Wednesday, 9 December 2015

Burning Love



Nice Christmas songs
are on nowadays

i like the atmosphere
these special Christmas movies give
it feels like a balm

that one i loved it !



Discovered the music "Burning Love" by Elvis Presley
interpreted by Nick Anderson in the movie Mistle tones
just Love the style!

Lyrics

Elvis Presly - Burnin' Love

Lord Almighty,
I feel my temperature rising
Higher higher
It's burning through to my soul

Girl, girl, girl, girl
You gonna set me on fire
My brain is flaming
I don't know which way to go

Your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love

Ooh, ooh, ooh,
I feel my temperature rising
Help me, I'm flaming
I must be a hundred and nine
Burning, burning, burning
And nothing can cool me
I just might turn into smoke
But I feel fine

'Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like a sweet song of a choir
And you light my morning sky
With burning love

It's coming closer
The flames are reaching my body
Won't you help me
I feel like I'm slipping away
It's hard to breath
And my chest is a-heaving

Lord have mercy,
I'm burning a hole where I lay
'Cause your kisses lift me higher
Like the sweet song of a choir
You light my morning sky
With burning love
With burning love
Ah, ah, burning love
I'm just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Just a hunk, a hunk of burning love
Songwriters: LINDE, DENNIS
Burning Love lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Monday, 30 November 2015

Islam and not islam


i noticed
when you read salah/prayer
why you start thinking about other stuff
people say is shaitan/the devil/satan

but actually
is when you go into some
mantra/zikr mood
you are trying to calm down your lake
so what happens
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
that you are just NOT aware of during your day

even one imam
imam abu hanifa
i think
he said once
to someone who forgot
where he had put his keys
(some stuff like that)
start reading your salah
and you will get the answer

it happened so
he came back
and asked him
how you knew i would remember so?
because i did as you said
and i remembered it while doing my prayer

the imam answered him
is because when you get into
"the prayer mood
(the calming of mind)
then shaitan (which are your inner ego/thought forms)
arise"

so you remember stuff
while precisely
you are trying to get into
no thought mood
in order to focus onto
your prayer
(lol this is my explanation of course in bracket and next)
see?

this story
i used to know it before
but now
with meditation
i realised

the word "shaitan"
or even the "whys" of thoughts popping up
while precisely we are trying to
focus and pray
is merely
to be understood

as the calming down of our mind
which is like a lake
which is first agitated
and thought forms are surfacing

not that you were not thinking before
but before you had plenty of thoughts
while now
into prayer mood
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
why?
because they come one by one....

because
if we take one step further
when you meditate
really
the space between two thoughts
is widening
and thus
the frequency of thoughts
is decreasing 

which enables YOU
to actually hear your thoughts
and you think that
"shaitan" is bothering you
LOL

is just that
these are key words
in all religions
used by then because mind was gross

but over centuries
the human being understanding
has become more refined
and he can grasp even more stuff

and less interpret them
through ignorance
and fear

but more through wisdom
and flexibility

thus those
who have given up the spirit of islam
for the letter of islam
as rigidly as some wannabe salafi thug
defaming islam name are doing now

are going nowhere
except creating more hell for themselves

for you have to remember
the prophet words :
in His last sermon

"All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly. Be my witness, O ALLAH, that I have conveyed your message to your people”. 

see?
i had always thought
how come we have to repeat history?
what is the meaning of being born 
to just practice rituals
that past muslims did?

then this key sentence

All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly.  

THIS
is the real meaning

you GOTTA use your 
God Blessed intelligence
and SEE by yourself 
HOW to UNDERSTAND
what TRUE islam is

True islam 
is about Submitting 
to your INNER Light of God
THE WITNESS
as the Prophet said 
"o Allah be my witness"

what you think?
is some fancy expression?
is about REALISING 
THAT witness state of God..

and this is what this 
WHOLE blog is about

as for those who think
that they are a better muslim than me
because i wrote once i ate pork
lol

let them know
that i am speaking about 
the Heart of Islam
i.e. the Spiritual Islam
the one that the prophet taught
for the individual progress

the one that the more close to it
are the Sufi 
among the average muslim

so is not because 
i started to practice
yoga that one day i said
ok lets eat pork!

my own sufi teacher 
ate it
and i was appalled when i saw him
doing so

but this is my OWN personal 
experience
and path of progress

and not because 
i am a "bad muslim"
or because i am a converted "hindu"

is because is MY OWN path
and i wanted to KNOW
and get over my OWN limitation

but what i tolerate NOT
is some wanna be muslim Hypocrisy..
like such muslim 
who sleep with anyone around
and think and even allude to me
of being a bad muslim lol

let me remind YOU
that sleeping with men
out of wedlock
is prohibited in islam...


so what is worst
according to your own "islamic"standards?
eating pork 
or living an adulterous life?
hmm?
who is the bad muslim now?


now,

if not on the spiritual level
cause is out of their grasp, 
so let's consider the basic level of islam
i.e. EVEN on the ritual terms
to those i ask them

have you ever for 
at least 1 year
prayed your 5 prayers a day?
have you eaten only Halal Meat as a basic rule
have you fasted the whole month every year
for ramadan?

this islam pillars
that is written in your OWN book
have you ever devoted yourself to it


if you are a real muslim?

is muslim
just about bearing a cultural tag?
i am arab so i am muslim?


so how come
that you think you are
a "better muslim" than me?

is it the fact 
that you are SO conditioned
to your tribal background
that you think others are fake muslims?

usually arabs think
they are best muslim
even if they pray not
and just wear hijab 

this is NOT so

after 
you can be a muslim
and sleep with anyone who comes 
your way 
literally

this i care NOT
nor i judge

but be SURE
i judge you back 
if you judge me

this i call it a boomrang effect
what you send ahead
you receive it back

what you judge
judges you back

and for those crazy 
imposters
and rigid guys 
who think themselves as muslims

i asked them
to think twice before 
calling themselves muslims

because this is a shame 
to what Islam is

and is Shame for Humanity

as if you recall
Islam is for Humanity

but not the Islamic religion
that your ego wants

but the Islam 
which salvation is Brought by Shakti
 which is the Queen of Heaven

but this 
your sour mind can't encompass
see?

this is why 
in early islamic history
the very Daughter and family 
of the prophet
and even sufi now
have been persecuted and killed

and ANYONE
trying to usurp islam
will be judge by his own deeds

and of course 
hellish deeds
lead you to hellish life
in this life and the hereafter

but those
who have some common sense
self honesty
and sincerity 

in the search of truth

to them 
i say 
may your path be blessed!

and judge not others
lest you be judged

for if you judge 
my food diet
let me judge your sex life
for i believe in islam ...

adulterous life
binds you to hell
and is a BIG sin
no?

what do you think of it?
cause yea
you are a better muslim
than me


on that
don't forget
i love you all
regardless :x

kissi:x 







"My Immortal"


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

... ah, me... ah, me... ah...


Writer(s): Ben Moody, David Hodges, amy lee
Copyright: Zombies Ate My Publishing, Forthefallen Publishing, BMG Rights Management (Ireland) Ltd.

EVANESCENCE - MY IMMORTAL


Shakti and DNA


lol
my friends asked me
what new product are you putting
on your face
hahahaha

as she said
you got same face
so unified tone skin
as when you were a kid

well
is kundalini effect

yet i could not realise
how come
it changes a lot


is because Shakti
changes your DNA

and for your information
every 7 year, every cell of your body
is transformed

while people get more or less older
depending on how you meditated
your shakti gets you younger and younger

is incredible the power of the spirit
of your TRUE self

and see?
if you abide enough
in silence

then you can HEAR
your OWN self
as in the precedent post

and for those
who are too narrow minded
and think
i am not a good yogi
because they see me not often
in "collectivity"

they better read my post
entitled "collectivity"
and will understand
that progress is dependent on
your OWN cultivation
while collective is like a fuel
that pushes you UP even MORE
depending on HOW you yourself
meditate EARLY morning
as Mataji said

but people
tend to take hindu culture
and forget about
the KEY word of the Shakti
which is
YOUR OWN meditation

so imagine
once i will be able to
meditate AGAIN
in group???

i say
my total enlightenment is NEAR

lol i praise my Self

i love you all
kiss:x

Babies Bliss



 Good morning!!

this time at sleeping time
i heard my Own inner voice of Spirit
saying "I am eternity"

actually when you hear you inner voice
is very soothing
because is effortless

and by contrast
you realise that you give much effort
and how unnaturally sprouting are your thoughts
because they consume energy

SEE?
even the thoughts are a byproduct
that's why they suck energy
Genius insight..now i learned..and know..of why babies are happy all the time...

and each time i got such marvellous
from spirit manifestation
be it voice, insight or dream

the morning i wake up
lol i am told
what cream i put on face
as it is very much rested

i call it
Kundalini Bliss
Free and Best Quality!!

Come here
i will give it to you too
:x:x:x

Sunday, 29 November 2015

Flying Close to the Sun


Close to the Sun

Love that guy!



Matt Wilcox
"Close To The Sun"
http://www.mattwilcox.com
copyright 2015

Lyrics:

Lessons never learned is what I overheard
And you're flying close to the sun
Fortune gone to seed, drummed up company
And you're flying close to the sun

Or wait - hang up the phone
I thought the talk was overblown
You see, I wasn't home, but it's cool
And nobody cares, and when's the last time that you dared
to go flying so close to the sun

Benchmark destiny, presidential suite all from
Flying close to the sun
Drew the ace of clubs, well now there's the rub
'cause you're flying close to the sun

or wait - no stopping the clock
you got to wake up ready to rock
you see, I wasn't here, but it's cool
and nobody knows that it's the last damn thing to go
so you're flying right next to the sun

Staying up till dawn, two rights don't make wrong
and you're flying close to the sun
reinvent the wheel, history reveals that you're
flying close to the sun
and wouldn't you know that there's a lot of stuff down below
you see, I wasn't here or there. And you might say
How can it be, that one could be so worry-free
when you're flying so close to the sun
when you're flying so close to the sun
when you're flying so close to the sun

Saturday, 28 November 2015

Kaaba and Hajj


ah!
how could i have passed whole day
without sharing this!

this morning
i saw in vision
while i was sleeping
the Kaaba!

such BRIGHT colors
and so CLOSE i was
like 2cm!

first i saw its black cloth
appearing
dark black
you can't make it darker lol
then i saw its golden lining
and topping!
such a bright gold!

then i saw people turning around
doing hajj/pilgrimage

and then i heard
Allah/God saying to me
"I am not there
(cause people came there just to find Allah)
but I am INSIDE of you (us all)"

then i woke up
lol!

isn't it amazing?
:)
:x

kisses :x

Have you seen me?


oh dear !
i met such a weirdo have-you-seen-me-woman
this week at my job place

hehehe
some people have really a lack of character
and they look and sound so FUNNY


so that woman
was invited to the meeting
by her colleague

she just wanted her to be present
and share her moment..

but what that weirdo woman did?

she came to us
and started to ridicule
her colleague
she was making fun of her

i don't know if you REALISE it?
she was in a professional setting
and was a guest
and was at best here as an observer

and later as a grateful colleague
she could have thanked her friend

instead
she wanted to humiliate her !!!
under cover of humor

our team boss
was a wise guy
i would say he has a very high character
in public
he told her
"if no one laughs at your joke
is that is NOT a joke!"

the bad colleague got all red
started to defend herself
and ended up sobbing lol

ruining the nice meeting atmosphere
first of all
second of all
was such a cheaty behavior!

such people
you know why they cry?

because they realised
they got CAUGHT red handed
so she wanted to soften the hearts of colleagues
by crying

is like in off voice
i was hearing her say

"please don't dislike me
love me
even if i don't love others
don't humiliate me
even if i humiliate others"

was crying out of fear
of being caught
and divert attention
from her colleague she just humiliated

my boss
has a golden character
really
i love honest people
lol

he said
"listen,
you were here as a guest
to attend our meeting
and how you behaved?
you humiliated yourself by yourself"

never a french would speak like that lol
he was anglo-saxon
:x kisses to him
such a straightforward and honest guy

then of course the evening meeting was spoilt
she left
her colleague was under shock

i feel the boss
was really good
he exposed her on the spot
and protected the honor of his colleague
from nasty insinuation

bravo! i say;)

so what i realise
is that such people
lack love
and they WANT to be loved
desperately
by HUMILIATING others

so how can you rise in the eyes of others
if you have a low character?
you humiliate others
to make them look low
and de facto you arise!

see?
such people have no self love
nor love for others
and are just
BITCHES

hahahaha
i love Beaches though
i could use sun nowadays
is such a cold winter coming

who knows gotta go to greece
mwhahahaaha
Greece am coming!!!

but yeah
back to Bitches

the day
they will learn
to give out love with both hands
and not to give with one and take from the other
then they will learn the real meaning of love

unless you truly love yourself first
you will never love the others
why?

because you think you lack love
that people love you not enough
so you become greedier
and you have no good manners
you want to harm others
and humiliate them
just so that others see you shining


if you were really a warm Sun on a nice beach
then you would shine by yourself
and attract love naturally
and not using artificial manoeuvre

so first be honest with yourself
know that others see you
so no need to hide behind tears

just be grateful
and enjoy
and let others enjoy too!

Beaches from Greece i am coming!!!!










Friday, 27 November 2015

I will walk these final days upon the earth with you


:) very much to share
but as music is faster than typing,
so let's just listen to it
and enjoy!




Lyrics:

It's been a while
We've walked for miles
Living free
from reality
The darkest haze
beneath the rays

And I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
I'll walk these final days upon the earth with you

I'm positive
We learn to give
with bread and wine.
We crossed the line.
The candle burns
for no return

And I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
I'll walk these final days upon the earth with you

The sun will shine
The coal we'll mine
The oceans warm
We'll bear the storm
Electric clouds are singing loud

That I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
walk these final days upon the earth with you

Mercury
Deep Blue Sea
I'm still alive
The meek survive
At glacial pace
we ran the race
We lost the sense
of our intelligence

But I will walk these final days upon the earth with you
I'll walk these final days upon the earth with you
And I will cast one final gaze upon the earth with you

Song : Final Days
By Matt Wilcox

Sunday, 22 November 2015

Inside Out - The Movie - Part 1


Aghhh
it is a fact
i have become chocolate addict
you knew that chocolate puts you on high?

it feels like
i am not myself
a bit like drunk lol

well gotta cut it baby
otherwise getting too much on high
no good for me

i decided to watch
the Disney Movie "Inside Out"
yea had not watched it in cinema
cause i knew would be awesome
and was waiting to watch it with my best friend
but somehow too late now

too bad i gotta cheat
and watch it
on my own
sitting in my warm sofa
while it rains outside
with my hot cup of tea
and chocolate...
drooling

ok
this movie
is just a pure jewel
just too bad they named it in french
Vice Versa
lol too funny a name
in latin it means
"the other way around"

i would have named it
en dedans- en dehors
(= inside - outside)









Inside Out is a 2015 American 3D computer-animated comedy-drama adventure film[6] produced by Pixar Animation Studios and released by Walt Disney Pictures. Directed and co-written by Pete Docter, the film is set in the mind of a young girl, Riley Andersen (Kaitlyn Dias), where five personified emotions—Joy (Amy Poehler), Sadness (Phyllis Smith), Fear (Bill Hader), Anger (Lewis Black), and Disgust (Mindy Kaling)—try to lead her through life as her parents (Diane Lane and Kyle MacLachlan) move the family to a new city. The film was co-directed and co-written by Ronnie del Carmen and produced by Jonas Rivera, with music composed by Michael Giacchino.
Docter first began developing Inside Out in 2009 after noticing changes in his daughter's personality as she grew older. The film's producers consulted numerous psychologists, including Dacher Keltner[7] from the University of California, Berkeley, who helped revise the story emphasizing the neuropsychological findings that human emotions are mirrored in interpersonal relationships and can be significantly moderated by them.
After premiering at the 68th Cannes Film Festival in May, Inside Out was released on June 19, 2015, accompanied in theaters by a short film, Lava, directed by James Ford Murphy. Critics praised the film's concept, poignant subject matter, and vocal performances—particularly for Poehler, Smith, and Richard Kind. The film grossed $90.4 million in its first weekend—the highest opening for an original title.[8] It has accumulated over $851 million in worldwide box office revenue.[5] The film, along with The Good Dinosaur, marks the first time that Pixar has released two feature films in the same year.[9]

Source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inside_Out_%282015_film%29

first you see
in plain darkness
a shining light appearing
inside of the baby
and that light once it is seen
is called Joy

and that Joy makes the baby shines
to the parents
and they call her Beautiful

this light of Joy by appearing inside
gave joy outside to her parents
and the joy of parents
became a feedback to Riley (the baby girl)
under the form of a ball of light
that represent a joyful memory

so the Essence of Light
which is manifested as Joy
beams outside on Riley Face
and this creates a positive feedback
by those who contemplate her
which in turns give her as gift
a joyful memory...

along the way
while growing up
Joy discover new buddies
such as
Fear - whose job is to protect Riley
Anger - whose job is to stand for Justice
Taste - whose job is to Give Riley a singular indiviual style
and Sadness - who has apparently no role
she only wants to cry to unload herself
but is always shoved away or confined
by Joy

While other emotions
are kind of working altogether
with Joy
to take care of Riley
and let her live a balanced life
only Sadness can't meet this balance
actually she keeps throwing Joy off-balance!

this is why she is confied by Joy
into a dark spot
on her own

when you look at each Emotion
their apparence is proportionate
to their feeling

thus Joy
is a svelt, light, bared footed
and luminous Fairly
a bit like Fée Clochette in Peter Pan
or in Irish folklore

is as if you can smell Nature from Her
she dances when she views her Childhood memories

Sadness is so Gross
looks like a ball
hidden in her own High neck
all blue
as if she has a low temperature
lol depressive a state, neh?
whatever she touches it becomes tainted with sadness
all cold
such as the souvenirs
when she touches balls of Light (= joyous souvenirs)

so this shows us
that if we have joyful memories
our sadness can taint them as sad

hey, vice versa!
lol i mean if you have
bad sourvenirs
you can relive them
and tainted them with Joy
how so?

as is shown
during the exchange between Joy and Sadness
Joy can see herself jumping in water pools
while Sadness only see the negative
which is cold rainy day
and boots full of water

see?
depends on your perspective
as to how you re-live your memories