Black mountain of s-crap

 In regards to the protection 

from the spirit

It is true that if you have a thought

and your thought become an ideal-ogy

you then are bound to protect it

as it is the extension of your ego

and it is your existence

you integrated as such

your choice of defending it 

becomes then a matter of survival

and of course you are right

and of course 

everyone is thus right 

Even those who then uses force against other's people will

be it even the use of low-black magic methods.

Or sending of negative thoughts etc.

Because they are their thoughts 

they have to protect them

and they are on their rights.

This is the logic.

And it is of course the reason why the world is in a mess.

Hence in dream I saw 

how those who were under my protection

or rather under the protection of the Spirit

as I do nothing except keeping up with the connection to the Source

Sent such a huge pile of negativity 

represented by black metallic scraps 

so much that when this mountain of metals 

landed into the forest in uk

the spot of light of the forest got darkened

and as soon as it landed

the shied/protection of the spirit

threw it back to where it was coming from.

and it was swiftly done

as it was said it would make the mind of the 

children/people affected 

as the metal scraps are 

black, spiky, hurtful, loaded and burdensome.

Of course

good luck to the originator of such negativity

as this is what I call

the boomerang effect.

Immediate return of one's intent, action and magic.

Butterfly of Light

In vision I saw in space 

the Light of spirit

the rest was all dark space around.

The light was enclosed in a cocoon

the cocoon does not exist as per itself

inside is the light One Spirit 

and around it creation that is separated 

either out of ignorance or one purpose 

from the spirit

so it sucks it light out

or is being fed by it 

for a time

the cocoon which is brown

like a dead shell 

before the butterfly is born

is merely the dead creation 

It was said that 

it is up to the creation 

to migrate within to the light

to the core where the light is One

otherwise

once the cocoon opens up

and the Light becomes a butterfly

the shedding of the shell 

will of course discard the rest of creation 

which would have decided to remain on the outskirt.

Giant in Hell

 Yesterday 

I was going to sleep

and I saw hell

fire

and a Giant made of fire

walking in there.

I. can even remember 

the noise emitted by the friction of his body of fire

against the 'air'

while it was walking

wush, wush

Spirit told me

it was a warning for me

to meditate more.

During the week end 

I was supposed to do an hour meditation

to release the negativities 

I was definitely feeling 

the whole left channel was often burning

since I had absorbed a goo deal of negativities 

of couple of people that I take care of

Usually it gets eliminated

by daily meditation

except when it does not

as it is exceptionally persistent

sparing details here.

In that case,

one should increase the purification

otherwise one will get attacks 

as one will fall in lower vibrations/realms.

Anyway

this morning 

luckily I got enough push 

to purify enough to re-establish a good level of vibrations

proof being that I could feel the coolness gushing forth the right side of the head.

If it was not for the push

it won't have ended good.

Thank you to the Spirit 

for keeping an eye on me

and thank you for reminded me 

to purify.

Shri Mataji & Releasing the negativities

 Two days ago 

I saw Shri Mataji laying in bed smiling at me

and so many little hands were massaging her.

Spirit said I need to get the negativities 

out of my body.

Once our body absorbed the negativities

due to where our attention goes

then unless we purify it

the negativities are trapped in our system

hence we need to make sure to purify it.

I use the Kripto cycles

I would need to highlight the method into the main page of the blog.

It is basically hands that act like a mantra 

and burns the negative energies.

Inside Out is same

 Interestingly enough 

the outer reflecting the inner has never been so blatant talk to me than

The era where 

the fireplace used to be lit - Inner Fire within Human 

to electric heaters being installed - starting to cultivate and pay attention to the Flow of the Energy within, own human body circuit

to Wifi - messages into the Ether

to Cloud - Hive mind - the new consciousness where We are all One.

Effie Gray

 

Portrait made of John Ruskin by his protege the painter John Everett Millais.

In the movie Effie Gray, 

at the very beginning, the teacher John tells his students

that Nature should be painted as it is seen

the good and the bad that occur 

they must be true to their observation.

Later, the painter John E. Millais

happens to be hired to paint the portrait of John Ruskin

as he fell in love with his wife.

The interesting part is 

when one wants to win 

one truly does its best to look good

either by shining one's own qualities 

and/or by degrading the competition.

According to me, the student surpassed the master

as he remained true to his self

by honouring and painting what he saw 

not letting temptation of sabotaging his master's portrait becoming his goal.

Instead he made sure to paint his master as is

doing so, he did not darkened his heart with a goal that was not his.

His initial goal was to become a recognised painter and for this you need to be true to your learning.

Therefore if you are true to your initially set goal

which is your heart desire

and do not forget it 

do not exchange it for some other secondary goal, say revenge

then your gain is the ultimate gain

this is the real success

as you followed the light of your heart

in the service of the fulfilment of your goal/heart desire.

Ironically; the same teacher fell short of his own teaching

as he refused to accept his wife as it is

due to his own fears - whatever fears he had.

From a deep and exalted love and devotion he had for his by then future wife

once married he let this being compromised

because of his inability to face his own fears 

and contrary to his teaching 

instead of seeing things for what they are 

and painting his own life with what he had

he preferred to give into his fears, denials, covering up his own weaknesses 

which his own self loathing ended up being directed towards his wife

who started leaving a life of an "eternal torment"

Effie's mother happened to lose at least 7 kids

and Effie's husband made fun of that barnyard who should not be at this point distressed..

Anyway the fun part is once Effie remarried

she ended up having 8 babies

Definitely the souls of the lost ones 

must have reincarnated by her

I couldn't prevent myself of having that thought.

All in all, though the movie could have been more expressive in exploring these aspects

it was yet an honourable take.

May be the deep silence and the gravity displayed by all the actors was enough of a silent talk 

pointing at these very emotions.

Feedback and not failure

 To be in charge if your own Life.

Fears take control of our life 

when we believe they are in control.

This happen due to a panic reaction.

So what should be done

is to take what we do not like

as a feedback.

Instead of taking it as a failure, 

ie failure, because it did not turn out to be as we expected.

Failure is only if you label it so.

This is the power of the words,

the spell-ing.

So take it as a feedback.

Then, integrate it in your field.

Imagine your field being your body

it has like any organism to grow

we grow either through our own choices, stepping ahead to accomplish something - joy

or forced by pain

either way to make our field grow.

The growth of this field happens 

once we learn to integrate the feedback to our field

call it magnetic field

it'll grow like a cellular division that gives a foetus.

So this feedback will integrate our field

like a cell 

and will grow

and be part of us.

For this to happen

we need to pluck that feedback 

like a flower

and give it love

look at it with innocent observation 

with the unique objective of reaching our set goal.