The Prayer

From my inner most
heart core center
From the place where all starts
which determines all
which puts everything in motion
and where everything comes to an end too

From the place that has been created
to experience the brightest of light
The place from which all prophets carried
and refined even more this light

From the place
where high or low exist not
where male and female exist not
where time and place exist not

The Place where there has been ALWAYS this Light
but only discovering itself to higher degrees of refinement

This Place IS MY RIGHT
and I STAND ON IT

and DARE ANYONE
under estimate its value
because of the appearances
they will never succeed.

For if i have been created
for other than
letting this Light to BE
then it is a LIE.

From the inner most core of The Unique Heart
to the outskirt of it
from the bones to the veins
and all that inbetween
from the blood to the skin
and all that inbetween

From me to you
and all those inbetween
From me to my family
and all those inbetween
Family, Friends,
Gods and Angels
From my place to all places
all time

which have ever existed
and will exist EVER

I have not created in vain, nor for play.

But to WITNESS this ONE AND UNIQUE LIGHT
that has always been, IS, and will ever be.

And Nothing will dilute this experience
nor limit it
nor stain it
nor cover it
nor hide it
nor make me forget
that which i know and know not.

and if there has been any failure,
regrets, forgetfulness or lack of any kind;
then, there are no more
because of This Authority
Which STANDS in itself as ONE.

LA ILAHA ILLALLAH Muhammad Rassoul Allah.

in Prayer,
the left hand of desire (HU/THAT WHICH IS) fusions with the right hand of action (KUN/BE)
they meet in the center
Be and it is.
KUN FAYAH KUN

Ash Shaheed
The Witness
witnesses
that which has no station
nor is meant to have
except to shine everyday in a new Glory
(of knowing Itself)
Ameen.

Spirit and Life

the advantage of the spirit is
that it divides not
it is not secluded or limited to a persona
and it is wide and generous

the disadvantage of it
is that it exist not on the human level
therefore
it is improbable to rest in a place with it

so seeking for a solution
the one that is most practical on the human level
and yet fulfilling on the spiritual one
is indeed the healing aspect of this gap

to heal it within when one feels it.
it is then practically and spiritually, both fulfilling.

Promise to yourself

Always trust your FIRST impression
this is the right intuition

after it is only reasoning, thoughts.

Turmoil and right reaction

Mind being in turmoil - angry or sad,

it is a great opportunity to find the immortal within

meaning,

raise spine, raise energy and then feel it/vibes.
then LOCATE the feeling of unease in body as energy and WATCH it.

this is the meaning of catching the mind while it is disturbed,
and so, of FINDING the immortal witness.

i used to first calm the mind,
was aiming at calming the pestering thoughts of worries, stress, argumentation, sadness etc.
meaning, "ok don't worry, for this is still ok under such and such circumstances"
then meditate, to watch the energy.
but that was wasting the opportunity to free myself from the mind precisely,
for i was relying on it, or giving it back power to control.


so catch the mind while it is disturbed, 
AS IT IS ON THE FIRST HIT (not by lessening the amount of what you need to relinquish, 
no, relinquish it ALL! as it IS.
For we use reasons, which on the spot are true, but no eternal wagon to travel in, 
because we WANT TO SAVE part of our "hopes" which are actually part of our ego.
why do we feel saving something? as if we were poor, if in truth we are ALL rich within?
so it means it is the ego whining not your true self.the one which is all rich does not seek to save itself from destruction. that which is eternal does not worry to be saved. FOR IT IS ALREADY.was always and will always be.)

and FIND the immortal witness.


ps : one can always find reasons to calm the mind, 
true reasons, but with passing of time, 
the reasons themselves will collapse and 
be no more true.
for energy keep ascending in spiral 
so either you progress or you regress
so you never stay safe on same idea/thoughts
this is here the illusion
thoughts are fix, they are the disillusion that you are safe in them, 
but no, you have to progress or regress, 
so choose your vehicle :
not thoughts (fix)
but Divine power (swimming boat)

Day, Month, Year

To my soul

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxPLM2gh0Cc

Crazy Little thing called Love

I don't know how much longer
That i have to resist everything
I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?

CHORUS:
Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know

Can you hear that?
My heart ...
Is always waiting there for you
Can only hope you will know it...someday.


Though I know love you
I hope you feel it too
But deep inside isn't brave enough
Everytime we meet
everytime you turn to face me
that I pretend to be still
Do you know how much i have to force myself?

REPEAT CHORUS

INSTRUMENTAL

CHORUS:
Can you hear my heart?
It's telling you loving you?
But i can't open my heart for anyone to know

Can you hear that?
My heart ...
It's always waiting there for you to open it
Can only hope you will know it...
That I'm the one here to love you
Please I hope you will know...Someday


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SnlSkUgpOc

Ya Rabb, Ya Bareo - The Inside God, The Evolver

If i CAN see the color of the fruits,
it is because the Grace of seeing is within me,
the Gift, the Favor of this action is Within me,
for my eyes to see.

The Very light of God is within,
it is called Rabb,
The Personal God.
the In-Light of God,


Ya Bareo,
The Evolver,
The One Who makes color of fruits evolve
from green their mature to red

Imagine,
Ar Raqeeb, The Keen Observer
is the Same Light within,
that sees us going through Life,
maturing,
but all the way long,
we knew it not.

From one Root

These are called Portulaca

These tiny flowers bloom from one ROOT,
but they all have different colors :

Amazing, isn't it? : )

We are all born from the same root,
and yet fight a lot, isn't it?

strangers from different could not have done better
as humanity does nowadays.

born from the same root,
but have not realised how beautiful we are.
this is why this is the real ignorance,
whose blindless leads to division and fight.