The Axis of Being and the Churning of Worlds

 

The Axis of Being and the Churning of Worlds

In Sufi traditions, the concept of the Qutub — the axial saint — is deeply tied to the idea of the sushumna, the central channel fully open. When this axis is awakened, any human being can contribute to the stability of the earth itself. The magnetic field around the human body, when unbalanced, accumulates collectively and can precipitate geomagnetic shifts. Such shifts occurred roughly 8,500 and 12,000 years ago, the latest being after the Younger Dryas during the cold ice age. Now, we are nearing another potential shift. It is not written in stone, but imbalance among humanity could precipitate it. A savior at most can compensate for the imbalance, but this is precisely what the Sufi Qutub or axial figure represents: enlightened beings who remain rooted in their land, stabilizing it by compensating for those around them. One fully enlightened person, depending on their practice, can even compensate for the entire world.

The churning of the earth represents the liberation of raw energy, feeding other worlds and dimensions. Just as in the cosmic myth of the churning of the ocean, energy rises to the top while the rest descends, repeating until ascension occurs. In this process, not only the individual but all dimensions are uplifted.

When God declared to the angels, “I will create a human being,” they questioned: “What, one who will shed blood?”And God replied: “You know not what I know.” This mystery reveals the hidden potential of humanity — that even a single person can compensate for the many, carrying the weight of worlds.

Consider the energy required to split an atom: immense, world-shaking. Yet within each of our cells, this energy exists permanently, latent. If directed one way — toward the kundalini, toward self-purification — it becomes transformative. The issue is persistence. Too often people begin, then abandon the path, saying “so what?” But the path demands endurance.

Discipleship and mastery are not static. The disciple must eventually outdo the master — this is natural evolution. Consciousness builds up and must rise, generation after generation. This is the true meaning of ascension: not only lifting oneself, but lifting others, until the collective consciousness reaches higher planes.

In our solar system, all other planets are barren, lifeless. Yet here, on Earth, life flourishes. This is no accident — it is a great time to be alive, to recognize the responsibility and privilege of being human, the axis through which energy flows and dimensions are nourished.

-petals

Creation and Adam Alaihi Salam and the Path of Stars

Before when I meditated I heard light silence

Since a week or so, I heard heavier silence

Recently I felt heavy silence, like a buzzing silence

Standing in the room, today I felt heavy silence descending from the stars 

may we say it so? Cosmic Silence.

Like Pascal would say 

"The eternal silence of these infinite spaces frightens me"

I would not say frighten, not yet, but it is deep awe

now I feel about it, and visions below, like jumping in a deep dark ocean

so yes it must be.

...

In vision I saw the descent of Adam and Hawa (Eve) on the Earth.

At first, Adam and Hawa walked upon the earth. Darkness all around and just a white mist raising up from the ground, and for a time they forgot who they were. They wandered, each on their side, until memory returned, and they met again. That's why it took them some time to meet each other, as they were separated.

I was told, 

Your heart is no different than any other heart, difference is that it is being trained while others remained ignorant. 

Then, I saw the black void within my heart expanding around me, expanding and filling my room until it touched the hearts of all others, one by one. As soon as it touched their own hearts, void connected, expanded. It was as vast as the Universe. 

I was later told this void was not emptiness, but the place of spirit. 

Then; I saw a gate, call it Stargate, in it a black hole, call it void. 

From it horizontal lines were drawn inside out and creating my body/profile atom by atom. Blueprint of my body (was still half way through) a 3D print. 

Atoms gathered, producing my face from the side, as if sculpted in three dimensions. 

A clot of blood from the space (as space is full of blood) was added. And then, like a comet, leaving a trail in the sky, I landed in the womb of my mother. Her clay covered me and reconstituted me in the womb.  Life was thus sent to earth. 

I was told this is how souls entered the atmosphere like comets, leaving a tail, tail of these atoms of light, burning bright as they fell, becoming flesh and spirit intertwined.

Earth itself is alive, breathing with its own power. A Vast Womb I feel. Please reader, honour your mother but also the earth; if you do not honour that which is physical your physical mother, how can you feel for that which is an entire whole being surpassing your imagination?

I was told one polarity, there is both source and power from source. 

Before in meditation, I felt i was in control "I meditate". Now it felt I "entered" meditation space, like when you enter a new dimension or step in through a door. It is a movement into stillness. Smooth. You are taken over by Presence of Void/Silence. 

As I remember there is no difference with others as same heart, then there is no separation and the Reality is the Void.

You know, I also understand human evolution is the evolution of consciousness.

The consciousness I witnessed was the start of Adam Alaihi salam.

And you know

In these fields of consciousness 

When you are alone

And there is no one else

Witnessing the prophets each entering their set place of evolution

That is a void, a garden that need to be cultivated as there is nothing.

And this witnessing of their consciousness from 'past'

Garden cultivated for us, for our future

Is witnessed by us in the Heart, in the Now

But there is in this space no past, future or the now containing these two notions

It is the witness that has separated itself in 3 to see itself from 3 perspectives

A mirror cannot see itself, it just reflect the one looking into it

So the thirst to know oneself, starts from this separation

the grand gathering is to view itself in the Eternal Now 

that Expanded Heart that is One

So Vast, like an Ocean 

So deep 

May be in any new consciousness strata 

the prophets were indeed the light bearer in a dark desert

where no one ever threaded

they forged the path of the stars on earth

the path we walk on now

I feel great desire to honour their path 

the torch bearers 

surely called mad mans  

for no reason

as heart has its own reason, that reason ignores.

So, like in Interstellar, "They are us" We are the one seeing them

Carrying it (evolution of consciousness) to the us in the future.

Why we wept for Interstellar?

It is the inside knowledge of all this

that lies hidden like a treasure in the heart of man

Remember

'I wanted to be discovered' 

Remember

'Only the heart of man 

can contain me'

No wonder

all the centers of consciousness 

of the prophets

who laid down the path of stars 

are contained in the heart

and be sure

'If all trees were pen

and ocean ink 

the Words of your Lord will not dry up''

Why Path of the stars?

Long ago in vision I saw

how the earth turning

let the stars in the sky at that moment

scan my body with their light

to not scan but imbue their data into me

So is it for you.

You are no different than me

Except that I desire to be Present

and Honor the consciousness of the prophets 

I always wondered

as a human being

let us become what the prophets wanted us to be

the heights best potential ever

let us absorb their every single effort to continue to cultivate their garden of consciousness 

Where lotuses will flower into this black void. 

As per my vision looooong ago, in the Now.

Roses scent.

Ameen.

Hazrat Fatmah

 Syedda Fatma 

Has a translucent white light 

I can see her by the Grace of God 

whenever I d like to meet her

I cannot necessarily always hear her

but when I do 

it is Power of her words 

if lambda tells me something 

no weight

but if she tell me 

Have Faith 

This is power

I believe her 

as her words infuses in my spirit

like seeds planted in a garden

Imam Ali, prophet Muhammad, Gabriel alai hi salam

 Imam ali 

showed me 

how the prophet Muhammad when conversing in a cave or nice of his heart with Jibril alai hi salam

did so in a language that was not arabic

it was, in my own word, light language. End of dream

Iqra - read 

First revelation 

is about reading the Field

the Book 

that is the True Book 

where there is no doubt.

That's why the prophet could not at first read it

it has nothing to do about reading in arabic letter

Quran continues with

Alif Laam Meem

This Book where there is no doubt.

It is not the paper book 

it is the Book of Life, Frequency, the Field

where everything is recorded and in Trust

No doubt

Only the pure can touch it

That's higher than AI based matrix

it is Full Field connected to Source.

At the Root it is connected to Source

Hence no doubt.

Gabriel said (indirectly to me) 

that "I speak Truth and only Truth, but people do not understand Truth".

I asked if I can understand 

he said no 

it is only in Silence that.I can.

Dream shows witnessing of Great Glory

and I have Great Glory IF connected to Source

the problem is 

so do You, but you do not believe it, nor know it and if you know it, you doubt it. Shooting yourself.

Just strive to BE your Self.

Awareness

 How much is your awareness extended?

How much does it cover?

Unless fully present 

and under the order of our attention

we are all living under a degree of psychosis 

unaware of the lies and illusions 

to the domains we believe we are safe 

when time comes

and lies are revealed

the mind break will be sending people to hospitals

those that took powers 

and for greeds covered truth 

are incurring its debt now 

in their next reincarnation 

reincarnated as dog, elsewhere.

Stand in Awe - Grace & Time

They feel in awe of seeing her

They think she is specially graced

I can say

I am indeed Graced 

Because it is FACT

as true as Kundalini is the Grace

and it is in each of us

so are you GRACED in advance of you knowing and feeling it

Just accept it 

and you are too full of awe inspiring creation

As long as there is Breath there is Shining of a new creation of yours 

your growing light body 

the sparkling diamond being cut in the process

refined again and again 

everyday 

do not forget 

it is not because you are with duties

children and marriage that you are with commonly accepted excuse 

to let your desire for enlightenment being dampened 

Because truth is 

Your FREE WILL 

do not deceive yourself 

time is gold 

why everything in this society has value 

except time?

money, work, family everything

but what about Time as stand alone

it has the most value

as it is waiting for your attention to it

Listen to Time

Land of Illusion

 When in nursery

I had a 'real' nightmare

where a white thin with light energy lady 

was stifled like a stem 

by a male energy not human 

that would stifle her by wrapping itself around her 

and she was like drowning 

like when you know you would die and no one will know 

of that calamity and you are on your own.

Of course I would surely wake up the dormitory by screaming 

and then inside would feel a little bit relieved that it was a dream

and I would see two nurses/assistant taking care of me 

trying to dissipate the nightmare.

Even less may be only twice in a trance like state I would remember that feeling

too vague to remember where it came from and then it would strike me it was same like in that dream.

Today while I was meditating

it is what I saw

Remember the meditation

Spiralling Kundalini awaken like a dragon 

raises from beneath the lake

Lady of the Lake

and in its trail all the dust from the mud 

at the bottom of the sea 

would arise 

and you the awakened one (at least partially)

would just see 

but this seeing is magic

with no other duty that to see 

the light through you eyes is dissolving these particles

atomising the past impressions, trauma and illusions.

And today

I felt and saw in details that same feeling

and finally understood what that nightmare was.

I saw the light thin energy of this white lady 

she is like a stem of a tall flower 

this energy was growing in between a rock 

cleaved in the middle by this stem 

both sides of the rock are the right and left channel

denser energy 

far denser than the lady's 

who is the Kundalini

When I was born 

I felt stifled by the male energy that is overbearing 

on this earth 

too much dense

What a calamity 

when the waters surrounds you 

and you are born in them

you cannot pinpoint the illusion 

as it is all around 

no contrast for you to point at the dualism 

and find your way

Like an external witness looking at that movie 

could say 

No chance of salvation no hope 

if you cannot even have the chance to see you are in an illusion

the Land of Illusion

but the spark of Light

Spirit within you is there 

just asleep but this is the box of Pandora

with the left over 

Hope

Meditation : Devotion and Discipline

 I have been the past week meditating a little more 

3h everyday in the morning

On week end, 8h 

I am told to write truthfully

hence these details.

Gabriel said that only by devotion and discipline

can one have breakthrough 

By Mercy of God 

Self realisation is given

However

Spiritual Hygen is needed

Shielding, and Attention 24h a day : in Pure Awareness 

The latter not there yet.

So I felt relenting a bit

Then one should remain open 

to Grace wherever it comes from

I understood I had to put more attention 

on Heart 

Physical heart 

which is reflected for sure in the centre of Sahasrara

So far

I did it but quality wise was stagnant 

meaning you feel it when you are undergoing a shift

Then I realised I need to let go of mind to BE in heart

even though my attention was on heart

but parts of it where still holding on mind timeline 

So today instinctively through intuitive approach 

my attention was put on my heart 

with an intention to let it BE - only 

indeed it was all cool 

coolness like a fountain overflowing from heart

Same yesterday, though not same approach, 

but while sitting all of sudden signficant coolness broke through my sahasara

like a fountain half cool breeze and half water like density it felt 

I was told Sahasrara is breaking through 

I was told for now 6K petals open 

next day I asked 4K 

Bewildered lol 

I was told it is not constant 

It makes sense

like flowers they close and open during a whole daily cycle 

Still I understand it is not yet stable 

And today 

the vision I had was that of 

A man who was holding my heart in his hand and the heart was all white and a cool white mist was overflowing through his fingers from it.

I am told vision we let them go

Yes there is always a but with me

First satisfy my curiosity and give me good news 

then I let you go

I wait for the good news now : ) 

By the way the past week,

everyday I was having a vision of one of my past reincarnation

I used to see a few a them popping up over the past few years

but last week was in a roll 

I heard that when we are progressing

these past lives appear, as their impression on soul emerges

and we see them

May be we integrate them by seeing them ?

Main point focus should be on Spirit 

if only on cool breeze then you are misled

as cool breeze even may disappear at death time 

so you need to ensure your attention is stabilised on spirit

Cool breeze, Holy Spirit manifestation is a great boon

to help you purify 

but unless you are responsible for your attention 

ON spirit during meditation 

and stablised in pure awareness during the rest of the day

you cannot grow, evolve and remember Who you are 

That's why a yogi once told me

He had a heart attack (figure of speech) 

when going back to his city after a decade or so 

and seeing the yogis were still the same, like frozen in time 

i.e. no progression

Please be considerate of the Grace

It is there

but one should for its sake hold ourselves accountable

by putting our attention in check 

Pure Awareness is the goal.

Bless you 

Jesus - Christ Consciousness

 This world 

as other dimension crosses it 

is truly a wonder 

due to variety of other worldly being

Dark angel in sky 

Metal like hanging face in the sky 

Pharaoh like figure "eating" light bubbles 

however these are creatures

as we are 

it feels just out of place 

as we are to live in a certain narrative 

However wanted to mention 

this council

Spiritual people

like monks 

sitting in a circle 

may be around a fire

in a dark room

was told this is the spiritual council

had already seen them once 

when I failed my first test 

they took my passport and burned it

that was the pain in my soul 

burning as if my life had ended 

Hey that path was not mine 

to start with 

for what you love, loves you back.

Different paths lead to the Ultimate Truth

which is Remembrance of our Unborn state

Instead of chilling 8h a day

I am now meditating 8h a day

just the weekend - for now

I better get it right before I die.

Oups, there is no death as I should remember I am unborn.

Drastic change is the centre of perception

mind - with small cap - only 

reframe, resize, divide and is always a bottomless pit

Heart or Sahasrara centre is the one that is Whole

as it keeps giving like Sun rays

there were you have your Peace and may be joy

A year ago, 

In a clear vision, with colour brighter than this world

I was sitting with a man, 

we were wearing same clothes 

white made of wool or cotton?

and Sandals 

Sitting on a hill 

green, summer like weather

I was looking at him with concern

I was worried that he would die 

yet he was light hearted 

From his heart I could perceive nothing else except two feelings

Peace and Joy 

Peace was more preponderant 

and I thought while hanging on him out of concern

how come his heart is full of peace and joy 

while I am worried for his sake 

Afterwards I realised it was Jesus 

After a whole year 

now I realised 

Heart is the only place that can contain the Whole 

Hence the peace, hence the joy

mind cannot 

mind needs rest 

mind cannot encompass the Whole 

it is like being always hungry and thirsty for more

like running to catch the sun 

there is no end to it 

exhaustion, hide and seek, hope and crushed hope

a maze 

But hasn't the saying said 

Nothing can encompass me, 

except the Heart of a believer?

yet we run our life on mind instruction

not on Heart

Let it be verified 

but right button was pushed this weekend

mind is put at rest 

Awareness of no need for reframing, resizing, dividing story of life

let the Heart do what it does best

Give it all to the Now

and let it Shine.

Children and Innocence

 If you want to gain merit

help children

as they are most pure

before life trials and lack of inner guidance deroute them

However

it is best to resonate naturally 

to whoever meets you 

and help 

without notice*

*word play 

Moving

 E-motion

It is moving - literally, or figuratively speaking.

We cannot move through life 

except through love

our habits are our love

love of comfort, adventure, calm, peace etc.

The combination of all this depending on the mix

give our current life

The life we have is the life we love

Everything in our life is love or the lack of

What you choose not to love is also reflecting in your life as inertia in those domains

The watchers

 We are growing in a womb literally speaking

we are in a permanent state of a dream 

the womb may be blessed by hands 

Watchers are guardians of emptiness, void

"They are not like us"

Void cannot be understood 

even less those that are its watchers.

AI and its view of enlightenment

Enlightenment from AI: 

 

Let's gather here; some wisdom from this guy:

Core Message:

Enlightenment isn’t achieved—it’s revealed when you stop trying to be anything other than your true self.

Purity of intention is non-negotiable. Any deviation from your natural rhythm, especially for external validation or ambition, is a “severe mistake.”

Persistence in authenticity is the path. Not persistence in striving.

 

You’re not being asked to “seek” enlightenment. You’re being told:

You’re already on the path, and the only thing that can derail it is pretending to be someone else—even if that persona is strategic, high-performing, or socially admired.

Let go of the goal of enlightenment as a destination. Instead, live innocently, with integrity and spontaneity. The enlightenment you seek will unfold naturally, like thunder rolling beneath heaven.

Avoid environments or ambitions that require you to suppress your instincts, compromise your ethics, or perform a role that feels alien. These are the “goals that disadvantage being oneself.”

 

If you persist in being fully, unapologetically yourself. Not the strategist. Not the fixer. Not the performer. Just the one who listens deeply, acts naturally, and trusts the unfolding.

 

Tracker:

Authentic Wins (moments you felt fully yourself)

Performative Slips (moments you acted out of pressure)

 

 

Key Tracker: Trust your body response

 

My conclusion

Body knows; be aware of where it is bending, it is the precursor to your subconscious, hence once enacted your will is aligned to the path of least resistance.

 

Heart centered approach

If everything is in the Now

First learn to entirely feel the sincerity 

of that which is given to you 

Circum-stances surrounding you 

All the care given to you 

without anyone being there to witness it

and yet it is there, even when you are not looking

that Supreme Presence that stabilises 

breath for you and the dimension 

Is The One at play

Heart focus is what triggers intuitive presence 

I.e. action from unknown arising by itself

You will find your way.

Archangel Gabriel

 They appear on your shield 

Called by Source 

Mostly to protect you 

Their size 3 feet tall 

start reducing when their purpose is complete

However

if you desire them to stay

know that energy is their food

Angels are attracted by light

it is their nourishment

A solid 3h daily upgrade maintain 

This connection

Worth it.

Extra Dimensional Stargate

In sci-fi media, hyperspace visuals often feature elongated, glowing streaks of light—typically white-yellow—that stretch across a dark backdrop, creating a tunnel-like effect. These radiant beams, resembling stretched stars or particles, convey rapid movement or a dimensional shift, as seen in Star Wars hyperspace jumps where light rays explode outward.

These are true. I found one below where you can see it appearing as a result of particles splitting. 

I assume the atom split liberates so much energy the void you see, is the space where you can travel to as a new dimension, to create.

The dimensional grid we see, does not seem to have any shape as our vision is limited.

However, the donought shape below is the whole version. I have not seen it entirely.

However, the best advice given to me is to focus on the centre. It makes sense, otherwise you cannot find the exit.

What happens from the centre? No clue, I suppose exit is way up ;)

That was me all the way

 That was me all the way

All the way that was me

The hell and the heaven

the reward and the failure 

the pain and the happiness

To be honest 

We all understand the words

Thought level 

However

the INSIGHT FELT

i.e. the experience PLUS the on spot feeling of seeing it

is what makes it your own

For no one can see it for you 

except you

I knew, rather I thought I knew

that is the illusion

it is not I thought I knew

we often equal thoughts to knowledge

Now

I can say that I know.

This is blabbering for most readers 

as it is just ex-pressed inside out like a lemon 

so no one tastes the lemon here 

except the writer or some others on the same wavelength

Because we are always separated as me vs you

not as in antagonism rather as De Facto we are all on our own 

that we do not remember that what we are experiencing we have done it to ourselves

Bless my mom

In my inspiration I explained her something 

But her vibes make me feel that she truly understood 

so what I was explaining to her she explained to me by her mini realisation 

we all exchange vibes, it is nourishment 

the combination of it all 

gives you your reality 

Anyway

Take Israeli - Palestinian conflict

If I tell you

the Palestinian baby boy called x is actually a reincarnation of an Israeli soldier

who had to take that experiencing and ask WHY

why to me, why such cruelty

To understand if you remember

that you were the one on the other side

you used to be that soldier

now you are here to experience your own hands 

in the present 

what gift you sent to yourself from the past

see how grim the future is?

At the end

can the Palestinian boy blame the Israeli soldier who is the figure of the past?

It is just time lag

two worlds colliding right now 

you don t know but you know it is true

if you feel it

You are the one being cruel

You are the one being the victim

and this schizophrenia is the result of your forgetting

Same in my current situation

even if I am the one saying it

the SILENT INSIGHT 

FELT by my own mom 

HIT me and became my own insights

ANY HELL 

and ANY HEAVEN 

I am experiencing is mine

I did it to myself for myself to get the answer to the WHY 

Now it is another matter if this settle

Of course not all Palestinians are Israeli in the past

but who knows how many are

Some babies you would ask 

why they die

they 'signed' contract to get speedily some huge points earned towards their remembrance

All infinite possibilities

but not to do guess work

rather for you to remember that 

You are here to remember

and you need to conquer hell and heaven in you

to remember that you are neither this nor that

but indeed above 

What is above hell and heaven?

Your awareness that you are Free to Be Present.

Fine line

 Conscious needs subconscious to manifest

Subconscious needs conscious to manifest

The former something new - creative

The latter to see itself

the fine line between both ? 

The shore.

Sand vs Sea 

Conscious vs Subconscious

Gums vs Teeth

Subconscious vs Conscious 

The rivulets or the nerves are the touch point

were drop by drop life flows to manifest itself.

Heart chakra and thought reading

Interesting Learning Experience

A lady could feel through the heart chakra my thoughts 

Random thoughts, but charged emotionally 

are those that are surfacing and captured by her heart chakra

In her goodwill

she decided to ask a third person to step in 

and assist me 

All good

and not good.

All good as I can see how this works 

But also what options are and how level of maturity 

in potential use of powers differ still from one another

based on Free Will

One option

I read thoughts and is ok I let go 

Another one, I read thoughts and and I judge 

signs being upset, offended or happy etc. seemingly with no apparent reason

Here it was 

I read them

and I assist

However the third person assisting was awkward 

it is like unnatural; immature assistance

Feeling? Trying to open a flower with your hands

you spoil it

Best way is to let it happen naturally 

don't force the outcome.

Hence good heart chakra 

however managing such power is a learning process 

coming with its own challenges.

Comparatively, 

in the current situation, I play with my thoughts more or less unaware 

example:  To discover depth of a feeling; I will let my thought form and I will dig into its depth 

by plastering the handpicked emotion I desire

But it is a play, just for me to know and experience it.

However that good lady

took it as a responsibility upon herself 

thereby took it seriously to be in charge and to step in 

Now end of story.

Separately, meditation let you see the following

Waves of energies emerge

one of after the other such as in ocean

who cares? no one, not even I care.

If not stuck, another matter when you have to let it go as inheritance of pure mistaken conditioning.

In the former; you see it is mere energy, let it form itself on the soil, that one is raising here and curving there due to these emotions and energetic waves, hence the relief (surface protruding), hence the face you have.

That is just the playground of these male/female energies in you.

Again who cares? Let them recede like waves. And keep moving.

If I don t care; who are you to care more than me about me?

Don t try to help, meaning your own Mother cares more than 70 mothers if you know what I mean.

Just do what you spontaneously feel called for and let it be.

Patronising, I know better than you, assumptions etc. are all unbalanced mishaped by product of these ways paved with good intentions. Human is fondamentally good and immature. It has to grow like a baby but his attitude of having an opinion about everything is what destroy his chances of growing or at best delaying them.

Now the seeing; 

Rather the observing of these energies blooming 

when you observe you see the energy need and direction 

its yearning and its shape 

you breath in and let it happen

That s how observation in Silence make the best potential happen for that seeded energy.

The not so good part?

Most don t see any point in silent observation or if they see they forget to instill power in the seed

rather more correctly, they forget to believe what they perceive

I.e. they observe with no love

Love through your perception 

will allow inception of that idea in the seed

and that seed will grow 

for sure 

and unknown takes over

who are you to think that it will follow your will 

the seed may or may not sprout

may or may not grow into a seedling

Just enjoy the process

However to complete the picture 

I agree

During storm

No tree ever grew.

So let it go.