Bride but not wife

The funny thing about this era is 

that women want to be a life long bride

and embarking upon a life long honey moon.

Bride but not wife.

Again, nothing wrong.

Except that men expect a life long wife, for other scenario a life long servant.

Now if both were true to their expectations, they would both know what they are getting out of the deal.

Though the current life offers enough scope to be independant and find one's own dream and be on its own.

This is because the current time is set for the growth. 

Individual Growth.

Search for security and thus use of a partner is motivated based on reasons that are no more the glue of current society. 

Because the average human being can have all of this on its own.

So looking towards one's personal growth is the key element of this era.

As in some near future say from 50 to 100 years onwards the society would be in an AI jail.

As per what I saw, I liked it not.

I was told I won't be there anymore so it does not concern me.

This is true but then I am all the more convinced that sensible people should not marry nor have kids for this world. 

Given it is a place that is being transformed into a hell for future generations. 

This is unfortunately true. This scenario may got delayed but will happen.

I was also told there are better worlds out there. Better than here.

This too I believe it.

So if this Earth is a ship which is wrecking and being transformed into another hell.

It makes all the more sense that the sensible seeker of truth should just do their best to get their self realisation and be advanced enough to pick up their next place of reincarnation.

This is the most sensible thing they can do for themselves.

Earth is a buffer zone; where we are transiting and depending on what we make of our time there

our next place will match our energy.

As for me, I better be sure to awaken enough to be able to pick mine in full consciousness.

How to get rid of problems

 Spirit said in a quicker and briefer way, but I write it now in my own words, to break it down so that logic be felt.

You find you are in a hellish situation, how do you free yourself from it?

In other words, you are in a nightmare

How do you win if you are stuck into it?

Some will invent weapons and start to win the battle.

But the wise, will remember this is a nightmare

and the only way out is not by engaging in it.

The only way out is by WAKING UP.

In other words

You let go of the very thing you are disturbed with.

You let the light of the Spirit shine on it

and this flushes it out 

you forget about it 

it burns down the bridges 

and you are free from the very thing that has mesmerised your attention.

the very thing that has created the dream.

which exist because like a leech, it is sucking the energy from your attention and from your fears.

As your attention is hostage of the fears, images you are presented with.

The more you want something, the more you engage it by going towards its opposite.

Because the bridge is there, the positive and negative attracts.

Let go

and you are free.

The Spirit's light is already perfected 

so it can't be a dream 

if it is not perfect 

it is a dream 

and you have to wake up from it

by having the CONSCIOUS INTENT TO LET GO.

Now from me,

Then you will wake up to the next strata which may be still a dream 

I suppose when it is no more a dream, you will know. 

"Aap bohot kimti ho"

After my meditation 

I heard in urdu my spirit said to me

"aap bohot kimti ho"

In english it means "you are very precious".

It is the God within who spoke this, Spirit within.

That is such a Good Word! It does make me feel I am on an auspicious journey and lots of care is taken :)

War in Ukraine

Yesterday while sleeping

I could see two soldiers laying in an airplane

And I could hear the thought of the one laying there.

He was afraid to die

He was to be parachuted 

and felt those left behind where lucky

as they did not have to go through this.

Himself he could not desert the army

or he would be in danger for the rest of his life.

Once I woke up I kind of knew what I witnessed - I being here the awareness of the Collective consciousness - 

Spirit told me it was the scene linked to the war in Ukraine.

A night before that

I had seen a whole building half way standing, half calcined.

The whole collective is definitely being damaged by this war.

I do not watch the news, but still I could see what is happening.

Current governments in place are of an old age, very immature. 

They do not know that above the physical damage, what damage is being done to the collective mind.

The return to true Innocence

Yesterday I ended up witnessing a conflictual situation 

Not agreeable at all

I could find and see the sincerity of both parties involved 

while both of them could not see each other good intent for one another 

a bit like a conversation between a mute and a deaf.

Both not seeing each other sincerity 

because both are insecure and try to protect themselves 

from one may one say.

Anyway 

Later when i was reminiscing this 

I could feel the heart chakra being in pain 

and also I had out of nowhere tears in my eyes.

And for sure I can say they were not at all my feelings

as I was not at all sad.

So I ended up understanding it was empathy 

and thus I was feeling the heart and emotional state of another.

Thus before sleep I was advised just to let this happening go.

For that I just said with full intent that I forgive and let go of everything I witnessed.

Despite the fact that I was not at all part of that argument, it did take a toll on me witnessing it.

As soon as I said that, 

the mind went black 

and I could hear the water in the womb 

Like for an echographs

Then I could hear the heartbeat of inside a body 

and finally, I could hear the sound made by the blood flow in the body.

Later I asked the Spirit what this was

And I was told it is the return to Innocence.

Like when one is being reborn.

So this is good sign of good progress and direction.

It is true that Truth is simple

but the delay in fully self realising it

and maintaining it is of our own making.

We like to play so long that we end up forgetting that we are ourselves standing between Truth and the current self.

Humbleness is not an attitude

it is not mannerism 

it is not even to be looked for outside of your self 

even less fruitful to witness it in another if not just for the sake of distraction or remembrance

depending where your attention is while witnessing this quality in someone.

Humbleness is the return to simplicity 

as a new born is.

For this you can't gain it by imitation

but simply as in the above exemple by letting go.

Because then you truly do a favor to the Holy Spirit 

who can keep growing in you 

instead of keep waiting that you unblock the way by forgiving, if one day you remember to do so.

And again forgiving is a loaded word now 

I would rather say by letting it go

just erase the slate in your mind 

and you return to your Self.