The One

There is a must read book
ok once i finished it
i will recommand it to you
with all the due diligence it requires
so great it is

in the meanwhile
a neighboring acquaintance
self invited herself "again"

sometimes
i wonder
is it me or people have no manners?

she self invited herself
and with her own mouth
told me
am i not the most sincere ?

lol what a timing!
yesterday i was thinking about sincere friends
and here one who popped up
out of nowhere
and self inthronised herself as sincere

well
to start with
in "sincere friend"
there are two words

one is friend
a friend is someone you meet and
naturally it clicks
so nature makes you see
that this is a friend

which means
the common interest
is sustained from both parties

therefore
if you want to know who is a real friend
you should be able to pinpoint
your interest at the deepest core
of yourself

as long as this interest is shared
then friendship is shared

after there are different levels of friendship
which is as much temporary as your interests and needs

but when i use the word "friend"
for me is very sacred
because my inner core is sacred
and i base friendship
on the common and conscious sharing
of spirit

and this is a 24h round the clock
interest

the other day
i was looking around in my house
and every single thing
i could relate it, to a choice i made
for the pleasure of the spirit within

this is how you know what you core interest is
you look around wherever you live
and check every single stuff

for who you did it?
for what?
what was the obvious, apparent reason for doing it
and what was the hidden one?

for me there was no hidden one
all the stuff related to my most inner self

so the higher is your goal
the more time to find the matching friendship

in the uk
and in the context of my search of truth 
people had light on their face
but very few knew about the Holy Spirit within
this is why there was a lack of respect towards women
not a conscient lack of respect
but the whole atmospher was imbalanced
so i knew something clicked not

here in france
there is a bud of knowledge
about Holy Spirit
yet it grows not as a  tree
so that it would open up enough
like a light full of glory on people face

there is always something missing
in either group


shining face
full of glory

with an upright character
of someone who knows what it wants
and do what it says
fully in the open

perfection is not to be reached there
perfection lies in being totally responsible of
who we are
and when we do so
then we let ourselves shine

that is my ideal of friendship
and of course
once you find such a friendship
you don't let it  go

because it is you
outside of yourself
so how can you hurt the other?
would be as if you are hurting yourself

and then sincerity
is again that atmospher
that emanates from the person
you just feel at ease and are yourself in the present

you don't have hidden interests
which will pop out once time has elapsed

you will always be your genuine self

so imagine
when i wrote the post yesterday
i was so full of subtility in my mind
and today
that gross person pop out
saying "am i not a sincere friend"?

i wondered if i should have condemned her
on the spot and told her
are you kidding me?
for she is the last person in the world i would trust

or
start laughing
because of the gross manners of hers?
giving herself titles by her own lips?

and popping up like popcorn
when you asked for nothing?

it is then i realised
like in the book i am reading
that such people play on information
they use information
as information is power
like in trading
the first who get it
will make "apparently" well informed decision

so her only interest was
to withdrew information
use speed of information
make informed choices prior to others
to gain a visibility
and be worshipped as such

so it denotes a lack of self love
which means never she will be able
to give sincere love

as we can't give, what we don't have

in itself is ok
if one has the same interest is
perfectly ok to associate with such a person
we need of everything to make a world

and this variety makes the world beautiful.

but if one's consciousness is not developed
enough
to KNOW that it is HOW it works
then one ends up projecting our OWN
values onto the others
and think they are wired as we are
ie BY the SAME core interest/values

and that is when
the best friendship become
the worst enemity

which is sad
because it is the VERY moment
when the mind fall into the trap
of becoming what one dislikes

so one lose the path
"path" is to be genuine to our OWN
value and accept it fully

for rejecting what we like not
is never
and will never be
an atonment or replacement
for what we are wired to love
in ourselves

so is of the utmost importance
to know what we like not
and not associate with it
and YET give it space GRACIOUSLY to LET it develop on its own

AND
to KNOW what we love
and work for it
so that it grows in best condition

for we are our own master
and this is the rule of the universe

if you don't love yourself
no one else will
for you

not because of bad intention
and so on
but because this is the rule you agreed upon
to exist as a divine spirit in an individual body
in charge of your own self
alone

and the only exception to this rule
is when the other is fully aware of being the spirit
that he will be able to love you as his own self

as spirit is One

and this friend will be
The One :)

Children Innocence

ah kids are the best frequentation in the world!
each time we have guests
i don't know how come
but i end up in the kids area

i just realised it today
with conviction.
prior to that i thought was randomly
or by chance

but no
is always like this
hehehe

so much the better!

this time i had as guests
two girls
and gosh last time
i gave self realisation to their friends
who had very deep and amazing experience
one of them suddenly developped on the spot wisdom
which was pouring out of her lips
incredible
even her mom was taken aback

and this time i just went out
to play with them in the garden
that i forgot to give self realisation
really
it just went out of my mind

at the end of the day
when was time for them to go
their mom just gestured

oh my!
the youngest
broke my heart
she retained her tears
and went out of the garden
and hid to cry

you know?
best is to look at the atmospher
surrounding someone
the atmospher gives you the real tone of the heart
of those who are gathered there

as for she
when i saw her
i felt she was broken hearted

let me just say
she went out of the garden
without any noise
and it is like in her heart
she choked her sadness!

that's it!
she choked it
and retained her tears

i have been told later
is because she had felt my shakti
and she wanted to get self realisation
and her inner self was afraid
that she missed the one in a life time chance for it

this really hit me
i knew something was abnormal
given her age, her behavior was so unlike her
usually she used to throw tantrum!
for she is very young may be 6

so i brought her back in the garden
and promised to come back for her next week
and this time i promised myself
to give her self realisation

to a friend of mine
kids apparently stick in its surrounding like glue
lol
i felt happy at the sight of this :)

because i know
the stronger is the shakti
the more delighted kids feel
because they just feel it

this is also why
when my friend is absent a long time
sometimes i just feel like crying
is because of the spirit and the shakti
that i unconsciously miss

i guess our own shakti is the best scanner
it scans for you the right people to be with
those who emit most innocence, sincerity
and shine most the "very essence" of the spirit


for if they are not around
is just a heartfel cry of missing them

and when you hear them speak
your heart leap in joy within
wonder why ?
hahaha

now i know why
is because of the spirit and shakti within
each other recognise itself in the other

also
unless you travel, you cannot realise
the defect of your own culture
ie the limits and excesses

likewise
when you bath yourself in kiddos surrounding lol
is like your standards are refreshed
like your lenses are cleared
and with the same filter
you just put your attention on the atmospher
around the people
and you know on the spot
what emanates

my own recommandation
for myself
because i keep forgetting that
is to let go
for past is past
and thank the people
who revealed to me what i want no more in my life
and what i want above all

this was already latent
but now is definitely sure

my heartfelt wish
is only to meet sincere people
whose nearness give me the same feeling
than the one given by this new friend of mine
or those children

because i wish to build up what is to be built
with the right people
and only innocent heart like people
emanate such ease

for there is no slyness, nor calculation,
nor play about control and action/reaction
is so new to me
only by coming to paris
i could give an image to those words

prior to that
i had never experienced it first hand
only heard of it

danger is to become what you dislike
and this happens when you let not go
and you forget your true nature

so it suffices not to dislike it
but you should forgive, let go of the past
and thank them for having showed you
what you want no more in your life

and now thank in advance
those whom you want in your life

i only feel comfortable with innocent like people
the atmospher says it all
and that is the sight from the heart
fed by your own shakti
which shows you reality

this is why this friend reminded me
"see this is why jesus said
only if you become children
you will enter the kingdom of God"

so,
if my heart already knows
just by looking at the atmospher
if it feels innocent like atmospher
or not around people

if i know
then why don't i move on?

and take it as an adventure
to meet more people like this brand new friend?

definitely
only those who cherish innocence
can be authentic

plus
it is seen on their face
it is "spoken/testified" by the atmospher 
surrounding them
there is no questioning nor doubt
about it

the heart just see it

so far i think
no more justification is needed

heart knows
eyes see it
and the mind decide to follow innocent like people
and this only.

and the more you wish for something
the more you attract it...

ameen.

In Honor of the Trees

In Honor of the Trees :

The Giving Tree

Once there was a tree....
and she loved a little boy.
And everyday the boy would come
and he would gather her leaves
and make them into crowns
and play king of the forest.
He would climb up her trunk
and swing from her branches
and eat apples.
And they would play hide-and-go-seek.
And when he was tired,
he would sleep in her shade.
And the boy loved the tree....
very much.
And the tree was happy.
But time went by.
And the boy grew older.
And the tree was often alone.
Then one day the boy came to the tree
and the tree said, "Come, Boy, come and
climb up my trunk and swing from my
branches and eat apples and play in my
shade and be happy."
"I am too big to climb and play" said
the boy.
"I want to buy things and have fun.
I want some money?"
"I'm sorry," said the tree, "but I
have no money.
I have only leaves and apples.
Take my apples, Boy, and sell them in
the city. Then you will have money and
you will be happy."
And so the boy climbed up the
tree and gathered her apples
and carried them away.
And the tree was happy.
But the boy stayed away for a long time....
and the tree was sad.
And then one day the boy came back
and the tree shook with joy
and she said, "Come, Boy, climb up my trunk
and swing from my branches and be happy."
"I am too busy to climb trees," said the boy.
"I want a house to keep me warm," he said.
"I want a wife and I want children,
and so I need a house.
Can you give me a house ?"
" I have no house," said the tree.
"The forest is my house,
but you may cut off
my branches and build a
house. Then you will be happy."

And so the boy cut off her branches
and carried them away
to build his house.
And the tree was happy.
But the boy stayed away for a long time.
And when he came back,
the tree was so happy
she could hardly speak.
"Come, Boy," she whispered,
"come and play."
"I am too old and sad to play,"
said the boy.
"I want a boat that will
take me far away from here.
Can you give me a boat?"
"Cut down my trunk
and make a boat," said the tree.
"Then you can sail away...
and be happy."
And so the boy cut down her trunk
and made a boat and sailed away.
And the tree was happy
... but not really.

And after a long time
the boy came back again.
"I am sorry, Boy,"
said the tree," but I have nothing
left to give you -
My apples are gone."
"My teeth are too weak
for apples," said the boy.
"My branches are gone,"
said the tree. " You
cannot swing on them - "
"I am too old to swing
on branches," said the boy.
"My trunk is gone, " said the tree.
"You cannot climb - "
"I am too tired to climb" said the boy.
"I am sorry," sighed the tree.
"I wish that I could give you something....
but I have nothing left.
I am just an old stump.
I am sorry...."
"I don't need very much now," said the boy.
"just a quiet place to sit and rest.
I am very tired."
"Well," said the tree, straightening
herself up as much as she could,
"well, an old stump is good for sitting and resting
Come, Boy, sit down. Sit down and rest."
And the boy did.
And the tree was happy.

© by owner. Added by volunteers for educational purposes and provided at no charge. Dmca

This is probably Silverstein's best loved book and deserves to be read with the illustrations alongside if you can find the actual book

oldpoem

 

source : http://allpoetry.com/poem/8538991-The-Giving-Tree-by-Shel-Silverstein

 

 

Shel Silverstein

As Edwin McDowell reported in the New York Times Book Review (8 Nov 1981), Silverstein 'for several years now... has refused interviews and publicity tours, and he even asked his publisher not to give out any biographical information about him.' What is known about Silverstein, however, is that he was born in Chicago (Illinois) in 1932, is divorced and has one daughter. Most of what is known about his views and opinions, aside from what may be interpreted from his works, comes from a Publisher's Weekly (24 Feb 1975) interview with Jean F. Mercier. Silverstein discussed the roots of his career in his childhood with Mercier

 

 

Belly and its power

power everyone has it
this is why everyone has a life

but difference is about the use of it
unconscious vs conscious use

ok if i use the word power
is nothing surnatural
is about the "conscious use of it"
in my own vocabulary

so anyone thinking
is some supernatural thing
is weak minded
for i already defined it

plus is my blog
so i write as my daily introspection
flows :) kiss:x

so since a few days
i noticed
that very minimally
but surely
i kind of use my belly power
as if it is a sphere of energy
that you can project outside
and from there like a net
and you attract what you wishes

imagine a sphere of light expanding
whatever comes in
is part of this sphere
so is one

does not mean that you are
the stuff it englobes
but energetically you are that

it started
with the trees a few days ago
as i was in the car
all the trees on the road were aligned
and for some of them
it felt like they were more advancing
towards me
or with a real presence
they were really standing out
of the alley compared to others

and i learned
that trees too are very loving
in fact ...

-and this touched my heart
even now,
while writing it
lol feeling soft spot
in my heart -

... that very little attention
appreciation
and love is given to the trees

and if we do give them love
and touch them
to show them our appreciation

then we can imagine
how happy and really deeply
touched they would be
even though they have
a very faint consciousness

to their core
they would be really touched

imagine yourself,
if you are never given attention
and are invisible to everyone

and some day
someone sees you
and show you its attention

wouldn't it bring you to tears?
it would make you feel very soft
and alive

and definitely
you would love this person
who was the only one
to give you such attention
from all of your heart

same for the tree
the tree when loved
will love you really loads

actually
you would be loved by it
more than by any human being ever

because it does give
unconditional love
and in an ever present way

is very trustworthy
and faithful
because it just respond to your
own love

what you love
indeed loves you back

so, is as if they come to you
to somehow mark themselves out
that is faint but real impressive

yesterday
i was just in my mind
wishing to see and hear
some documentary
about this aspect of trees
like a loving entity

beware
as soon as i switched on
a channel
i stumbled about
a movie

which first words were

"a long long time ago,
there was a tree and
a young man who loved the tree.

everysingle day he came to the tree
and collected all falling leaves..."

believe me or not
it struck me!

the second AFTER
i wished for that
it was indeed coming
on TV!

that is SUGOI !!
lol
i have to use this word
FORMIDABLE
but in japanese
that really comes from the belly!
hahaha

but this time
unlike the other time
i was not shocked long
as to how come
i got exactly
the story i wanted

this time
is a bit like in vision
i saw that

it is indeed
like a sphere of magnetic light
it goes out from your belly
prompted by your wish
and is sent out

a bit like a letter
you send out

or
you know like
when you send
an air balloon
with a message
to the unknown
and yet someone answers you

well,
it is exactly same
on the spot
as soon as i switched tv
i got it back!

plus
i also learned
that if you placed yourself
above the message you expect to
receive from a source

and you kind of merge
your sphere
with the sphere of theirs
then at the merging
if your wish is conscious
enough
you know that your letter
has been delievered
then the excitement
is to wait for the answer

the difference i noticed
is now
just a bit more consciously
i wish
and just a bit more consciously
i know the letter is delivered

and i also feel
this grant more peace
for is a bit like
you sit in a comfy sofa
and send out your letter
to a very well chosen receiver
and once your energy blends with
the group consciousness of it
depending on God's will
you get the right feedback

at first
i guess it is a bit hectic
you remember
you forget
you remember
and so on

but once it get established
it becomes very natural

and from the belly
is your soul connection
to the "outer"
this is how you know
you are taking care
of your real needs
soulwise is most important
you are authentic
and less wandering blindly

and you feel a bit more fulfilled

this is why
5 years ago
i had dreamt
that i was very hungry

is about your soul
being hungry

and indeed
soul is in the belly

as present science
tells you
in the belly are
your emotional neurones

everything is linked
and interpreted according
to each field vocabulary

most important
is to find this space
between two busy-ness/thoughts
that you are stucked in
and to dwell on that

so that the very silence
feeds you

for the silence is not just
nothingness
is actually FULL

somehow
but i can't yet really tell
as i know not more

but for sure
is more fulfilling
than ever

kiss:x 

Being in the collectivity?

is the noise made by those who are most empty?

this is what i have been told
and i am trying to see life from this perspective

there is a yogi who died a few months back
and he was called to be a no-collective guy
while himself he never spoke in negative terms of others
but was more broken hearted about them

which is very sorry
for he had a lot
to teach and share
in his own soulwise way
he used to teach tales, legends of all spiritual traditions

the day he died
i saw he integrated fully the spirit

see?
while those who died after him
and that i heard of
none of them integrated the spirit
even were on the verge of becoming demon
due to temporary lack of light
given the condition of their inner state
at the death time

though these very people
have been most active in terms of collectivity
from the mind realm and superficial point of view
they were called "collective"

but from spirit realm
they were just not near it...

if people could see others
in the reverse way
they would transform
i feel
the invisible into visible

what i mean by reverse way
is to challenge norms

if norms tell me that guy is not collective
then i prefer to see
as i did for the story teller
how much in the spirit he is

and this i tell you
heart lies not
the flow and ease emanated from him
lied not

so, i came to conclusion
that the physical realm
make see, only visible stuff
and that is the dumbest of people
will be able to fill space with more idiocy
and most people will believe and follow

while the wisest
are filling up the invisible space
which is not visible per say
and how could it be otherwise?

subtler things are settled
only behind the gross
behind the physical eyes

it is only the eyes of the heart
that can see true people
while foul people can only hang on
superficial assumption
and lose their time in patronising others

but is normal
for what rules in visible realm
is personality power
and personality has to exist

but the divine being
which is in the invisible realm
has to thrive and grow
quicker than the personality in the visible one
otherwise one is at loss at death time

so, what is "being collective"?

is not a physical presence in a group
if it were so
the tales teller guy would have been an outcast
would have been so in his after life too neh?

instead he is the most advance of all i know here
YET
nearly no one benefited from him
very few meditated with him
even less appreciated him
and on the contrary
spoke ill behind his back
assuming he was not collective
assuming he 'gave up' collectivity

why?
because they saw him not tagging with them
and to their events

is so superficial knowledge they have
had they have real connection with the spirit
they would have known he joined the spirit
once he died
and better than that
WHILE he was alive
their heart would have felt HOW IN-the SPIRIT he was

YET
none of them saw him
except very few people
and most labelled him as "out of collectivity guy"

so my guess is
those who put themselves in charge of
labelling who is 'in' and 'out' of the "collective"

they should care more about their own self
for at their death time
if they go on like they do
they won't even be near as he was
to integrate the spirit

second,
collective in the mind realm
as they know it

has NOTHING to do with
the subtler realm

on the subtler realm
a "collective" being
exists not as they think

on the subtler realm
he is IN-spirit realm
and serve humanity

like
even in dreams,
or while living his own life
he is serving and helping others

while the "so called collective" guys
are just good enough to create
groups they call collectivity

but is just a physical group
to fulfill superficial
and most of them physical needs

but the subtler life is unknown to them
because very very few are advanced enough

among those i know
two ladies are advanced
to one i already told
the other is obvious the most advanced
she is like the tales teller guy who died

made fun of

yet she is a very sincere and fine lady
ok a bit out of norms
but the most advanced in the whole "collectivity"

hahaha
sorry but the word collectivity makes me laugh

as long as such people are alive
they should be honored
not in mannerism
but truly honored by joining with them
in their meditation

for during the meditation
the highest one present help the others
yet if no "leader" is defined
the collectivity level is brought down to the lowest denominator

this is why is paramount
in a true ashram
to have a leader in meditation
who sets the daily meditation 
and the leader should be the most advanced one
so that the others level may be raised

nothing to do with ego or personality
but with petals opening
as simple as that

if this is not done
the lowest person
will bring down all the others
to its level
not by will
but by vibrational rules

So, role of collective
is to "keep you on the path"
everyone in it should abide in silence
during meditation

done.
collective role is to keep you on the path.

now if you join the collective
provided you do abide in silence
who on earth is to say
you are in or out of the collective?

numbnuts.

this being said
if i ever hear
someone putting itself in charge
of pointing at who is or not in collectivity

i will start punching its nose
hahahah
kidding....
hmm? may be not ..

kiss:x