Amazing choice

over the past few days
i found myself many times in conflictual situations

1-on the spot it is too late to have a "correct attitude"
for we are only covering up our "defects"
if we try to be nice
at some point or another, the emotions of anger or disappointment
will come back, but at a bigger level

2- so just behave as you feel like on the spot,
for it is a matter of seconds , be what you are by then

3-as quickly as you remember,
best is on the first impact,
to raise your energy and turn it at the belly level
and know or say that "it is ok"

then i suppose it should be ok :)

4- we all do mistakes, errors or create tensions around us

which is normal, otherwise life would be boring

but when we HOLD onto it for hours, days and years
then, it is when it becomes a problem

for we ALWAYS have choice
and at ALL time, we CONSTANTLY make choice
and repeating over and over a dislike towards someone, is a choice,
taking your mobile and calling all of your comrades 10 miles around is a choice

and letting go is also the choice
and is the BEST choice ever
for it is a choice that creates a more FREE world ahead of you for the day and week and months
and even years to come

otherwise, how come so many people when they grow up
end up "jailed" in their routine?
because of their choices

their choices have revealed their quality over time
and they equal to what their current life
displays of its freedom
just enslaved to some hate, anger, dislike or fears

therefore, when you put your attention on a potential "choice"
the choice is actually a seed,
and the seed itself is a WHOLE world within
as much as a seed contains a tree and even a forest in its full potential
if we look at its development over the time;

so when you choose to reiterate again and again
your dislike towards someone
actually you only choose to enclose yourself more and more
into the world you dislike
and the dislike of a world
means that you are closing this world to you

practically, it means that during the day,
ALL the extensions to this seed,
like a network stemming from it and going towards it to feed it
is CUT from you

and you are NO MORE nourished by it

so, even though everything is there for you to enjoy
you are cut from the water of joy during your day
yes, your day has dried out
and you see no more point to life

that is a sad state of affair

the neurone itself, is the seed
the core of your experience
it happens you disliked it
and the dislike takes the form of a person

if you keep cutting your link with this person
all of the other branches that you see coming and going from him or her
are also cut from you

like for the neurone and its synaps,
like for the seed and its offshoot in the soil
or the tree with its roots

so is a person with his world

you better assume your attitude on the spot
as best as you could
and be responsible of its consequences
without GOING on blaming the other

and later on, you better forgive and let go
and see the next day as a NEW day
and expecting much new joy to come your way

otherwise, you will just let the branches dry out too
and one by one, they will die,
and one by one, your doors of choice will close
and your day will become a dull routine

LOL that is too sad to consider that

let's quit on a brighter choice :

how about forgiving the person
meditating at home
for when you are stuck with an issue
your attention is on the it
it is then a GREAT opportunity to meditate
for then the Energy knows what needs to be restructured
and transformed for the best

then, you can try out and see, if indeed the people have changed
magically overnight towards you.

that is the ideal choice. to let go, meditate and have this excitement of seeing
what new might have changed in your favor overnight the next day

that is witnessing yourself by your Self

i like these :

TUNNEL OF FLOWERS IN JAPAN :)

it is real 

no kidding

picture : http://thecount.com/2012/04/06/amazingly-colorful-japanese-flower-garden/

An amazing choice,
is a choice that leads you towards more doors,
it frees you
and gives you the luxury to choose ALL kinds of possibilities

yes, an amazing choice,
would lead you to a rainbow of possibilities,

and would color your day,
your day is no more dull,
but really is "aLife"

ps : some people say 'i forgive'
this too is an attitude
true FORGIVENESS
is witness by your change of a transformed MIND!

and actions prove it,
it is not by backstabbing someone
and then, heart happy
you can say "i forgive"

this has Nothing to do
on the REAL world!

:) kiss to those in the spirit
...

Diwali

Just during the Diwali time,

the first night, i dreamt, it was like real, and i saw the starry sky

and suddenly the stars got linked to each others

and it formed the outline of a body of white light,

and the face inside was that of a baby to represent the innocence,

and the body represented like that was called "the mahdi" (the guided one)

this Mahdi
is the Shiva body of Light

this time,
in this era,

the Mahdi,
comes from the INSIDE of us

that is the symbolic Diwali
this was indeed,

the festival of light
in me:)

Water of Light

Yesterday, i dreamt that i was in front of a pool
and there was water in it,

it was so real that i felt the power i used in the dream

for i raised the water in the pool
by raising my hands
and then, the water arose
and i had used my attention
and my attention was filled with power
though it was a dream
my body felt it in real

and the water, once it arose
was no more plain water
but transformed into light!

THAT was awesome!

that is me ; that is not me

 i was meditating but during it i got asleep i think, for i was dreaming of stars and explanation was given about attention by way of making reference to stars and a circle of light

so there is light and the light is me

and the light start from a point and that is the origin and that is me

then it makes a circle and that is the path

and the path is me

and my attention is in the circle and that inside of circle is me

and if i put my attention on others’ affairs i am out of a circle and that is not me

and the more i put attention out, the more i go far away and get lost and that is not me

and the more i put attention outside, the more i swim far away  in a few seconds

and the distance is that which is between two stars ...

like an eternity

and that is not me

that was fun to travel in the space

:) 

Bilal Alaihi salam

I had a good dream, 

i saw an African man, 

he was like a tall one of some tribe, some chief ,

on him was written the 3 first arabic letter (alif,ba, ta) and then 

he came to put his hand on my head , 

and then what he was saying i could see it happening in my belly

he was gathering all the pieces of light into one ball of light ,

and he said that 

it is gathered now into one light

and when he finished he looked into my eyes and he said to me that i am pure.

and then there was a circle of people sitting in front of us and i went to join them with him and we sat down.

The man was bilal alaihi salam, the companion of the prophet.

He was from Ethiopian origin 

he used to be a slave

but was so much purified

that the prophet said 

that he is now from the ahlul bayt 

=

from the people of the House 

the House of God, 

The Purified One

The One Within.

:)

That is a song!


Great idea for the seminar.... Know who you are and STAND YOUR GROUND.

that would be great! lots of fun and would be very educative to transform personality.

hmm, for the details, secret till the D day.

kiss;)

Tea pot

gazing at my tea pot
i was really feeling relaxed

at least a warm tea pot
let itself being gazed at
and it does not make a fuss

the tea is from the earth
and you are also made from the earth
won't it be strange that earth elements can't be in harmony?

yet, human beings who are also made from the earth
and  having the extra advantage of being of the same specie
are really the most difficult to be with.

guess a human being is more challenging than a tea pot;)


i think it is the secret
letting being gazed at
to adopt a respectful and open attitude
in watching or being watched
is two way

the one who observe is usually easily shaken
by the object of his observation
who has the free will of choosing of not being gazed at

for all the transformative power is in the gaze
in the observation
in YOUR attention

what has the earth more than you
that makes it successful?

vegetation are in the seed already
they grow to manifest their potential
they are yet without any shield
and exposed to all kinds of hectic weather

and yet they flourish...

how come?

the difference with man
is that they let themselves be
whatever happen
they keep in touch with their inner state of nature

the human being can't stay in rest
he has always to DO something
thus he lets no time to the power of earth in his body to work
he will spring from one conclusion to another
getting more and more far away from his body related sensations
and will be carried away by his mentalized way

while Life remains in Meditation
because It knows how to BE

while man only knows how to become, do etc. except to be.
because he does not know that he already IS in the seed.


"Be or not to be, that is the question" - such a timely and clever question,
isn't it? ;)
actually that is what is at stake.

goal of meditation is to reconcile (unify ourselves within) with our self
and not to constrain ourselves to live in such or such state
we have nothing to DO
but only to make ROOM (give all chance) to the manifestation plane,

like the Earth
it let itself Be
and then you see the different levels of manifestation from seed to fruits and so on.

but the human being has not even realised that he is a seed
even less understood that there is cultivation
needed for fruits to be born

so this is why he can't let himself BE
he always has to DO something
yet the doing is just based on reaction
and this reaction is like each time putting a stop
to an inner grow of a seed planted in the earth

like when we bring a counter to zero
each time it tries to run.

normally, all that is needed
is the desire to discover and feel the NATURAL changes
that takes place within us.
AS THEY TAKE PLACE
for a seed in the earth
till it becomes a fruit

we just need to make room for it.

actually, we just need to treat our body
as the Earth treats its own vegetation
LET IT BE.
so that we might see how it naturally PRODUCES FRUITS
or MIRACULOUSLY produce fruits
why does it seem a miracle?

because it is a miracle when
we have made the right choice
by trading our long earned way of dealing with life
with a new way of living

THIS IS MIRACULOUS
because rarely people do that

and its NATURAL AND LOGIC consequence IS
that it bears FRUITS
and as it is a new level of manifestation
different than the one people are used to

for they are used to witness their seed
which becomes dust
and their attention goes on another seed
and again dust

FOR ONCE
they could see their seed becoming a fruit
and THAT is miraculous!

so this Success/fruits etc.
will come NATURALLY

so don't seek for it
don't expect it
don't look for it

for it ALREADY IS IN YOU
AS IT IS IN THE EARTH

you just have to change your old inherited attitude
"for it (success) will happen naturally
because it is only the consequence of your "renunciation to control everything"

just remain naturally present to yourself 
just with an Attention FREE from all grasping/acquisition."

- from The Art to transform your life by Bruno Lallement.

Daily advice to myself

I found another one, written in February 2010

this was a daily advice that i used to give to myself :
..........

two things to remember daily

listen to heart
the silence behind every word
you listen before you be able to speak when young , same apply for my whole life


second,
love is not love which alters when it alteration finds

finally


how much can you see this world/reality/history/centuries gone by being independent
from The Origin,

rumi :
its movement is linked to the origin as much as the flying arrow (movement) is linked to the
archer impulse/bow.
all past, present and future are gathered here in one place.