Colored Lines Game for the brain

i discovered
a very interest stuff
about the functioning of the mind

i was playing this game
http://www.gamesforthebrain.com/game/colorlines/

and i could have played it many times in a row
would have been stucked at a low score of 100
when i had not my self realisation

but now
after a long while
i just played it
as a means to try the focus of my attention

and i can score in average over 300
with the upper range hitting around 400
and a record breaking score of 508

and this?
only within a week of trying it

and i can see my mind skill changing
while i am playing the game

how is it?
before i was not familiar with the frame of the game
once i became familiar
i could focus on the immediate right moves
hence a score averaging 150

but then i thought
where is the solution for a higher score?
for there must be a solution
a kind of move i see not
and see not REPEATEDLY
so i desired to see the little change i could do
in my thinking
that would impact my score significantly

so... after i could anticipate the computer move
by using the feeling
in the belly
like say how the computer will block the ways
and prevent me of making my line full
hence a score averaging 200

see?
incredible
how a LITTLE change of mind
can cause such a beneficial HUGE improvement?

then i could have a more expanded vision
of those moves i used to neglect
in the habit of my playing
is like i could feel the color ball
that i was neglecting in my next move
as a habit
hence a score averaging 250

and the extra 200
is just about being able to stay constantly focused
and doing all of the above
without relapsing into some daze

for now by contrast
when i used to score 100
i can see my past state of mind
it was just doing a move
and then staying still
like in a daze/asleep
and then wake up for the next move

so it remained off/passive
while now it can remain on/active
more focused over a longer period of time

so imagine
the game is just a measure of your mind
if you can have that kind of healthy mind
applied to your area of interest
you can bet you would perform better

plus i realised with this game
you just learn to move colored balls
in ways you would have never thought before
and it impacts your life as well
as you "naturally" make more creative new move
that you would have never done before

why?
because you KNOW
you have to change to find some solution
for why changing winning ways?

this is why mostly pain
brings change
not really happiness
happiness move us not to search for more
again, why would it?
for what changing winning ways?

for don't forget
your mind is a tool
if you use it well for one thing
it is the same tool that will serve you
when you use it for something more special
and that you love in your life

this is why one should
never neglect the present
and appreciate even
and especially the very insignificant stuff
we do daily
as much as a game

for the future exists not
only the present
if you value it to your maximum of ability
you can bet that your future would be the best potential ever possible
because of the care you gave to the present

so never scorn anyone
who is in your surrounding
in your very present moment
don't make comparison among people
about who is more interesting for your "future" socialisation
cause the future as such exists not

but look at everyone around you
and try your best to appreciate all of them
for each of them are there to teach you something
some lesson for you to create a future that you would love to live in

this is the real meaning of unconditional love
is to love your present
to everything that is in your present

if you happen to dislike and hate
some aspect of it
then try to let them go
so that you may allow yourself
to have a more expanded vision
and know how to move ahead in advance
then you become a winner!

Don't try to vibe me

I came across this very nice saying
reported by some sufi guy today - by chance of course :

"i don't like forced conversations,
forced friendship,
forced interactions.

i simply do not force things.

if we do not vibe, we don't vibe."

that one i love it!
as simple as that.

things are as they are
because we match or not by our vibes.

but vibes are temporary
and are a matter of choice
and some choices
once done
become a permanent life path...

so you better vibe good
when you choose!

if we meet low vibe people
they can either raise in vibes or stay stuck in theirs.
is a matter of choice.

this is why one cannot really force
is a matter of choice really.

one can compensate
till some point.

but after
if there is no desire
one can't really tag along with them.

for what would one benefit from?

one should meet people
who are willing to rise...

which is rare
people love their own comfort zone

if they meet someone better than them
instead of raising through their surrounding "sea of vibes"
and become part of it and arise likewise

they shun it
just to be able to keep believing
the illusion that they are all good

only God is all good

but if they meet lower people
then they feel themselves
invested to teach and educate them

so, that, becomes the comfort zone
to be preserved:
the safeguarding of the "ego"

but if you wish to move on
with the desire to meet people
with higher vibes than you

then you can bet
you can find those higher realms/seas

because creation is infinite.

and if you blend into higher realms/Seas
guess what happen? 

Cool fountain and pond of water gushing from head

yesterday night
as i was deep asleep
i felt a very cool pond of water on my right head side

was liek water gushing forth
it woke me up
and then a pool
i felt like i had a pond of water
on my head
and was about to fell on my face

next time
i will remember
to abandon myself to its sensation
and let it flow
and expand

cause without that absolute
submission/abandoning of oneself
the Shakti cannot work against my will

and that very night
i dreamt of the nucleus of the earth
how its magnetic power
went from it
into my body
and how from my body
i could use it to bend an object in front of me

that's a nice taste of power

and i guess is
the more you are open
and thus ready
the easier is for the kundalini
to pass through you

then you use intent
for what you wish to accomplish
and if God will it happens