Thank you... what Next? :)

:) my heart is about to explode from joy !
the day i am living today
is like literally saying

my DREAM out of me!
say,

even this vision!
i came across a latin scientific word
and had NO clue what organ it was about in the body
and guess what?!
i got a vision of it in front of my eyes!!
i SAW the VERY organ in my vision
and i KNEW what it was
and WHERE it was situated!

believe me

is like

you have a dream
you just detail it as much as you want
to make it like sooo much comforting to you
like answering EACH and EVERY single requirements
of yours
sooo much
that if ANYONE were to hear it
would say
she is crazy
or this dream is crazy
because is so much challenging
the odds and chances for it to happen
that it is a no-no

that EVEN you
would say
"ok God i gave you so much details
that honestly i know you can't fulfill all of them"

but i mean honestly!
is a spontaneous honest remark
i made to myself
YET still believing in my dream

so there is no room for feeling disheartened
but only may be a bit of sadness in your resolve
that you KNOW it exists
but so far the conditions let you NOT SEE it...

EXCEPT
for a dreamer!

myself i am in-cre-di-bly happy

but as spirit says
"do not put barrier"

so i thank the Spirit
from all of my heart
for it
i am getting soft hearted now
some crying time
lol

thank you to Life
to provide the space for the dreams to exist

thank you to my soul
for SELFISHLY dreaming it
and caring not about what others would think

thank you to the sufferings
to create the desires to dream

and thank you to my faith
to keep dreaming

and now?
What next? :)

Pinocchio drama

you know i have already
praised so much South Korean
well-chosen drama
for they are so soulful

i got to see another one
called
Pinocchio

really
like for any best movie
i would like to write
a note on it

but this is so soulful
and delicate
that it speaks so much to soul
that the best i dare to do
is just to advise watching it

and watch more
such quality south korean drama

you see?
is like it gives life lesson
also care for all kinds of people
in all walks of life

of course
like in any drama
or tv setting
stuff are exagerated

but see it not
as superficial stuff
ending up concluding
it exists not

it is exagerated
for the sake of the viewer
to pay attention to it
in his own life
see?

is so very beautiful
soulful
like a dew drop in the morning
left on a petal

the writers have a very poetic
and keen eye
to such details
that are so much overlook
in our fast driven
and often superficial society

so let your soul
be touched by it

kiss:x

the "What next" mantra

that's it!

i am craving a mango milk shake with ice cream right now

yummy...

ok i have to do my blog faithfully
after i rush for the best of the best meal
i am hunnnnnngry

lol

yesterday night
as i was going to sleep
i got a real vision
so real
that this time i will really call it
an out of body experience

ah so beautiful
have you ever seen a real sun rise?

i saw one
in space

so beautiful
it all the more beautiful
because space is dark

and i was seeing the earth
so first i saw our blue planet
so near i was
it was so beautiful
blue with white laces
of foam

i was in the space
see the earth from the american continent
and thus could see
a close up of europ and asia
pearlescent white mixed blue tones
so beautiful
i repeat it again
beauti-FUL

then i raised my eyes
and was awe struck by the sun rising
on the other side near asia continent
just "behind" the earth planet

such a beautiful sun rising
really
is like the sun rays were a blurred
light bathing the earth

so shinning
no so glorious

it just lasted 2 seconds
my attention got distracted
ah i would have wished to see
the whole sun rising

you see
after in myself
i was re living that sun rising
and i happen to say
"incredible"

and spirit told me

"don't put barriers"
"instead say: what next"

see?
and i remembered
this is why very often
i get to say
ok what is more to that?
once i have reached an experience
because innerly i get bored
and i want more
but
see, when i get all excited
even on some beautiful thing
i forget to say what next

so rule of thumb
if you want more miracle
in your life
is simple
just keep challenging God
and say :
"what next"

even make it the mantra/zikr of your life

you see we have a famous saying
in islam

Allah says
my servant should ask me more
for i love being asked

something of that effect

this gives joy to God
and remember God is within you
His Light is within you

so why He would hurt you
when you challenge him
for more ? :)

is not about disrespect
is just about the thirst of knowing him more
and He loves seeing you in joy
so He gives you more joy
and as the spirit light is in your heart
it will just not hurt Itself by hurting you

this is why
never God hurts you
is only you who forget to ask Him

so THANK YOU God
and
so what next? :)