Reincarnating on Earth

ahh, i am getting so lazy posting on this blog
have too much to do
but is important to record it all

so let's do it :

i had a vision

i saw i was in sort of a  space shuttle 

and then the door opened

and i saw the Earth

and randomly i picked up a place

a continent

i was seeing America and Europe, Asia 

i picked up one, as i was lacking time 

and i was absorbed there

was very smooth! (fall)

smooth, like being absorbed by sponge ... wool... 

lol in real i could feel i could not get more absorbed in my matelas hahahaha!

Actually as my friend said

"that was an amazing vision, baby!

formidable.."

:)) hahaha baby

this english expression makes me laugh

cause i really feel like i am a baby in a craddle hehehe

so is like this..

here is the inspired interpretation :

of course from Spirit knowledge, not mine

i suck at dream interpretation on my own

about the dream meaning :

imagine you are the awareness..or main emergence from the absolute..or the I AM

you see,,everything ,, from above..see?

like a space station allegory?

ah.. it reminds me of Dr Who episode

you knew that it was all true?

well .. isn't it exciting? 

coming back on earth 

this vision is like the one of Richard Rose 

he was on top of some mountain

and seeing people from above

and he could ,,become anyone,, by ,,focusing attention on it,,

and i KNOW is true

cause before was same

when i focused on a flower

a seed

actually i WAS it 

meaning i felt i was a seed germinating 

i was in the grass

and i saw the grass 

and i saw myself growing

and saw the sun rays warming up the ground

see?

practice

is what i have been told

we all have gifts

we need practice to develop them

well for me is the healing and that stuff how you call it?

to become what you focus on?

hahaha  

i want to try this 

need space and room for that in my schedule

so noted down 

back to vision now

in other words..this is the principle of ,,how,, the awareness by,,focusing,,...becomes consciouness...and goes,,poof,, in the object ,, and gives it life

and THAT is the principle of reincarnation

lol far from the myths 

and far from the indian ideas or reincarnation 

is just in absolute terms

simple as that

so i saw myself reincarnating 

as an experience 

cause later in dream

i was on this earth

and taking pictures of flowers

people were annoyed 

that i was making them lose time

but flowers had such a beautiful color 

they were shining

like an aura around each bunch of flowers

so bright and shining 

lol again i say shining

so on earth i was experiencing people's frustration

and the "lack of time" fear etc

but when i was up there

as awareness i had no emotions

it was awareness 

distance 

and no emotions of fear etc

cause as spirit..or pristine joy awareness...you have no fear

 and 

,,when there is focus of attention..beware..that is the moment of creation.. 

indeed

as soon as i focused on earth

i "became" part of it

all makes sense ..

so the "fall" from heaven

is this allegory

you need to get "lost" on earth to experience Life from within

and 

realization is the way back ...

re,,uniting,, with this power of God..this awareness that is "up there" 

to be one with it..or spirit..or awareness..or bliss..or the true reality...

and who unites?

is the soul of course

 

so i saw in vision

how /why reincarnation occurs..

so when i jumped

was soft as cotton wool when i entered into the earth 

it felt like going through a womb

actually

absorption (of attention) happens ,,because of my focus,,,..this creates consciousness or attention..also known as the soul individuality

so...so when people saw vortex is actually the door of possibility of creation they are themselves creating by focusing their attention on that spot of earth

and they go there..to experience new experiences..etc

as the attention digs, the vortex is created by its power

in the process..the spirit becomes flesh..etc..animates the soul..creates the environment etc

so this fall 

this separation is essential!

unless it separates..it can't know itself..universe is based on this tension..like electricity?.. 

 

that is life cycle reincarnations 

and the way back home 

is 

the way back is from consciousness becoming attention (top of head)/focus becoming intent (of spiritual cultivation) / and becoming awareness back to before time ..

and that is called ... Realization

ps : i SEE you - from Avatar Movie song

Avatar the Movie

I just seen the movie AVATAR for the 3rd time..this time on tv..


Marvellous, Magic and so LIVELY

that is how Avatar the movie makes me feel
as any good book
a good movie
makes you feel alive, involved
as much as you would be the hero in it

jotting down what i love much

lol while writing this
the music Ave Maria has just started playing

well .. i loved the Forest MOST
just watching it
the light and COLORS
how it was shining
and responding to the human touch
a touch filled with presence of the consciousness

was sooo magical

and how they were flying in the air
on their ride?
was so magical, smooth


you could even feel
in the now
your own fear and limitation
and all of sudden
as the hero so switfly, smoothly and WHOLLY jump in emptiness
with not safety net lol ..

.. well, it makes you feel free
pushing your own limit
and wanting to do same

i think some plane jump
in parachute is on my way...

plus you can obviously guess and feel
the native people LOVE for their Forest
and it goes without saying that you guess
how Amerindians had such a deep wisdom
and how they were viewed by those they welcomed..

this part was very much heart breaking

i felt real sad to see the beautiful, pretty, all so colorful forest
under firing, ashes
and the so PRECIOUS OLD TREE falling down

but then i felt even more sad
to realise that is exactly what is happening every day
with the Amazonian Forest

and to a more refined level
how human being is so much cut from Nature
so much that in a documentary i saw how an interviewed american kid
had no clue that it was a tomatoe..

really he thought it was apple

anyway even if it sounds extrem
such cases exist
and in contrast

when i saw the movie
i felt so impatient
cause i said to myself
OBVIOUSLY there are such amazing gifts around
in nature
to be experienced

that we could develop
by communicating with nature

as only what you feed grows
if you feed conscious communication
with nature
then nature gives it back to you

you can see more beauty
more brighter colors
more health and healing

you can experience
a real new realm
in terms of way of life

is just that the industrial Epopée
has got its time of being experimented

and now
imagine how much more beautiful
it would be to be able to experiment with Nature?

the starts is always slow
as it becomes a new wave
and a part of our life as a mass
only when a certain quota of people start doing it

but still as life is short
i feel i am wasting time
instead of getting back in touch with nature

is very slow..

just i admit i am impatient
and also do not have so far any real teacher
with a real discipline through which i could say

YES ! i am going somewhere

but the part i love most
obviously was the forest

second, i loved the paradox

of the dream (the human being) meeting the reality (the avatar world)

imagine
like when the fiancé avatar enter into the cabin of the hero
isn't it paradoxical?

my mind got so upside down at this point
that i was saying
okay what is real and what is the dream?

cause the hero is the human guy
and its avatar his "dream" body

but slowly
the avatar body takes over/takes more importance
say...his consciousness got absorbed by it
and then

symbolically
when the avatar fiancé enters his cabin
and meet the human being

it hit me
that it is actually Reality (Avatar) meeting the dream (Human body/realm)
liek dream and reality merged...so beautifully mind blowing paradoxical...

was just so beautiful

very often this topic is tackled in the movie

like when i saw the avatar hero jumping down from the newly mastered Great Bird
lol i call it so , cause i forgot its name lol

then when i saw that i said
is so funny
only because he mastered the unmasterable Bird

that people are in awe
while before they hated him?

so in a way
i thought
people are always so superficial?
they can hate and love the same person
in a switch of a second?

which means they love a person ONLY for his achievement/honor/status that this honor gives?

but then
it hit me
no.. not only

here
if we know that all of our worth is within us
cause we ARE worthy

is just that people know it not
but if YOU YOURSELF you KNOW it
KNOW that you ARE worthy

then
what matter ?
you won't even think people are interested or superficial, see?

and among them
those who realise their , superficiality,
then you will ALSO see them

cause they will admit it...

as his fiancé did
while going towards him said

"i see You"
next
"i was afraid for my people"

see?

the lines on the spot hit me
cause they answered what i was wondering about

and the space is provided for the people
to admit their own superficiality

cause at times
we need signs to see
and the manifested , like the Sacred Bird
are just symbol for us to get reassured that this one is worthy

not that he was not before..
but only because we , ourselves, were doubtful
and we NEEDED this sign

cause we were blind ...not to see the other Spirit/Worth
as we were blinded by...fear
or jealousy like for the dude who was about to become chief of his tribe
but see? his envy subsided when he saw the Common Great Sign of the Sacred Bird
then he left go of his envy
and accepted the Obvious
and surrendered to his Glory

(again he was not surrendering to become a slave of someone else Glory...
but he surrendered to accepting that he found His Glory within ...

i think is what most people and religion
mix up
and end up "worshiping" some outside God
or some other persons Glory
instead of surrendering to the idea that the other TOO has its own Glory

cause he is the spirit as much as me within )


as she admitted it

because you can SEE the other
or in other word she could SEE him at last
ONLY because she had no more the fear
and the Bird/the sign her consciousness was acquainted with
allowed her to believe in the worth of the hero

so the manifested realm
is needed to bring OUT, make OBVIOUS
our own hidden worth

cause we ALL have this Worth within

but the manifested is NECESSARY

for people to be able to SEE

the manifested gives a SIGN/PROOF (ayah in arabic)
of the worth of the Spirit already within you obviously

and only by letting shine your worth
that you remove fear from others
so that from their blindness they comes into the sight/light

and can at last say
"i see You"

i guess is what the muslims should learn
learn to shine their own light
so that they may be removing the fear
that their name / group of consciousness is creating
as havoc into the hearts of others..

Marvellous script writer,
designer,
story line writer
and all the team of this movie production
i just hug you all..

Beautiful movie.

and my MOST  preferred scene....obviously
is when the rebirth of the hero is taking place at the end
when he lies down
and transfer body

i loved everything
the touch of the body on the grass
the living grass enwrapping his body
imagine....all of this is quite real...

why you think you can't see it?
cause grass and nature respond as quickly as you ask
like in the movie
only if you have passed time giving such respect and attention to them?

we just need to switch our attention and respect from
artificial hierarchy in office
that consume so much of our energy
to the Nature itself really

and as we managed to experiment this Fast Society
with fast food and everything  fast fast fast
i am NOT against it
cause for me it PROVES we can DO IT

now the only thing is
to switch it to the nature
the same pattern but re-directed re-wired to the nature

and you will
i am SURE
how fastly Nature will respond
cause is a living entity too..

is so beautiful
i feel so warm inside

anyway this movie
is just a master piece

and yea i loved
how the ceremony of rebirth started
you see all of them sitting on the grass
with their spine in contact with it
and their "hair" in contact and fusioning with the Mother Earth
was just a so naturally flowing movie

with so much intricate details
and such a nice touch

yes this too..striked me
the human touch
they were touching each other
all along the movie
was really warm feeling

that's a movie
that gives to the word Humanity
is True meaning...

Loved it..
and still do

as i got this message
in my tea bag today

"Life is a gift,
Experience is the beauty"

i feel is a timely message
and yet i feel so sad
cause i guess, feel it all
and agree wholly to it

but somehow..i can't even say i am on the High way to experiment Life
like in this Movie that i love so much

yet is the only movie
that i whole heartedly found that resonates with me..

while watching Avatar
instead of feeling blood running in my veins
i felt warm Love running in there

especially when it was said...
how many connection a tree had to other tree
which is superior to our own neuronal connection...

...so i let you imagine the possibilities...

just mind blowing love i felt for this
i really wish to experience that kind of new way of living

the rest is just dead boring now.

as this quote says

"The beauty of an exponentially-multiplying set of potential realities, collapsed into a singularity by our conscious decisions."

isn't it beautiful?

yea it just remind me the movie Interstellar now...
**sigh**

The Monkees Lyrics

"I'm A Believer"

I thought love was only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else but not for me.
Love was out to get me
That's the way it seemed.
Disappointment haunted all my dreams.

Then I saw her face, now I'm a believer
Not a trace of doubt in my mind.
I'm in love, I'm a believer!
I couldn't leave her if I tried.

I thought love was more or less a given thing,
Seems the more I gave the less I got.
What's the use in tryin'?
All you get is pain.
When I needed sunshine I got rain.

Then I saw her face, now I'm a believer
Not a trace of doubt in my mind.
I'm in love, I'm a believer!
I couldn't leave her if I tried.

source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/monkees/imabeliever.html

True Love

if i say i love you
to what i see
i am only saying it to my thoughts
so is empty

but if i first feel the object/the you
and then say
i love you
then this is true love

I love You

i don't say i love you
you, a second person/chakra,
which is existing in the field of my thought

but i say i love you
because first i felt you,

and if i can feel you
then you are in me,

then
when i say i love you,
i say it to myself

this is why there is no other
as there is only One
and that is Me

Beauty, make up, perfumes, luxury gifts...

Nowadays i am in LOVE with Beauty products
and am getting so many luxury gifts
and soooo girly

hehehe

4 years ago
had someone told me
i would be in Love with that

i would have NEVER believed it

do you know why?

is because your energy changes

and here is how i feel

when i see the package and the color
and the promise of the product
it feels like i am taking it in within me
the scent, the color, the promises,
the freshness, the energy born within the product

is just delicious food for the inner Beauty to blossom,
see?

before i would have classed this as being "superficial"

but when i was in uk
i was stricken by HOW attention was given
to the very moment to the very person
in front of you
when i met the sufi master

it made me curious

that i considered this life as superficial
and wanted the deepness

but he was giving the deepness to the very moment
by giving it his full attention

okay
don't think i am overall praising and am ALL for that guy
i just take the good i see from anyone and everywhere
that is the wisdom i learned from life

and this is how you enjoy
and truly respect Life
and are deep..

cause you give your full attention,
presence and thus respect to the Present/to It

and this is how
"superficiality" and "deepness" coexist
in the Very moment

cause you give to the passing thing
that is the present
the due attention to it
and learn to love it and enjoy it
by Feeling its color, its promises on the bottles of perfume
is actually you absorbing its labelling

this is why
don't get into the trap of taking side
by saying this is superficial
and this is deep

it is neither

it is Just the Moment
it is Present for you to enjoy it
so that you are enjoying the superficial
superficial in the sense that it is passing like the wind
and by being truly present
you become more connected to it
to the feel of it and thus to the feel of the Present

and you are colored by new colors
where superficiality and deepness coexist
are not differentiated
and they are one and the same
cause you are one with them

yet is impossible mind masturbation
to make deepness and superficiality
to coexist into your mind/thought/argumentation

it is just coexisting as one
when YOU decide to be one with the feel of the moment that each of them is giving
whether the moment take the face of what you call "superficial"
or whether it take the face of what you call "deep"

so these are just forms
what matters is
are you present with the form of the present moment
or are you opposing it and thus creating separation ?

so...when i receive these gifts
is like i am receiving a surprise from Life
which is waiting besides me
to see my excitation
while i am unwrapping it

and then i get back the Love
from such "inanimate" objects

AS MUCH AS

i LOVED them

by expecting them
by receiving them
by unwrapping them

so it is very much like saying
they send you back the love you send them in advance

the "You" in me and you

that is the second time it happened
but when i looked at someone
it felt like i was looking at myself

by then i could not tell why
cause obviously we don't have same face
plus not at all same gender hahaha

nor are we twins
yet i saw myself in him
how?

now i know

this happens
when the "you" i.e. your true nature (and not your thoughts)
sees the "you" of/in the other (his true nature too)

it is OBVIOUS
that when you see the "you" in the other
then you see your own self!

 and that is why the true self is One

and that happens only
if you are deep and the other is deep too
or that you are deep enough on your own to see the other even if the other is NOT deep
hahaha
i am in the case number 1
the numbre 2 is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay harder for me to even imagine it

cause i am still superficial to get to the number 2

i guess i need serious A... S....?
:))
no kidding, i need serious longer meditation sessions

that's a very nice feeling
and very meaningful life moment

When you're alone and life is making you lonely
You can always go downtown
When you've got worries, all the noise and the hurry
Seems to help, I know, downtown
Just listen to the music of the traffic in the city
Linger on the sidewalk where the neon signs are pretty
How can you lose?
The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares
So go downtown
Things will be great when you're downtown
No finer place for sure, downtown
Everything's waiting for you
Don't hang around and let your problems surround you
There are movie shows downtown
Maybe you know some little places to go to
Where they never close downtown
Just listen to the rhythm of a gentle bossa nova
You'll be dancing with 'em too before the night is over
Happy again
The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares
So go downtown
Where all the lights are bright, downtown
Waiting for you tonight, downtown
You're gonna be alright now, downtown
Downtown
Downtown
And you may find somebody kind to help and understand you
Someone who is just like you and needs a gentle hand to
Guide them along
So maybe I'll see you there
We can forget all our troubles, forget all our cares
So go downtown
Things will be great when you're downtown
Don't wait a minute more, downtown
Everything is waiting for you, downtown
Downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown)

source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/petulaclark/downtown.html

Thoughts Reading

LOL

i had bought some salmon for lunch with friends
and all of sudden i got a doubt
and said to her

"and don't give your salmon to the other one
(who also has its share)"

as soon as i said that
she flipped
and looked me and said
"how you knew?!!!
i JUST thought that..."


actually i said to her
i just got a huge doubt
while i was cooking
so i said it


and i understood also the stuff about thought reading

when i got a doubt
it meant as long as my idea was clear
"ok everyone gets its share"
i was ok and was MY thought

but as SOON as i got a doubt
like when you throw a stone in water
and it makes ripples

and image get less clear

then
i KNEW i had lost the clarity of thought
and that is what doubt is about

and second
it shows that i was not per say
"reading thoughts"

but i read thought
in the sense
that mine got affected

by hers

and as long as you are "above"
others
then you can "read" their thoughts

and those who "read thoughts"
actually can
differentiate
their thoughts from the others

cause you have to protect yourself
from being influenced by other people thoughts
and think these are yours

your true nature
per say
is YOU
and when we get used to identifying with thoughts
we are actually being controlled by people...
cause these thoughts are not yours
but theirs
see?

is like sun above clouds
sun can see them

likewise
i could see her thought
cause the true self is above thoughts

so yea we all ended up
eating salmon
and not a too nice friend
scarifying hers to another lol

though i look forward
at actually "reading thoughts"

kiss:x

Why Past makes us smile

you know why we smile
when we remember something of the past

like when you find some old letter
or visit a place of your youth?

you smile unconsciously
because unconsciously you know
that you and that other energy which is present
and you were communicating with by then

in the form of your parents or some other person
actually you were in disagreement with and much more
you were opposed to it
and you were rejecting it or neglecting it
to move forward

so you were just oblivious to your Present
and you can see yourself very much daring
while all was already Present

so being in the present/ce of that place of your childhood
you see the/your past
and especially your oblivion to your by-then-present moment

that is why you smile

and that is why
often you were told when kid
later when time pass this will make you laugh
while by then was nothing but annoyance or obstacle

and yet it is  like a script
is not like you could act wise
you were living your experience to learn about life