The fighting gods and the Matrice

 The dream.was real, I felt it as if I was living it, like in a day. 

I could touch, smell, feel the actions of the gods, of the fighting gods.

For I saw what happened eons before, in space, there were like 3 gods which were fighting.

But their fight was particular, I would call them Titans, Huge, Powerful gods.

They were throwing at each other their own sun.

Formidable blasts were occuring!

After the dream, I asked the Spirit, it said that this was the war in heaven, the big bang.

Power. 

They were tied and one to their environment.

The sun was not an outer sun only, it was a star tied to their VERY OWN being, and they were so deftly MASTERING AND STIRRING IT and throwing it. It was a POWERFUL MASTERY.

But oh so destroying, not to say stupid, as it seems story repeat itself.

 Today, during my yoga session, all of sudden I felt SO POWERFUL, i mean i felt a rush of power that explained me, rather gave me the above insight about being one with your environment and mastering it at your will.

Humans now are unaware 

Yogi know have little awareness but still,

I was given this insight during the yoga,

THE POWER is not power, as you think of this word, lol it is so corrupted word as people take it subjectively.

No. 

Power is the PURE BILLION WATTS OF ELECTRICITY going through you and THEREBY HEIGHTENING YOUR SENSES!

THIS IS HOW WHAT YOU KNOW OR FEEL AS PER YOUR HUMAN ABILITY is let's call it water colored vision of the world, it reflects your already fainting power of perception.

But,

Once the Juice go through, this is an ATOMIC BIRTH OF A STAR! WHICH EXPLODES YOUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM IN A GOOD WAY!

YOU CAN FULL FORCE SEE, SMELL, HEAR.

IT IS YOUR SENSES, BROUGHT BACK TO YOU!

BUT THIS TIME, it is vivid colors, and it is moving flow of images and life itself.

IT IS 

IN BRIEF,

THE LIFE YOU NEVER EVER LIVED!

And YET WHICH IS YOUR BIRTHRIGHT!

BE GOD. 

YOU ARE IN GOD, and you don't know it.

And GOD is in you and now you know, but just needs to FEEL IT FULL FORCE. That will be the real vivid color painting with all of your senses mastered and engaged.

After this dream, I got another vision where i was feeling how the snake like energy was entering in me from the root chakra and there is no stopping. 

You can't stop it. I got afraid and tried to stop it like pull it away, but it was like a magnet being aspired upwards.

Later spirit told me this was the inception.

Need to inquire more about it.

Apparently, this is how the kundalini got merged with mankind. 

Remember that you are god within

 Waking up today for meditation at 3.30 I saw in vision,

How in space a god was taken by a symbolic huge hand/fist and thrown like a slingshot on Earth 

And there, that god was covered in a white like shawl and was wandering the earth.

That's when the voice said and now you wander there, like a beggar.

The spirit said this means that we are gods

and have been sent on earth to reincarnate there.

And wandering like a beggar means being unaware, lacking this pure awareness.

This makes sense,

especially that if you know not your power,

then you are a slave and are thus in a position of a beggar.

Real Food/Sustenance is from God.

And you can get it only once you get the breakthrough for your awareness. 

And thus remember who you are.

Purification 1 & 2

 

Once the meditation is set into routine

the natural fruit 

should be to follow what catches your attention in yourself.

And then, where your attention goes, energy goes to purify.

Only if your intent is so, of course.

The good thing, is the self purification

hardly no one really talks of it

because there is shame

why shame if you are not that which you observe?

If you are the Spirit within

then who. cares of your past

and who cares of your defects?

But you should care of one thing though,

am I willing to pry into myself and get it purified?

Only this desire will move your Shakti to purifies you

as you are giving her the green light, saying

I am ready, go ahead show me my dark secrets I swapped under the carpet

as I couldn't face myself.

Blaming someone else for some misfortune, doing it once; why not.

Because we are human after all. 

Besides, self controlling anger as a habit, will only hurt you down the road.

As you are refusing to face your inner frustration.

But this is only on spot reaction; that is say justified.

At the same time the opposite is also true.

Under the pretext of letting anger out, 

you make it a habit.

Then, you turn into evil.

What is the common point of both?

Habit.

Both are extrems once they become a habit.

So one should learn to cut ourself some slacks,

while ALSO learning to self purify, self correct oneself.

As there is no habit, but only Present enjoyment.

And present is never the same.

Personally, I applied this method and to this day; in less than say two months, 

I saw I got two entities/possessions/negativities out of me.

LOL

some people are dramatic thinking of possessions,

as if they don't have any.

If you have none, then trust me you won't be reincarnated there..

Even prophets got their heart blackness kicked out of their nadis - cf prophet Muhammad childhood story.

Passing by much can be said about this, but not the point here.

Point is,

If your attention is away, 

then, I ask you,

who is IN?

Your Attention is all you have.

Spirit is in your heart, 

yet your attention is outside,

so who is ruling your body, emotions, 

when you are away from your temple/home?

These energies, are the possessions in you

you are possessed

all to some degrees.

Only once you are 100% the Pure Spirit Within,

then trust me, 

only then you are FREE (from these entities, possessions).

Now, space to my victory,

in October, I went through real challenge during my trip,

which is due for another post,

and this challenge brought all of my anger inside out.

Trust me. 

That was good stuff.

All accumulated anger, can I say from this life time at least,

if not from past life included, god knows...

But the good part to it,

this straightened up a situation where politics was involved,

happy to say, that the anger combined with the Shakti, 

straightened up the situation.

But that was on spot.

Nothing to dwell on.

I forgot about this happening.

But the second good thing was,

I kept my meditation practice,

and the intensive stuff.

I.e. I kept observing.

Once back from my trip,

at the end of some meditation,

I got a vision of a fabulously ugly entity

with tooth as sharp as a shark.

And then, after it popped into my vision it left.

So that was the anger in me.

Now, can we praise Ange and say it is divine ? no.

Can we hide the anger and self force to some artificial behaviour? no for me

But if yes, then you stay with it; Because that which you hide; and refuse to face, you will keep giving it shelter into the darkness.

Can we be complacent with our own anger and go to the extent of self admiration and self praise? no.

So neither can one self beat, nor self praise; ie no judgement.

Just let it be, let you feel it honestly in the moment and just by intent of self purification, through observation (as the light in your vision is that of the spirit),

this entity is seen

brought to light

then you see it,

and it has to leave your body, your nervous system.

Because

I AM BACK in my own temple.

This is how you glory God within.

You kick out all that other entities from the house of God that is you.

The sooner; the better. Trust me.

Second entity; 

next month, in November 2021.

Days before, I was just feeling love while looking at a pencil.

And challenged myself, let's see if I am healed, ie can get it as a permanent state.

Of course next day; I got, I don't even remember why lol, all sad and depressed.

Out of Nowhere. 

Just remember to increase my meditation when I felt so.

So this means it got caught on spot by the inner vision of light.

What I saw next?

Another entity, sitting on a bed in a dark room, 

face triangular, dishevelled so sad, depressive and gloomy.

And gone.

Now both times, the timing count, you catch it on spot

with no judgement against yourself, as you are the Pure Spirit Inside.

But you shed light there was none before.

And you can never do it at will, unless like the firmament that keeps shifting in a circle,

when comes the time and you feel the pressure of the negativities,

just know it is in you, it is the right time.

And just observe,

and let it go.

Now, as I got it; I asked the spirit, how many left?

12. was the answer.

Must say, I wasn't expecting so much. 

Depending with comparison to others, so little.

All is a question of perspective really.

The auspicious dreams though like the one of this morning,

are good as they tell you, you are ok, you are on track.

That dream, I got it; once last night I remembered, as I keep forgetting like a good human

that I am not my thoughts 

so the image, analogy is,

Be like a Teflon material,

let thoughts slide on yourself.

You are not them.

Then, I can remember, not fall into the trap of identifying myself with new thoughts.

Finally, I'll be able to sense what is the next emotion that keep sticking to that teflon.

There I'll catch it and shed light on it.

See when it is next.

so far rhythm was one per month.

Light Body Ascension

 Waking up this morning for the 3am meditation,

I saw in a vision; a chair lit with a spot of light, all around darkness

On the. chair; there was a woman sitting, covered with a beautiful long brocade shawl falling to the floor.

May be golden brocade with blue fabric. Very honourable design.

She had no body nor face to be identified.

It was plain shining particles forming a body of light under the shawl;

And the shawl was sagging little by light, 

as the light body was streaming upwards like a 

a river of light sucked up.

I was told after this is the ascension of the Shakti.

Glory and Patience

 In dream, I saw a baby soul (someone I gave self realisation to) that I was taking care of

she said "all glory to me"

I told her no; and showed her my two fingers (index and middle fingers - representing vishuddi and nabhi)

and told her,

"it works in pair

All glory is to God

and yours is patience."

And then, put her to rest.

Desire, love and growth

My desire is to study.

My love is to share the knowledge.

My growth lies in the Silence that feeds me,

With the 3D images of another Reality.

Bless be the River that flows in me.

Think not, but Know

That which is the floor to you 

is the ceiling to another.

That which is a 3D image to you,

once written,

is a poem to another.

That which is an atom to you, (atom)

is an agglomeration of molecule to another. (eg cloud, collection of atoms)

Likewise,

if you point at an idea,

it is an image to another.

If you point at God within you,

it is an image to be worship to another.

Living on different levels,

does not make communication easy.

This is why only, personally experienced Truth, is Truth.

Because mind looks for words,

hence gets the images.

Instead get the silence in the mind,

look at the images,

and get the coded message.

Do not think,

but know.

This is the right way.

Attention is all you have

If your Attention is all you have.

If your Attention is outside, here and there.

Then, who is ruling your Temple, 

when you are away?