Plato's Cave and Samadhi out there

Tonight
my voice
ie. the voice of my subconscious

told me
a metaphor
about my progress

and later i learned
the cool stuff
that actually
the message is given by a demi-god

and the transmission of it
is done through the image selected by
my subconscious

it is how it works

isn't it cool?

anyway,

so i was given
the metaphor of a worm underground
that is how the meditator is

he is like a worm underground

and i was told
that there is only darkness

true, when you are underground
there is no light

and the voice told me
it took me one whole year to open one eye

and i thought
gosh! i put so much effort
and only one eye opened
and it is for what? to only see darkness around?

but spirit told me after
that it is the beginning of awakening

for awakening you need to get
your both eyes open
and of course when you open your eyes
then you realise what?

you realise where you are

and so i remembered
is like Plato cave

when you are living in there
you do not know that there is light out there
see?

and as people are satisfied
with the way they live life
they think is all this about life

but there is more

only if you read Plato cave
you can get the meaning of that worm metaphor

so Spirit told me
is good cause most people do not know
the reason behind cultivation
see?

this is why
once they feel cool breeze
they just get stuck with vibes
that's all

and they NEVER EVER
think of reaching out for more
such as going out of that Plato's cave

again, only if you read it
you will get why people don't seek for more

and if you see for more
lol as i do
i will be told
"She left meditation
she is no more worshiping
she is leaving collective
she is so and so
she is blablabla

she is all that they are projecting actually
from their own dark mind

do i waste my time
thinking of what they are doing or not?

so give me a break

only Time will show
who succeed in meditation
and who get full enlightenment
capish?

so i am doing good
i KNOW the reason for cultivation
and BECAUSE i know it
i know what they do not know
and have the bubbling feeling in heart to wish for more
and go out for more bliss

my best achievement
was that of 2 weeks ago
when i felt the First Samadhi

do current yogi feel samadhi?
hmm?
so only ignorant "yogi" can label me as having left meditation

how can i leave something i never left?

but i see they never left their backbiting
is ok suits their level of refinement
hehehe

 i believe in karma
what you send out to others
is what you get back..

Prophet Muhammad prayer

On First day of Ramadan
in dream i saw the prophet muhammad

actually the voice
was telling how people/muslims of now
do not proper cultivation to grow

It was said
instead of giving out money as donation
and thinking they are ok now

they should do proper cultivation
do proper prayers

lol it reminds me of some arab muslims
who never fast
and get a medical ordinance
for ramadan
saying they are ill
while the whole year they party
and eat food whenever they want

so they give donation
thinking is compensating
their lack of fasting

anyway
in dream
the voice told me
that many century laters
muslims are so stuck with some wrong methods
in doing their salah/prayers

that even if you tell them now
they won't be able to change it
(habits are hard to change see?)

so the wrong stuff
is when they end salah
they do salam on right and left

but is not proper way

they should end if with face straight
and do salam so

and the angel
told me
is just a few times / rarely
the prophet did the right and left "salam"
cause actually people mistook it
thinking it is the way to do salah

while the angel showed me with close up
that Gabriel was talking to the prophet
so as he was listening to him
he moved his head right and left
while focusing on his talk

so i saw the prophet
doing his prayer
at the beginning he stood up
and his back was straight
(which people fail to straighten up now)

then i saw the end of it
he was in sitting position
and his back was straight
(again people fail to keep it straight)

and while he said salam
with his face straight
i saw the cool breeze / breath of life
coming out of his mouth

so that is the proper way to do salah

and of course
as the angel said to me
as centuries have passed
people won't believe it
as habits are hard to change

The Light that makes you feel light

In dream
i was sitting in a cave
and was holding a baby

then i passed my hand over his face
and it started to beam light

then
as it started to attract attention
and people around started to approach me
with bad intentions

the angel who was a man
approached and passed his  hand again
on the face of the baby
so that it hides the light
for the time being

apparently
is about timing

in all cases
from my feel
the baby is the soul
that shines when it gets connected to the spirit

this is the metaphor
about Mary and Jesus
who came to explain what is to be born again

so,
when i woke up in the morning
i felt so much rested
i never felt so good
since may be months

this is actually a light
that regenerates you

i felt like i had no burden
from the head to the shoulders

is like you are used to your burdens
so that you do not feel the weight you are bearing

but when it is removed
then you realised
all along you were carrying weight..

see?

so i remained in bed
and took time to feel
how come  i feel so different

cause i was feeling very light
from head to shoulders / neck
the real meaning of feeling GOOD

and then i could enjoy the surrounding
sun rays entering room, birds chirping, or the wind in trees

i think we can enjoy
only if we feel good

is abheration to seek for joy
from a place of stress

Noticeably TRUE

One
basic
truth can
be used as
a foundation for
a mountain of lies,
and if we dig down deep
enough in the mountain of lies,
and bring out that truth, to set it
on top of the mountain of lies; the entire
mountain of lies will crumble under the weight of
that one truth, and there is nothing more devastating to a
structure of lies than the revelation of the truth upon which
the structure of lies was built, because the shock waves of
the revelation of the truth reverberate, and continue to
reverberate throughout the Earth for generations to
follow, awakening even those
people who had no
desire to be
awakened
to the
truth.



Delamer Duverus

The Void

AHAAAA!!!!


is the extract of the article i was reading :

The importance of recognizing a particular void

If he aspires to free himself from the prison of his tiny, illusory mental world, the seeker must arrive at recognizing in himself a very particular Void — which, contrary to what the common run of humankind can imagine, is not nothingness, but constitutes, in fact, his Primordial Essence —, so that, after long and tenacious meditation practice as well as spiritual exercises carried out in different life situations, he succeeds to remain in this state after his physical death, without dreading this condition of being in which he is going, inevitably, to find himself at this monumental instant.

Because of its major importance for the aspirant, it is necessary to return once again to the fact that this Void, or “Shunyata” as it is called in India, consists in fact of a very particular form of consciousness which has no common measure with the ordinary consciousness in which human beings generally pass their life. It is an Immaculate Consciousness of the highest subtlety which constitutes the very Essence of all beings, as well as an inviolable sanctuary in which the seeker can take refuge, not only during the time allowed him to live in this turbulent world, but also after his corporeal death.

Physically, it is impossible for him to escape from the force of gravity which, from his birth, has not ceased to be at work, pulling him ever downwards, until the day when, by an inexorable law which governs the whole of the manifest world, he finally loses his body. But, as previously said, he can escape psychically from this descending force — in so much as he dedicates his life to this end.

Since this form of existence is destined from the outset to be only temporary, should not one in this case infer that it is precisely what awaits the human being after the dissolution of his earthly body that proves to be the most important thing? 

 source : http://www.meditation-presence.com/en/articles/bardo-thodol

THAT IS THE VOID or SPACE as i called it 

i had seen in my dream when i was finishing my studies

i had seen 
that i was giving a Gift Box

and the dark blue wrapper in it 

had on it the Beautiful Names of God/Allah

and it was being rolled by the Wind

and i was going after it 

and IN THE VERY GIFT BOX

i put my hands 

and is something i could not touch 

it was LIKE A DARK MIST

LIKE SPACE

OR VOID

something you cannot touch

but was immense or profound

though contained in a gift box

the Sufi at that time

was very happy when i told him 

about this

of course 

he could not manage 

to tell me something i could not 

grasp about my own Essence 

i suppose

hence i had still no interpretation 

but the second dream i had 

and had shared as well on this blog

was about the Emptiness that i dreamt of 

a good 6months ago

and which was not empty actually

but FULL

these both aspects 

i find are being hit on the nail

in this article

great writer

plus i love his explanation of Gravity

that you cannot escape it

to the extent of your upward effort 

i.e. to ascend

is just terrible 

even the numbnuts i meet

are making all efforts 

for all kinds of stuff 

EXCEPT FOR SOME ASCENDING STUFF

anyway 

may be i was born 

by mistake on this Earth

or may be i came at a real bad timing 

cause REALLY 

STUPIDITY AT ITS HIGHEST

i see 90% of time 

in those who call themselves 

spiritual 

ahhh... so frustrating

anyway

always refreshing to read such article

at least 

i get reassured

there are some good guys

kiss

Personal Note..

PERSONAL NOTE..

NEVER ever
and i SAY EVER

SHOLTEEEEE!! go for a walk
when it rains!!!

unless i want to catch cold ...

Magic

There is no stronger magic than longing

Agnya

it just hit me!

when the agnya expands
actually.. it is dissolving
as it is no more tightening the both channel passage there

no?

in that case

is good!

as agnya has taken such a bad connotation

now if i say
agnya expands
prejudice lead you to think
ok the ego is getting worse

no..actually
if agnya , which is an ENERGY center, EXPANDS

then it is dissolving the individuality into a greater space
like universe etc

i think  this is right