Attention and Awareness

why when we are tested
we again fall into the corruption of attention
EVEN if previously to the test we are warned?

it is BECAUSE we are ATTACHED to the "obeject of the test",
IDENTIFIED with it.
and the PRESSURE put on it/the test,

is THERE to show us our attachement/false identification.

so even if you are previously warned,
the warning served not you to be freed
for YOU have to REALISED ON THE SPOT
the fall of your attention/ the link of it

to REALISE that you are ABOVE the object,
which is the experience of the mind/projection of it
so as your real nature is ABOVE

you ARE that AWARENESS of that pressure.

you are not the pressure
nor the object of pressure
nor UNDER pressure

but ABOVE the pressure
for you are the Pure awareness of it.

Light in the Present

God is Ever Present
and He shines

"It's in our nature to look back & regret our mistakes.
I hope you value the present & love every minute of it "

• Kimberly Kirberger


You are luminous, or your face radiates that light,
only when your dark path is enlightened by your soul
when your soul is happy, it glows, hence the light

and your soul is happy when you align yourselves with it
when you feed it with its light
which is :


to listen to it in the present
and respond to it

and you can do this BECAUSE of YOUR AWARENESS of its need in the PRESENT.


This is why when it is said
"to be kept in the dark"
it simply means not to be AWARE of the present
of an aspect of the present state


for the present is light,
is all clear
it is bright clear obvious and there.

In the Present

at times in the present, things and place and vision look foggy
it is when we do not pay attention to the element of the present
this is why every new day is a present to us
for us to clean our eyes and be settled in the very now

and when we are, then things look brighter
attention is not jailed in a far off future
not blocked into the past
but it is in the present

it IS in the present
and then you realise that the Present
is the RIGHT for you to BE
to Exist.

Word, Energy and Change

empty words
are empty for they are just words and people may not live the experience that we are sharing IN them

so the words are dead

but The Word
is Living
when it CAN give you the message/the experience of the speaker

and it can only do so when it is charged with vibes.


The Word
Living
the Experience
=
The Verb

and not only it conveys,
but it TRANSMUTE and TRANSFORM
for it is a power

as nuclear power transmute at the dna level the genes
and transform thus the fruits which are so much mishaped

but the pure energy of God
is transmuting us ALSO!
and transform us, our face and traits
as it DOES to the flowers and nature

but it is a magic or miracle for us
for when we see that happening to a human being
while it is SO casual with nature
we are shocked, or bewildered.

why being bewildered when a human being is more complex than a flower
and it could ten times MORE be beautifully transform into a new creation?
moulded by the Hands of God.

kiss : )

Thoughtless consciousness

i was running the stairs
and suddenly when i sat down,
my mind went blank, and it was all silence
with no thoughts at all

and i could even try to watch (?) the silence in my head

then, i tried to use thoughts to see what will happen.

it felt as if thoughts could not rise
and when they could
they would die
as if they were lacking air

then, again, i observed
this time i felt as if they could not progress in their length

as in this extract, where thoughts are growing USUALLY so :

"Thought -- to call it by a prouder name than it deserved -- had let its line down into the stream.  It swayed, minute after minute, hither and thither among the reflections and the weeds, letting the water lift it and sink it, until -- you know the little tug -- the sudden conglomeration of an idea at the end of one's line:  and then the cautious hauling of it in, and the careful laying of it out?  Alas, laid on the grass how small, how insignificant this thought of mine looked; the sort of fish that a good fisherman puts back into the water so that it may grow fatter and be one day worth cooking and eating."

-Virginia Woolf

so, they were not progressing in their development,
it was as if they were hurting a wall and crashing and dying
they could not stand erected
they had to die

actually at the end thoughts do die
it is just that it is better they die before we die
so that we die in a FREED state.


again, i watched and tried to raise thoughts,
and this time i felt like they could not even be raised
and stand
for they were lacking a backing,
the backing of attention!

so they were born by the attention,
meaning like thoughts are charcoal being born/carried by waggons of a train
and there was no attention/waggon to bear them...
so it meant that the whole attention at this very moment was NOT on the thoughts
but where? on the spirit? i feel not, for i was not feeling joy
so they were where? on the central channel, i guess. though i could not feel the vibes.

and finally, i watched again,
and that time i felt they were just lacking the strength to stand up
so they were lacking life force/fuel to exist

then, it hit me that air/attention/fuel of life force
they were in a way all elements air/ether?/fire

so it does make sense that when we get the five elements under control
(like our digestion is NOT under our conscious control, but in the subconscious level it is being operated,
so once we can control even our digestion, heart beat etc. then we are in full charge, mastery of our selves, so are we on the five elements. and we can  control it only when light/vibes SINK into it, deep down.)

yes, it is all about where we place our attention,
when placed on the central channel and on the vibes,
then we are detached and this make us free.

but when attention is itself attached to elements then these elements are feeding our own dependency
and strengthening our thoughts linked to them, for they are the base of them.