Attention and Awareness

why when we are tested
we again fall into the corruption of attention
EVEN if previously to the test we are warned?

it is BECAUSE we are ATTACHED to the "obeject of the test",
IDENTIFIED with it.
and the PRESSURE put on it/the test,

is THERE to show us our attachement/false identification.

so even if you are previously warned,
the warning served not you to be freed
for YOU have to REALISED ON THE SPOT
the fall of your attention/ the link of it

to REALISE that you are ABOVE the object,
which is the experience of the mind/projection of it
so as your real nature is ABOVE

you ARE that AWARENESS of that pressure.

you are not the pressure
nor the object of pressure
nor UNDER pressure

but ABOVE the pressure
for you are the Pure awareness of it.

Light in the Present

God is Ever Present
and He shines

"It's in our nature to look back & regret our mistakes.
I hope you value the present & love every minute of it "

• Kimberly Kirberger


You are luminous, or your face radiates that light,
only when your dark path is enlightened by your soul
when your soul is happy, it glows, hence the light

and your soul is happy when you align yourselves with it
when you feed it with its light
which is :


to listen to it in the present
and respond to it

and you can do this BECAUSE of YOUR AWARENESS of its need in the PRESENT.


This is why when it is said
"to be kept in the dark"
it simply means not to be AWARE of the present
of an aspect of the present state


for the present is light,
is all clear
it is bright clear obvious and there.

In the Present

at times in the present, things and place and vision look foggy
it is when we do not pay attention to the element of the present
this is why every new day is a present to us
for us to clean our eyes and be settled in the very now

and when we are, then things look brighter
attention is not jailed in a far off future
not blocked into the past
but it is in the present

it IS in the present
and then you realise that the Present
is the RIGHT for you to BE
to Exist.

Word, Energy and Change

empty words
are empty for they are just words and people may not live the experience that we are sharing IN them

so the words are dead

but The Word
is Living
when it CAN give you the message/the experience of the speaker

and it can only do so when it is charged with vibes.


The Word
Living
the Experience
=
The Verb

and not only it conveys,
but it TRANSMUTE and TRANSFORM
for it is a power

as nuclear power transmute at the dna level the genes
and transform thus the fruits which are so much mishaped

but the pure energy of God
is transmuting us ALSO!
and transform us, our face and traits
as it DOES to the flowers and nature

but it is a magic or miracle for us
for when we see that happening to a human being
while it is SO casual with nature
we are shocked, or bewildered.

why being bewildered when a human being is more complex than a flower
and it could ten times MORE be beautifully transform into a new creation?
moulded by the Hands of God.

kiss : )

Thoughtless consciousness

i was running the stairs
and suddenly when i sat down,
my mind went blank, and it was all silence
with no thoughts at all

and i could even try to watch (?) the silence in my head

then, i tried to use thoughts to see what will happen.

it felt as if thoughts could not rise
and when they could
they would die
as if they were lacking air

then, again, i observed
this time i felt as if they could not progress in their length

as in this extract, where thoughts are growing USUALLY so :

"Thought -- to call it by a prouder name than it deserved -- had let its line down into the stream.  It swayed, minute after minute, hither and thither among the reflections and the weeds, letting the water lift it and sink it, until -- you know the little tug -- the sudden conglomeration of an idea at the end of one's line:  and then the cautious hauling of it in, and the careful laying of it out?  Alas, laid on the grass how small, how insignificant this thought of mine looked; the sort of fish that a good fisherman puts back into the water so that it may grow fatter and be one day worth cooking and eating."

-Virginia Woolf

so, they were not progressing in their development,
it was as if they were hurting a wall and crashing and dying
they could not stand erected
they had to die

actually at the end thoughts do die
it is just that it is better they die before we die
so that we die in a FREED state.


again, i watched and tried to raise thoughts,
and this time i felt like they could not even be raised
and stand
for they were lacking a backing,
the backing of attention!

so they were born by the attention,
meaning like thoughts are charcoal being born/carried by waggons of a train
and there was no attention/waggon to bear them...
so it meant that the whole attention at this very moment was NOT on the thoughts
but where? on the spirit? i feel not, for i was not feeling joy
so they were where? on the central channel, i guess. though i could not feel the vibes.

and finally, i watched again,
and that time i felt they were just lacking the strength to stand up
so they were lacking life force/fuel to exist

then, it hit me that air/attention/fuel of life force
they were in a way all elements air/ether?/fire

so it does make sense that when we get the five elements under control
(like our digestion is NOT under our conscious control, but in the subconscious level it is being operated,
so once we can control even our digestion, heart beat etc. then we are in full charge, mastery of our selves, so are we on the five elements. and we can  control it only when light/vibes SINK into it, deep down.)

yes, it is all about where we place our attention,
when placed on the central channel and on the vibes,
then we are detached and this make us free.

but when attention is itself attached to elements then these elements are feeding our own dependency
and strengthening our thoughts linked to them, for they are the base of them.

when is there no surrender?

"it was like solving a problem with no answer
(may be because there is no problem , so there is no answer - thus you just submit to that idea and that is your freedom)

you had a problem and no matter how hard you try you could never find the solution,
 that's why it was so hard
but you did not want to admit that

it was hard when i was trying not to be shaken by those feelings, but when i admitted "i have completdly given up to this kid"

once i surrendered to that, it was not hard anymore
now it is fun."

during the first 13mins of the following korean movie
 Playful Kiss : Full Episode 14 (Official & HD with subtitles)

Song from Nineteen - Movie

This is the song from the movie "Nineteen",
which is about living your dreams.

Uploaded on May 5, 2011

This is a song Seung-Ri sings in the movie "Nineteen 19" with T.O.P and it's amazing! Enjoy! :) Lyrics are amazing.

English Translation Lyrics:

Are you alright, Is everything okay? You left without a trace going off to another world.

After time passes and i'am reborn i will tell you that i love you first. All the things i have wanted to say to you, I'll confess my love to you, That one person that i have loved...If were able to meet tomorrow , Greet me with a smile and tell me you have been well. You are the only one for me, I miss you so much. I'm brave enough to say this now, I've always wanted to say..I love you.

                           

Romanised version of the lyrics

goldenarpo 1 year ago

Chonma sanguaromnayo Nande keumchaleumgayo Hamlumchumbi eopshi Tareum sesanguro horo Humchogto eopshi tanagapori Sewae ginago nado Tachi teyonandaedo Kutenun naega munjo Sarahundago malhake Neyane kuteta haji motetona ye Kubegurchol nalke nonun Neaga saranghae tondanamsaram Heopshi naedo naegta shimannamyon Kutegu hanamnisoro naege amniojoyo Kude chalchi naegowinnun goejo Narun saranghae jultanansaram Pokoshipun mankamjulha naeyo Ijenmalhae suyisoyo itegkolkangikeyo Kuman kude saranghaeyo ijen

Sufi and let vibes sink in you and to keep balance breathe light by your forehead, window to your soul

Solar language
hindi also from it, suriay, suraj

language spoken by saints
313 which speak of wmanaging worldly affairs
then the 7

do that :
connect with the Rabb,
which is a blinding light
so you cannot connect directly
and get burned like the bani israel
who asked to see God
- they were not ready to see His Light
unless their ki channels were purified and opened -
the 70s which got burned

but go through His invitation
through the Light of the Rassoul
enter through the door not the window
as said in the quran

I am the City and the Door is Ali,
said the light of the prophet

Ali i feel represent the masculine part of the light of the prophethood
and Fatimah its feminine part
the shiva/shakti in sanskrit term
so it is on the symbolism level
as to the right cultivation
balance the feminine and masculine quality in you
so that you become insan-e-kamil = perfect man,
muhammad ( the praiseworthy one)

what for a role model ? if not to be come it or near to it
INTRINSICALLY on our OWN scale?


25 value of the word Rassul
so is 25 for the letter Alif

66:12
surah mariam
about Ruh with the kalimati au pluriel
the One which shows the multitude

She - The Matrix

and the Word, les paroles
Ummi, Mother of ALL
OM

Ali alaihi salam
solar lanagueg
as khizr alaihi salam (the Green Man)

who translate the solar language to teaching customised to time and place
imam Ali alaihi salam translated it for the arabs, he did this job.

i wish to be this Mary alaihi salam
this prophetess
so beautiful was her smile when in her light she was beaming with joy
while cleaning her small place/room where she was living.

the Light of all that is
let it get connected to you
for rushes of waves come for now - in this very blessed period of time
energetically speaking it is everywhere

we JUST to be ready to
get them absorbed
and let them sink into your deep subsconsciousness
when you dream you have no control over these places in your subsconsciouness, isn't it?
this mud (for it is like a river mud where no running water, running water clean you ON THE SPOT)
let it get the light
the cave of plato, very good reference to read
it shows you literally speaking your true condition

let not only your mind, or heart even
but your WHOLE CELLS
from the deepest of the deepest
of your subconsciousness
to receive this Light


so let them receive the light of Rabb,
all that is in you
receive connect and sink deep within
let it rejoice in all the cells of your body

let you increase in vibrations
till the highest that could ever exist
let you receive all the teachings of the 25 Rassoul
and receive and complete all that has ever been created for this earth and you.


............

reptilians (energy other than light in simple term)
have only been feeding from your energy
to get your soul
for they are not humans
we are separated from our archetype in heaven
by being there
we have to go back

let yourself shine more than it has
you have lost nothing

For ramadan, and seclusion,
some advice :

do the
itikaf
astaghfirullah
always in wudu
la ilaha illa Allah

for the purification

then do the quran
and the darood sharif
which is the source of the 4 other elements
bringing them the equilibrium.

let the presence of Rassoul Allah
become the permanence of yours.
let your vibrations be raised to the highest
to a level reached by none