First day of Revelation / 20.07.2019

Mark the Day : 20.07.19 as your First Day of Revelation


I started my sitting
then my walking meditation.

After the walking one,
I was eyes open imagining myself in my new position and country

Quite a Great Deal in itself that position I am eyeing.. Let's cross fingers.

So hardly i finished envisioning myself there,
located in one of the most beautiful landscape
and with most important world leaders

I thought that is so GREAT!!!!

Is so Great
I like new glorious meetings
in such a beautiful landscape
in an international and multi-cultural environment

And then all the below followed

It wasn't a voice
even if I end up writing He said
It was Images showed as if i was seeing scenes in real life
in real light, brIght light with bright colors
and images were not talking as we do now
but talking as from their own essence

as when it is said in quran that stars talk to you
meaning they speak their language through vibration
as every thing speaks ie send out vibrations
and you as as tv set receive them and translate them into your own language

is what i mean each time when i write below
He said, or was said.

.........

Right after I imagined me working there on top of that summit

I was by then listening to the Ultimate cut soundtrack of Interstellar


and there is the moment when the messages started

now i can write started

but by then you cannot say it started
as it is in a natural flow

how can you say look a river is starting here
am sorry a river is flowing always
so when it flows it flows
is just you who realises after that before you didn t see it flowing
but it was always flowing

likewise visions now i say started
cause now i am not having them
that s all what duality is about

if i say a thing
then its opposite existS

but when it IS
then there is no start
as it IS.

That s why you do not feel the break
when you pass from a mere image envisioning of your future
aka personal thinking
to a next level where I was being showed basically the
Secrets of Universe

So epic with this music background

I was told

I wish and she creates
that is a certitiude
Simple
No doubt
and as i focused on that

I felt waves like warmth
arising and falling in heart

Eyes were closed
each time i felt warmth rising
outside sun rose
and each time warmth wave recessing
sun disappeared behind clouds outside

and i kept focusing on heart warmth
rising and falling 6 times
and 6 times sun rose outside and hid behind clouds

i found it formidable.

Inside Out. Same.
So as i was shining my own light inside out
I am one
All is under control
because it is always so/ as i am one.

And if i forget this. Then I am forgotten.
As I am a Creator asking to forget
as an experience

And this is gonna reflect my thoughts
my thoughts being a command an order

things outside of me
will start to order themselves according to my wish to forget
if i forget and i don t know i forget


They will never save you by their own will

as they follow your will of being forgotten

Yet you forgot that you forgot for the sake of an experiment
and you could not change that which you forgot you initiated.


So is how you think
it is story of old
when prophets could order sun to rise and hide
or time to lengthen or move faster

it is not story of old
it is reality
and you just forgot you created it

that s why you don t know you can change it.

Epic, isnt it?

It continued..


...First I heard the Grounding Ocean

Trust me my attention was then gathered and focused
on that sound
was powerful

Felt like the OCean Floor
Deep Deep Deep inside Earth

and Sound coming from it...

When the mind is realised a pin can be heard dropping to a ground

Essential extract /

"The Mind Ground is naturally clean.  Due to not knowing this fact the path toward enlightenment is never followed, as a pure ‘doubt’ can not be generated.   When the mind is realised a pin can be heard dropping to a ground.  While I was meditating I was fully aware that you were walking around me.   I know because compassion does not distinguish between one being and another.  This is not dry knowing as the mind is equal everywhere and never ceases its compassionate function.  The last seven days have passed like a finger snap to me because my mind is concentrated fully upon its essence.  The Ch’an Dao – or ‘Mind Way’ is clear and bright and never without compassion.  A pure doubt, when harnessed correctly pushes through the surface layers of delusion so that the Mind Ground can be clearly realised – this is the powerful method of Ch’an.”   Since this time master Jie Chen followed master Xu Yun and held him in the highest regard."

Source : https://kriptodanny.blogspot.com/2013/03/the-119-years-old-monk-and-over-2.html

I AM what I AM

One day reading quran
it strucks me

we are told to do Quran Tilawat
meaning reading Quran outloud

It felt for me
is it helps you, your inner self to "hear"
the message

like you are asleep
and you need to awaken to wake up to hear it
to awaken to it

So i felt it was a huge revelation
when i read the sentence
I AM GOD

i thought look is so strange
we are are ordered to read
I AM GOD

so we are saying with our OWN mouth
I AM GOD

God orders you
to say with your own mouth
that I AM GOD

Being told to say you are god
is not same than saying ONE sentence
to be repeated by everyone
that
I AM GOD

and at same time
people who used to say this
of their own volition
where treated like heretics and executed

so,
is like your body is the only vessel
which is capable as your last means of salvation
to wake your inner self up

Like salvation in your own hands

and again once sleeping
i heard my own inner  voice saying
I AM WHAT I AM

and i always tried to consider
difference
between claiming to be God
and being I AM WHAT I AM

I AM
IS in the NOW

and claiming to be I AM while living in past or future
is a mind claim and is not I AM 


Trying to unify that which is seperate is a claim
is false
is a false religion

to WIT-NESS Unity
is Truth
is I AM


Universal Mind is what tries to unite the seperated individual through same experience:religion
Subconscious do it on the limited collective be it family, country, religion
Conscious being your own realm of experience

But above all these realms
is the I AM
and is where all ONE ; the I AM

Saying
only through Taqwah, people are all equal
is misinterpreted now

is not so.
it means only having reached the Core of Truth
the I AM
as there is only this
that is ONE

Sorry to say
but the religion and all the fuss around
is to complicated

Truth is simple
because is so simple
like the I AM
and there is no savior other than your own mere functional body
to be fortunate enough to one day hear the two words : I AM

Seen and Unseen - Note to previous post

PS to previous post

Life unfolds itself
when it is not seen
in order to be seen

Life unfolds itself
in the unseen
so that later on it can be seen

so is why Life is Sacred
because it is worshipped

Desired when unseen
and Loved when seen

Desire and the Discovery of the Self

You know i was walking back home
add saw such a beautiful road all green and trees with houses roofs like in a chalet


then it hit me ah that area looks like the hilly area in Koln - Germany!
all greenn and chalet like - same

So on spot i said to myself
actually this place am living in
is the one i wanted to live initially when i saw Koln landscape!
so i got it!
and is just that i had not realised it so far

so as soon as i had this recognition and appreciation
of what i desired before
i felt the belly being full and satisfied

I felt on spot is like
when we desire something
we emit one part of ourselves out
like a sperm or ovula that one emits when one desires sexually, see?

so then the part of yourself
is sent away
in a mysterious place
you have no clue of
and it grows
and is fed by the surrouding environment around it
and is fed to grow like a baby in a womb
is a place of growth secret to the one who emitted it
even though at the same time in her!

so once your desire
comes back to you like an old friend
or a boomrang effect after a long time
or your kid after many years

then you recognise him
even if it has been long
cause you recognise the part of the dna in him is you!

and then only this recognition
gives you satisfaction and happiness

so basically
we always receive what we send ahead of us
of desire

is just that we don't recognise it
even if in front of us
cause either we are lost in an fabricated world
which is our perception , mind perception
with scattered focus
or we just bear grudges and nehative feelings
that makes our vision narrow
and not relaxed so that we can just take in what we see
like a sponge that absorb just because it is there

but if we are in a state of relaxed mind
and also accept on spot to recognise what we sent away
then this acceptance, recognition allows to complete the cycle

what if your kid leaves and come back
won t you feel completed again?
likewise
what if your desire, is a part of you sent away
you are always feeling edgy, uncomplete, dissatisfied
and impatient
what if  you recognise it once it has grown and came back to you?
wont you feel like the part of you
you had lost or forgotten
is back now?

with a new shape, because of its growth
and you can now see it again and experiene the novelity
and the inside of it
that you couldn t have before?

like a seed of a plant
you have no clue of what is in
if you try to open it
is wasted and cut
and powdered
nothing in it

yet it has all the tree
and the fruit and shade and sound of leaves when wind shuffles it
and so on and more

but all of this
you couldn t have experienced it
if you had kept that part of yourself to you
that part of desire in you

that desire sent away
like an offshoot into the mysterious dark space/matter

is just the myseterious way for the universe
to unveil itself, its surrounding elements
such as sun, wind and all

which without feeding the seed
or playing with trees leaves
would have never unveiled their secrets to us

so the seed and the rest of universe itself
each elements of It

just desires to be recognised
by you
as kindly as the desire arise
to be seen..

I was a secret
and desired to be unveiled
-Hadith Qudsi
God talking about Himself and which God created the Universe