty good!
she has been EVOLVING
PURIFYING herself
PRETTY GOOD
and this, while she was
ON HER OWN...."
this is what the SOUND logic commands you to say..
YET,
some numbnuts
will have no ability to make the link
one day they will "judge" a person being "out of the collectivity"
and the other day "coming back to the path"????!!!!
hello?
is there ANY sound guy there?
yes .. one at least
whose thought changed, spirit told me
and that person realised
that i was all the way long.... on the path
i even saw the face of that person
and blink and kiss that person ;):x
for that.
the rest of them
bunch of infantile behavior
racing for the podium of judgement
assuming one is "very pure" is the culprit
as it leads them to pass judgement
wasting their blessings and
never understanding
the SPIRIT factor
only gluing themselves to the vibes
do you know guys?
that vibes are very pure divine tool?
if you keep judging others
instead of judging yourself
you will get a very harsh hit back by the divine?
so just beware.
spirit likes not such kind of vibes checking
check vibes using WISDOM
and NOT by empowering yourself
over the destiny of others
of WHO is or NOT in collectivity
and while some are stuck on
some "physical group/collectivity"
others EVEN alone
manage to EVOLVE and get ever improved vibes
ONLY by keeping faith in the spirit
and by NOT judging others
YET by only concerning herself
with her OWN cultivation
this being said
may be some wisdom
may one day sink
into some self righteous
and self improvised "yogi" judges
now,
what is the wisdom of the vibes?
once you are sure you are PURE - very advanced
and are part of a group where you are conscious of the lowest denominator
then, know that
vibes are showing the state of your chakras
which can switch as swiftly as your surrounding conditions
these are NOT a permanent state
these are temporary
now,
when you see "bad vibes"
well i NEVER EVER check my vibes even less others vibes
why?
because is self obvious to me
that when i get angry or hyper
then this is THE VERY SIGN that there is STUFF to be purified
and AS i am SOUND
i USE spirit
by saying "i forgive you (to the bugger that is nerving me)
i love you, please forgive me"
why?
because my ego will never do that
but my spirit CAN and WILL do that to the SPirit in the OTHER
and NEVER to the ego of the other guy
oki?
so once
i use the spirit
then,
i can be pretty sure
followed with meditation
i would EVOLVE
and do my SHARE to be purified
capish?
YET
if the vibes checking show only "static vibes"
HOW on EARTH could i evolve?
never.
this is why vibes checking is useless
you just need to use forgiveness, love, and meditation
and healing takes place
so does evolution.
so vibes show
chakras state as PUMPS
how they are PUMPING
lol
how can you on this basis
judging someone's PATH? and EVOLUTION
which is safeguarded BY the Spirit?hmm?
enlighten me..
so when you use the "please forgive me"
from (your) spirit to (the other) spirit
so on the spirit level you heal your vibes
ONLY if you do so
you are ON the path
and this NO ONE can judge you
Except the Spirit Who knows
if you are or NOT in the spirit realm
oki?
so these mantra of forgiveness
are NOT the chakra
they are the Pure spirit
that let go and love stuff
is powerful
and Far ABOVE vibes
Spirit is Above
vibes
vibes are like a boat
leading you to the Spirit
so in my dream
the spirit said
that "vibes checking behavior is very immature"
"chakras are just pumps of energies.
they are not static"
so the vibes checking meaning
is :
"ok.. where the chakras are pumping now"
assuming that vibes are static
and on that assumption
passing judgement on others
is totally not a dharmic way
lol
has not jesus said
beware what you judge will judge you back?
and the irony is
that when you are judged back by your OWN judgement
and that evil touches you
you don't realise
why and where it is coming from...
so i remember well the last words of the spirit
"really, they are immature
instead of forgiving as jesus said
they do what they do..."
see when i write this
i even feel the sadness of it
i feel like
there is a great potential on those yogis
but that is left uncovered
because of their odd immature choices...
if they uses more spirit
and less deform the vibes purpose
they would not need me as a "muslim" advertisement
for other muslims ;)
because Truth shines by itself
and It attracts by its light and love that it emits...
it needs no advertising
nor self applauding
of how many muslims one managed
to make into hindus yogi hahaha
Truth sets you free
from ALL rituals
cause is the Real YOU.
and i know spirit loves me
and i love it too:x
and if you cannot see it
know that It sees you
kissi :x
Friday 18 September 2015
Promises made, promises broken
i was passing by
and heard that music
that just mesmerised me
and i just stood there
stuck listening to it
this song is so melodious
is a heartfelt message ...
so well timed.
once i heard it
i felt so odd
is like everything speak to me
and really everything is alive
with messages that communicate with you
right after you ask a question
before
my answers were
delivered in dream
so it was delayed
but now
answers come
just like in the very moment
while i am awake
and right the corner..
is true
because
question and answer
are two sides of the same coin
now,
this song is beautiful
because if you hear it well
it says to you
that promises is not about who promise you something
but when you promised to yourself something
have you ever went through it?
till the very end?
if you just do
keep ONE promise
and went through it
then it became that rose
that the song speak of
literally
a rose structure
is that one
of ascending curves
and the rose is
describing your path
that you kept threading
because you kept your promise
all this
made up that rose
once you look back
you saw you become that rose..
where lies
your liberation...
Song : "Promises" from the movie "The Music in Me"
Sung by : Debbie Gibson
Lyrics - that i corrected :
"Promises"
Promises made, promises broken
That was my song
Only song that I knew
I never kept one
My heart was not open
No but now, you see me new
The rose beyond the promise
Is all I've come to be
Because I kept that promise
Though none made to me
Promises made, promises broken
No that is not who I am
Now its all in
What is unspoken
And all can believe once again
Rejoice, rejoice
We are one song one voice
And we are free
Just sing
Sing strong
We know where we belong
No one can never break you
When you see the promise through
Promises made, promises broken
The only song
I ever knew
Now we're all in
And here with hearts opened
Standing in what's true
The rose beyond that promise
Before you, yeah that's me
And I'm delivering
Eternally
source : http://www.lyricsbox.com/debbie-gibson-lyrics-promises-gp2vg97.html
ps : had i said i hear and see piano everywhere? :)))
Thursday 17 September 2015
it is Me, it is not me - part 2
and then
when i went back
every bits came back like a puzzle
and i realised that there were signs
but i could NOT SEE those
only once it was over
and his mask fell off
i realised but everything was already there
for me to see
but i was just blind to it
you know why?
because we choose to be blind
as i dislike very much treachery
i shoved it out of my life
but doing so
i ended up being blind to people
who are treacherous
so much that it shocks me
that such fraud
on such professional level
may exist
and this line might be shocking
to read
but one should love treachery
it does not mean
that i say woa cool let be like that
or how this should be promoted lol
i am not insane
no
to love
is to love unconditionally
it means to acknowledge its existence
and not shove it away
as if it is not part of creation
treachery and any other negative stuff
which are obviously bad are bad and remain bad
that's it
BUT
i should learn to acknowledge their existence
cause they are there
so that i may see them
this is why i repeat
this is why
i could not see the signs
how something will show itself to you
and thus protects you
if you refuse to see it
and acknowledge it?
it can't connect with you
as you refuse the connection
and its very existence
see?
if i had acknowledged the existence
of such bad stuff
like treachery etc
then i would see their signs
all pointing at them
and once i see these signs
then i could let them be
and move on
while moving on
i can save myself from much
headache and fraud
by getting caught in the very thing i reject...
second point about this love
and that one forget
is that it transforms...
this treachery
once i acknowledge its existence
i can see it
once i see it
i can let it go
and literally move on
(go out of the office
as if i had fire on my ass lol!)
and once i let it go
then that light transforms
the ugly face of treachery
which then disappears from my life
this is why Love is IN-clusive
is not EX-clusive
likewise
when people think of separation
is because of fears of something they reject
cause they find it ugly, unacceptable
of course
is ugly
of course is unacceptable
but then what after?
you are only required to acknowledge its existence
once you do
then you can move on
let it go
and LIGHT
on its own
do the rest of job for you
it transforms this very ugly thing
and this is why it is gone
cause you saved yourself
by yourself
from it
you are
you become your own savior
is so true
if the word savior exists
is because of the danger that exists
but if you hate so much the danger
that you don't want to acknowledge its existence
then
how can you use the word savior?
once when i was in uk
i remember
i was waiting at the bus stop
and i asked a question to myself
and my self answered to it
saying
the question and its answer
both are the same coin
is just the two faces of same coin.
danger and savior
are two faces of the same coin
you can't get one without the other
and why this ?
lol
i start thinking
i had a very fruitful day
is funny
cause i got this answer i am about to write
to a question that i am asking only now
again it proves to me
all answers are given to us
but we do not see them on the spot
is only later
if we are lucky
we realise
we got the answer
so why this?
why getting that weird duality?
of danger and its savior?
well
as i was driving
i got that answer to that question
i did not even ask lol
actually
i was driving
and saw my bracelet
which was on arm
and when i saw it
i said to myself
when i bought it
i was so enthralled by its refined designed
that i connected myself to its heart
this is why it stood out from all the other stuff
in the store
and i saw in the bracelet
that it has its own heart/light
a core
and as i connected to it
and liked it
my attention is IN it
but when i saw my arm
first i saw my shirt
and as my eyesight went from the shirt
down the way to the bracelet itself
i saw for the first time
the beauty of it as a whole
not just the beauty of its core
but the whole impression/atmospher it creates
when it is worn
see?
then i realised on the spot
this is why God sent his light
in multitude
in so many hearts of people
is to be able to see Himself
from another point of view
so that He may perceive Its own beauty
'cause if He had just remained
on His own
HE would have known only His core essence
but as HE dispatched his light
in every single thing
then He could use the Perspective of One
to see the Other
this is why in sufism
this saying is well known
"I was a hidden treasure
and wanted to be known"
(this is why He created creation)
this is how i ended up
seeing the whole beauty of a bracelet
when i was seeing my arm
but when i was jsut seeing my bracelet
i could only see its core beauty
and then i realised
this is why in business
for i had always wondered
finding it strange
that business who are specialised in selling a product
WHY do they require market study?
if you love a product
then why asking a third party view?
normally
your love of a product
should bring you so close to it
that you need not an outer perspective see?
then i understood
cause the company is so much engrossed
by its core business
that it NEEDS a third party to SEE
the general stuff
to get an overview
to see stuff from another perspective
to gain another global view of its product
cause attention is One
and if it is STUCK IN
then it is engrossed
and it cannot detach itself
raise higher to see the whole picture
but if attention is ABOVE
then it can rise above
and get that whole picture
and take decision more wisely
finally
why this duality?
we need duality to see each other
without danger
there is no savior
because of the danger, the need of a savior arises
and without savior
there is no danger
because the very existence of savior, points at the existence of danger
likewise
creation has been created
to be able to mirror the existence of the other
once this existence is acknowledge
then Light/Love Power can transform it
otherwise bad remains bad
and even get worse
for the one who keeps denying it.
and i just understood
that line of quran
that i NEVER EVER made sense of
this is in 55:43
"this is the hell that the guilty one/wrongful people deny"
then the line, immeditately responding to it :
"which of the favors of God, will you deny?"
see?
i never quite understood
what the favors were about
bad is bad
that's it
is because bad becomes even worse in our life
when we keep denying its existence
so it is precisely this bad stuff that will hit us
as this frauder
and this is the hell you kept denying
to be honest
if i try to acknowledge to myself
that all the bad stuff DO exist
then there is a certain work colleague
that i want to butt his ass
cause he is a real lazy coworker
i just dislike laziness
because it makes you break your word
and put other people in trouble
and made them hanging onto you
is so unfair
but right now
my inner self
i feel it revolting itself in my chest
hahaha
and saying no no
no way
jsut butt his ass no love for him
hahahaha
i can HEAR my self
saying it
and even see her
crossing her arms
and pouting
and shaking her head
"no no no"
"no way! just butt his ass!"
hehehehe
is funny
but i have to be honest
so the solution
should be that i should acknowledge to myself
that what i start hating
i.e. his total lake of commitment at work
and sheer laziness
EXIST
that i canNOT change them
so i should not be oblivious to them
they are there
that's a fact
and then
just let it go.
if the Power of Love
find is the right timing
then It would change his ass
but i can't lose precious time
and get even worse results with such a colleague
i can console myself
thinking,
who knows may be he got a lobotomy?
hence his absent-mindedness?
but in truth,
he does it on purpose
i hope then he will get what he deserves.
because my inner self
is still rebellious!
nah!
;)
It is Me, It is not me... - part 1
well it has been 3 times
this week
that i noticed
that i don't recognise
myself
when i speak
is W.E.I.R.D.
concretely,
i found myself 3 times
in a trap like situation
while i knew even not
that it is an unfavorable one
but each time
thank God,
i saved myself from long term headaches
without knowing
what i was saying on the spot
HAD some meaning
is too weird
even writing it
sounds weird
for instance
i met a service provider
who had to give me the right pass
and when i looked dubitative
just because i felt innerly a trouble
i just said
"i would prefer the former option
we discussed"
and to my amazement
he ended up
giving me BOTH passes
and asked me to choose
the one fit me most
incredible
is his job
and he ended up
saying to me
choose yourself what suits you best
never ever ever a company does that
impossible
business rule is
to just sell what your ass wants
and the way you want
and never downgrading yourself
and here
he just asked me
to go and check both options
and take the best one
anyway
i just let it go
cause i thought
though to my advantage
may be he is nuts
again
there was no more seat available
for my trip
i was asked just to wait for the boss
and he came and out of thin air
gave me one
and lol
honestly
my heart said no
i liked it NOT
so hehehe
this time i am the nut one
he is providing me
"graciously" a seat
when everything is booked
and i said no lol
so i asked him
if i could still get the seat
i had initially booked
you know
i asked that just because
i really felt not good
for the one he was giving me
and guess what
he did i don't know what
and i ended up with the seat i wanted
it was so fast
that myself i was standing there
wondering
"seriously?!"
anyway
this time i said to myself
you are the nuts one
move on now
and now
just today
what happened?!
i was dealing with another
service provider
and as is a new one
i ASSUMED all background check were ok
i assumed
cause i could not imagine
such fraud existing
anyway
i was about to pay
when again
i said
"please give me first the contract"
everything was about the right timing
otherwise i was in trouble
but this i knew not
again
how could i have guess
background check was not cleared?
plus when the guy has credibility
you don't question it
you just go with the flow
everyone is ok
so i am ok too
as simple as that
and when i said that
he just lost his face
became bitter
and i understood
is not business like manners
and he is a fraud
now
here is the interesting stuff
that prompted me to write this blog
is my very feeling
at what was happening
is like i could clearly see my thoughts
and i was ALL FOR IT
i had totally bought the project
all ok!
very enthusiastic and believing
so i could DURING
the negociation see myself
i mean see my very thought of
"all approved, now go for it!"
YET
out of nowhere
i blurtted out this line
"please let me see the contract first"
and now
i tell you the feeling of it
when i said it
it was like
it was not me speaking
when i say me
is the thought "go for it!"i was SO identified with that very thought
that it was me
but when i said
"give me contract first" line
my "go for it" thought disappeared
i could see it nowhere
there was no doubt
that was a full of knowledge Me
asking the very thing that was going to be a future bone of contention
and nowhere during this time
i went through the confusion
"i go for it or i go not"
so i understand
that no doubt state means
having no clash between your mind
and your Real Mind.
the latter overriding the limited knowledge
of the former
and being so VAST
that there is no contention
contention is when your mind
gets into conflict with an inner intuition
then comes doubt
or when two thougths hit each other
then comes doubt
but the state of no doubt
is when the Mind which is Sea
absorb your mind
which is a tiny river
so no more doubt...
first time EVER i GOT IT!
so, in my situation
i had taken my decision
i was all for it!
this is the stupefying stuff
and YET
my tongue blurted out
the opposite
it felt like
the thought which was erroneous
was not at all controlling my tongue
and that my tongue was independant
and asking on its own the truthful stuff
again
written like that
it may sound weird
but is all new to me too
it was shockingly clear
i did not recognsise "myself"
i.e. i did not recognise my thought i stood for
i could NOT enact that thought
my own tongue
was protecting me from my erroneous decision
and by then the I that was being acted upon
was NOT the "i" of the thought
this is very new to me
also the second very impactful feeling
i have when i thought again about this
is like a powerful
somehow all-knowing
independent speach
which POP UP
on its OWN
and the image/vision i got
when i went over it
was that of a strong current
that pop up like a geyser
and pushes up
upwards enough
so that i gained the whole picture
and uses my tongue correctly
to ask stuff which are not those i had thought of...
is truly the vision i got
and is very NOT me
lol
is funny
i ended up thinking
would be embarassing
if one day i happen to blurt out
something which should remain hidden
hahahaha
just because the geyser decided to pop up
at that time
:)))
Tuesday 15 September 2015
Heavenly Music
let's listen to that Master Piece
isn't it Heavenly?
Ennio Morricone - The Mission Main Theme (Morricone Conducts Morricone)
yesterday night
as i was going to sleep
i saw a very fine vision
one note to myself
actually visions
are a bit like unexpected
good trips
is like you know not
when you got one
and when you are -in- it
actually you know not
is only once is over
that you realise
hey was real
because during your vision
i feel
one part of the mind is off
so it cannot disturb the vision
by butting in
and asking but why this
and why that
lol
is like the mind
is shut down
so that the vision
may flow
this is why
on the spot
there is no self conscious
questioning
of what i am doing there
now the vision itself
was very elegant
so as i was going to sleep
i saw a conductor
with his baton
and i saw how
he was hearing music
from higher realm
actually i could
hear a very beautiful music
which was very quick
and clearly the notes
were coming or played
in higher realms
then i saw piano keys
being stroke
so i saw them one by one
actually
i wanted to write them down
because the melody was very exquisite
and the rythm was quite fast
is when it hit me
i could not play piano
so why writting them down
then i saw a zooming out
such a great zoom out
that i saw the earth
and the black space all around
now that i write it
i feel was very beautiful vision
hearing the unheard beautiful notes
and contemplating earth from the universe
then at this point
the spirit told me
speaking of Itself
"[the Spirit =]I was the conductor"
"the piano keys you could see was your Witness state"
"and the piano keys being played fast symbolise your petals which are opening faster"
ah yes
and i asked what that zooming out was about
cause i ended up out of earth
seeing it from outer space
finally!
i got it!
It said
"it symbolises liberation"
isn't it the MOST beautiful good news?!
you bet
i am even more enthusiastic
to meditate lol
**sigh**
i feel comfy now
plus even writting this
there is such a nice scent on my tongue ...
that's real sweetness.
this is why i wear no perfume
cause i want the real one!
if i wear perfume
i always wonder
where the smell is coming from
from the one i am wearing or from the real one...
as i am hearing, seeing piano everywhere
even in my train station...
i guess i will gladly surrender
and start piano lessons :)))
Monday 14 September 2015
Un-gratefulness
i discovered a very interesting stuff
about ungratefulness
people are ungrateful
not because they see not the favor
they receive
but receive the favor
but want the favor
to happen
according to their rules
traditions and their own
cultural, or sectarian mind
cause if it does not
they shove the favor
into some forsaken forgotten
part of their mind
literally sweeping it under the carpet
once they have enjoyed it.
why?
cause they can't BEAR
to see they could get some favor
by another means
that WORKS
other than their OWN
and so they HAVE
to ensure themselves
that they are empowered
by the Standard of God
to customise you to their image
just to be able to say
"yes yes our way is the best
it works
see ? this is why [retrospectively]
we can show the favor to the world
and say is branded "our sect/religion..." "
BUT if the favor is not
according to their group standard
then,
it can't be remembered
by all means it should be forgotten
cause it would be a shame
that something works
when "we" are not the maker of it!
there is a saying in quran
that says
about God
He is the best Creator of creators
is a very lovely sentence
people refuse creative power
to others
they have to concentrate all the power
as if they were the One and Only God
and others were below
just in case
they forget
there is NO such exclusivity
normally
you should be able to enJOY
what other's qualities and favors are
without trying to customise it to your taste
for such people
i take a very great pleasure
to show them
that they are plainly and simply
UNGRATEFUL to God's favors
as my uncle used to say
wherever comes God Mercy take it
question not its origin
i love that
cause when you don't do so
you are sure you are destroying
your God given Heaven/Garden
cause you start getting at war
with God means of Mercy
whatever good and mercy
comes to your way
take it!
For God sake
just take it
and be grateful
and if possible
thank the person
who is the means of mercy
to you and to your kin
not that it pays the person
but it gives joy
to be seen
and if you are grateful
you increase your own "luck" too
and you see your own life
as being blessed
instead of ending up
in some inner lamentation
of why am i so unlucky etc
there is no unluck in that very case
you just need to be grateful
when you are given some favors
just to allow the flow
to keep coming your way
if you try to force
the other into your own image
unless this person has no backbone
and no personality
do you think
it would be happy?
once joy of the play
and its lighteness along with it dies
the flow of favors coming to you
from that person dies too
is not calculated
Grace is NOT calculated
it just feeds itself from the joy around
Sunday 13 September 2015
New video I made "If you were a melody...then i would always love you"
oki :)
i happened to watch the movie The Holiday
starring kate winslet
the part that hit me
was that the trailer maker
was making melodies
to suit character of a neighbor (Arthur)
and speaking of Kate (Iris)
he said
which now become for me
a great memorable quote from
the Holiday...
"Iris, if you were a melody...
... this is what you would sound like" :
and he put that melody on for her
and said
"i only used good notes" :))
it just hit me.
indeed,
what if you were a melody?
what would you be?
indeed the melody
was suiting her character
her benevolent role in the movie
it was shining and speaking for her
no words
but a melody
and a melody
flows so well
i could see myself flowing
on the scores of the melody
of that movie
and feeling
the wind blowing in the movie
to anounce christmas in Los Angeles:
"The wind...
it's what makes it so warm this time of year.
Legend has it, when the Santa Anas blow,
anything can happen."
lol
only once you get started
hehehe she went back to bed
too funny
-temporarily-
depressive habits
hard to change lol
the cool breeze there
that was the bearer of good news
as it appeared
twice
with the two men
who were going to
change her life
and empower her
with her dream of love
as said in it:
'anything can happen' :
and i saw myself
feeling the cool breeze
under the
Maestro soundtrack
from this movie
so good it is
so seeing
myself as a melody
on that score
and feeling
the cool breeze
blowing like a strong
inner wind
announcing the great change
empowering kate winslet
and finally
making her
realise her lead role
of 'a powerhouse'
as a woman
that inspired me
those dandelions
flying
and swirling
upwards
marking the end of summer
and i got inspired
for making up my own movie :x
So,
here you go
Movie : If you were a melody...
... then i would always love you.
-by petals1000uk
for so much i value genuine character
when you sing your own song :x
ps :
in praise of the Original Movie - The Holiday
i am quoting an extract from Youtube :
Wednesday 9 September 2015
Turning metal into Gold...
The book that
most interested the boy
told the stories of the famous alchemists.
told the stories of the famous alchemists.
They were men who had dedicated their entire lives
to the purification of metals in their laboratories;
they believed that, if a metal were heated for many years,
to the purification of metals in their laboratories;
they believed that, if a metal were heated for many years,
it would
free itself of all its individual properties, and
what was
left would be the Soul of the World.
This Soul of the World allowed them to understand anything on the face of the earth, because it was the language with which all things communicated.
They called
that discovery the Master Work—
it was part
liquid and part solid.
by Paulo Coelho
see?
if likewise
you purify yourself
at the end
you will remain
with your own Pure Essence
liberated
like the metal
of its individual properties
because
the soul
is from the spirit
but is the manifestation
of the Spirit/Source
on an individual level
once you
purify soul
it will shed off
its "attachement"
its limited definition
of its nature
its actual identity likened
to its own properties
and once shed off
its real true nature
the spirit
will shine
and that is the
Light of the Spirit
Soul of the World
and best and
accelerated way
is meditation
in the midst of huge pain
for it makes your properties
attachement to them
melt quicker
than in your
happy every day life
when the heat of the cooking
is slower
so
even though
you consider our body
is the like the earth
it contains minerals
iron and other metals
the real purification
is the one of the human being
the real transformation
is the one of the human being
the real turning metal into Gold
is the one of the human being
is NOT
about getting rich
is NOT
about transforming metal into Gold
THOUGH it EXISTS
but is about
transforming your dreams into reality
and your soul returning back to the Spirit
writing this
lol
i feel like strangling
a certain guy i love
for he put me much
through the cooking heat
nowadays
:))))
the day
i will get
the consistent
reflex to meditate
right on the spot
when that exceptional
cooking happen
i will update you
but for now
i am doing pretty well
he just makes me lose
my hair too much
guys are born
stressful
but i read somewhere
after marriage
the women make them lose their hair....
;)
:))))
ps : if they still have them..
Dream Land
In honor of the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
i think is a must i post
first
i really love to read that book
bit by bit
if i read it straight in one shot
i won't be able to really taste it
good things should last long lol
i love the part
when the boy
speaks of his observation of the desert
and of the caravan
you know why?
because i really felt love
in that part
and so much cool vibes
were flowing out of my hand
and even right now typing it
i feel real love in the heart
actually is a very mesmerizing part
when i was reading it
was like i could see
-literally speaking-
the love of the desert
surging and measuring
the love of the caravan in its trail
was as if i was in the desert
and was all silent around
and there was only
the love of the desert for the caravan
and of the caravan for the desert
is so beautiful
really.
only a beautiful observer
can write such beautiful
and mesmerising moments.
i love
when he said
The boy thought about that for a
while as he
looked at the moon
and the bleached
sands.
"I have
watched
the caravan
as it crossed the desert," he said.
"The
caravan and the desert speak the same language, and
it's for that
reason that the desert allows the crossing.
It's going to test the caravan's
every step to see if it's in time[my notes : in perfect match with the desert own frequency- in syntony], and, if it is, we
will make it
to the oasis."
is really human gift
to be able to observe
only in true observation
you can truly feel the love
now is bizarre
the english extract here
does not emit
the same love
than the french one
for once
the french one
is better translated
or the translator put his heart in it.
yes i love the part
about how the desert
"allows" the caravan
its crossing ...
because the desert
is qeenly
observing
watching
measuring
the caravan
progress
and if that progress
matches in its frequency
the one of the desert
than the crossing
happens
because the desert
would have allowed it
and when you think
that desert soul
speaks to the caravan soul
and they are both part of the
Earth Soul
it gives even more
sanctity
to this Language of the Heart
isn't it?
may be as human being
if we have a dream
and consider it
being a land
like this desert
and us being this caravan
and if as an observer
before wishing to
enter and exercise rule
there
we were observant
of the rules
with the Observation
of our Heart
then,
we would know
how our Dream Land
will allow us to travel in it
and reach our destination
after
we can invite others
into our dreams
and if they too
naturally
have this inner
good manner
and not mannerism
but this
real good manner
to be obervant of these rules
then we can teach them
how to share our dreams
and thrive in them
as dreams
are just foreign lands
yet not discovered
and as a caravan
we really need to
learn this language
of the Heart
to cross it
and reach our destination
not long ago
i have been told
see?
a personality
equals the average
of the 5 people you frequent most.
is really true.
we should watch
whom we frequent most
and take the average
and see what we are
a step further
i would say
we should look
at the heart of the 5 people
we frequent most
and then see
are their heart
sharing our dreams?
are they obervant
of its rules
observant with their Heart?
Sunday 6 September 2015
Universe is playing
The Book "The Alchemist"
is real good
as soon as i start reading it
i literally started to
get all my "little" wishes
fulfilled
so much that it felt
like living in a fairy tale...
and as i am a good girl lol
i remembered
to thank and move on
and not go into the
"incredible"
because if is so incredible
i can bet my ass that it will stop
hehehe
for God will say
"ah yea! incredible?
ok so let it be rare then"
i should have done
a compilation
of every little thing
that happened the minute or hour
later
here are those i jot down
like that :
we finished our meal
and i thought hmm
would be ideal to get some
hot cup of tea
but thing is we had no time
to order
so we went out
and on our way
a free tea machine!
tell me
how on earth
a free self-serving tea machine
can be found right once
we went out of restaurant?!!
where?
only in fairy tales
you say it
and it pop up
out of thin air
plus really
it made me feel
God cares more for me
than indeed i care for myself
cause my self
wanted that hot tea
but i did not find "time"
to treat myself well
and yet God took care of my Self
who wanted that experience
now and not later
in better way...
next day,
on the spot i needed cash
no ATM in view
lol a chinese lady
came
and told me
in chinese
take my cash and order
for me lunch using your card
i laughed hard
had not even to find any ATM!
next i needed to sew back
a piece of cloth
and with the lack of time
where can i find a sewing kit?
just going upstair
and guess what?
i see a needle
with the RIGHT color
of thread i needed in, in bonus...
then,
seeing EVEN a needle
i said to myself
is really like
you ask something
and the universe play with you
it comes -literally round the corner-
and say "here you are"
hey by the way
i love that expression
in this context "here you are"
as our true nature is God
that EVEN a needle is filled
with light of God
the "here you are"
is all the more true!
here you are,
even in the needle
you can see yourself!
that is real play!
plus you know why it works?
cause i don't take it serious
i just take it as a play
"yea i would like that"
and is an honest wish
which stems from a need
not all needs are fulfilled
only if it becomes your desired one
and then indeed
you just let it go
this is why it works
plus is magical
is really like it preceeds you
now it reminds me
of God who says in prayer
that muslims know well
"ask me everything
even about your shoelaces"
see?
i had always wondered
how would God manifest itself
to bring me a shoe lace
hahahaa
now i know
if God could manifest Itself
to bring me a needle,
then same for a shoe lace.
the needle example
is RIGHT hitting on the spot
and is sooooo kind!
because is like you get a gift
unexpectedly
and in most unexpected way
so these are synchonicities
that happen for the fun of it
so if you want a fun life
then you get it
now i wonder not
IF it will get fulfilled
but i wonder HOW
'cause i am curious of the possibilities
and if it get not fulfilled
well i don't have time to wonder about
as all the time new needs are showing up
plus is really like
God walks with you
as He hears your need
and then
like he runs ahead
letting you there
and go to fulfill your wish
it feels like so
or like
i find myself
really
trying to look around
is there someone who is playing it
and is invisible?
like that time
as i told you
the alchemist book
is like you read it
and as you believe in it
is like you are blessed by its blessings
so what i loved in that book
is being attentive to signs
around us
i just read it and loved it
and paid not more attention
more than that
and during my day
stuff just started to
"stand out"
like when i looked around
one thing or person light stood out
and i knew is the right thing to pick up
or the right person to approach for that job
a concrete example
with our team we were staying at a place
we were trying to decide if we keep staying there
for the job need
or if we have to move out
but this i knew not
they were having this conversation among themselves
on my way back
i saw the cleaning team
and then the landlord
and then our neighbors
all 3 of them getting out of their way
and mismanaging stuff
but i paid no more attention
but when i joined up discussion
it HIT me
how everything was ALREADY there
pointing at the end of our stay
we could not have done better staying here
actually the "universe" would just not have cooperated
for us
so decision was taken to leave
and RIGHT after
we got a better work environement
with all the missing stuff
that we were so far NOT aware of
being given to us
so these are signs
they are everywhere
just is just that we see them not
because we do not pay attention to them
for us to pay attention to
is NOT to look for signs
but to have a very calm mind
and then put our question forward
as the universe is ONE
it canNOT let the thing INCOMPLETE
it cannot leave your question
and not bring the other half of ITSELF
in the form of the answer
see?
and i am now sure
we always get the answer
is just either we are not mature enough to see it
i.e. we have not the eyes to see
or
just we have not asked
so even if the other half of our unasked question is there
ie the answer
we won't see it
as we have not asked it
like nowadays
after those intensive meditation practice
i noticed when we were walking
a kid and i raised his energy
yet he started crying
and i wondered why
in dream
the spirit said
because it (the surge of energy)
reminded him of the heaven lost
so he was crying of happiness
for feeling it
like you do
ahh i felt like crying
hearing it
is sooooooooooooo honest
i love such honest personalities
and also
it was said
that "i noticed this
and remembered
while for most people
is just a passing by stuff
with no importance"
so since then i realised
indeed
how it feels now during the day
is liek that each and every thing
is singled out
as if everything has its special place
to be / right to be
before the actions in the day
was like a tempest to me
one thing rushing on top of the other
like caught in a whirlwind
still same amount of work
still same responsiblities
but everything is so much standing out
with its own light
plus is like i see stuff
with calmness in mind
and nothing else around
just the thing i am focusing upon
so from that
and is only by confronting us
to our own life
that we can realise how we changed
if we meditate
and say stay in some himalaya
how can we confront ourselves?
and see that we have indeed changed
and experience life anew?
plus it shows you
your limits
and you can yearn to cross them
to be a new version of yourself
and ultimately
find the Highest Vision of Who You Really Are
so signs could stand out
or this book could resonate with me
because of my own previous work
which has born its fruit
and made me more alert
and yet peaceful
Friday 4 September 2015
Smiling
"you smiled that smile, and it brought out the sun in me. it changed me."
-some song i forgot lol
i loved to hear it
i had never realised that people smiled not
once i have been asked
why you always smile
the question left me blank
i realised not that
one could ask such question
is like asking
why you have a face and two hands?
and yet
now that i remember it
and looked around
indeed i now understand why
it was asked
because most of time
people are bearing a sour face
is so serious
what is funny
is not being serious
what is funny
is to show a serious face
even for something which should be light
and that is why
we laugh at kids
when they do
something wrong
they come
and put some serious face
and then start justifying it
so what makes me laugh
is not the seriousness
is the fact of putting seriousness
on something light
just to make it weight much more
than it ought to
then this stuff becomes heavy
on us
more than its due
is not the stuff in itself
that demands so much seriousness
is our behavior which should be
sincerely committed
so that there be no lacking from us
when we do it
after
the whole stuff will become light
if you look
at the workplace of the
most successful start ups
their office look like Kindergarten!
Rebecca
D’leema, who was formerly part of the cabin crew with Kingfisher
Airlines and spent six months designing this office, says most of the
features reflect the beliefs and thoughts of the founders. That is the
reason, she says, there is no system to mark attendance for employees.
There are also no access codes or cards for entering and exiting.
“The founders absolutely dislike wearing dogtags around their necks
and they are clear about the fact that if they dislike something, how
can they make their teams do that?” D’leema says. “Naveen (Tewari’s) dislike for wearing trousers
“InMobi is my dream company,” confess two candidates who interviewed for jobs at the Bangalore-based mobile advertising firm earlier this year. Their desire, however, has less to do with InMobi’s business or their job profiles and more with the company’s new office on the outskirts of the city. A visit to the office on Outer Ring Road explains these aspirations.
Work at the InMobi office, spread over 120,000 sq ft and across three floors, may still involve writing code as in other information technology companies, but one can do so on the re-writable desks or walls, sitting on one of the 100 beanbags in the office. Or at any of the two fully-loaded coffee shops or meeting rooms that have cartoon graffiti on the walls. In between coding, an employee can choose to play at the well-spread games zone or jam in the room dedicated for singing and playing musical instruments or just catch a nap in any corner.
Founded in 2007 by four alumni of the Indian Institutes of Technology (IIT) — Naveen Tewari, Mohit Saxena, Abhay Singhal and Amit Gupta —, InMobi is one of the most successful Indian software product startups. It is among the top three mobile advertising firms globally and has business across nearly 200 countries, with revenue estimated at $200 million for 2013, say sources.
source : http://www.reckontalk.com/dhaba-in-the-office-of-indian-mobile-advertising-firm-inmobi-so-creative/
it just give me the wish to go
there and work everyday :))
so when we wear a
sour, uptight face
trying to "show"
we are serious
we are committed
we are all-as-one-should-be
standing erected
like hovering over
the stuff to be done
then we end up
losing our natural
way of being (creative)
the word in itself may
look empty
but being creative
you can replace it
by saying
being open
when you are open
you are open to alternatives
solutions
that can prove to be most helpful
for your job at hand
not only for office
so what is required
from us
is not to show a serious face
for we waste energy
to maintain it
instead of focusing on
how to be open to
circumstances around us
which is more useful use
of our same energy
we only
owe to ourselves
and thus to others
to be sincere with our
commitments
when we are
then we can enjoy
riding through waves of changes
it means not we won't have
at times sour faces
but when we have it
and someone shows up
with some humor
if we start laughing
and take part in it
then is the good sign
that we are still
ourselves
and human :x
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