Before when I meditated I heard light silence
Since a week or so, I heard heavier silence
Recently I felt heavy silence, like a buzzing silence
Standing in the room, today I felt heavy silence descending from the stars
may we say it so? Cosmic Silence.
Like Pascal would say
"The eternal silence of these infinite spaces frightens me"
I would not say frighten, not yet, but it is deep awe
now I feel about it, and visions below, like jumping in a deep dark ocean
so yes it must be.
...
In vision I saw the descent of Adam and Hawa (Eve) on the Earth.
At first, Adam and Hawa walked upon the earth. Darkness all around and just a white mist raising up from the ground, and for a time they forgot who they were. They wandered, each on their side, until memory returned, and they met again. That's why it took them some time to meet each other, as they were separated.
I was told,
Your heart is no different than any other heart, difference is that it is being trained while others remained ignorant.
Then, I saw the black void within my heart expanding around me, expanding and filling my room until it touched the hearts of all others, one by one. As soon as it touched their own hearts, void connected, expanded. It was as vast as the Universe.
I was later told this void was not emptiness, but the place of spirit.
Then; I saw a gate, call it Stargate, in it a black hole, call it void.
From it horizontal lines were drawn inside out and creating my body/profile atom by atom. Blueprint of my body (was still half way through) a 3D print.
Atoms gathered, producing my face from the side, as if sculpted in three dimensions.
A clot of blood from the space (as space is full of blood) was added. And then, like a comet, leaving a trail in the sky, I landed in the womb of my mother. Her clay covered me and reconstituted me in the womb. Life was thus sent to earth.
I was told this is how souls entered the atmosphere like comets, leaving a tail, tail of these atoms of light, burning bright as they fell, becoming flesh and spirit intertwined.
Earth itself is alive, breathing with its own power. A Vast Womb I feel. Please reader, honour your mother but also the earth; if you do not honour that which is physical your physical mother, how can you feel for that which is an entire whole being surpassing your imagination?
I was told one polarity, there is both source and power from source.
Before in meditation, I felt i was in control "I meditate". Now it felt I "entered" meditation space, like when you enter a new dimension or step in through a door. It is a movement into stillness. Smooth. You are taken over by Presence of Void/Silence.
As I remember there is no difference with others as same heart, then there is no separation and the Reality is the Void.
You know, I also understand human evolution is the evolution of consciousness.
The consciousness I witnessed was the start of Adam Alaihi salam.
And you know
In these fields of consciousness
When you are alone
And there is no one else
Witnessing the prophets each entering their set place of evolution
That is a void, a garden that need to be cultivated as there is nothing.
And this witnessing of their consciousness from 'past'
Garden cultivated for us, for our future
Is witnessed by us in the Heart, in the Now
But there is in this space no past, future or the now containing these two notions
It is the witness that has separated itself in 3 to see itself from 3 perspectives
A mirror cannot see itself, it just reflect the one looking into it
So the thirst to know oneself, starts from this separation
the grand gathering is to view itself in the Eternal Now
that Expanded Heart that is One
So Vast, like an Ocean
So deep
May be in any new consciousness strata
the prophets were indeed the light bearer in a dark desert
where no one ever threaded
they forged the path of the stars on earth
the path we walk on now
I feel great desire to honour their path
the torch bearers
surely called mad mans
for no reason
as heart has its own reason, that reason ignores.
So, like in Interstellar, "They are us" We are the one seeing them
Carrying it (evolution of consciousness) to the us in the future.
Why we wept for Interstellar?
It is the inside knowledge of all this
that lies hidden like a treasure in the heart of man
Remember
'I wanted to be discovered'
Remember
'Only the heart of man
can contain me'
No wonder
all the centers of consciousness
of the prophets
who laid down the path of stars
are contained in the heart
and be sure
'If all trees were pen
and ocean ink
the Words of your Lord will not dry up''
Why Path of the stars?
Long ago in vision I saw
how the earth turning
let the stars in the sky at that moment
scan my body with their light
to not scan but imbue their data into me
So is it for you.
You are no different than me
Except that I desire to be Present
and Honor the consciousness of the prophets
I always wondered
as a human being
let us become what the prophets wanted us to be
the heights best potential ever
let us absorb their every single effort to continue to cultivate their garden of consciousness
Where lotuses will flower into this black void.
As per my vision looooong ago, in the Now.
Roses scent.
Ameen.
