Angels wings

hello to all

ah, i should have updated my blog day by day
for so many good stuff happened

hmm,
if i do now, is not the same
won't be truthful as it should be

but hey
i can write what happened right now

i saw this time 3 rays of light shining
first as usual was on the computer screen
and then was coming out of my left hand side
so was no more out of the computer
and i got a thought

that those rays looked like wings
so i understood why people say angels have wings
is because of those rays of light
angels radiates such light
that one think is wings!
you see like 3 feathers stuck one to the other :)

so now is funny for me
when people say angels have wings
because they focus on the description and believe in their man made description
instead of believing in what it is pointing at
which is light radiating

and it happens so a few times
and finally i saw them right in the middle of the room lol

i like it:)
again
is a cool light
and it feels veeeeeeeeeeeerrrry much slowed down
when i see it

ah it made my day :x

Virgo archetype

Today i was sitting with a one or two girls
and the teacher had one picture of shri mataji
we were about to do a prostration
and she told us
not to this one

she said to that one
and she said that one is the Devi Kavach
and she made out of it 10 cards
and disposed them in some order
and each card she was turning and placing in order
i could see a face full of life of shri mataji smiling
on each of them

lol now it looks like to some seer card decks
which were all positive in a way

oh yes i forgot
then i saw shri mataji
who appeared suddenly
and she said
God and I, Power of God
are two clearly different seats

this reassured me
as i know how to make difference
and i believe is true

later in the very dream
i saw a very beautiful lady
and was told
it is the Virgo herself
can one say like the archetype of the horoscope sign itself?

she was like white and in silver color
and with a graceful light emanating from her

someone came to ask her
to help them out by doing some astral work
she was willing to
as she loves to help

they were forcing her to take loads of money
but she became stern
and  told she only needs the bare minimum
to cover up the costs of the work she undertook

i found her very fair and pragmatic
from there i saw the difference
between an interested person and a clear cut job oriented one
for who the money was of no value
except for the job she accepted to do to help out

after i was asked if i wanted to see the venus archetype
i guess i woke up
for i don't remember now

Angel Israfil

yesterday or so
i saw the angel israfil
flying towards me
it was sent by God

and i felt a little afraid
because in my mind it was associated with death
guess i was mixing him up with the angel of death

and right after a few seconds
it was preceded by another angel
and i felt very happy and honored
to see this other one
because it was full of light and i felt joy


yes the angel israfil is the angel of day of judgement
one of the four angel bearing the throne of God

Women state

a few days ago i dreamt of shri mataji
i was walking along a corridor with her

it was the corridor of a prison
and she stopped at the doors
and open the small window in them

to see in the room
the state of majority of women

i was seeing it through Her eyes
and most women state was very dirty
poor and lacking hygiene
and very sad
as it can be in a middle age like prison

actually
it was their inner state
the jail being their thoughts

Grave digging and our true nature

dream are strange stuff
they can you make understand
deep stuff
using casual "signboard"

like there

saw myself in a boat
sitting at the edge of it

then digging up a grave
in it a woman dead due to some infection


at times the dream are
very close to the one who watches it
but not to the reader









in it it meant clearly :

when we get so identifid with this body
that we remember not
our divine nature
this body identification
calcify us /
or this false knowledge infest us so much
by a wrong identification
that we die of it

like by a poison.

ps :
i read it somewhere
saints became mortal
when they thought their body were made of clay

i found this statement wonderful
as in one statement it shows
how initial divine nature when it chooses
to believe in one identification
leads us to conform to its law
and thus die

Eclipse and gate keeper

i dreamt
there was an eclipse
and a puja
i came at the end of it

people were in disorder
and it was a bit of untidy place

i found three blessed bouquets offered to shri mataji
but thrown like this and forgotten
so i took them

and i met a guy
in real life no one hardly talked to
even mock him

i was told such people
to whom people rarely talked to
are very special

i guess people are not open enough
to benefit from them

and he said to me
in the us is different from france
as there he could be himself plainly

and i told him
is because he already has all he is in him
only there circumstances were favorable
for him to open up and be
(you see like a flower
you already are
but you can open up only there
as right circumstances are gathered)

so here in france
he could not feel himself as worthy
so i told him he is already the same
just circumstances allow him not
to show it and live it

i guess human being needs the right time and place
thus circumstances to discover themself
and blossom as such
we lack nothing really

yea
on my way out
i met a sort of monkey
that i took on my lap
but it happened to be an egyptian son
of a huge statue with a face of horse
it was horus

i was told he is a demi god
a gatekeeper
the protector of innocence
he protects the astral entry

and thus as the us guy told me
he feels better since he got the right circumstances
as for me he meant is a a sign of my new life beginning
which will be way better

true now i remember an eclipse is the sign of change


also i understood
i got access in dream
to the consciousness plane

lol it means i can see what is going on
different level of worlds (of consciousness)
sporadically

rabb il alamin
i guess i understand more
this word
the lord and provider of worlds (of consciousness)

Seeing myself in the other

as i was talking about the last post of mine
i better understood the feeling of seeing myself in the other

actually
it was like, i, namely the mind of mine
which was in my own body
was witnessing

myself in the other,
as if it was my face and smile in the other

so in brief
it was like my in-body mind
witnessing
my out of body inner face
in the other

Keenly watching you - Ar Raqib The Observer

There is an amazing thing
i happened to talk to another yogi
and when he put his elbow on the table
and hold his face with his hands

and watched me
and smiled

i got an internal HIT
for i SWEAR i thought it was ME!

on the spot i just had this feeling
it is funny is me

but later when i reviewed it
i was SURE it was me

and that i was smiling at myself...

and when i mentioned it to a friend
i had goosebumps
and really i felt a HUGE fear
not a negative fear
but an awesome fear

this awesome fear
i found it
it came from where

it is because God Presence
Spirit Presence is FULL FORCE
STRONG and HEAVILY ANCHORED and PRESENT and WATCHING YOU

that is awesome
yes in awe

and i know why the word fear came in
because the mind life is nothing
compared to this VERY Force

had i had this experience
if i were not a believer
i would have been in horror

i know why

because when the mind
has never seen His OWN LIGHT of spirit within
the ego that is to die is afraid

but an enlightened mind to some degree
can recognise it
and the seeing of Itself in the Other
will be really lovely

so first i felt it lovely, no cute rather and funny
it is me
and then when i recalled the event
and tried to see why it HIT me so clearly that it is me
it was like trying to peel an onion
and after i peeled off the physical form
lol
i felt the AWE of the Forceful Presence

soooooooooo beautiful
i am just happy :)

lol even here i can see sun rays coming out of my screen :)

ah!
is so great
i LOVE that presence

there is no word
it was ME

and i was afraid of ME :)
well if i try to go to the core of it
i can't
hence i know it is not peelable lol
more than the form of the physical person

if i try to peel it more
in my mind
i just have goosebumps lol
like an ever watching presence
which can't be disturbed, faked, tricked in removing his gaze off me

is like
whatever play you enter in life
you think God get his attention in the play? lol
He never does
His Attention is Ever on You

Keenly smiling knowingly at you and again i say it
with unmovable, unshakeable presence.

"Happy"

[Verse 1:]
It might seem crazy what I'm about to say
Sunshine she's here, you can take a break
I'm a hot air balloon that could go to space
With the air, like I don't care baby by the way

{Uh}

[Chorus:]
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like that's what you wanna do

[Verse 2:]
Here come bad news talking this and that, yeah,
Well, give me all you got, and don't hold it back, yeah,
Well, I should probably warn you I'll be just fine, yeah,
No offense to you, don't waste your time
Here's why

[Chorus]

{Hey
Go
Uh}

[Bridge:]
(Happy)
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
My level's too high
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
I said (let me tell you now)
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
My level's too high
Bring me down
Can't nothing
Bring me down
I said

[Chorus x2]

{Hey
Go
Uh}

(Happy) [repeats]
Bring me down... can't nothing...
Bring me down... my level's too high...
Bring me down... can't nothing...
Bring me down, I said (let me tell you now)

[Chorus x2]

{Hey
C'mon}

Thanks to Afza, Jacob Perry, Ciara, Susan Hubbart, curtis nash, Todd for correcting these lyrics.

source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pharrellwilliams/happy.html

Healing 2

Yesterday an amazing thing happened
at first i was doubtful of it
for i thought not i healed her
but i got confirmation it was me

after some phone chit chat
the girl called me back
to let me know
that after our chit chat
all of her left channel was crazily shaking
and she felt as something negative
went out of her

i do remember
sometimes i invite people
and nearly all of them
say they feel the whole of the nabhi
getting cool

well
if you are not a generous person
i guess you can't heal the center of generosity
which is the nabhi right?

same about the left channel of that girl
i had my focus on her
when talking

this is the good thing about
focus
if you have all of your attention
focused on some point
then the very blessings pour onto
and what is healing?

it is just creating the space of the person
to feel relieved

and this can happen
without me intending it

for as i said
i only set intention
that i wish for the other what i wish for myself
when i speak to them

and that is to feel Free and of course happy for it!

kiss:x