when you read a true spiritual experience
its beauty stems from the exact words used for the description of the detailed sensations
such as strength, love etc.
AND because they are POWER words
because their sustaining base is Silence
meaning that the person caught part of the Essence being reflected in ONE quality
and the Silence is the Room which is being made,
for the Emanation of the Essence to express itself freely
and we as the Observer or the Watcher
can in the Room made by the Silence
witness the Emanation of the Beauty of God
by observing a quality of His.
Tuesday 8 October 2013
Saturday 5 October 2013
To The Divine Mother
The Power of Love is amazing
it makes fixed things moving so much
that where we could have taken a picture
everything whirls and changes as if it is a play
while it looked so solemn and serious!
and it is now very refreshing
the pic we could have taken before
where everything was so well set
could have been very aesthetic
but so boring!
I LOVED the Thai movie "My Name is Love" (2013)
And loved the song- dedicating it to the Love of God Within:
Only you who can make flowers blossom within a night
Only you, the most important element, help me has this success
Only you who makes love really beautiful
Only love, the only word helps me accept this truth
To let me know what true love is
To let me know that the truth of love is to give
For you, for you
Only you, the girl who can turn an evil become an angel
My love today is always much more than yesterday
it makes fixed things moving so much
that where we could have taken a picture
everything whirls and changes as if it is a play
while it looked so solemn and serious!
and it is now very refreshing
the pic we could have taken before
where everything was so well set
could have been very aesthetic
but so boring!
I LOVED the Thai movie "My Name is Love" (2013)
And loved the song- dedicating it to the Love of God Within:
Only you who can make flowers blossom within a night
Only you, the most important element, help me has this success
Only you who makes love really beautiful
Only love, the only word helps me accept this truth
To let me know what true love is
To let me know that the truth of love is to give
For you, for you
Only you, the girl who can turn an evil become an angel
My love today is always much more than yesterday
To Know - It is ALL within you
From Movei Loser Lover 2010
meaning of song
"you are the first person I thought can understand me. you said i am weird, it is because you haven't been compatible with me yet, just want you to understand my feelings
just want you to know, deep in my heart, what i don't know.one step closer, use your heart to feel."
It is because the Divine is a Secret to be un-covered,
and so We as Divine, see more of Ourselves into the Other,
as a Mirror.
It is only through Life Experience,
that God within can be revealed.
As a friend told me,
there is nothing to be discovered with your mind,
but with your Heart,
Use Your Heart to discover The Whole Secret,
it is ALL WITHIN YOU.
"Did he smile [when he lost/got not what he wanted]?
he smiled the first and second time at the failure, but not the third time.
this means he failed.
the two first times, he found something else to do.
the third time he is alone.
Where is he ? bring me there?
no.Everyone needs to know how to protect themselves,
and how to face failure
except if you feel failure is a mistake
then you can go and console him."
Very funny and deep movie.
Lol
meaning of song
"you are the first person I thought can understand me. you said i am weird, it is because you haven't been compatible with me yet, just want you to understand my feelings
just want you to know, deep in my heart, what i don't know.one step closer, use your heart to feel."
It is because the Divine is a Secret to be un-covered,
and so We as Divine, see more of Ourselves into the Other,
as a Mirror.
It is only through Life Experience,
that God within can be revealed.
As a friend told me,
there is nothing to be discovered with your mind,
but with your Heart,
Use Your Heart to discover The Whole Secret,
it is ALL WITHIN YOU.
"Did he smile [when he lost/got not what he wanted]?
he smiled the first and second time at the failure, but not the third time.
this means he failed.
the two first times, he found something else to do.
the third time he is alone.
Where is he ? bring me there?
no.Everyone needs to know how to protect themselves,
and how to face failure
except if you feel failure is a mistake
then you can go and console him."
Very funny and deep movie.
Lol
Tuesday 1 October 2013
Unrolling of the leaf towards the sky - Desire and Attention
That feels like, envisioning a green leaf which opens slowly / unrolls
this is the essence of the leaf which is opening/revealing itself upwards
so it is being unwrapped
naturally
skywards
for there is no imbalance in the action of unrolling,
nor in its intensity of emitting a misplaced wish,
these two sides are in the human being and are its mark
it is just the actual natural power, in full balance
which is being unwrapped
and in the 'sky' is just this Attention that looks
this Attention has No memory
so it is in the Pure Witness state
of seeing the unrolling of the leaf
"Spirit is pure peace and vibes are joy of the spirit in knowing Itself"
because the Attention is stable - so it is peace
and "in knowing itself" there is movement, so necessarily a power upwards
so strong that it defies the gravity
it pushes upwards towards the Attention
this is why in dream i had seen Allah looking at the noor of the Prophet,
and the more He looked, the more the light of the prophet got filled with Love
for the Attention is Peace
Peace sent on all prophets - as in quran
this is the Message,
and the Spirit light got joy when it is being observed by this pure Attention
and the more you give attention the more it increases in Love
while for the human being,
his attention is mixed with thoughts
thus a filter through which the power/unrolling of leaf is being looked at
if he luckily is realised;
otherwise you have a mixed attention looking at NO THING,
till your own kundalini, this natural wish of God, power of God, has not arisen.
Saturday 28 September 2013
Sacredness
The sacredness of the moment
is not when you put on an attitude of sacredness
however good intended
the sacredness which emanates in that moment
is indeed the fruit of the moment
so it is only
when you recognise during the action itself in the present
the divine in the thing or person
while at the same time you are also aware of the divine within you
which both are the same
then truly your attention is undivided
this is recognising the very present moment
admitting it
and letting it be
then we become aware of the light of that moment
for there are no more veils between us and the present
then, by letting go of our divided attention/corrupted one
which is travelling here and there, instead of being present
we let The Light Shine
and just the characteristic or beauty of that light
is the Sacredness we feel
as emanation of the right placing of attention.
is not when you put on an attitude of sacredness
however good intended
the sacredness which emanates in that moment
is indeed the fruit of the moment
so it is only
when you recognise during the action itself in the present
the divine in the thing or person
while at the same time you are also aware of the divine within you
which both are the same
then truly your attention is undivided
this is recognising the very present moment
admitting it
and letting it be
then we become aware of the light of that moment
for there are no more veils between us and the present
then, by letting go of our divided attention/corrupted one
which is travelling here and there, instead of being present
we let The Light Shine
and just the characteristic or beauty of that light
is the Sacredness we feel
as emanation of the right placing of attention.
Friday 27 September 2013
Attention again
where there is pain,
is where you brought your attention outside
that is a misgiving
and you have to return it inside.
Thursday 26 September 2013
Allahu Akbar intertwined with Ave Maria
Lotus Feet
at its center are the male/female energy in balance
male The unmanifested - Allahu akbar
and feminine/Power of Allah nourishes this inner desire which is naturally sprouting
and let IT manifest
for she knows it...
The Lotus of a Thousand Petals
Yesterday was our first day
for the preparation of the national seminaire in France
i liked that room be made for us
to be our best version of ourselves
call has been given:
SHINE YOUR LIGHT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
this is the time of your life
TO BE WHAT YOU ARE
how many enterprises in life
call us,
no, allow us
to FREELY BE OUR BEST VERSION THAT WE HAVE EVER DESIRED?
how many people
have SINCERELY WISHED FOR IT?
as much as those who reached the place to EXPERIENCE IT TODAY.
people still are in wonderment about each other light
do not be silenced by it...
but see it
as the expression allowed of inner shining light
IF IT IS IN ME
THEN IT IS IN YOU
IT IS JUST FOR ALL OF US
TO ALLOW IT TO SHINE
do not raise one above another
but see it as the PERMISSION FOR YOU TOO to IT shine forth
what is this IT
that you keep praying to
while IT only wait
that you desire to LET IT SHINE through you
you are the KEY to the jewelry box
that you are too.
this is an invitation
do not remain silent or awe struck
otherwise it is like
a lightning striking a stubborn egg shell
which has hard time to crack open
lol
at the end of our sincere desire to organise this event
we prayed and bowed to the All pervading divine power within
which manifested
replied back to the heartfelt desire
of accepting the prayer at "Her lotus feet".
by the vision of the lotus feet Itself
pinned with white rose.
someone asked on net
"what lotus feet means?"
answer :
"Very good and sincere question.
Padam(feet) means source.
Lotus(kamalalaye) means the blooming lotus of awareness.
Souce of the mind is the blooming lotus of awareness.
Guru is nothing other than our own self,so his feet symbolically represent
the souce of our mind which is bloming lotus of awareness."
i find this beautiful : Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind
is
the blooming
Lotus of awareness
Amazing isn't it?
Step back now,
Look,
doesn't it look like eye?
: )
all of this complicated dream,
pain and suffering
from in to out
to go back in, to our origin
and see that
there is nothing to see
but just our own Self
look at the meaning at the center of the Lotus :
source :
http://ownerlessmind.blogspot.fr/2013/05/the-lotus-of-thousand-petals.html
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3:30 PM
for the preparation of the national seminaire in France
i liked that room be made for us
to be our best version of ourselves
call has been given:
SHINE YOUR LIGHT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
this is the time of your life
TO BE WHAT YOU ARE
how many enterprises in life
call us,
no, allow us
to FREELY BE OUR BEST VERSION THAT WE HAVE EVER DESIRED?
how many people
have SINCERELY WISHED FOR IT?
as much as those who reached the place to EXPERIENCE IT TODAY.
people still are in wonderment about each other light
do not be silenced by it...
but see it
as the expression allowed of inner shining light
IF IT IS IN ME
THEN IT IS IN YOU
IT IS JUST FOR ALL OF US
TO ALLOW IT TO SHINE
do not raise one above another
but see it as the PERMISSION FOR YOU TOO to IT shine forth
what is this IT
that you keep praying to
while IT only wait
that you desire to LET IT SHINE through you
you are the KEY to the jewelry box
that you are too.
this is an invitation
do not remain silent or awe struck
otherwise it is like
a lightning striking a stubborn egg shell
which has hard time to crack open
lol
at the end of our sincere desire to organise this event
we prayed and bowed to the All pervading divine power within
which manifested
replied back to the heartfelt desire
of accepting the prayer at "Her lotus feet".
by the vision of the lotus feet Itself
pinned with white rose.
someone asked on net
"what lotus feet means?"
answer :
"Very good and sincere question.
Padam(feet) means source.
Lotus(kamalalaye) means the blooming lotus of awareness.
Souce of the mind is the blooming lotus of awareness.
Guru is nothing other than our own self,so his feet symbolically represent
the souce of our mind which is bloming lotus of awareness."
i find this beautiful : Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind is the blooming Lotus of awareness
Source of the Mind
is
the blooming
Lotus of awareness
Amazing isn't it?
Step back now,
Look,
doesn't it look like eye?
: )
all of this complicated dream,
pain and suffering
from in to out
to go back in, to our origin
and see that
there is nothing to see
but just our own Self
look at the meaning at the center of the Lotus :
source :
http://ownerlessmind.blogspot.fr/2013/05/the-lotus-of-thousand-petals.html
The Sahasrara Chakra is the seventh and highest centre of the subtle body, and is located at the crown of the head.
In this antique diagram, it is depicted as a white lotus of many petals.
(In yoga texts, the Sahasrara is described as having a thousand
petals).
At the centre of the lotus are the feet of the Supreme Being/Self. One is shown white, representing Shri Shiva (the masculine, un-manifest half of the Self), and one red, representing Shri Shakti (the feminine, creative half of the Self).
The trikona, or triangle, may represent the three qualities that pervade the universe: the creative, sustaining and destructive powers, enclosed by the circle of time.
At the centre of the lotus are the feet of the Supreme Being/Self. One is shown white, representing Shri Shiva (the masculine, un-manifest half of the Self), and one red, representing Shri Shakti (the feminine, creative half of the Self).
The trikona, or triangle, may represent the three qualities that pervade the universe: the creative, sustaining and destructive powers, enclosed by the circle of time.
A beautiful image from Indian devotional poetry reveals the crown of the
head as a pedestal on which the cool, fragrant, lotus feet of the
Divine may rest. In India, the feet of the Divine are considered to pour
out blessings and auspicious vibrations, just as in Hindu mythology,
the sacred Ganges, source of all sustenance, is said to flow from the
feet of Lord Vishnu.
When a person's sahasrara opens, they experience Self-realisation. After this happens, Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi recommends daily meditation with the attention lightly on the sahasrara. Some ancient yoga texts say to put the attention on the brow centre, but these were probably written with the assumption that the aspirant would not yet have had self-realisation - an achievement considered very rare and difficult in previous times. Placing the attention at the crown for meditation, means that the awareness is above the distractions of the mental level, as the lotus of sahasrara blooms above the turbulent or murky waters of the lake of mind, and its petals repel the droplets of thoughts.
When a person's sahasrara opens, they experience Self-realisation. After this happens, Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi recommends daily meditation with the attention lightly on the sahasrara. Some ancient yoga texts say to put the attention on the brow centre, but these were probably written with the assumption that the aspirant would not yet have had self-realisation - an achievement considered very rare and difficult in previous times. Placing the attention at the crown for meditation, means that the awareness is above the distractions of the mental level, as the lotus of sahasrara blooms above the turbulent or murky waters of the lake of mind, and its petals repel the droplets of thoughts.
In Jewish mysticism, the Sephirot centre known as Kether (literally
'crown'), is similar in it's qualities to the Sahasrara of yoga
philosophy. Situated at the top of the Tree of Life within the body, it
represents pure consciousness and union with the Divine.
The mystical Sufi strain of Islam has a system of subtle centres known
as latifas. The highest latifa: Akfha (the 'most subtle') is also
located at the crown of the head, and is the point of unity where
beatific visions of Allah are directly revealed.
Modern, New Age interpretations often depict the Sahasrara as having a
violet or purple colour, but this is not seen in traditional paintings
and scriptures. This probably comes from the idea that the colours of
the chakras follow the colours of the rainbow, starting with red at the
first centre, orange yellow green blue and violet. Traditionally,
however, the white colour represents the purity of this centre, and its
integration of all the elements and colours. White contains all
colours.
Sometimes it is described as a lotus of multicoloured petals, and often
depicted as an inverted lotus, with the petals opening downward to
release divine nectar and fragrance into the brain.
This South Indian temple is crowned by an inverted sahasrara lotus.
Tuesday 24 September 2013
My story of Seeking Truth - how it started
It has been a whole month,
that i have not written.
: ) sometimes there is so much to say that i just say it outloud
tongue is faster than fingers to relate.
I can't believe how the God within has changed my whole life
within a year
and this God within,
who is the same in you
knows it all.
i thank this Light for having cast its Gracious eyes upon me
for having saved me from that which i knew not
not only one time, but so many times
so that today, i am still alive
had i died, no one would have known it
and it would have made no difference to the world
it is like our departure add nothing nor remove anything from His Glory.
i had always wondered how is it?
it is because WE ARE this GLORY within!
ALREADY!
so nothing has to change
except the falsity of our mask
which has just to go dust
one just has to let go
to BE.
in uk, i had believe to have found the Absolute Truth.
it was the case.
but i had seen others having found it,
but never had I found it within!
the people i met there
were sufi
no denomination
just their look on their face, startled me
it was as if they had no ego,
no reaction
but were always enjoying
and especially i was intrigued by the "flowing"
all was flowing among them
no attitude,
it was all just there.
i entered the room
and they were talking of bhagva gita, holy bible
of yoga
and i was even more surprised
how could such sanity may emanate from them?
that was naked faith.
in france, i was used to hear about islam
from its historical background.
when i used to hear new convert stories,
and how they entered islam,
i just saw beauty coming from them
i used to call it naked faith
they never ever talked of caliphs etc.
as if it has to be part of faith... to KNOW historical facts
what about those new converts who were so beautiful and yet clueless
of historical facts, upon which muslim community is divided?
all i could just see from them was their sincerity
in their talk, on their spontaneous reaction, and in their manners
and a great yearning for The One
i used to feel it inside
as if it was a soft fire burning
which was hungry to see more of their face
so The One was their goal
but then, for me the horizon was sort of blocked
i could not see more
in uk, i learned the value of the People of the House,
meaning, "the purified ones" who belonged to the family of the prophet.
it was not a blood relationship only, which is being refered to
but a light relationship
a light flowing in these people, called the "people of the House", or "the purified ones"
House, as for House of God
it is by then, i saw in a vision, that my whole body was the Kaaba,
the Holy house of God,
THE BODY WAS THE TEMPLE OF GOD
soooo sacred and PURE
yet, i was so much in love with the dreams themselves
that i was unable to work upon this revelation
of KNOWING THE TRUTH
with the TRUE MIND
that indeed
I AM within, this sacred Light of God,
The Spirit breathed by Allah into Adam
that my true identity is ALL PURE
nothing to add, nor to retrieve
but just to let go
(otherwise it becomes the ego=the hoarding state, which leads to false identification)
when i was back in France
i was just desperate
i could not believe that God had again sent me back
among people
whom i used to look into their eyes
and i could see nothing
i could not find anymore
this strong beauty inside them
as i witnessed it over there
i could try to relate it to them
and in advance i knew they would never understand what i was talking about
yet, i went against my intuition
and told them what i sought in them and could not see
so desperate i had grown,
it was like the END of the world for me
i had the impression of dying every minute to say the least
a true dying
with its pain
and anguish that soon a real death with come
and i would depart without realising
the FACE OF GOD.
i could see in visions
small lights becoming one into the Big Light,
The Face of God
and i was there
and no one could see me.
and i kept looking into people eyes,
or at their face
and on the spot i knew,
"drop it, they can't see you"
because once you have seen the Standard of Truth
then, you know all the rest is fake
it is just that people themselves know it not.
so sincere some were,
they were really trying to bring me what i wanted
but that was all vain,
for they were using their mind to do it
they wanted to help me
that is by then i had a really heavy heart and i was pained
because i knew what i wanted
and they knew it not
and they could not bring it to me
so they too were pained for not being able to help me
and also because no one who has a heart
wish to see someone else in pain and not help
yet, while i was in pain,
i said to myself,
if really they were sincere for me,
if really they wished to help me
they would seek for truth for me
and for me, they would change
and desire what i desire
as myself i was like nailed
unauthorised to join the Light
at least they could, by seeing my genuine pain,
on my behalf, seek it for me, no?
but no one,
really no one
and that was my hardest and lowest time in my life,
EVER,
this i know,
i went to the deepest of despair
and i saw
there was no one
no one who COULD even while being sincerely wanting to help me
NO ONE could help me
because for the first time in my life i saw,
they could not help me, because they refused to help themselves FIRST
and i was waiting,
just waiting to God send person from nowhere
i had decided,
that i won't seek for anyone anymore
because a TRUTHFUL person
is the one who would see me,
and recognise me
he would know who i am,
what was my past,
and what i desire.
he would not just,
would not put limits
would not say this is right and this is wrong
he won't say that "it is too late",
he won't abandon me
as if it be limited time to be with me
out of time and space
was REAL
why?
because my desire for truth was, is and will always be REAL
be THERE
so WHY a "helper" would be limited to time and space?
i came to this natural conclusion,
for i had experienced dialogue among deaf and blind
i could tell them the Light i was seeking,
the Truth that i had witnessed in others
and now trying hardly to find it
but they could not realise that what i was seeking was otherworldly
you see, you can never know of another world
if you have only lived into this one.
it is like a baby who cannot even encompass what an adult life is.
so i had seen IT, witnessed IT, felt IT,
but it was all in OTHERS
never in me
and back in France
the only thing i wanted
was to go back to uk
to be again with people of Light, of Ease and Peace
people of this Flowing Life
i could not stand being there
and each day for me was heavier than the preceding one
everyday i used to get up and wonder
why am i still alive
why God has shown me Light and removed me from it
that was really feeling like going on the highest place ever possible
and then being crushed down equally, with the same strength.
Getting all that you have ever wanted, to witness the Light
and becoming right after so blind
i could not lit the light ...
then, as a last chance to myself
for that was my natural inner ultimatum
either i make it or i die
i wanted to KNOW for SURE
HOW MAY I KNOW THAT I BELONG TO GOD?!
the more i was trying to "go back" to the past
the more the past was becoming a story
and everyday i was feeling the light going away
i felt it also reducing in my heart
all was going away
and i was in sheer doubt,
how could i know what Truth is?
for if i had experienced Truth in UK
then it could not leave me?
for truth never leaves
but it has left,
and everyday as i said it,
i could feel less and less light in heart,
less joy and no more promises of Grace
so, how could i dare to wish for Truth now?
for, if i wish for it again, could i give it a chance doubtlessly?
after having hurt myself so much?
this puzzle was because of ONE word,
ASSOCIATION.
all that i experienced WAS INDEED TRUTH
but i took the light in others as being the one i had to grab OUTSIDE OF MYSELF
while these were JUST TRUE EXAMPLES, pointers, ayah, evidence, SIGNS
for me to do the SAME INSIDE OF ME.
and i made myself sick to death
for i could not grab a truth that was just an illusion.
truth, because the leader of these people has earned his own light,
he was self realised (meaning his inner energy; kundalini had awakened)
but this i knew not before,
while i had myself
to be RESPONSIBLE for my own inner awakening...
instead of seeing this same unity in him in me
i used to see myself worthless of it.
so i associated another concept to the one and ONLY truth :
that LIGHT is within me too!
so by then, i was stuck to the outside, and wondered:
how could i ever live, if i had lived the best of my wish already?
i had nothing to wish for, thus nothing to live for
i had hardly finished my higher studies
that i realised by looking ahead
that it is NOT the world i want to live in
i looked ahead and saw
i saw routine,
to get up, to work, to come back
and restarting this AGAIN
and inbetween, here and there some joyous moments
as if one is a thirsty person who has TO WAIT FOR MOMENTS OF JOY
OF TRUTH
and just to get married and have children
and themselves they will start again the same circle
i was appalled
was it this? this was LIFE?
NO! that is NOT what i had imagined or expected,
it could not be SO FIXED
and how could people be satisfied just with it?
if i was created
if i was given a brain to ponder
a heart to desire
it was NOT to limit them to that vision!
and if a wish exists, then OBVIOUSLY
it has been created to be EXPERIENCED
it has been created so that it may see itself!
at some point, somewhere!
but it has to be so
however long it takes
it has to be so,
i have to see it
admire it
the wish has to feel the peace to have reached its goal
otherwise WHY it would exist?
Gracious God is ALL GOOD
then there has to be a solution.
somewhere
i sought for Absolute Truth,
i sought for another level of life
the one i am certain of
with no doubt
that be EXACTLY as my heart would desire it
all satisfied with it
it is said time is short
waste it not
then, i wanted that all of my past time also be reactualised
into a time all blessed
to its maximum of its potential
like a seed, it has ALL in it,
so i wanted God to make it GROWS to its maximal potential EVER
to reach the place
for which the Messengers and prophets have been sent
and to reach it as never ever any man or woman has!
i wanted to know
WHAT THE MESSAGE OF THE MESSENGERS IS
for God sake,
what is the MESSAGE?
we keep saying it,
but no one tells it clearly
WHAT IS THE MESSAGE?
IN CONCRET MANNER
in what terms it revolutions LIFE?
what is then the denial we are into?
for it there is a message, it means before we ARE in ignorance and denial.
but people are ready to hammer the fact there is a message,
but not the consequence that you have to be dead ready to accept your own denial! to see it!FINALLY.
LA ILAHA ILLA ALLAH
why do you think, the MESSAGE called affirmation of faith, starts with a NEGATION?
we negate our current FALSE state,
of identification with CONCEPTS
SO THAT
FINALLY
We may REALISE
KNOW WITH THE TRUE MIND
not with the ego!
THAT WE ARE
THE PURE LIGHT WITHIN
I AM THAT I AM.
QUL HU WALLHU AHAD
Say I AM THE ONE
yes, i have the right to desire it
for it is from my heart
for God has created me for IT!
i have not been created in vain
and i have been created with free will
and what if my heart wish was that?
to be the BEST version of a human being?
not caring on any duality of male or female,
nor being limited by traditions,
or letting it lessened by any notions such as "too late",
"it is past", "time has been wasted", "you are not qualified for it"
"this is for such and such kind of elite"
always conditions,
never open FIELD of LOVE
can't we wish for that kind of Life goal?
and why being ashamed of our heart desire?
who are faceless people, theories or concepts
to tell you what you should desire or not?
is it not enough to have a natural desire, for it to be VALID?
it is.
and it is the case for everyone too.
it all depends on our true desire,
and our natural persistence for it.
i knew not what i was concretely seeking
all i knew was that i would recognise it when i see it.
that it has to be a CERTITUDE to me
and no-doubt state should be its mark.
i gave my inner ultimatum
to myself
that Heaven and earth are witness,
i did my best
and that now i take the quran, with the intend to find God.
life has no meaning
if you are not satisfied with it
in uk, even the simplest thing was joy and happiness to me
because inside, was a storehouse of rejoicement
rejoicing with the company of likehearted people
just their company made my heart filled with this happiness
with no reason
but i was still dependent on the outside
they were with their own light
and i was brought their just to witness
and understand that this very joy is within me.
but so far, my life has never given me this testimony that
this light and joy is within me
so i could not value such conclusion
"how come? if it had been within me
i wouldn't have missed it!
i would have not led such a miserable life
you see, never people like to realise
after having toiled so much
that they could have led a nicer life a lot more easier
because it is ego-breaking to them, heart-breaking as they call it,
it is the fatal moment when you have to surrender to that ease and peace.
but we are afraid,
afraid that we wasted so much time?
all of this for nothing?
yes, to break through time and space,
we have to surrender
totally
without inner hiding
to the truth
that this Light, of ease, peace and more
has always been within
and we have been blind to IT.
that i have not written.
: ) sometimes there is so much to say that i just say it outloud
tongue is faster than fingers to relate.
I can't believe how the God within has changed my whole life
within a year
and this God within,
who is the same in you
knows it all.
i thank this Light for having cast its Gracious eyes upon me
for having saved me from that which i knew not
not only one time, but so many times
so that today, i am still alive
had i died, no one would have known it
and it would have made no difference to the world
it is like our departure add nothing nor remove anything from His Glory.
i had always wondered how is it?
it is because WE ARE this GLORY within!
ALREADY!
so nothing has to change
except the falsity of our mask
which has just to go dust
one just has to let go
to BE.
in uk, i had believe to have found the Absolute Truth.
it was the case.
but i had seen others having found it,
but never had I found it within!
the people i met there
were sufi
no denomination
just their look on their face, startled me
it was as if they had no ego,
no reaction
but were always enjoying
and especially i was intrigued by the "flowing"
all was flowing among them
no attitude,
it was all just there.
i entered the room
and they were talking of bhagva gita, holy bible
of yoga
and i was even more surprised
how could such sanity may emanate from them?
that was naked faith.
in france, i was used to hear about islam
from its historical background.
when i used to hear new convert stories,
and how they entered islam,
i just saw beauty coming from them
i used to call it naked faith
they never ever talked of caliphs etc.
as if it has to be part of faith... to KNOW historical facts
what about those new converts who were so beautiful and yet clueless
of historical facts, upon which muslim community is divided?
all i could just see from them was their sincerity
in their talk, on their spontaneous reaction, and in their manners
and a great yearning for The One
i used to feel it inside
as if it was a soft fire burning
which was hungry to see more of their face
so The One was their goal
but then, for me the horizon was sort of blocked
i could not see more
in uk, i learned the value of the People of the House,
meaning, "the purified ones" who belonged to the family of the prophet.
it was not a blood relationship only, which is being refered to
but a light relationship
a light flowing in these people, called the "people of the House", or "the purified ones"
House, as for House of God
it is by then, i saw in a vision, that my whole body was the Kaaba,
the Holy house of God,
THE BODY WAS THE TEMPLE OF GOD
soooo sacred and PURE
yet, i was so much in love with the dreams themselves
that i was unable to work upon this revelation
of KNOWING THE TRUTH
with the TRUE MIND
that indeed
I AM within, this sacred Light of God,
The Spirit breathed by Allah into Adam
that my true identity is ALL PURE
nothing to add, nor to retrieve
but just to let go
(otherwise it becomes the ego=the hoarding state, which leads to false identification)
when i was back in France
i was just desperate
i could not believe that God had again sent me back
among people
whom i used to look into their eyes
and i could see nothing
i could not find anymore
this strong beauty inside them
as i witnessed it over there
i could try to relate it to them
and in advance i knew they would never understand what i was talking about
yet, i went against my intuition
and told them what i sought in them and could not see
so desperate i had grown,
it was like the END of the world for me
i had the impression of dying every minute to say the least
a true dying
with its pain
and anguish that soon a real death with come
and i would depart without realising
the FACE OF GOD.
i could see in visions
small lights becoming one into the Big Light,
The Face of God
and i was there
and no one could see me.
and i kept looking into people eyes,
or at their face
and on the spot i knew,
"drop it, they can't see you"
because once you have seen the Standard of Truth
then, you know all the rest is fake
it is just that people themselves know it not.
so sincere some were,
they were really trying to bring me what i wanted
but that was all vain,
for they were using their mind to do it
they wanted to help me
that is by then i had a really heavy heart and i was pained
because i knew what i wanted
and they knew it not
and they could not bring it to me
so they too were pained for not being able to help me
and also because no one who has a heart
wish to see someone else in pain and not help
yet, while i was in pain,
i said to myself,
if really they were sincere for me,
if really they wished to help me
they would seek for truth for me
and for me, they would change
and desire what i desire
as myself i was like nailed
unauthorised to join the Light
at least they could, by seeing my genuine pain,
on my behalf, seek it for me, no?
but no one,
really no one
and that was my hardest and lowest time in my life,
EVER,
this i know,
i went to the deepest of despair
and i saw
there was no one
no one who COULD even while being sincerely wanting to help me
NO ONE could help me
because for the first time in my life i saw,
they could not help me, because they refused to help themselves FIRST
and i was waiting,
just waiting to God send person from nowhere
i had decided,
that i won't seek for anyone anymore
because a TRUTHFUL person
is the one who would see me,
and recognise me
he would know who i am,
what was my past,
and what i desire.
he would not just,
would not put limits
would not say this is right and this is wrong
he won't say that "it is too late",
he won't abandon me
as if it be limited time to be with me
out of time and space
was REAL
why?
because my desire for truth was, is and will always be REAL
be THERE
so WHY a "helper" would be limited to time and space?
i came to this natural conclusion,
for i had experienced dialogue among deaf and blind
i could tell them the Light i was seeking,
the Truth that i had witnessed in others
and now trying hardly to find it
but they could not realise that what i was seeking was otherworldly
you see, you can never know of another world
if you have only lived into this one.
it is like a baby who cannot even encompass what an adult life is.
so i had seen IT, witnessed IT, felt IT,
but it was all in OTHERS
never in me
and back in France
the only thing i wanted
was to go back to uk
to be again with people of Light, of Ease and Peace
people of this Flowing Life
i could not stand being there
and each day for me was heavier than the preceding one
everyday i used to get up and wonder
why am i still alive
why God has shown me Light and removed me from it
that was really feeling like going on the highest place ever possible
and then being crushed down equally, with the same strength.
Getting all that you have ever wanted, to witness the Light
and becoming right after so blind
i could not lit the light ...
then, as a last chance to myself
for that was my natural inner ultimatum
either i make it or i die
i wanted to KNOW for SURE
HOW MAY I KNOW THAT I BELONG TO GOD?!
the more i was trying to "go back" to the past
the more the past was becoming a story
and everyday i was feeling the light going away
i felt it also reducing in my heart
all was going away
and i was in sheer doubt,
how could i know what Truth is?
for if i had experienced Truth in UK
then it could not leave me?
for truth never leaves
but it has left,
and everyday as i said it,
i could feel less and less light in heart,
less joy and no more promises of Grace
so, how could i dare to wish for Truth now?
for, if i wish for it again, could i give it a chance doubtlessly?
after having hurt myself so much?
this puzzle was because of ONE word,
ASSOCIATION.
all that i experienced WAS INDEED TRUTH
but i took the light in others as being the one i had to grab OUTSIDE OF MYSELF
while these were JUST TRUE EXAMPLES, pointers, ayah, evidence, SIGNS
for me to do the SAME INSIDE OF ME.
and i made myself sick to death
for i could not grab a truth that was just an illusion.
truth, because the leader of these people has earned his own light,
he was self realised (meaning his inner energy; kundalini had awakened)
but this i knew not before,
while i had myself
to be RESPONSIBLE for my own inner awakening...
instead of seeing this same unity in him in me
i used to see myself worthless of it.
so i associated another concept to the one and ONLY truth :
that LIGHT is within me too!
so by then, i was stuck to the outside, and wondered:
how could i ever live, if i had lived the best of my wish already?
i had nothing to wish for, thus nothing to live for
i had hardly finished my higher studies
that i realised by looking ahead
that it is NOT the world i want to live in
i looked ahead and saw
i saw routine,
to get up, to work, to come back
and restarting this AGAIN
and inbetween, here and there some joyous moments
as if one is a thirsty person who has TO WAIT FOR MOMENTS OF JOY
OF TRUTH
and just to get married and have children
and themselves they will start again the same circle
i was appalled
was it this? this was LIFE?
NO! that is NOT what i had imagined or expected,
it could not be SO FIXED
and how could people be satisfied just with it?
if i was created
if i was given a brain to ponder
a heart to desire
it was NOT to limit them to that vision!
and if a wish exists, then OBVIOUSLY
it has been created to be EXPERIENCED
it has been created so that it may see itself!
at some point, somewhere!
but it has to be so
however long it takes
it has to be so,
i have to see it
admire it
the wish has to feel the peace to have reached its goal
otherwise WHY it would exist?
Gracious God is ALL GOOD
then there has to be a solution.
somewhere
i sought for Absolute Truth,
i sought for another level of life
the one i am certain of
with no doubt
that be EXACTLY as my heart would desire it
all satisfied with it
it is said time is short
waste it not
then, i wanted that all of my past time also be reactualised
into a time all blessed
to its maximum of its potential
like a seed, it has ALL in it,
so i wanted God to make it GROWS to its maximal potential EVER
to reach the place
for which the Messengers and prophets have been sent
and to reach it as never ever any man or woman has!
i wanted to know
WHAT THE MESSAGE OF THE MESSENGERS IS
for God sake,
what is the MESSAGE?
we keep saying it,
but no one tells it clearly
WHAT IS THE MESSAGE?
IN CONCRET MANNER
in what terms it revolutions LIFE?
what is then the denial we are into?
for it there is a message, it means before we ARE in ignorance and denial.
but people are ready to hammer the fact there is a message,
but not the consequence that you have to be dead ready to accept your own denial! to see it!FINALLY.
LA ILAHA ILLA ALLAH
why do you think, the MESSAGE called affirmation of faith, starts with a NEGATION?
we negate our current FALSE state,
of identification with CONCEPTS
SO THAT
FINALLY
We may REALISE
KNOW WITH THE TRUE MIND
not with the ego!
THAT WE ARE
THE PURE LIGHT WITHIN
I AM THAT I AM.
QUL HU WALLHU AHAD
Say I AM THE ONE
yes, i have the right to desire it
for it is from my heart
for God has created me for IT!
i have not been created in vain
and i have been created with free will
and what if my heart wish was that?
to be the BEST version of a human being?
not caring on any duality of male or female,
nor being limited by traditions,
or letting it lessened by any notions such as "too late",
"it is past", "time has been wasted", "you are not qualified for it"
"this is for such and such kind of elite"
always conditions,
never open FIELD of LOVE
can't we wish for that kind of Life goal?
and why being ashamed of our heart desire?
who are faceless people, theories or concepts
to tell you what you should desire or not?
is it not enough to have a natural desire, for it to be VALID?
it is.
and it is the case for everyone too.
it all depends on our true desire,
and our natural persistence for it.
i knew not what i was concretely seeking
all i knew was that i would recognise it when i see it.
that it has to be a CERTITUDE to me
and no-doubt state should be its mark.
i gave my inner ultimatum
to myself
that Heaven and earth are witness,
i did my best
and that now i take the quran, with the intend to find God.
life has no meaning
if you are not satisfied with it
in uk, even the simplest thing was joy and happiness to me
because inside, was a storehouse of rejoicement
rejoicing with the company of likehearted people
just their company made my heart filled with this happiness
with no reason
but i was still dependent on the outside
they were with their own light
and i was brought their just to witness
and understand that this very joy is within me.
but so far, my life has never given me this testimony that
this light and joy is within me
so i could not value such conclusion
"how come? if it had been within me
i wouldn't have missed it!
i would have not led such a miserable life
you see, never people like to realise
after having toiled so much
that they could have led a nicer life a lot more easier
because it is ego-breaking to them, heart-breaking as they call it,
it is the fatal moment when you have to surrender to that ease and peace.
but we are afraid,
afraid that we wasted so much time?
all of this for nothing?
yes, to break through time and space,
we have to surrender
totally
without inner hiding
to the truth
that this Light, of ease, peace and more
has always been within
and we have been blind to IT.
Saturday 24 August 2013
Attention and Awareness
why when we are tested
we again fall into the corruption of attention
EVEN if previously to the test we are warned?
it is BECAUSE we are ATTACHED to the "obeject of the test",
IDENTIFIED with it.
and the PRESSURE put on it/the test,
is THERE to show us our attachement/false identification.
so even if you are previously warned,
the warning served not you to be freed
for YOU have to REALISED ON THE SPOT
the fall of your attention/ the link of it
to REALISE that you are ABOVE the object,
which is the experience of the mind/projection of it
so as your real nature is ABOVE
you ARE that AWARENESS of that pressure.
you are not the pressure
nor the object of pressure
nor UNDER pressure
but ABOVE the pressure
for you are the Pure awareness of it.
we again fall into the corruption of attention
EVEN if previously to the test we are warned?
it is BECAUSE we are ATTACHED to the "obeject of the test",
IDENTIFIED with it.
and the PRESSURE put on it/the test,
is THERE to show us our attachement/false identification.
so even if you are previously warned,
the warning served not you to be freed
for YOU have to REALISED ON THE SPOT
the fall of your attention/ the link of it
to REALISE that you are ABOVE the object,
which is the experience of the mind/projection of it
so as your real nature is ABOVE
you ARE that AWARENESS of that pressure.
you are not the pressure
nor the object of pressure
nor UNDER pressure
but ABOVE the pressure
for you are the Pure awareness of it.
Wednesday 14 August 2013
Light in the Present
God is Ever Present
and He shines
"It's in our nature to look back & regret our mistakes.
I hope you value the present & love every minute of it "
• Kimberly Kirberger
You are luminous, or your face radiates that light,
only when your dark path is enlightened by your soul
when your soul is happy, it glows, hence the light
and your soul is happy when you align yourselves with it
when you feed it with its light
which is :
to listen to it in the present
and respond to it
and you can do this BECAUSE of YOUR AWARENESS of its need in the PRESENT.
This is why when it is said
"to be kept in the dark"
it simply means not to be AWARE of the present
of an aspect of the present state
for the present is light,
is all clear
it is bright clear obvious and there.
and He shines
"It's in our nature to look back & regret our mistakes.
I hope you value the present & love every minute of it "
• Kimberly Kirberger
You are luminous, or your face radiates that light,
only when your dark path is enlightened by your soul
when your soul is happy, it glows, hence the light
and your soul is happy when you align yourselves with it
when you feed it with its light
which is :
to listen to it in the present
and respond to it
and you can do this BECAUSE of YOUR AWARENESS of its need in the PRESENT.
This is why when it is said
"to be kept in the dark"
it simply means not to be AWARE of the present
of an aspect of the present state
for the present is light,
is all clear
it is bright clear obvious and there.
Friday 9 August 2013
In the Present
at times in the present, things and place and vision look foggy
it is when we do not pay attention to the element of the present
this is why every new day is a present to us
for us to clean our eyes and be settled in the very now
and when we are, then things look brighter
attention is not jailed in a far off future
not blocked into the past
but it is in the present
it IS in the present
and then you realise that the Present
is the RIGHT for you to BE
to Exist.
it is when we do not pay attention to the element of the present
this is why every new day is a present to us
for us to clean our eyes and be settled in the very now
and when we are, then things look brighter
attention is not jailed in a far off future
not blocked into the past
but it is in the present
it IS in the present
and then you realise that the Present
is the RIGHT for you to BE
to Exist.
Wednesday 7 August 2013
Word, Energy and Change
empty words
are empty for they are just words and people may not live the experience that we are sharing IN them
so the words are dead
but The Word
is Living
when it CAN give you the message/the experience of the speaker
and it can only do so when it is charged with vibes.
The Word
Living
the Experience
=
The Verb
and not only it conveys,
but it TRANSMUTE and TRANSFORM
for it is a power
as nuclear power transmute at the dna level the genes
and transform thus the fruits which are so much mishaped
but the pure energy of God
is transmuting us ALSO!
and transform us, our face and traits
as it DOES to the flowers and nature
but it is a magic or miracle for us
for when we see that happening to a human being
while it is SO casual with nature
we are shocked, or bewildered.
why being bewildered when a human being is more complex than a flower
and it could ten times MORE be beautifully transform into a new creation?
moulded by the Hands of God.
kiss : )
are empty for they are just words and people may not live the experience that we are sharing IN them
so the words are dead
but The Word
is Living
when it CAN give you the message/the experience of the speaker
and it can only do so when it is charged with vibes.
The Word
Living
the Experience
=
The Verb
and not only it conveys,
but it TRANSMUTE and TRANSFORM
for it is a power
as nuclear power transmute at the dna level the genes
and transform thus the fruits which are so much mishaped
but the pure energy of God
is transmuting us ALSO!
and transform us, our face and traits
as it DOES to the flowers and nature
but it is a magic or miracle for us
for when we see that happening to a human being
while it is SO casual with nature
we are shocked, or bewildered.
why being bewildered when a human being is more complex than a flower
and it could ten times MORE be beautifully transform into a new creation?
moulded by the Hands of God.
kiss : )
Thoughtless consciousness
i was running the stairs
and suddenly when i sat down,
my mind went blank, and it was all silence
with no thoughts at all
and i could even try to watch (?) the silence in my head
then, i tried to use thoughts to see what will happen.
it felt as if thoughts could not rise
and when they could
they would die
as if they were lacking air
then, again, i observed
this time i felt as if they could not progress in their length
as in this extract, where thoughts are growing USUALLY so :
"Thought -- to call it by a prouder name than it deserved -- had let its line down into the stream. It swayed, minute after minute, hither and thither among the reflections and the weeds, letting the water lift it and sink it, until -- you know the little tug -- the sudden conglomeration of an idea at the end of one's line: and then the cautious hauling of it in, and the careful laying of it out? Alas, laid on the grass how small, how insignificant this thought of mine looked; the sort of fish that a good fisherman puts back into the water so that it may grow fatter and be one day worth cooking and eating."
-Virginia Woolf
so, they were not progressing in their development,
it was as if they were hurting a wall and crashing and dying
they could not stand erected
they had to die
actually at the end thoughts do die
it is just that it is better they die before we die
so that we die in a FREED state.
again, i watched and tried to raise thoughts,
and this time i felt like they could not even be raised
and stand
for they were lacking a backing,
the backing of attention!
so they were born by the attention,
meaning like thoughts are charcoal being born/carried by waggons of a train
and there was no attention/waggon to bear them...
so it meant that the whole attention at this very moment was NOT on the thoughts
but where? on the spirit? i feel not, for i was not feeling joy
so they were where? on the central channel, i guess. though i could not feel the vibes.
and finally, i watched again,
and that time i felt they were just lacking the strength to stand up
so they were lacking life force/fuel to exist
then, it hit me that air/attention/fuel of life force
they were in a way all elements air/ether?/fire
so it does make sense that when we get the five elements under control
(like our digestion is NOT under our conscious control, but in the subconscious level it is being operated,
so once we can control even our digestion, heart beat etc. then we are in full charge, mastery of our selves, so are we on the five elements. and we can control it only when light/vibes SINK into it, deep down.)
yes, it is all about where we place our attention,
when placed on the central channel and on the vibes,
then we are detached and this make us free.
but when attention is itself attached to elements then these elements are feeding our own dependency
and strengthening our thoughts linked to them, for they are the base of them.
and suddenly when i sat down,
my mind went blank, and it was all silence
with no thoughts at all
and i could even try to watch (?) the silence in my head
then, i tried to use thoughts to see what will happen.
it felt as if thoughts could not rise
and when they could
they would die
as if they were lacking air
then, again, i observed
this time i felt as if they could not progress in their length
as in this extract, where thoughts are growing USUALLY so :
"Thought -- to call it by a prouder name than it deserved -- had let its line down into the stream. It swayed, minute after minute, hither and thither among the reflections and the weeds, letting the water lift it and sink it, until -- you know the little tug -- the sudden conglomeration of an idea at the end of one's line: and then the cautious hauling of it in, and the careful laying of it out? Alas, laid on the grass how small, how insignificant this thought of mine looked; the sort of fish that a good fisherman puts back into the water so that it may grow fatter and be one day worth cooking and eating."
-Virginia Woolf
so, they were not progressing in their development,
it was as if they were hurting a wall and crashing and dying
they could not stand erected
they had to die
actually at the end thoughts do die
it is just that it is better they die before we die
so that we die in a FREED state.
again, i watched and tried to raise thoughts,
and this time i felt like they could not even be raised
and stand
for they were lacking a backing,
the backing of attention!
so they were born by the attention,
meaning like thoughts are charcoal being born/carried by waggons of a train
and there was no attention/waggon to bear them...
so it meant that the whole attention at this very moment was NOT on the thoughts
but where? on the spirit? i feel not, for i was not feeling joy
so they were where? on the central channel, i guess. though i could not feel the vibes.
and finally, i watched again,
and that time i felt they were just lacking the strength to stand up
so they were lacking life force/fuel to exist
then, it hit me that air/attention/fuel of life force
they were in a way all elements air/ether?/fire
so it does make sense that when we get the five elements under control
(like our digestion is NOT under our conscious control, but in the subconscious level it is being operated,
so once we can control even our digestion, heart beat etc. then we are in full charge, mastery of our selves, so are we on the five elements. and we can control it only when light/vibes SINK into it, deep down.)
yes, it is all about where we place our attention,
when placed on the central channel and on the vibes,
then we are detached and this make us free.
but when attention is itself attached to elements then these elements are feeding our own dependency
and strengthening our thoughts linked to them, for they are the base of them.
Wednesday 24 July 2013
when is there no surrender?
"it was like solving a problem with no answer
(may be because there is no problem , so there is no answer - thus you just submit to that idea and that is your freedom)
you had a problem and no matter how hard you try you could never find the solution,
that's why it was so hard
but you did not want to admit that
it was hard when i was trying not to be shaken by those feelings, but when i admitted "i have completdly given up to this kid"
once i surrendered to that, it was not hard anymore
now it is fun."
during the first 13mins of the following korean movie
Playful Kiss : Full Episode 14 (Official & HD with subtitles)
(may be because there is no problem , so there is no answer - thus you just submit to that idea and that is your freedom)
you had a problem and no matter how hard you try you could never find the solution,
that's why it was so hard
but you did not want to admit that
it was hard when i was trying not to be shaken by those feelings, but when i admitted "i have completdly given up to this kid"
once i surrendered to that, it was not hard anymore
now it is fun."
during the first 13mins of the following korean movie
Playful Kiss : Full Episode 14 (Official & HD with subtitles)
Sunday 21 July 2013
Song from Nineteen - Movie
This is the song from the movie "Nineteen",
which is about living your dreams.
which is about living your dreams.
Uploaded on May 5, 2011
This is a song Seung-Ri sings in the movie "Nineteen 19" with T.O.P and it's amazing! Enjoy! :) Lyrics are amazing.
English Translation Lyrics:
Are you alright, Is everything okay? You left without a trace going off to another world.
After time passes and i'am reborn i will tell you that i love you first. All the things i have wanted to say to you, I'll confess my love to you, That one person that i have loved...If were able to meet tomorrow , Greet me with a smile and tell me you have been well. You are the only one for me, I miss you so much. I'm brave enough to say this now, I've always wanted to say..I love you.
English Translation Lyrics:
Are you alright, Is everything okay? You left without a trace going off to another world.
After time passes and i'am reborn i will tell you that i love you first. All the things i have wanted to say to you, I'll confess my love to you, That one person that i have loved...If were able to meet tomorrow , Greet me with a smile and tell me you have been well. You are the only one for me, I miss you so much. I'm brave enough to say this now, I've always wanted to say..I love you.
Romanised version of the lyrics
Chonma sanguaromnayo Nande keumchaleumgayo Hamlumchumbi eopshi
Tareum sesanguro horo Humchogto eopshi tanagapori Sewae ginago nado
Tachi teyonandaedo Kutenun naega munjo Sarahundago malhake Neyane kuteta
haji motetona ye Kubegurchol nalke nonun Neaga saranghae tondanamsaram
Heopshi naedo naegta shimannamyon Kutegu hanamnisoro naege amniojoyo
Kude chalchi naegowinnun goejo Narun saranghae jultanansaram Pokoshipun
mankamjulha naeyo Ijenmalhae suyisoyo itegkolkangikeyo Kuman kude
saranghaeyo ijen
Saturday 20 July 2013
Sufi and let vibes sink in you and to keep balance breathe light by your forehead, window to your soul
Solar language
hindi also from it, suriay, suraj
language spoken by saints
313 which speak of wmanaging worldly affairs
then the 7
do that :
connect with the Rabb,
which is a blinding light
so you cannot connect directly
and get burned like the bani israel
who asked to see God
- they were not ready to see His Light
unless their ki channels were purified and opened -
the 70s which got burned
but go through His invitation
through the Light of the Rassoul
enter through the door not the window
as said in the quran
I am the City and the Door is Ali,
said the light of the prophet
Ali i feel represent the masculine part of the light of the prophethood
and Fatimah its feminine part
the shiva/shakti in sanskrit term
so it is on the symbolism level
as to the right cultivation
balance the feminine and masculine quality in you
so that you become insan-e-kamil = perfect man,
muhammad ( the praiseworthy one)
what for a role model ? if not to be come it or near to it
INTRINSICALLY on our OWN scale?
25 value of the word Rassul
so is 25 for the letter Alif
66:12
surah mariam
about Ruh with the kalimati au pluriel
the One which shows the multitude
She - The Matrix
and the Word, les paroles
Ummi, Mother of ALL
OM
Ali alaihi salam
solar lanagueg
as khizr alaihi salam (the Green Man)
who translate the solar language to teaching customised to time and place
imam Ali alaihi salam translated it for the arabs, he did this job.
i wish to be this Mary alaihi salam
this prophetess
so beautiful was her smile when in her light she was beaming with joy
while cleaning her small place/room where she was living.
the Light of all that is
let it get connected to you
for rushes of waves come for now - in this very blessed period of time
energetically speaking it is everywhere
we JUST to be ready to
get them absorbed
and let them sink into your deep subsconsciousness
when you dream you have no control over these places in your subsconsciouness, isn't it?
this mud (for it is like a river mud where no running water, running water clean you ON THE SPOT)
let it get the light
the cave of plato, very good reference to read
it shows you literally speaking your true condition
let not only your mind, or heart even
but your WHOLE CELLS
from the deepest of the deepest
of your subconsciousness
to receive this Light
so let them receive the light of Rabb,
all that is in you
receive connect and sink deep within
let it rejoice in all the cells of your body
let you increase in vibrations
till the highest that could ever exist
let you receive all the teachings of the 25 Rassoul
and receive and complete all that has ever been created for this earth and you.
............
reptilians (energy other than light in simple term)
have only been feeding from your energy
to get your soul
for they are not humans
we are separated from our archetype in heaven
by being there
we have to go back
let yourself shine more than it has
you have lost nothing
For ramadan, and seclusion,
some advice :
do the
itikaf
astaghfirullah
always in wudu
la ilaha illa Allah
for the purification
then do the quran
and the darood sharif
which is the source of the 4 other elements
bringing them the equilibrium.
let the presence of Rassoul Allah
become the permanence of yours.
let your vibrations be raised to the highest
to a level reached by none
hindi also from it, suriay, suraj
language spoken by saints
313 which speak of wmanaging worldly affairs
then the 7
do that :
connect with the Rabb,
which is a blinding light
so you cannot connect directly
and get burned like the bani israel
who asked to see God
- they were not ready to see His Light
unless their ki channels were purified and opened -
the 70s which got burned
but go through His invitation
through the Light of the Rassoul
enter through the door not the window
as said in the quran
I am the City and the Door is Ali,
said the light of the prophet
Ali i feel represent the masculine part of the light of the prophethood
and Fatimah its feminine part
the shiva/shakti in sanskrit term
so it is on the symbolism level
as to the right cultivation
balance the feminine and masculine quality in you
so that you become insan-e-kamil = perfect man,
muhammad ( the praiseworthy one)
what for a role model ? if not to be come it or near to it
INTRINSICALLY on our OWN scale?
25 value of the word Rassul
so is 25 for the letter Alif
66:12
surah mariam
about Ruh with the kalimati au pluriel
the One which shows the multitude
She - The Matrix
and the Word, les paroles
Ummi, Mother of ALL
OM
Ali alaihi salam
solar lanagueg
as khizr alaihi salam (the Green Man)
who translate the solar language to teaching customised to time and place
imam Ali alaihi salam translated it for the arabs, he did this job.
i wish to be this Mary alaihi salam
this prophetess
so beautiful was her smile when in her light she was beaming with joy
while cleaning her small place/room where she was living.
the Light of all that is
let it get connected to you
for rushes of waves come for now - in this very blessed period of time
energetically speaking it is everywhere
we JUST to be ready to
get them absorbed
and let them sink into your deep subsconsciousness
when you dream you have no control over these places in your subsconsciouness, isn't it?
this mud (for it is like a river mud where no running water, running water clean you ON THE SPOT)
let it get the light
the cave of plato, very good reference to read
it shows you literally speaking your true condition
let not only your mind, or heart even
but your WHOLE CELLS
from the deepest of the deepest
of your subconsciousness
to receive this Light
so let them receive the light of Rabb,
all that is in you
receive connect and sink deep within
let it rejoice in all the cells of your body
let you increase in vibrations
till the highest that could ever exist
let you receive all the teachings of the 25 Rassoul
and receive and complete all that has ever been created for this earth and you.
............
reptilians (energy other than light in simple term)
have only been feeding from your energy
to get your soul
for they are not humans
we are separated from our archetype in heaven
by being there
we have to go back
let yourself shine more than it has
you have lost nothing
For ramadan, and seclusion,
some advice :
do the
itikaf
astaghfirullah
always in wudu
la ilaha illa Allah
for the purification
then do the quran
and the darood sharif
which is the source of the 4 other elements
bringing them the equilibrium.
let the presence of Rassoul Allah
become the permanence of yours.
let your vibrations be raised to the highest
to a level reached by none
Keep in touch
golden age - You are God, i become your hand with which you seize, your feet with which your walk...
silver age - you are in heaven of God - you get deluded in the separation and enjoy the garden
there is a He
bronze age - heroism of Ulysse, Hercules to near God by your own strength, use of metal to wage wars (War of Troyes)
metal - there is no God
our age
all live at the same time in different ages, right now...
thing is
you remember it when you are with the right people, with the collective
with higher vibrations
this is why said do not frequent useless groups
and away from them,
you get amnesic and lose the handle
to open the door
you even forget there is a door
So,
keep in touch.
silver age - you are in heaven of God - you get deluded in the separation and enjoy the garden
there is a He
bronze age - heroism of Ulysse, Hercules to near God by your own strength, use of metal to wage wars (War of Troyes)
metal - there is no God
our age
all live at the same time in different ages, right now...
thing is
you remember it when you are with the right people, with the collective
with higher vibrations
this is why said do not frequent useless groups
and away from them,
you get amnesic and lose the handle
to open the door
you even forget there is a door
So,
keep in touch.
Archetype
Archetype of us that we are separated from
is our God Source we are divided/separated from
this is the fall....
Let it connect on the forehead :
on forehead is "Rabb",
the light of soul ascending there,
is our Rabb
and let it sink and pervade and love and RESONATE into each cells of yours...
let it sink in the parts of your self, deep down in your subconscious, which are not yet submitted
look at which part of yourself within is not a muslim and let it cleanse it.
is our God Source we are divided/separated from
this is the fall....
Let it connect on the forehead :
on forehead is "Rabb",
the light of soul ascending there,
is our Rabb
and let it sink and pervade and love and RESONATE into each cells of yours...
let it sink in the parts of your self, deep down in your subconscious, which are not yet submitted
look at which part of yourself within is not a muslim and let it cleanse it.
Local creativity and innovation
Now when i look at people walking in street
it is like there is an outer power which has stage them in a drama
and they live their life thinking they are queen and kings, while in truth
they are just puppet.
it is like when you give someone 0,1% while he used to be ignorant
and when he got it, he believes he is a king
but if he knew that his right to inherit the 99,9% is already his
then he would never feel himself in this prison as a king
but really as a slave
actually he can't believe that he is being stolen of a beautiful energy
which already belong to him
but only due to his ignorance to access it
he is losing it everyday
by wasting a mean to survive
while he could live.
same,
when i heard someone saying to another
we are ready to serve you
i wondered who on earth you think you are to be more ready to serve or find a solution for me
i could do it with those who likewise wish for it
because under this wrong pretext of serving
actually you take no part in the creation process
all the equipment and gadget you see around,
how many of them are coming from your own hand?
produced by you?
most of them came from what is called "companies"
behind some make believe stories of successful young people
introduce them as creators of new ideas.
this is all a make up.
there ARE true innovators and creators
but they are NOT being promoted
unless this be under the name of some company
for the monopole to be secured.
but when local creativity will be promoted
this if France potential
then, true creativity and innovation will outpour here
and everyone will be empowered!
and not a brand name who will empower "them".
we are ALL in charge of ourselves
we ALL have the POWER WITHIN
but we just do not know it.
it is like there is an outer power which has stage them in a drama
and they live their life thinking they are queen and kings, while in truth
they are just puppet.
it is like when you give someone 0,1% while he used to be ignorant
and when he got it, he believes he is a king
but if he knew that his right to inherit the 99,9% is already his
then he would never feel himself in this prison as a king
but really as a slave
actually he can't believe that he is being stolen of a beautiful energy
which already belong to him
but only due to his ignorance to access it
he is losing it everyday
by wasting a mean to survive
while he could live.
same,
when i heard someone saying to another
we are ready to serve you
i wondered who on earth you think you are to be more ready to serve or find a solution for me
i could do it with those who likewise wish for it
because under this wrong pretext of serving
actually you take no part in the creation process
all the equipment and gadget you see around,
how many of them are coming from your own hand?
produced by you?
most of them came from what is called "companies"
behind some make believe stories of successful young people
introduce them as creators of new ideas.
this is all a make up.
there ARE true innovators and creators
but they are NOT being promoted
unless this be under the name of some company
for the monopole to be secured.
but when local creativity will be promoted
this if France potential
then, true creativity and innovation will outpour here
and everyone will be empowered!
and not a brand name who will empower "them".
we are ALL in charge of ourselves
we ALL have the POWER WITHIN
but we just do not know it.
Advise to invite you to rise from failure and let it go to find your own happiness
apni zingui ke bare mein
About your life
apni pehchan ke bare mein
About recognising your own self/identity
neh tarike se socho
Think in a new way
and if old time let you pain
then forget it.
This is the advice of a mother to a guy who deviated and could not let go of his past mistake,
he just wish to come back to the past,
and in the process could not bear the pain of seeing the one had left, her former wife, be happy without him.
so he wanted back his family, for he had failed in creating a new one for which he had dropped the former one.
So for his own goodness, her mother told him : you repented, you realised your own mistake,
now, let it go, and you took get your happiness as your former partner did, by no more clinging to past but by tapping into the free ocean of abundance in the PRESENT.
About your life
apni pehchan ke bare mein
About recognising your own self/identity
neh tarike se socho
Think in a new way
and if old time let you pain
then forget it.
This is the advice of a mother to a guy who deviated and could not let go of his past mistake,
he just wish to come back to the past,
and in the process could not bear the pain of seeing the one had left, her former wife, be happy without him.
so he wanted back his family, for he had failed in creating a new one for which he had dropped the former one.
So for his own goodness, her mother told him : you repented, you realised your own mistake,
now, let it go, and you took get your happiness as your former partner did, by no more clinging to past but by tapping into the free ocean of abundance in the PRESENT.
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