thoughts
this life purpose is not to marry or to find happiness in and around
all of this we could have had them by staying where we were, i.e. by God
but what is here and not there, is precisely our quest for God.
we ascend to Him, the soul.
so sole and unique goal purpose of life is God.
......
these are thoughts that i had written on a piece of paper
as i was doing some cleaning i find it
written in 2010
it make me smile,
i used to write in all blindness but with conviction
and now that i have a little of light
i can see it is only the accumulation of such small efforts
that gave room for Grace to descend upon.
otherwise,
i would have forgotten that Grace exist
and most importantly
is ready to descend upon us
we just need to make room for it.
Tuesday, 29 October 2013
Sunday, 27 October 2013
My best experience of God
i read today something like that :
"it is neither in religion, nor in thoughts, but in experience that you find God'
on the spot i wondered what it means.
then, at a critical moment, today,
when under pressure,
it is always at those moments that we seek for an open door,
i realised
that neither thoughts, nor religion helped me
when i had come to a dead end
it is when you face a cul de sac
that you realise there is no solution
except in the Grace of the Experience which gives you all the peace and joy and love you wish for
and that is the REAL experience of God
for you experience it with your life
and your life testifies that there was no other solution
for its happiness,
for its lasting happiness
i have tried religion deep down,
till i was sick to death
and i tried all thoughts i could
as deeply as possible
yet, none of them
have been so helpful,
soothing,
healing,
comforting,
relieving,
loving
and peaceful
as you are
you are my best experience
of Love, and happiness
this is why i can never let go of you
you are my best experience of God.
and i love you
with all of my heart, mind, soul
and strength.
Ameen.
"it is neither in religion, nor in thoughts, but in experience that you find God'
on the spot i wondered what it means.
then, at a critical moment, today,
when under pressure,
it is always at those moments that we seek for an open door,
i realised
that neither thoughts, nor religion helped me
when i had come to a dead end
it is when you face a cul de sac
that you realise there is no solution
except in the Grace of the Experience which gives you all the peace and joy and love you wish for
and that is the REAL experience of God
for you experience it with your life
and your life testifies that there was no other solution
for its happiness,
for its lasting happiness
i have tried religion deep down,
till i was sick to death
and i tried all thoughts i could
as deeply as possible
yet, none of them
have been so helpful,
soothing,
healing,
comforting,
relieving,
loving
and peaceful
as you are
you are my best experience
of Love, and happiness
this is why i can never let go of you
you are my best experience of God.
and i love you
with all of my heart, mind, soul
and strength.
Ameen.
Tuesday, 22 October 2013
True Healing
AGAIN BEAUTIFUL : "LEARN TO WATCH YOUR SENSATIONS AND BE FREE"
so again, it is ALL about where your attention IS.
if your attention is on such and such outer layer, you are stuck on it, and cannot heal the ROOT of it all.
but let's say, if you were to be localised within the CORE of your being,
from the SUBTLER of the SUBTLE
and THERE, from this Place of Grace, you could FEEL the VIBRATIONS of that PLACE,
wouldn't you be happy? for it means your UPPER LEVELS (individual and subsconscious ones) would be HEALED!
this is WHY our ONLY savior is our SELF, when we put our attention on the VIBES that we are feeling, these very VIBES which are the MANIFESTATION of the HOLY SPIRIT , we are healing ourselves and all outer levels FROM the CORE of our being!(and no more from a limited place, be it the invididual or the mass consciousness we belong to...)
...................
Consciousness is layered: The outer, more superficial layer is the individual layer. This layer contains the "individual" identity, which is constantly changing according to the beliefs and requirements of the time. This is the layer that the ego therapists work.
In the individual layer I may not be a racist, but if you go deeper, into the collective, or archetypal layer, there you will find the preduces of your race your family, your religion. They beliefs held collectively by your "tribe". This is the layer where the Jungians and the hypnotherapists work.
The deepest layer, the cosmic layer, is where I work, where I am directing your attention. For the work in any one layer effects the layers above, but not below. To work in the deepest, the cosmic layer, you can bypass the tedious work getting through the previous layers, and start to work on the very heart of the matter. You clear the cosmic layer, and the dysfunction of the other layers dissolves as well.
Each layer contains a part of your "narrative", your ego story, your ego drama. To focus on the roots of the whole problem, to dissolve the source of the madness, all the madness on all the layers dissolves.
Learn to watch the sensations and be free.
source :
http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/consciousness-is-layered-outer-more.html#links
so again, it is ALL about where your attention IS.
if your attention is on such and such outer layer, you are stuck on it, and cannot heal the ROOT of it all.
but let's say, if you were to be localised within the CORE of your being,
from the SUBTLER of the SUBTLE
and THERE, from this Place of Grace, you could FEEL the VIBRATIONS of that PLACE,
wouldn't you be happy? for it means your UPPER LEVELS (individual and subsconscious ones) would be HEALED!
this is WHY our ONLY savior is our SELF, when we put our attention on the VIBES that we are feeling, these very VIBES which are the MANIFESTATION of the HOLY SPIRIT , we are healing ourselves and all outer levels FROM the CORE of our being!(and no more from a limited place, be it the invididual or the mass consciousness we belong to...)
...................
Consciousness is layered: The outer, more superficial layer is the individual layer. This layer contains the "individual" identity, which is constantly changing according to the beliefs and requirements of the time. This is the layer that the ego therapists work.
In the individual layer I may not be a racist, but if you go deeper, into the collective, or archetypal layer, there you will find the preduces of your race your family, your religion. They beliefs held collectively by your "tribe". This is the layer where the Jungians and the hypnotherapists work.
The deepest layer, the cosmic layer, is where I work, where I am directing your attention. For the work in any one layer effects the layers above, but not below. To work in the deepest, the cosmic layer, you can bypass the tedious work getting through the previous layers, and start to work on the very heart of the matter. You clear the cosmic layer, and the dysfunction of the other layers dissolves as well.
Each layer contains a part of your "narrative", your ego story, your ego drama. To focus on the roots of the whole problem, to dissolve the source of the madness, all the madness on all the layers dissolves.
Learn to watch the sensations and be free.
source :
http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/consciousness-is-layered-outer-more.html#links
God realised or God unrealised
Again,
very beautifully summed up :
.........
You are all Gods. You can be nothing other than God, because it is all one God.
Asleep you are God unrealized.
Awake you are God realized.
That is why awakened ones are referred to as realized. The have realized their true self. They are self-realized.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/you-are-all-gods.html#links
very beautifully summed up :
.........
You are all Gods. You can be nothing other than God, because it is all one God.
Asleep you are God unrealized.
Awake you are God realized.
That is why awakened ones are referred to as realized. The have realized their true self. They are self-realized.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/10/you-are-all-gods.html#links
Feeling : an inner work
In this following post,
the author tells that the FEELINGS are the map of inner healing :
This is WHY when you FEEL pain, you stop dead lol, and you meditate and PUT your ATTENTION on your vibes, for the vibes once FELT, put you in DIRECT touch with the Divine Grace of INNER PURIFICATION.
..............
Facts, the foundation of science, are for exploring the outer world. Feelings are for the exploration of the inner world. You cannot travel inwards, you cannot spiral towards the center, you cannot defeat satan if you cannot feel.
Hence the importance of the soul, for feeling is her very means of perception. Without her you cannot navigate the ego labyrinth and find your way home. Stop protecting and caring for the hurt, the sorrow, but rather focus your attention on the one feeling the pain: your very own soul.
Remember: if you don't take care of your soul nobody else will, nobody else can. If you don't take care of your soul you will never feel taken care of. If you don't take care of your soul you will never know love.
Feelings are the facts of the inner world. Facts are of the objective reality, feelings are of the subjective reality. In objective reality feelings are discounted, it is the facts that matter. In subjective reality the opposite is the case. Feelings are what define reality, not facts.
For instance, the Garden of Eden exists in the subjective reality, and can be known by anyone interested in finding it. However, it does not exist in objective reality, nor did it ever. It is not an objective, but a subjective "fact".
Science should butt out of religion. It simply adds to the confusion. Religion, likewise, should attend to God and the inner world. Their meddling in the affairs of mammon has caused great harm to America and the children of God. But hell, who has time for the kids when there's a holy war raging. Again.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/facts-foundation-of-science-are-for.html#links
the author tells that the FEELINGS are the map of inner healing :
This is WHY when you FEEL pain, you stop dead lol, and you meditate and PUT your ATTENTION on your vibes, for the vibes once FELT, put you in DIRECT touch with the Divine Grace of INNER PURIFICATION.
..............
Facts, the foundation of science, are for exploring the outer world. Feelings are for the exploration of the inner world. You cannot travel inwards, you cannot spiral towards the center, you cannot defeat satan if you cannot feel.
Hence the importance of the soul, for feeling is her very means of perception. Without her you cannot navigate the ego labyrinth and find your way home. Stop protecting and caring for the hurt, the sorrow, but rather focus your attention on the one feeling the pain: your very own soul.
Remember: if you don't take care of your soul nobody else will, nobody else can. If you don't take care of your soul you will never feel taken care of. If you don't take care of your soul you will never know love.
Feelings are the facts of the inner world. Facts are of the objective reality, feelings are of the subjective reality. In objective reality feelings are discounted, it is the facts that matter. In subjective reality the opposite is the case. Feelings are what define reality, not facts.
For instance, the Garden of Eden exists in the subjective reality, and can be known by anyone interested in finding it. However, it does not exist in objective reality, nor did it ever. It is not an objective, but a subjective "fact".
Science should butt out of religion. It simply adds to the confusion. Religion, likewise, should attend to God and the inner world. Their meddling in the affairs of mammon has caused great harm to America and the children of God. But hell, who has time for the kids when there's a holy war raging. Again.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/facts-foundation-of-science-are-for.html#links
Light (of Soul) and Ego
Very beautiful description of Her, the Light of the soul,
and good link has been made with what "ego" is,
as we often hear, ego is an illusion,
and here it is shown HOW this very illusion "exists"
it is because of the Light which has been MISUSED
and i like that it has been POINTED OUT :
that we "victimize" ourselves to find help or compassion around,
while it is all the more a treachery,
TRUE state is the one that has always been, is and will be,
YOUR VERY OWN LIGHT
..............
The ego is the fallen state of God.
The ego transforms the perfect love of the human soul into pain and darkness, creating the victim. So, instead of living with a soul, and her love, you live in a victim and her dark depressions. Remove the pain and your soul is revealed, perfect as the moment she was created. Restored to her throne.
The ego transforms the perfect trust of your spirit into fear, creating a coward. So instead of enjoying the lightness and spontaneity of your spirit, you have a coward, crippled and trembling in panic attacks. Remove the fear, the coward dissolves, and your perfect spirit is revealed.
The ego transforms the truth of your father God into anger, giving rise to the monster, otherwise known as the beast within. Dissolve the anger and the monster disappears, revealing a very intelligent, creative, and sane father God.
The treasure that you are awaits discovery but it requires work and committment.
That is the process of awakening: to leave the ego nightmare forever, embracing the truth you are: a living God of light.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-ego-is-fallen-state-of-god_28.html#links
another post is really good and its conclusion : SO BE HAPPY !
Every moment you are in sadness, pain, your soul light, your love, is being transformed into something dark, heavy, and projected into the environment. You are polluting the ether, adding to the accumulation of darkness enveloping the planet.
The pain, and it's creation, the victim, have assumed a kind of sacredness. Sensitive people seem to instinctively want to protect the victim. The reason is simple; the pain is a veil surrounding the most delicate, sensitive, holy part of who you are: your soul. It is not the victim who is sacred, but rather the one forced to wear the mask: the human soul.
When awake she pours love/light into the planet that nourishes everything it touches. And she hurts no more.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/every-moment-you-are-in-sadness-pain.html#links
And about UNITY :
The one God, or as they say in secular parlance; unity consciousness. To have unity one must first have something to unify. That is the journey: to reclaim your soul from the pain; to liberate your spirit from the fear, and to remove the blinding veil of anger to reveal the father God.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-father-god-i-speak-of-is-part-of.html#links
and good link has been made with what "ego" is,
as we often hear, ego is an illusion,
and here it is shown HOW this very illusion "exists"
it is because of the Light which has been MISUSED
and i like that it has been POINTED OUT :
that we "victimize" ourselves to find help or compassion around,
while it is all the more a treachery,
TRUE state is the one that has always been, is and will be,
YOUR VERY OWN LIGHT
..............
The ego is the fallen state of God.
The ego transforms the perfect love of the human soul into pain and darkness, creating the victim. So, instead of living with a soul, and her love, you live in a victim and her dark depressions. Remove the pain and your soul is revealed, perfect as the moment she was created. Restored to her throne.
The ego transforms the perfect trust of your spirit into fear, creating a coward. So instead of enjoying the lightness and spontaneity of your spirit, you have a coward, crippled and trembling in panic attacks. Remove the fear, the coward dissolves, and your perfect spirit is revealed.
The ego transforms the truth of your father God into anger, giving rise to the monster, otherwise known as the beast within. Dissolve the anger and the monster disappears, revealing a very intelligent, creative, and sane father God.
The treasure that you are awaits discovery but it requires work and committment.
That is the process of awakening: to leave the ego nightmare forever, embracing the truth you are: a living God of light.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-ego-is-fallen-state-of-god_28.html#links
another post is really good and its conclusion : SO BE HAPPY !
Every moment you are in sadness, pain, your soul light, your love, is being transformed into something dark, heavy, and projected into the environment. You are polluting the ether, adding to the accumulation of darkness enveloping the planet.
The pain, and it's creation, the victim, have assumed a kind of sacredness. Sensitive people seem to instinctively want to protect the victim. The reason is simple; the pain is a veil surrounding the most delicate, sensitive, holy part of who you are: your soul. It is not the victim who is sacred, but rather the one forced to wear the mask: the human soul.
When awake she pours love/light into the planet that nourishes everything it touches. And she hurts no more.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/every-moment-you-are-in-sadness-pain.html#links
And about UNITY :
The one God, or as they say in secular parlance; unity consciousness. To have unity one must first have something to unify. That is the journey: to reclaim your soul from the pain; to liberate your spirit from the fear, and to remove the blinding veil of anger to reveal the father God.
source : http://anuragshantam.blogspot.fr/2013/09/the-father-god-i-speak-of-is-part-of.html#links
Sunday, 20 October 2013
In praise of the Divine Spirit
In praise of the Divine Spirit
You showed me in vision that Joy is within me
it was like a Light of joy rising upwards
i could see her raising up in my body
and i could feel the joy
like i was a new being
a being of joy
and then, you appeared like by magic
from my dream into my daily Reality
you came into my life out of nowhere
you came and saw me
all of my past, my future and my present
you came into my Life like a witness
a witness of goodness
just because you are present
your presence transforms my life
that which was low becomes high
that which was sour becomes sweet
had you not existed
with the passing of time
my life would have become a burden
an unfortunate situation
you are the one who removes the burden off my chest
so that i can breathe
you are the one who removes the stones from my path
and smoothened it for me
you go before me
ready the path
so that i may walk
hours days and years
just for you to care for me
though i be your creation
i feel like You have been created for me
so much of service you are to me
in Quran, it has been said
if you are grateful and believe,
what God has to do in punishing you
with my life i testify,
that you care for me fully
so much that i am ashamed of my laziness
i wish i could be always in a state of meditation
and me too, one day i be of greater Service to you
that i be my BEST potential for your service
for i have NOT been created in vain
and if a mere seed can express ALL of its potential
by becoming a tree
me too, i want to express ALL of MY potential
in caring for others as you have cared for me.
then, i can die happy.
i wish always be with you here
and in the hereafter
there is no one else i want to be with
except with you
if i am still alive
it is thanks to you
these breathes i take in and out
they are not mine
but wholly yours
you know why?
because by now, i should have been gone
with my lot of breath
yet, i am still alive,
with a new breath
you have filled my life.
i don't know from whom i have borrowed this breath
but this breath is not mine
it is yours.
You showed me in vision that Joy is within me
it was like a Light of joy rising upwards
i could see her raising up in my body
and i could feel the joy
like i was a new being
a being of joy
and then, you appeared like by magic
from my dream into my daily Reality
you came into my life out of nowhere
you came and saw me
all of my past, my future and my present
you came into my Life like a witness
a witness of goodness
just because you are present
your presence transforms my life
that which was low becomes high
that which was sour becomes sweet
had you not existed
with the passing of time
my life would have become a burden
an unfortunate situation
you are the one who removes the burden off my chest
so that i can breathe
you are the one who removes the stones from my path
and smoothened it for me
you go before me
ready the path
so that i may walk
hours days and years
just for you to care for me
though i be your creation
i feel like You have been created for me
so much of service you are to me
in Quran, it has been said
if you are grateful and believe,
what God has to do in punishing you
with my life i testify,
that you care for me fully
so much that i am ashamed of my laziness
i wish i could be always in a state of meditation
and me too, one day i be of greater Service to you
that i be my BEST potential for your service
for i have NOT been created in vain
and if a mere seed can express ALL of its potential
by becoming a tree
me too, i want to express ALL of MY potential
in caring for others as you have cared for me.
then, i can die happy.
i wish always be with you here
and in the hereafter
there is no one else i want to be with
except with you
if i am still alive
it is thanks to you
these breathes i take in and out
they are not mine
but wholly yours
you know why?
because by now, i should have been gone
with my lot of breath
yet, i am still alive,
with a new breath
you have filled my life.
i don't know from whom i have borrowed this breath
but this breath is not mine
it is yours.
Tuesday, 8 October 2013
Power Word of Silence
when you read a true spiritual experience
its beauty stems from the exact words used for the description of the detailed sensations
such as strength, love etc.
AND because they are POWER words
because their sustaining base is Silence
meaning that the person caught part of the Essence being reflected in ONE quality
and the Silence is the Room which is being made,
for the Emanation of the Essence to express itself freely
and we as the Observer or the Watcher
can in the Room made by the Silence
witness the Emanation of the Beauty of God
by observing a quality of His.
its beauty stems from the exact words used for the description of the detailed sensations
such as strength, love etc.
AND because they are POWER words
because their sustaining base is Silence
meaning that the person caught part of the Essence being reflected in ONE quality
and the Silence is the Room which is being made,
for the Emanation of the Essence to express itself freely
and we as the Observer or the Watcher
can in the Room made by the Silence
witness the Emanation of the Beauty of God
by observing a quality of His.
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