Clarity of mind ..

Before sleeping

i was just wondering about

what i can do of my life

or how to give it a meaning.

 

Before waking up, 

this is the dream i had :

First i saw the image in the full screen of my mind

of a nuclear explosion

i saw a black and red mushroom

growing

either was its power equivalent to three of them

or three happened

after i saw the earth all around red

red dust while it was exploding

a bit like mars

during this i had no particular emotion

i was just seeing it

may be a shock that it ends so

all of sudden.

but nothing else as emotion

as the vision was taking its whole space

in my mind,

and i was just observing it.

after

i saw on tv (tv is a metaphor for the screen of my mind)

a morrocan looking girl

she was tanned

she said

"if we could give to everyone

blessings (to masses)

instead of hatred

then will this be avoided?"

and the way she asked this

she looked very innocent to me

and also the way she said it

 

now i think of it

it looked like another me

like the Big me looking at the small me

The Observing me looking at the clueless me

the one that is an individual

was it so?

i write from feeling and intuition

i looked at her

and said in myself

as thought

if of all people

she is the only one i see

standing out by such words

then still it is worthy

it can work

because i saw that she was seeking

but she knew not

so i thought if i tell her about

the cool breeze

she would explode in happiness

and be delighted

to get that solution

for

for now she has no solution

but she has great desire

and conviction

that something can work

and is a concrete hope

is not a withered wish

from all the masses i saw

i see no one else stand out

only that morrocan girl

because she had a genuine

and strong desire for avoiding that destruction

and even if she had no solution

no clue

she knew the solution is in giving blessings

so she said

and this hit me

if instead of letting hatred which affected people reply with

we provide them blessings

then see how the balance can change in favor

this is automatic

and it hit me as an obvious solution

the girl was like in a band of music

singing

though she was not so good a singer

but she liked music and singing

because she felt happy

after i saw her

distributing some juice

in some jar with straw

for free

people queued up to get one

as is free

still thinking she is nut

to give it for free

what will it bring for her

but she was happy to give it

because she knew when they grab

the jar

their mind

is re-wired

and re-directed

to something else

so is like you gain

or save the soul.

after i saw her

trying to produce

colors

like paint

i saw a blue color

she produced

and then used them

to paint jars

and sell such different items

at the end

i saw only one style of item

only last pot was there

and was being sold in front of everyone

as to celebrate the success of it

people were happy

they had sold everything of that style

though other items where still there

to be sold

i think was to collect fund

this sales was for that.

then i woke up

and then i saw a vision

or my inner voice

saying/meaning that :

this is such a clarity of goal

as everyone has come for a goal

yet

is like i saw

how waves after waves of ambiant

thoughts and worlds

washes the shore of our clarity/of our goal in mind

and waves submerge it

and it becomes opaque

and then the shine produced by the clarity of our goal

disappears

engulfed by the waters

and we forget that simple thing

we are made for

to live for

we lose the shining goal

and we forget that we are forgetting

as the waves keep washing over

one wave washing off the precedent

topping on it

and covering up our clarity of mind for our life goal

as clouds are rushed by winds

and cover the sun.

Sadness of the Heart

As for me
the very day of the terror attack
when i saw it

and still now..

my attention was drawn
by my heart on my heart.

and i feel such a soft sadness in it
and then i feel the tears.

is not me who feel sad
this i am certain.
but is the heart who is sad.

is like i can observe
the sadness of the heart
and that sadness belongs to the heart

Divine Humanity

A reader mailed me
about my post about the Archangel Gabriel
and told me
he felt goosebumps when reading it

as i wrote a few weeks ago
i had seen in my dream
the Archangel Gabriel

i saw his face and his whole body
from head to toe
he was very stern
as to what feeling was emanating out of him
it was like a stern statue

and all of sudden
i saw his body being cut
in half..

this hit me hard
to see him so ..
such an unknown shock to me
liek the end of something
and something new totally UNKNOWN
which never happened before..

as i felt bewildered
the spirit said
"not to worry
for he will try to avoid
that Great Split/war"

so that's it.
The Great splitting happened
that attack has been an act of war
of terrorists vs humanity

this is not islam vs christianity
but terrorists vs humanity

now
of course fear and hatred
may turn it sour
and make it a religious war
of islam vs christianity

because Angel Gabriel
is the Archangel who bears the Word of God
the same who is mentioned in judeo-christian and muslim scriptures
he is the Messenger of Unity
and if both religions fail him/his message of Unity/of humanity
i wish to say of DIVINE HUMANITY
then he splits..

how could God can make war to Himself?
How can unity take side?

the only trap is duality
that of taking side
of one against the other

if at this critical time
you follow that which resonates within you
of your OWN true self,
of your mere feeling of Divine Humanity..

then you are on the Right Side
where there is no side
but only Unity
and Peace.

May God be with you all.
Ameen.

The Real enemy

you know
what i felt today
watching documentaries
about art and cinematography?

why all of sudden
i found it beautiful?

because the artists
were there
present
EXPRESSING their self

this expression of self
is that which is alive
when you try to portrait yourself
to try to manifest it to see your self

is like you are blind
and you NEED art
to SEE yourself

only through expression of self
you can do this

see yourself
and the others

in a way..

YET
what is terrorism?

is to create fear
is to occupy space
and fill it with it

if your space is filled with fear
where is your freedom
to express yourself?
your art?
your talent?
your skills?
your beauty?
your try to SEE yourself
through your art?
and through the others?

this filling up of space
is what matters
how you let your space being filled?

by fear?
or by trying to know who you are?

so more than the terrorists
who are the trigger of that fear
the real enemy is your fear

do not let yourself
fall into fear
cause once you do
you stop shining
you stop being yourself
you stop being free...

Paris - Saved by his mobile phone

source : https://fr.news.yahoo.com/attentats-%C3%A0-paris-l-effrayant-145900227.html?vp=1


The witness has also been a victim
and was safed by his cell phone, and jacket and shoes..

as they shielded him from the explosion
done by the kamikaze
while he was queuing up at the entrance
of the football stadium

it is basically what he said in French.

now if you look at the video
you see the piled up
emotion

and this feeling in the throat
when you are on the verge of crying

that's too much
indeed.

yesterday
someone in central paris
just sat down on a piano
outside in the main place
near République

and started to play
some piece of John Lennon

once he finished
he said
basically
"this is a message
for all of us to know
we can stick and live together
and look ridiculous"


then he stood up
and went his way.

what he did
was formidable
he provided
to the crowd gathered here
a moment to let go

and above all
for himself
he let its way of expressing
the piano
be an outlet to his overloaded
emotional state.

in times like this
prayers and all ways
that resonates within you
know that they help you
and the others

for the people
who went through
traumatic situation
have loads in them
and they need to
let them go

and those who died
in such situation
need prayers
and everything
that can soothe them
and see the light to go

PARIS BLEEDING...

Tonight
Paris was under a series of attack
so far it is said 7 places have been targetted
along with the Stade of France
where bombs exploded
some says kamikazes..

It is a Great Shock
France is under a Great Shock

the first images i saw
the faces of the people
they looked so shocked
and with a blank look
all looking at the tv screen hanging in the Stade of France
with such a horrendous and shocking look

seeing them all
looking so
as a mass

and hearing the witnesses
even the male ones
on the verge of crying
when describing the death toll

it was very sorrowful
to realise
that those attacks hit parisians
and brought French people all into a Great Shock

the Emotion in their throat
at some point DOES end up showing itself
as an outburst..
in ALL interviews

it just shows
Hurt.

For the second time
in the History of France
France is in the State of Emergency
which is a pre war state

for sure
Life will never be the same

For this time
Nation as a whole
has been hit
in the heart

France Heart
is bleeding..

Personally
it shocks me
as to how
war can be exported
within a few days
from one continent to another..

these terrorists are crazy
but above all
inhuman

nothing remains in them
of humanity ...

The more i put attention
on the large scale killing
the more i feel the heart itself
sad
and i even feels the tears

on the heart
it feels like a soft hit of sadness

speaking only
for myself
so far
i have never
felt so touched

and again
what the heart is feeling
is what the parisian are feeling

a few weeks ago
i had seen in dream
angel Gabriel
and i saw him being split
i saw his body being split in two..

Spirit said
this means the Great War
will come..

i could not envision
that it could be so real
i only thought it was the war over there
which would worsen at worse
but no
is a war that will enter
into every people's mind and become
parts of its life

how can one after such a shock
remains in old life patterns?

as i was writing this post
i felt progressively
a new waft of scent
and now is persisting on the tip of my tongue

and now
i feel a great coolness on my heart
and i feel now
my whole left channel cool


it is what makes me feel better.

Kiss me

:) that's a sweet song,
for a sweet you! :x

from Sixpence None The Richer

"Kiss Me" is track #13 on the album Sixpence None The Richer. It was written by Slocum, Matthew Preston.

Kiss me out on the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor, lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me

Songwriters
SLOCUM, MATTHEW PRESTON

Published by
Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.

Read more: Six Pence None The Richer - Kiss Me Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Colored Lines Game for the brain

i discovered
a very interest stuff
about the functioning of the mind

i was playing this game
http://www.gamesforthebrain.com/game/colorlines/

and i could have played it many times in a row
would have been stucked at a low score of 100
when i had not my self realisation

but now
after a long while
i just played it
as a means to try the focus of my attention

and i can score in average over 300
with the upper range hitting around 400
and a record breaking score of 508

and this?
only within a week of trying it

and i can see my mind skill changing
while i am playing the game

how is it?
before i was not familiar with the frame of the game
once i became familiar
i could focus on the immediate right moves
hence a score averaging 150

but then i thought
where is the solution for a higher score?
for there must be a solution
a kind of move i see not
and see not REPEATEDLY
so i desired to see the little change i could do
in my thinking
that would impact my score significantly

so... after i could anticipate the computer move
by using the feeling
in the belly
like say how the computer will block the ways
and prevent me of making my line full
hence a score averaging 200

see?
incredible
how a LITTLE change of mind
can cause such a beneficial HUGE improvement?

then i could have a more expanded vision
of those moves i used to neglect
in the habit of my playing
is like i could feel the color ball
that i was neglecting in my next move
as a habit
hence a score averaging 250

and the extra 200
is just about being able to stay constantly focused
and doing all of the above
without relapsing into some daze

for now by contrast
when i used to score 100
i can see my past state of mind
it was just doing a move
and then staying still
like in a daze/asleep
and then wake up for the next move

so it remained off/passive
while now it can remain on/active
more focused over a longer period of time

so imagine
the game is just a measure of your mind
if you can have that kind of healthy mind
applied to your area of interest
you can bet you would perform better

plus i realised with this game
you just learn to move colored balls
in ways you would have never thought before
and it impacts your life as well
as you "naturally" make more creative new move
that you would have never done before

why?
because you KNOW
you have to change to find some solution
for why changing winning ways?

this is why mostly pain
brings change
not really happiness
happiness move us not to search for more
again, why would it?
for what changing winning ways?

for don't forget
your mind is a tool
if you use it well for one thing
it is the same tool that will serve you
when you use it for something more special
and that you love in your life

this is why one should
never neglect the present
and appreciate even
and especially the very insignificant stuff
we do daily
as much as a game

for the future exists not
only the present
if you value it to your maximum of ability
you can bet that your future would be the best potential ever possible
because of the care you gave to the present

so never scorn anyone
who is in your surrounding
in your very present moment
don't make comparison among people
about who is more interesting for your "future" socialisation
cause the future as such exists not

but look at everyone around you
and try your best to appreciate all of them
for each of them are there to teach you something
some lesson for you to create a future that you would love to live in

this is the real meaning of unconditional love
is to love your present
to everything that is in your present

if you happen to dislike and hate
some aspect of it
then try to let them go
so that you may allow yourself
to have a more expanded vision
and know how to move ahead in advance
then you become a winner!