Inside Out - The Movie - Part 1

Aghhh
it is a fact
i have become chocolate addict
you knew that chocolate puts you on high?

it feels like
i am not myself
a bit like drunk lol

well gotta cut it baby
otherwise getting too much on high
no good for me

i decided to watch
the Disney Movie "Inside Out"
yea had not watched it in cinema
cause i knew would be awesome
and was waiting to watch it with my best friend
but somehow too late now

too bad i gotta cheat
and watch it
on my own
sitting in my warm sofa
while it rains outside
with my hot cup of tea
and chocolate...
drooling

ok
this movie
is just a pure jewel
just too bad they named it in french
Vice Versa
lol too funny a name
in latin it means
"the other way around"

i would have named it
en dedans- en dehors
(= inside - outside)

Inside Out is a 2015 American 3D computer-animated comedy-drama adventure film^[6] produced by Pixar Animation Studios and released by Walt Disney Pictures. Directed and co-written by Pete Docter, the film is set in the mind of a young girl, Riley Andersen (Kaitlyn Dias), where five personified emotions—Joy (Amy Poehler), Sadness (Phyllis Smith), Fear (Bill Hader), Anger (Lewis Black), and Disgust (Mindy Kaling)—try to lead her through life as her parents (Diane Lane and Kyle MacLachlan) move the family to a new city. The film was co-directed and co-written by Ronnie del Carmen and produced by Jonas Rivera, with music composed by Michael Giacchino.
Docter first began developing Inside Out in 2009 after noticing changes in his daughter's personality as she grew older. The film's producers consulted numerous psychologists, including Dacher Keltner^[7] from the University of California, Berkeley, who helped revise the story emphasizing the neuropsychological findings that human emotions are mirrored in interpersonal relationships and can be significantly moderated by them.
After premiering at the 68th Cannes Film Festival in May, Inside Out was released on June 19, 2015, accompanied in theaters by a short film, Lava, directed by James Ford Murphy. Critics praised the film's concept, poignant subject matter, and vocal performances—particularly for Poehler, Smith, and Richard Kind. The film grossed $90.4 million in its first weekend—the highest opening for an original title.^[8] It has accumulated over $851 million in worldwide box office revenue.^[5] The film, along with The Good Dinosaur, marks the first time that Pixar has released two feature films in the same year.<sup>[9]

Source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inside_Out_%282015_film%29</sup>

first you see
in plain darkness
a shining light appearing
inside of the baby
and that light once it is seen
is called Joy

and that Joy makes the baby shines
to the parents
and they call her Beautiful

this light of Joy by appearing inside
gave joy outside to her parents
and the joy of parents
became a feedback to Riley (the baby girl)
under the form of a ball of light
that represent a joyful memory

so the Essence of Light
which is manifested as Joy
beams outside on Riley Face
and this creates a positive feedback
by those who contemplate her
which in turns give her as gift
a joyful memory...

along the way
while growing up
Joy discover new buddies
such as
Fear - whose job is to protect Riley
Anger - whose job is to stand for Justice
Taste - whose job is to Give Riley a singular indiviual style
and Sadness - who has apparently no role
she only wants to cry to unload herself
but is always shoved away or confined
by Joy

While other emotions
are kind of working altogether
with Joy
to take care of Riley
and let her live a balanced life
only Sadness can't meet this balance
actually she keeps throwing Joy off-balance!

this is why she is confied by Joy
into a dark spot
on her own

when you look at each Emotion
their apparence is proportionate
to their feeling

thus Joy
is a svelt, light, bared footed
and luminous Fairly
a bit like Fée Clochette in Peter Pan
or in Irish folklore

is as if you can smell Nature from Her
she dances when she views her Childhood memories

Sadness is so Gross
looks like a ball
hidden in her own High neck
all blue
as if she has a low temperature
lol depressive a state, neh?
whatever she touches it becomes tainted with sadness
all cold
such as the souvenirs
when she touches balls of Light (= joyous souvenirs)

so this shows us
that if we have joyful memories
our sadness can taint them as sad

hey, vice versa!
lol i mean if you have
bad sourvenirs
you can relive them
and tainted them with Joy
how so?

as is shown
during the exchange between Joy and Sadness
Joy can see herself jumping in water pools
while Sadness only see the negative
which is cold rainy day
and boots full of water

see?
depends on your perspective
as to how you re-live your memories

Shining with inner Beauty or Stupidity

incredible stupidity

this is what the words come into my mind

i had a dream
showing how
some yogi that i knew
think that whole muslims are numbnuts
and crazy killers

and this include
their muslim in their surrounding..

now i call this incredible stupidity

but of course
how could it be otherwise?

those who are supposed
to spread message of Love
are those who are caught into their worst conditioning
which is the anti-muslim one

on the contrary
i was incredibly surprised
by the beauty of the piano player
right after the paris attack 
or again of the english guy
see article below

some
especially the "self spiritually labelled one"
have no ability
to take Side of Beauty
but only to take side of fear induced behavior
and prejudices

which is ok
for any common people
but oh so disappointing
and WRONG
when you put give yourself
the label of Humanity Saviors
because i call this usurpation..

all the more i am
disappointed at the thoughts
of those "yogi"

and why this reaction?
amalgam and inner hate even?
and total LACK of respect for their "muslim yogi" comrad lol?

because they meditate NOT in the morning
a yogi that refuses morning meditation
what remains of a yogi
except its name and rituals
that God even care NOT of...

unless you SHOWER yourself
with morning bliss
how could you feel love
instead of fear and hate?

why so much lowliness showing up
in those who are precisely supposed
to SHINE?

and yet i see SHINING beauty
in those who have not even the knowledge of
self realisation?

because when the shit hits the fan
you see people spirituality
THERE

its potential for some
and its fixed and stratified state for others
be it good or bad

as none of them
penetrated the sahasrara fully
and as they persistenly refuse
the morning shower of bliss

what else is to be expected?

if you feel the BLISS
you CRAVE for it
and you CRAVE for its sharing
and your actions or LACK of it
speaks for you

yesterday
to celebrate the mix of our national identity
and French culture
i was invited to attend some very nice
humorist program

which was planned
before those terror attacks
and it HAPPENED to be some spiritual humorist!

such a great one
i will post about him

but these people
SHINE with beauty
when the shit hits the fan
see?

because they have the RIGHT potential
while i feel revolted
that yogis i know
shine with SHITTY thoughts
about their OWN fellow yogi muslims

as God said
in Quran
yea read the word Quran
and fume just in case
you think i am speaking of a muslim God

is a God of humanity...
in case some numbnuts think in a twisted way.

if you Love me NOT
then i will raise 
other people
who will love me more

and that IS
for those yogi
who meditate NOT in morning
so that when the shit hits the fan
you see the matured spiritual state of their sour state of mind...

cause is too late
fruits is there
of your PAST "spiritual" practice

but again
i send kisses and love
to those whom God awaits
for their have not lost their potential of Love
and when it blooms
it will SHINE like never before for them

while the past generation of yogi
having NOT achieved to Love God
will just be past..

on this i say
Let's celebrate the Love
of those who really Love
cause fear, hate, prejudices and Hypocrisy
shine NOT
except by their stupidity

i Love to see people INNER
beauty or the lack of it
for it shows me
and guides me
to lovely people
such as this english one below
or the humorist spiritual artist
coming soon in next post...

Commuter's moving account of how he defended a young Muslim woman from a thug who was abusing her as a 'terrorist' on the London Underground goes viral

• Ashley Powys was on the train home from work when man launched tirade
• Targeted teen in hijab with horrific racial insults then branded her 'terrorist'
• The 22-year-old then stepped in protecting shaken victim Yara from abuse
• Missed his own stop to make sure the woman made it to her friends safely 

After moving closer to her, he then unleashed a tirade of racist insults, leaving his victim - who Mr Powys described as looking 'no older than 18' - visibly shaken.

It was then that 22-year-old- who is 6ft 1in tall - stepped in, pushing the man away and using his sizeable frame as a guard wall between the two.

Recounting the coming together online, the Apple store employee said: 'I got on the train as normal and sat opposite a young girl wearing a hijab. She smiled at me as I sat down, and nothing else was said.

'Just behind me, another guy got on the train and stood at the connecting door of the tube and began to stare at this girl. After she looked at him and looked away, he went nearer to her and said, "F****** p***", quite loudly.

'Obviously, that immediately got my attention.

 

'He then got closer to her, and was reeling off abuse calling her things like "rag-head", "terrorist", "scum", and saying that "her people" murdered the victims of the Paris attacks this weekend.'

It was at that point the burly Mr Powys made his presence felt.

In a post that has since been shared thousands of times on Facebook, he continued: 'I automatically stood up and had to physically push him away from her, as he was aggressively close and was clearly terrifying her.

'He then luckily turned his attention onto me, calling me a "terrorist sympathiser", among other things.

 

'I sat down next to this girl, who at this point had tears in her eyes, and I asked her what her name was. She told me it was Yara.

'The man continued to shout abuse at her while I distracted her asking about her day, and other small talk topics, all the while making sure I was a barrier between her and this guy, so he didn't have direct access to harm her.'

The brave commuter stayed on beyond his own stop at Stockwell to ensure the teenager was safe.

When the pair reached Yara's destination, Mr Powys walked alongside her until she was safely with her friends.

She praised him for his courage and refusal to accept what was going on.

Mr Powys said: 'I asked her if she receives that sort of abuse often, and to my shock she said she does.

'I gave her a hug goodbye, and told her in confidence that there are many more people like me, and she should never have to feel afraid in her own country.'

Of course I felt like I had to step in. It was to me a human instinct not an act of bravery.

Commuter Ashley Powys

Despite being thanked for his 'tremendous kindness and bravery', Mr Powys stressed his actions were no more than a gut reaction.

Speaking to MailOnline, he added: 'It was appallingly upsetting that no one else stepped in.

'Of course I felt like I had to step in. It was to me a human instinct not an act of bravery. It was definitely an adrenaline fuelled moment. He luckily did turn his verbal abuse on me.

'After it happened the train felt absolutely silent. Even with the background noise. And the silence was deafening. I still can't get over the silence of it all.'

He added: 'I just saw someone in need, and it was my human nature to do what I could.

'That's what shocked me most about my journey. That not one other person on that crowded train stood up for Yara. They sat in silence and allowed that abuse to happen. That's the problem with our society. Silence is our biggest weakness. We need to start speaking up and defending each other.'

Source : http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3322421/Commuter-s-moving-account-defended-young-Muslim-woman-thug-abusing-terrorist-London-Underground-goes-viral.html#ixzz3s7e9N63X

When the shit hits the fan

Love?
is empty word
unless you SHOW it when the SHIT hits the fan


lol
why i say that?
cause i got to know some organisation of yogis
speaking of love
and teaching others how to de-condition new comers
from religion

while themselves
they keep seeing and juging them
in terms of their religious background

i even got the remark
"well you are a good one, you"
meaning
you are a good muslim, you

on the spot
i got it not?
i am a good what?
then it hit me
ahhh, muslim!

lol
it hit me
again?
they STILL see me as a muslim?

who are those who are meant to see
the other as their own spirit?
and still label them as muslim?

for your information
first
i will see myself a muslim
when i submit
to the spirit inside
WHOLLY

then i will be englightened
and would be DELIGHTED
to call myself a muslim

for now
i am just a yogi..

second,
in best scenario
i am the muslim to advertise their organised yoga
and in medium scenario i am the good muslim
and in the worse scenario lol i inspire some paranoia
to some other yogi hahaha

again
before teaching the world
teach yourself first..
do what you preach about
what a yogi is

see a yogi as a yogi
and not as a tool for spreading yoga
or as a limited beginner stuck up in his religion
all of these are prejudices

which hurt
only the one judging

for to me
i knew there was low level yogi
but knew not so low

then in dream
spirit told me
"see? this is why the collective collapse into its lowest denominator"

so as a collective
when the shit hits the fan
you see if love was an empty word
or indeed their state of heart..

Show me my Silver Lining..

I don't want to wait anymore I'm tired of looking for answers
Take me some place where there's music and there's laughter
I don't know if I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too fast, too slow
Regret, remorse, hold on, oh no I've got to go
There’s no starting over, no new beginnings, time races on
And you've just gotta keep on keeping on
Gotta keep on going, looking straight out on the road
Can't worry 'bout what's behind you or what's coming for you further up the road
I try not to hold on to what is gone, I try to do right what is wrong
I try to keep on keeping on
Yeah I just keep on keeping on

I hear a voice calling
Calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I've woken up in a hotel room, my worries as big as the moon
Having no idea who or what or where I am
Something good comes with the bad
A song's never just sad
There's hope, there's a silver lining
Show me my silver lining
Show me my silver lining

I hear a voice calling
Calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road

I won't take the easy road
The easy road, the easy road

Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on
Show me my silver lining, I try to keep on keeping on

Song : Show me my Silver Lining By First Aid Kit

Writer(s): Klara Maria Soederberg, Johanna Kajsa Soederberg
Copyright: Warner/Chappell Music Scandinavia AB

 source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/firstaidkit/mysilverlining.html

 

Envy

Envy is different from jealousy

Envy
is to see someone's quality
gift, talent

and wish they be taken
away from him
or be spoilt

so is to wish bad for the others
while one can't get these qualities
wishing these got removed
from the other

jealousy
might lead
to the wish of
making effort
to develop such qualities
for  ourselves
while still resenting
the other having them ...

as i happen
to feel the envy of some
particular people
i could see the face of

all of sudden
i saw

i saw a rope knot

all grey 

like when you use a microscope 

it could show you 

the details of it

so i could see

it was all grey 

and emitting infinite small

particles outwards

and how bad energy was coming out of it

and could affect
the person being envied

the "power" of envy
was so bad
in extrem cases
that it could act
as black magic does

for is just a bad wish
that someone wishes for you
and thus what is sent your way
is not love
but the wish that you lose it

but in truth
and from intuition
unless one stops loving
the qualities cannot depart
simply because of someone's envy

yes it could at some point
affects you
but again once you KNOW it
you can take the right steps
to cut such ropes
and the negativity
can't affect you anymore

point is not to feed the person
who is unable to send you love

but rather forgive and love the spirit of god within that person
for love is one
god is love
and is also your true essence

the rest are just separations of this amazing source
who is both inside and outside us
so let's find it in ourselves first
let's meditate

ameen.

Clarity of mind ..

Before sleeping

i was just wondering about

what i can do of my life

or how to give it a meaning.

 

Before waking up, 

this is the dream i had :

First i saw the image in the full screen of my mind

of a nuclear explosion

i saw a black and red mushroom

growing

either was its power equivalent to three of them

or three happened

after i saw the earth all around red

red dust while it was exploding

a bit like mars

during this i had no particular emotion

i was just seeing it

may be a shock that it ends so

all of sudden.

but nothing else as emotion

as the vision was taking its whole space

in my mind,

and i was just observing it.

after

i saw on tv (tv is a metaphor for the screen of my mind)

a morrocan looking girl

she was tanned

she said

"if we could give to everyone

blessings (to masses)

instead of hatred

then will this be avoided?"

and the way she asked this

she looked very innocent to me

and also the way she said it

 

now i think of it

it looked like another me

like the Big me looking at the small me

The Observing me looking at the clueless me

the one that is an individual

was it so?

i write from feeling and intuition

i looked at her

and said in myself

as thought

if of all people

she is the only one i see

standing out by such words

then still it is worthy

it can work

because i saw that she was seeking

but she knew not

so i thought if i tell her about

the cool breeze

she would explode in happiness

and be delighted

to get that solution

for

for now she has no solution

but she has great desire

and conviction

that something can work

and is a concrete hope

is not a withered wish

from all the masses i saw

i see no one else stand out

only that morrocan girl

because she had a genuine

and strong desire for avoiding that destruction

and even if she had no solution

no clue

she knew the solution is in giving blessings

so she said

and this hit me

if instead of letting hatred which affected people reply with

we provide them blessings

then see how the balance can change in favor

this is automatic

and it hit me as an obvious solution

the girl was like in a band of music

singing

though she was not so good a singer

but she liked music and singing

because she felt happy

after i saw her

distributing some juice

in some jar with straw

for free

people queued up to get one

as is free

still thinking she is nut

to give it for free

what will it bring for her

but she was happy to give it

because she knew when they grab

the jar

their mind

is re-wired

and re-directed

to something else

so is like you gain

or save the soul.

after i saw her

trying to produce

colors

like paint

i saw a blue color

she produced

and then used them

to paint jars

and sell such different items

at the end

i saw only one style of item

only last pot was there

and was being sold in front of everyone

as to celebrate the success of it

people were happy

they had sold everything of that style

though other items where still there

to be sold

i think was to collect fund

this sales was for that.

then i woke up

and then i saw a vision

or my inner voice

saying/meaning that :

this is such a clarity of goal

as everyone has come for a goal

yet

is like i saw

how waves after waves of ambiant

thoughts and worlds

washes the shore of our clarity/of our goal in mind

and waves submerge it

and it becomes opaque

and then the shine produced by the clarity of our goal

disappears

engulfed by the waters

and we forget that simple thing

we are made for

to live for

we lose the shining goal

and we forget that we are forgetting

as the waves keep washing over

one wave washing off the precedent

topping on it

and covering up our clarity of mind for our life goal

as clouds are rushed by winds

and cover the sun.

Sadness of the Heart

As for me
the very day of the terror attack
when i saw it

and still now..

my attention was drawn
by my heart on my heart.

and i feel such a soft sadness in it
and then i feel the tears.

is not me who feel sad
this i am certain.
but is the heart who is sad.

is like i can observe
the sadness of the heart
and that sadness belongs to the heart