Hate has no power but Love does

Nothing is lost, everything is recycled.

This is why you cannot destroy, you cannot hate.

This is why only Love is the true power.

As love transform (create by purify ing).

Let's keep the balance.

Let the good and bad strike the balance.

The cooking, the purification of both will create that zero point.

This is why good is rebalanced with bad.

One is not a physical entity,

But both are dimensions

Di-mansions.

Their respective house should be purified for the inner House to be void and empty.

The Balance at the zero point is the ultimate aim of both 

The good is not good by itself.

The bad does not stand by itself.

Both are the mirror to each other as long as they are separate.

The good by itself becomes dark/the ego.

The bad by itself needs to keep sucking the light to grow.

None stand eternally on their own.

Yet, if they are purified, and brought together by the way of al-Kemia, they just peel off, as the petals do,

Makign way for the Fruit.

 

Looking in the mirror

 If I knock on the door of my inner being

With the whole attention of mine that is still frozen in a grave 

Then the door opens, litting up the very inner world i brought to its porch!

Behind the door, is Me 

In front of door is me

me is in the way 

Yet Me is the way

The writer and the reader, is not the same.

Prayer for Guidance

I submit the faults I see to 

the Ocean of Innocence within me.

I submit the desires that arise in me, to 

The River of Pure Desire within me.

I submit any want of attention and love arising in me and reaching for me, to,

The Unconditional Ocean of Love within me.

I submit my thus freed Attention to Thee,

The Keen Observer, the Ever Present Silent Motherly Companion, so perfectly measured in its Giving and Holding back, 

perfect in its creation process, who knows how to water a seed, neither too much so that it does not rot, nor too little so that it does not become dust,

Who taught me, patiently, silently.

Who never rushed me, nor pressed me. Was just silent and just patiently waiting for me just to recognise It, Her.

So Remember me, when i fail to remember You 

Ameen.

For I haven't been created in vain.

So I felt and thanked Mother Earth in early 2000.

So now, I remember again the same feel, today, in 2021.

Inbetween, the flower died and evolved into a fruit.

Let it mature, and let it go too.

Purification process - completion

 

A flower has to die, for the fruit to become.

Loss of everthing, is not an end. Not a dead end.

It is the new beginning. Phoenix rising from the ashes.

Let people rejoice when hurt affect you. And forgive them. Becquse they don't know.

They don't know any better, they don't know the Spirit, so close to them, within.

Or if they know, they forget to accept they have these hidden thoughts.

Hidden by the choice, as everything is led ooen, as soon as you feel it.

Covering up, to create an image of perfection.

Only God is perfect.

Your end is not a dead end, it is a living process.

Fruit after flower dies.

Foetus after the cell dies.

God after the human dies.

Die before you die, all masters said.

Living death is not a dead end.

Fruit is created from Life (flowers)

Chair is man made, creating dead object from dead wood.

Firstly, recognition, then submission to the living process. Is the beginning to become a fruit.

After death, know there is life. This is truth. This is true Faith. 

Secondly, know God is perfect.

I.e. not as an image to be worshipped. All scriptures warned not to create idols.

But perfect as in a living intelligent process, which knows its continuous, spontaneous course. Flowing like a river in you.

Thirdly, your perfection lies in not covering the truth. Your perfection lies in the remembrance of this perfect living process that you have to ride, like a boat on a river or a train on its track.

Unknown, mysterious yet self sufficient.Perfectly wired to growth.

Fourthly, what is to not cover and to remember?

Not to cover what clouds you see, feel in you, not cover the limitations you see and feel.

Such as anger, jealousy, envy, seeking constant attention, approvals, praise, love even.

Feel each emotions as they surface on the lake, when the dirt is stirred in you.

Life, its manifestation, ie people are your teacher. The perfect living process, remember?

Once you feel them, do not deny them. Do not turn a blind eye to it, as if you hadn't seen them in you. Do not reject them. 

Instead Bury your dead, with honor and love.

See them, and forgive them, let them go, entrust them into the Ocean of Innocence.

For heart to open up, the four rivers have to irrigate It.

Ocean of Innocence.

Ocean of Love, detachment, love for every feeling/unconditional as explained above no covering.

Pure Desire, let your desires arising be iffered to thr ocean of innocence within to be purified

Once you bury your dead. Silence.

The fourth river will arise, and open the other four in your brain.

Lastly, Remember. 

For each clouds passing by on the acreen of your mind, unload it, forgive, let it go when it arises in meditation or in your life on spot. Life is also meditation, once you have grown from sitting to standing and walking meditation.

This purification 

You can feel the nerves knot unknotting themselves in your heart, in your back of head.

Hence traits of your face change.

Auspiciousness is seen on your face. Flawlessness.

Because the living process is perfect.

So, you have sacrificed and entrusted to your inner Ocean of Innocence, Love and all That is.

I am what I am.

Ameen.

As God is the beginning and the end.

All e

Problems and Solution

 Problems come from within.

Solution, R-evolution has to come from within.

By upgrading consciousness.

Fortify your Attention

Laser like focus of Attention.

Needs training, everyday.

To anchor it, to let it grow.

Unload your Attention from this and that, and whenever you see clouds hovering on it, let it soak it into the Ocean of Innocence, within.

Condemn not, instead be KIND to yourself.

All and Everything is within.

Life, in me

I am just an electromagnetic field.

Like a lake of plasma, where the gods are being projected

Whatever they project, ugly or beautiful, it is not me

It is not me, it is not me, it is not me.

I am just a mirror of creation.

Who am i

Me, the mere mirror

Has been given the blessing of life

To Self Reflect

So judge me not, for what you see, is not me.

Life has poured Its Self into me, created me.

Though a creation from there, myself I became, here,  a Creator...as the elixir of Life has touched me.

Neither this, nor that

I am what I am

From creation to Creator

Still, Life, is the Best Creator of creators.

Noble Nature

 "There are some natures too noble to curb and too lofty to bend" - Little women 

Gracefully said.

The lenient way of acceptance. 

This is  a very loving way of giving space to that which the society tries to put in a box.

And if you don't conform, then you are condemned.

Truth is, this sentence found its echo and has stricken a chord in many.

Why so?

Because that part of our true nature found at last some recognition.

The beauty of Nature lies in its silent, ever-giving creative force.

Usually, we love to make noise to attract attention.

The louder, the better. Even more in our current society. 

Making a name in the society, having a title, making a show of oneself, being anti conformist etc. To leave a mark, to make a distinction from such and such.

Everything, whatever the form is, aims at one thing truly... To be seen. It begs for attention. It begs, in truth, for love.

Why Christmas time is so happy?

You go to a store and you feel like buying everything you see 😉

Why is it so?

Same store, once closed, drama is over. You'd run away from it at night time when it is empty.

Because the human warmth is gone.

Humans emit something joyful, even if themselves they don't know it.

So, it is not really the object you want to buy, but the experience of feeling the warmth of humanity, reflected on these items that gives you the joy and pushes you to grab hold of it.

Attention is the food that each soul, in truth, thirsts for.

Yet, with attention being such a valuable curren-cy, where does it flow?

Who's land do you irrigate with your attention?

You irrigate a land that is not yours, which fruits will never be yours. To eat.

You'll end up thirsty and hungry.

Lit the light inside first, grow in depth, then let it spread around.

Do not borrow someone else's light by mimicking it, because you think it is what the standard is.

Nor give your light to someone else, while you need it most.

Instead, forgive in yourself all the limitations and pain you feel,

So that your own light be allowed to shine and thus truly be seen.

To me, our true Nature, our true Essence is so noble that it just wait in silence for us to recognise it.

Our attention to it, will allow it to grow strong, straight and high, like a pine tree 🌲🌲🌲

So, it is more correct to say,

Our Nature is too noble to curb and too lofty to bend. 

It is how we came in this life when born.

Then, why do we leave it so ugly looking?

Mother Mary

 There was such a nice vision/ dream.

In which I saw a white space, where couple of people were doing their activities.

And I was seeking something else, that's when the scene shifted and I found myself looking at 3 women closed to God.

One of them, that i only remember, was the first.

And it was mother Mary. She was standing in her mihrab, or praying niche.

And I remember to have seen them all 3, and exclaimed, 'Oh they are so closed to God! I need to slow down the time, to catch them up'.

Energy goes where Attention goes

 There are dreams, where it is water color scenes on the screen of my mind.

There are also real dreams; where my senses, are partly or fully engaged, i tend to call them visions so real they look.

And there are visions; while i am awake and see it happening, day dreaming?

Yesterday it had a vision, in which i saw Shri mataji sitting on a golden chair, i was facing her and the exchange was telepathic.

I saw that she sent a beam of vibrations , you know like when you hit a gong? just using her mind intent and it hit me on top of my head and i felt both balloon resonating to the vibration hitting on them.

I can still recall the feel. It is really like you hit a gong and it vibrate at the impact of the stick.

I felt them shivering to the vibes. 

Then She said "Now let it go".

 

.......

 That was quite real. today i was thinking about it and when you realise that emotions are stuck into our system, as they are unseen, if you are being hit, it is to help you see them in you. to help you see even there location in your body, where they are still stuck.

The hit, helps you locate the stuck emotions, this pressure point is called pain. 

And then you let it go, it is your liberation.

If you keep making a drama out of it, it is your choice, but it serves no purpose than you experimenting what next as part of the running drama, well it is a fun for a time. You like to be the victim, you like revenge, you like the satisfaction of going through a wide range of emotions, experimenting them blaming here and there, such and such and inside enjoying the whole process.

 

But then you end up believing that the drama is real and you can't let go. 

 

Enjoy, experiment and let it go. 

 

Body should be full of running energy, fluid. Stuck up emotions just stagnate there and you don't know they are still there, your system becomes clogged and it starts putrefying, attitude and manners change, you traits become rough and your behavior grosser, you develop eventually disease and you believe it is human fate.

 

It is not, you can be a perfectly higher being. You can be full of living stream, running rivers of pure water in your body, imagine what new fruits these running water can bring to you?

 

Like Bruce Lee said - Be like water my friend.

 

Sometimes just a beautiful word said to your friend, make them shine with beauty, because their spirit inside them was happy to be seen, recognized.

 

Everything beam, respond, resonate to its alikeness. Spirit resonate to Beauty. 

This is why people beam with joy if you say nice words to them.

 

There is no need to make it specially a method, a social convention or a management practice, but just to time it when you feel it, it is what it makes it real.

 

I am resuming blogging after i recall now quite a few years, even though i feel it has just been yesterday i had blogged. 

Truth is i look back and see how a wonderful life i have had, beautiful and unique experiences and people i met. Yes i was very little versed in human being social behavior, sounds funny to say this. But it is true.

I have learned a lot about how a human being functions. For the sake of the experience i chose to dwell on some unexplored emotions that i had never tried before; such as understanding the why of certain behavior, digging into it till its bone marrow and getting to understand why so and so did what they did, why they had these feelings, why they acted the way they did.

 

I realized it is good for me to understand the mechanics of how human being feel and act on their emotions when alone and when in social settings. 

For a while it taught me a lot, but overall the only conclusion i came to each time at the end of the experiment was that only Love solves everything it; only love is the only working option, and love is not an emotion, love is above your thoughts to start with, but love is intelligent, love is not an emotion, but it is a power that moves mountain of complexities around you.

 

Love is independant, it is well rooted in your sacred chakra and it takes it time, the time it takes it takes, to grow through you. Like a seedling , then this seedling becomes a plant, and a young tree, and its bark become as thick as it can get, till you realise you have been nursing a tree inside you, that has spread all over your nervous system, these nerves are its branches.

 The more you let the sap flow into it, the more it cleanses, unclog and bring nutrients to its leaves and when it rises above your brain, when it break through the marasm of your thoughts, as it is said, "higher powers take over" vs the power of your thoughts.

 God is Great, greater than what your thoughts, than the power and scope of action of your thoughts. 

 

You wish and you let it go. Then you wait and see what Gift life will bring back to you. As the whole Universe conspires to nourish a seed with its nutrient, so does Life for your wishes.

 

Life itself is a metaphor, babies are born to remind the parents of their own lost heavly state of innocence. The baby birth to its growth all is a metaphor about your own soul.

Your soul is this unknown treasure within you, asleep, once it wakes up by the Grace of the kundalini, only a tiny portion of it awakened. Even this tiny portion needs to be nutured in your nabhi, start its ascension, growth and breakthrough your sahasrara and connect to the whole.

Its connexion to the whole make all the other be like your extended self, though i do not feel it so, i do see how at times the universes conspire knowingly or unknowingly into helping me, by gathering all the elements i need for things to work out.

Finally, learning to celebrate and feel the joy by doing any simple task, is i learned the reality.

Being anxious for the next step, behind stuck in past pain, none of it has light, as it is just no more nor will be. But that celebration in the present, that joy is the only moment that transform your past pain, submit them to the natural state of joy and like a river it will flow its course, you have to do nothing.

The path flowing is itself a living river that follow its natural course. Future is also created without you doing anything,  except feeling your desire fully in the present.

As my friend danny, reminded me, 

Attention is the only thing you have.

It is true.

Where is your attention, and what you do of it, how you focus it, how you purify it, how you train it, all of this matter.

Where attention goes, energy goes, so imagine, the quality of your attention, the more refined it is, the more wonderful the sparks it'll create as soon as Energy is laid upon it.

The Worth of your Attention

 The Attention

We do not know its value and hus cannot realize its power or even what we may feel as being miracles.

In a vision, i saw a deep well.

Noz if i see a well in real life; this well will be dead to me.

It is as if i would be looking at the well in apparence

but in reality i am looking at the image of the well in my mind.

Vs 

This vision of the well, which was "alive".

Like it has other dimension to it, than a simple print of an image on my mind.

I could feel its depth, I could feel also awe as it was so dark and though silence could be heard 

it was "talking" and the message was (not in word) but as in telepathy or can we say the silence is not emptiness but full of vibration higher than those you can hear and call thoughts.

Silence or object have their own vibration if you are attuned to them, you are connected and communicating, receiving and sending messages.

 

Such was the well message, it is to keep developping deepness in myself through the meditation so the power keep arising.

 

In some tradition, also in Abrahm story, or Prophet Yusuf story the well is also a symbol for this power. 

But it is not the object of this post.

 

The point of this post is, how i remembered that even if i see object in real life, i cannot attune myself and connect myself to them, they are not "alive".

Because my attention is stuck on the past image of it in my mind or jumping to the near future step, say what i ll do next to it.

Hence present is missed, and though the universe is talking to us at all time, we are just dead to it, not attuned, not in the present, not in the same wavelength.

 

In a hadith qudsi it is even said that walls can hear you; and they talk to you.

 

Now i experienced it and i know it is true.

 

Before i knew it but having not experienced it myself couldn't have said that i bear witness to the truth of this statement, now i can.

 

Second point being; being present make your being so much bigger, as you can extend yourself and reach as far as your attention goes and can hear and talk to these seemingly inanimate object, which in truth are also made of pure energy and are alive;

 

Funnily; a well made of brick and mortal, stones, is more alive than me when i am not present.

And i am not present 99.99% of the time.

Wondrous world.

Happy Shri Mataji Birthday - Adi Kundalini purifies so you realise you are the Spirit

 

If you exist, if you are alive, if you have the cool breeze, if you purify yourself with it, morning and evening, then you evolve.

You go through stages; you are your past; and at the same time no more, as you are the present. You cannot thus linger on a (past) self praise, nor have time for ego praise, as you keep evolving and growing thanks to the vibrations.

 

But beware, if you leave your practice, this is when you are like any other; in no time. A mere frozen image in time. That time even discards like dust.

If you are a sahaj yogi; then you should not recognise yourself after a year, two years. Because you have outgrown your old skin, shed it off and naturally moved on; as river flows and never stands still.

 

Praise be to the Adi Kundalini; the Reality, that if you recognise; is reflected in your own water and is all yours.

 

Then, ask for a pure heart. This is the second steps.

 

Then, forgive everyone because they do not know.

Then, Love them because we are all One Spirit.

 

 If they still don't get it and persist in wrong; because they do not know, then Higher Forces will take over.

The Virata, spin like a wheel, and throw out the dirt outside; and let you with the bliss inside.

This is how the sorting out happens.

And you arise like a Lotus from the mud.

Praise be the Highest of the High.

Peace and Bliss.

Ameen.

Now; in Mataji talk, early talk, she was very clear about people growth, about pure desire, pure sincerity of your own ascent.

From a yogi; you master yourself and your own reality and become a Mahayogi.

When I felt the coolbreeze the first time, i googled everywhere to see what is the next step.

What these practitioners became, what powers and amazing personalities they became. 

I found nothing. 

Except this perfect exemple of a sahaj yogi; that earnestly practised and purified himself and as shri mataji mentioned in her talks; " for now you are sitting facing me" in the future i want you to sit where i am sitting, next to me facing the world"

So for now, you take your vibration from Me, once you grow, you set yourself the exemple.

You become your own Master and start fixing the Reality where you live, no doubt.

The Only Yogi I found that matches that description is there:

www.kriptodanny.blogspot.com

Truth -

Belief

Beauty -

Nirvana Shatakam

by Shankara

English version by Ivan M. Granger

I am not mind, not intellect, not ego, not thought.
I am not the ears, the tongue, the nose or the eyes, or what they witness,
I am neither earth nor sky, not air nor light.

I am knowledge and bliss.
I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

I am not the breath of prana, nor its five currents.
I am not the seven elements, nor the five organs,
Nor am I the voice or hands or anything that acts.

I am knowledge and bliss.
I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

I have no hatred or preference, neither greed nor desire nor delusion.
Pride, conflict, jealousy -- these have no part of me.
Nothing do I own, nothing do I seek, not even liberation itself.

I am knowledge and bliss.
I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

I know neither virtue nor vice, neither pleasure nor pain.
I know no sacred chants, no holy places, no scriptures, no rituals.
I know neither the taste nor the taster.

I am knowledge and bliss.
I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

I fear not death. I doubt neither my being nor my place.
I have no father or mother; I am unborn.
I have no relatives, no friends. I have no guru and no devotees.

I am knowledge and bliss.
I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

Free from doubt, I am formless.
With knowledge, in knowledge, I am everywhere, beyond perception.
I am always the same. Not free, not trapped -- I am.

I am knowledge and bliss.
I am Shiva! I am Shiva!

Truly, I am Shiva, pure awareness.
Shivo Ham! Shivo Ham!

Source: https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/Poets/S/Shankara/NirvanaShata/index.html

-- from The Longing in Between: Sacred Poetry from Around the World (A Poetry Chaikhana Anthology), Edited by Ivan M. Granger

Onsen and revelations

My journey started with Frankfurt airport
where there was an exhibition about pendulum.

In brief
one pendulum goes back and forth = its numbers allow you to know how long it will last
aka its life time
Put a third next to it
it affects it
and you cannot know anymore 

the number of swing remaining.

Realisation for me
so is same with human being

After a number of pendulum oscillations call it breath in/out
you die
but as you live with others
the other(s) waves affect your waves and thus oscillations
hence the exact number of remaining oscillations is no more known.

This is the unknown factor.
So earth is where all is connected.
No connection means death.
Meaning limitation and thus accelerated death.


In second part of my trip,
In Teamlab exhibition of Japan; about human being and nature
it was said we are affected by our environment and grow out of it
on spot the exact phrase was much full of clarity.

But the concept was that of a submersive experience of your senses
into your environment aka nature,
and how it affected each other
if i find i copy past it here

But then on spot i realised
Ah! continuation of the airport lesson about Life and Time

Final experience being in the onsen
Realising,
that I should do more often
like one every day.
It strengthens your attention
by cleansing the mind

and about it, it was said:

While sitting in the pool of hot water
i was waving the towel in the water
and realised

Water is one body
Towel another one
And towel is graciously moving in the water

Then all the below was said/realised within the moment :

Water is not the fabric
The fabric is not the towel

likewise as a human
you join a group you take its color
you enter its flow and goes with the flow

Yet you do not counter the flow
by making water becoming fabric
nor you are believing you can turn the fabric into water

But you go with the flow
meaning you submit to the nature of the water
that is to let things flow to their direction
and then as water pressures it upside down
when fabric moves
it does reflect grace.

So if this fabric was a human being
it would submit to water property (pressure upside/down)
but will also move according to its own nature (maleable piece of cloth)

So you humble yourself when you integrate a new group
are tied into its color and then you just let shine your features
which is the fabric swimming to its goal
so this is to shine your light by being yourself (fitrah/nature)


Finally,
this is an experience about resonating factors
water resonates in fabric is why
if the fabric was a human being it would resonate
as it would recognise a quality of the fabric which is already in itself - in the fabric
say fabric already containing some molecules of water.

so that which is outside is re-found inside:

it resonates because it is recognised inside
if recognises inside means it already is in us

so as long as we observe
the life is an object of experiment
and the onlooker affects the one being looked at

experiment the water and fabric
attract each other attention

As attention is Love
and Love changes the observer and the one being observed

is why kid hit each other or tease each other
to attract attention
and get more love
and

is how the proton being observed by scientist
gets its direction change just because it is being observed

but once you enter into judgment you enter the experience too

and you keep racing after the next experience
while having not put an end consciously to the first experience

so you think suffering never ends
is just because you let it pile up
like Russian puppets
you keep reprogramming one experience into the other 

once observed
till the end
the object being looked at will change its course.

Likewise neither proton are a point in time nor linear

if you look at it a line is a succession of points/dots

if you look at a cloud
it is an accumulation of molecules of air and water


Depends from your perspective.

if you look at yourself
what are you?

Buddha and Love

Meditation

To feel goodocus on belly
And meditate

So many isues
Mind scattered

Refocus needed as a vague feel
But forgot why

Saw in vision a Buddha sitting
On a surelevted place
People come and put papers / their request
At his feet

As seeds

In His Silence

Problems
Scattered all over the place

(One spirit=one Place
But spirit divided in people
What remajns is their mind with issues
So is like theit problems are buddha s scatered problems/thoughts)

No need to read papers
You meditate
Or Buddha/Spirit inside you does

And problems are taken care of.

With no effort.

Second revelation

Meaning of only Love lasts.

Extrem is hate.
Means as a vibration is short lived
As no fuel of its own to energize it
For it to last

Same for all other vibrations
Such as ambitions and myriads of
Wishes

All good valid on their own to exist
Is why I can mentiin them

But non exist on their own
Last as ling as the initial push/vibe was
In % its fuel of Love

Only Love 100% as push
Can let any of tr above wish be Eternal
Without you doing anything
Without you trying to solve it

As like a foetus
It grows on its own
And is Eternal
More than a human being life
And last forever

Is how you once gone
Can impact Eternity
Once gone

Once i log out of this
I ll forget this

Because is not me who is writing
But the Spirit/Attention within

Once out
Mind cannot remember
As Attention will be outside.

Only readers will Attention inside
Will benefit

The Desire

I desired you
so you will never forget the desire now

and the fingers of your body
are an interface
is what technology teaches you

you as a body are already
what you try to achieve with the ITech

I Tech
I am, already, the tech

The I-core inside
lol like for Dell
is not yet ON

is on sleep mode
let s say in standby mode

so it fules only the body

but the I Core is suppose to be fully ON
Awake to be able to experience life

not as we do now
but as in Lucy movie

This needs to be AWESOME.

SO
I desired it
and I know is DONE now
and I ll get it.
I will not be forgotten.
As I desired.IT.

Eggshell

shield
is like an egg shell

You are being protected
inside
so that you may grow

No one can hurt the embryo
untill it develops to its full potential

only then the egg cracks open

this is a caring auto-security

like a blooming flower
that no hand can unfold
the petals without spoiling them

Similarly the egg shell
cannot be broken from outside
without harming the inside

delivery takes place
only from inside out

we are organically
intrinsic

wiki meaning of intrinsic :
we belong naturally... essential

we belong to no group
but just belong
naturally
essentially....

our true fitrah is nature

Revelation - Part 4

Revelations were given by Archangel Raphael - Israf'il in islam


And he said a MEssage means to be transmitted.
It is once you transmit that I give you new one.


I also saw that Earth from Universe was being drilled from upside down
meaning

Another Supportive angel was appointed to explain the meaning of it

in 2000 years. Earth done. Humans needs to move on before.



Any part of visions I forgot to write will add it here.

Lucy - I am Every Where

Purity has no religion

Allah loves those who purify themselves

Islam
Iman
Ihsan

Submission
Blind faith
Beauty of Who You are

Belly
Heart
Sahasrara -  Crown

Islam, you submit to new life hygien to prepare your self for next level
from base energy to a more purified and refined one

in Heart - Spirit

From Spirit that Energy overflows out of body
You are not Spirit in Body

You empty your body,

You are One and Only
Everywhere

O Allah, place light in my heart, and on my tongue light, and in my ears light and in my sight light, and above me light, and below me light, and to my right light, and to my left light, and before me light and behind me light. Place in my soul light. Magnify for me light, and amplify for me light. Make for me light, and make me light. O Allaah, grant me light, and place light in my nerves, and in my body light and in my blood light and in my hair light and in my skin light.[1]

[O Allaah, make for me a light in my grave… and a light in my bones.] [2]
[Increase me in light, increase me in light, increase me in light.] [3]
[Grant me light upon light] [4]



NEver ever you thought what it means to place light in the NERVES

Empty yourself - Darkness

To Let your Spirit Light shines

I am Everywhere!

Is why in dream long ago i saw there was a box with silk wrap

silk wrap with names of God written on it
and rolling in wind
and i was trying to run after to catch it

but when i looked into the box
it was all dark

I put my hand in it to hold it
and it was like Void

Means

Islam - Submission - Names of God
Iman - You believe something higher exist
Ihsan - You know you ARE that

To be
Unlearn is a must - so empty yourself
Then your Light Shines