i noticed
when you read salah/prayer
why you start thinking about other stuff
people say is shaitan/the devil/satan
but actually
is when you go into some
mantra/zikr mood
you are trying to calm down your lake
so what happens
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
that you are just NOT aware of during your day
even one imam
imam abu hanifa
i think
he said once
to someone who forgot
where he had put his keys
(some stuff like that)
start reading your salah
and you will get the answer
it happened so
he came back
and asked him
how you knew i would remember so?
because i did as you said
and i remembered it while doing my prayer
the imam answered him
is because when you get into
"the prayer mood
(the calming of mind)
then shaitan (which are your inner ego/thought forms)
arise"
so you remember stuff
while precisely
you are trying to get into
no thought mood
in order to focus onto
your prayer
(lol this is my explanation of course in bracket and next)
see?
this story
i used to know it before
but now
with meditation
i realised
the word "shaitan"
or even the "whys" of thoughts popping up
while precisely we are trying to
focus and pray
is merely
to be understood
as the calming down of our mind
which is like a lake
which is first agitated
and thought forms are surfacing
not that you were not thinking before
but before you had plenty of thoughts
while now
into prayer mood
you can actually HEAR your thoughts
why?
because they come one by one....
because
if we take one step further
when you meditate
really
the space between two thoughts
is widening
and thus
the frequency of thoughts
is decreasing
which enables YOU
to actually hear your thoughts
and you think that
"shaitan" is bothering you
LOL
is just that
these are key words
in all religions
used by then because mind was gross
but over centuries
the human being understanding
has become more refined
and he can grasp even more stuff
and less interpret them
through ignorance
and fear
but more through wisdom
and flexibility
thus those
who have given up the spirit of islam
for the letter of islam
as rigidly as some wannabe salafi thug
defaming islam name are doing now
are going nowhere
except creating more hell for themselves
for you have to remember
the prophet words :
in His last sermon
"All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly. Be my witness, O ALLAH, that I have conveyed your message to your people”.
see?
i had always thought
how come we have to repeat history?
what is the meaning of being born
to just practice rituals
that past muslims did?
then this key sentence
All those who listen to me shall pass on my words to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me directly.
THIS
is the real meaning
you GOTTA use your
God Blessed intelligence
and SEE by yourself
HOW to UNDERSTAND
what TRUE islam is
True islam
is about Submitting
to your INNER Light of God
THE WITNESS
as the Prophet said
"o Allah be my witness"
what you think?
is some fancy expression?
is about REALISING
THAT witness state of God..
and this is what this
WHOLE blog is about
as for those who think
that they are a better muslim than me
because i wrote once i ate pork
lol
let them know
that i am speaking about
the Heart of Islam
i.e. the Spiritual Islam
the one that the prophet taught
for the individual progress
the one that the more close to it
are the Sufi
among the average muslim
so is not because
i started to practice
yoga that one day i said
ok lets eat pork!
my own sufi teacher
ate it
and i was appalled when i saw him
doing so
but this is my OWN personal
experience
and path of progress
and not because
i am a "bad muslim"
or because i am a converted "hindu"
is because is MY OWN path
and i wanted to KNOW
and get over my OWN limitation
but what i tolerate NOT
is some wanna be muslim Hypocrisy..
like such muslim
who sleep with anyone around
and think and even allude to me
of being a bad muslim lol
let me remind YOU
that sleeping with men
out of wedlock
is prohibited in islam...
so what is worst
according to your own "islamic"standards?
eating pork
or living an adulterous life?
hmm?
who is the bad muslim now?
now,
if not on the spiritual level
cause is out of their grasp,
so let's consider the basic level of islam
i.e. EVEN on the ritual terms
to those i ask them
have you ever for
at least 1 year
prayed your 5 prayers a day?
have you eaten only Halal Meat as a basic rule
have you fasted the whole month every year
for ramadan?
this islam pillars
that is written in your OWN book
have you ever devoted yourself to it
if you are a real muslim?
is muslim
just about bearing a cultural tag?
i am arab so i am muslim?
so how come
that you think you are
a "better muslim" than me?
is it the fact
that you are SO conditioned
to your tribal background
that you think others are fake muslims?
usually arabs think
they are best muslim
even if they pray not
and just wear hijab
this is NOT so
after
you can be a muslim
and sleep with anyone who comes
your way
literally
this i care NOT
nor i judge
but be SURE
i judge you back
if you judge me
this i call it a boomrang effect
what you send ahead
you receive it back
what you judge
judges you back
and for those crazy
imposters
and rigid guys
who think themselves as muslims
i asked them
to think twice before
calling themselves muslims
because this is a shame
to what Islam is
and is Shame for Humanity
as if you recall
Islam is for Humanity
but not the Islamic religion
that your ego wants
but the Islam
which salvation is Brought by Shakti
which is the Queen of Heaven
but this
your sour mind can't encompass
see?
this is why
in early islamic history
the very Daughter and family
of the prophet
and even sufi now
have been persecuted and killed
and ANYONE
trying to usurp islam
will be judge by his own deeds
and of course
hellish deeds
lead you to hellish life
in this life and the hereafter
but those
who have some common sense
self honesty
and sincerity
in the search of truth
to them
i say
may your path be blessed!
and judge not others
lest you be judged
for if you judge
my food diet
let me judge your sex life
for i believe in islam ...
adulterous life
binds you to hell
and is a BIG sin
no?
what do you think of it?
cause yea
you are a better muslim
than me
on that
don't forget
i love you all
regardless :x
kissi:x
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
... ah, me... ah, me... ah...
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
... ah, me... ah, me... ah...
Writer(s): Ben Moody, David Hodges, amy lee
Copyright: Zombies Ate My Publishing, Forthefallen Publishing, BMG Rights Management (Ireland) Ltd.
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