I am that I am and you can't locate me

In the midst of the tempest
i sought for silence
for freedom from the empathy
of feeling others' pain

and in a vision
i saw a jar
which bottle neck was surrounded with
three lines  made of a colorful straw

and i said i am that
i want to be that

because in the midst of the tempest
wherefrom i was feeling others' pain and torment

i felt myself overloaded
and yet wish not to ignore them

yet i sought for my own peace
sought to preserve it

to stop from being dragged away by the current

so i said
i am that straw of 1cm  lost
in the midst of the many strawlines that are making up this second line of straw
on the bottle neck
who can know i am that?
who can pinpoint me?
and know i am there?
no one can see me there
nor reach me

nor pain can reach me there
as pain is attached to those people's experience
what is the experience of a straw line in terms of identifying itself with others' pain
except if you are some relative
you are bound to others' pain, to family's pain, to friends' pain

but if you are free
i.e. if you are that 1cm straw line lost in a thread made of straw
surrounding the bottle neck of a jar
who knows you are -at that moment- that?

you are free
some may think
what is this rambling of that 1cm straw
is rambling for those who seek to find me
by identifying me
to corner and limit me

but is truth for the others

and once i know i am free
and can be wherever i want 
then i make other's free from pain
then i can make other's free from pain


so i am the third straw on the second line
of the bottle neck of that jar
i am family free
and emotionally free
free from (absorbin people's surrounding) pain
i know no pain
when i am free
i am light and thus in bliss
and make other's happy and pain free

Mind Veto

The Ufo don't land
therefore there is no alien

....

Your mind vetoes what's in front of your eyes
because of what it does not know yet..


this is what i learned today

everything is obvious
but as your mind think it is not
it puts a veto to it
and you stay in the dark
thinking is not possible

and the mind only puts that veto
cause it is ignorant
meaning
it knows it not ...
...yet.

I am Not what you think i am...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmm sooooooooooooo HAPPY!!!


Among others good stuff happening to me
there is ONE big
that i HAVE to tell

cause the flow of it
is just amazing

remember?
in some post
i had said a few months back
"ah i feel so disappointed
for not having received gifts for my birthday
out of sincere attention from so called friends?"

remember?

well guess what?
since that beginning of year
i.e. since september

i just KEEP receiving gifts
and NOWADAYS
is JUST amazing

i can't wait to come back
and check all of them

Praise be to God!

Gifts out of thin air
even from people who knows me not...

that's called LUCK!!!

i am on a ROLL baby!:)

that's the power of Shakti
you don't even know if you get what you desire

but once you do
then ok you know is from Shakti backing
and that's an amazing flow!


LOL
that's the message i got today :

Field of Dreams

This is the perfect time to harness the field of vast potential not yet realized in your life. Great abundance is yours if you’re willing to do the work alongside the Gentle Gardener. Be clear about your thoughts, feelings, and beliefs. Concentrate on your best life regardless of the temporary outer conditions imposed upon you by the greater world, which has its own story to tell. You have a basket full of seeds that are quite powerful, for your talents are Divinely in- spired and will indeed lead to a great harvest to be shared with others. You will reap what you have sown. Dream big, dream beautiful, take action, and tend to the garden of your life . . . and experience the extraordinary.
 
YOU BET I DREAM BIG!!!

just these few words to say

to those who thought
"ah yea, criticise not and just accept the no-gift situation
cause you are not worth it
keep giving to us,
and when you don't
let us call you STINGY ... "

as i read their minds

i say to them :

and READ MY LIPS

GOOD ..

I AM WHAT I AM
CAPISH?

as for the Stingy stuff
as when we used to say
when we were kids in french

"c'est celui qui dit qui y est"
meaning
as kids are wise

"the one who says it
(i.e.saying the insults)
is the one who is"

lol that was my fav. insult to others
hahahaha


GOOD for ya?
If not, try to love more your ass first...
LOVE YA ALL!!!

KISSES :x

Chandeleur

pannnnnnnnnncakes!!!

Here in France was Candlemas
...yummy... with a friend we shared our pancakes recipes

for the first time in my life
i forgot to take pic!
hahahaha

cause we just ate them
sooooo delightfully

with some Pure Honey
that costed me a hand lol

ahh... next time
i think we gonna make it tomorrow lol
let's add melted chocolate on sugary coated apples
and shove them in the oven
and let's add chantilly on top of it...

hmm?
drooling already hahahaha

more seriously
today got a nice dream
in which the woman i met
and yea was quite real meeting

told me by looking at my palm
that i have a HUGE force within me

of course she was talking of the Kundalini
and of course was something new to me

cause what you think you know
is not what you feel

the feeling of words
and the way the words are said
and absorbed
makes your perception of reality

and the way she said it
it hits its target

and within me
i felt how true her words were
i felt SOLID and ENTIRE in my belly (not sure if you got what i mean)

that i had within me
that SOLID and HUGE GROUND
and that i was brave

felt SO much GROUNDED

and i feel right now
that indeed
when you are TOTALLY absorbed
by ONE emotion and ONE idea
then you stand SOLIDLY on TRUTH of the MOMENT

yea...i would say...that is what TRUTH is

and you just are BRAVE and DOMINATE the situation
as in being your OWN master

and not some weakling or puppet

hence my friends
BE YOURSELF

Love ya all,

Life is indeed too short to live with limited perception of others
and waste time with past

cause i KNOW key is in the Present
God is in the Present


Past is NO MORE of my concern
all Value is IN HERE
right NOW or never

biding you kisses to all
and preparing my next trip to my cherry blossom and pinkish Country lol

yea that's my gift set that reminds me of my next trip

sooooooooooooooooooo exciiiiiited !!!

hey!!! when i read it
i said HEY THAT's ME!!!!!

lol
hahahaha 

Sun Warmth and Sweet meals...

Got back from my sunny trip...
even more delicious
when i realised was minus 4 and minus 8 there
mwhahaahhaha


over there life was sooooo great
imagine i could do ALLLLL i wanted
and still was only 4pm in afternoon
time passed NOT
lol i could be late and was not late
i could do such a GREAT bargains and found doing that deliciously powerful


SUN was amazing
imagine we were only in january...

got plenty of vitamin D

i was told to be a fierce business woman there
of course i told them
"i took it as a compliment"

hahahaha

Got even one guy asking if i was already married

managed to meditate there
better than here
had amazing dreams

In one jotting down moment
i would say that
i was amazed at :

time blessings - just lengthen, never late
day starts and you have all the time in the world to do all you want

second,
things FLOWS
you just wish something, you do it
here in France, so administrative
you can't see opportunities
you have to dig them out
people cooperate not, so stingy they are
lack behavioral generosity
are afraid all of the time
not open opportunities

third,
seeing people living their life simply
and of course striving to become richer
yet you still have TIME to see  them evolving
here with globalisation everything is same in apparence
though people are just plain empty inside
rare are families with some stuff in them

but but but
one thing people mentality there
is always money tuned
everything is to be sold lol

but just within 3 days i got bored
my boredom level is increasing fast
cause i want new stuff and find something new and richer with meaning

lol i started to tour the country
was somewhat more appeased
but really i have the feeling i saw all i wanted to see

so far so good!

KISS to my lovely readers