New evolutionary Human State : Awareness of the Collective consciousness

The anchor of a ship is say the shackle that holds our Attention.

Till the anchor is used when they ship is at bay, it is good.

But a ship that stays for ever there will just rust, its function is to navigate.

It is exactly the same for Human Being.

Our attention is like the anchor.

It is thrown in the sea, when you want to dwell upon something for a particular purpose.

Yet, the attention has become rusted.

Because it remains fix to the body.

An individual attention stuck to the individual mind, 

has limitations.

An individual attention having risen, will have a larger view.

And can fly, sail where it is directed.

Remote viewing, telepathy and all other 'out of norm' capacities

are considered in the past either as magic or as super powers or miracles etc.

But they are only the manifestation of the qualities of the attention.

Which are AMAZING.

As a human being stuck at an individual level, 

the growth happens when it reaches the collective consciousness level.

Like the ants do.

Yet, I asked the Spirit what then differentiate the collective consciousness level of the ants 

to human being's?

Awareness.

Awareness of the collective consciousness.

This is what the next stage of human being evolution should be.

Yogi practisioner keep forgetting the main aim.

The one of the Spirit manifested in us.

And the Pure Awareness cannot be, unless we have outgrown the throat chakras where the collective is.

Therefore, the collective should be viewed in its real nature, ie the Spirit within manifested through creation.

Till we are separated from yogi AND non yogi.

There is no way we see the collective as One.

And no amount of rituals in the name of whatever deity, however powerful and auspicious it be, can work on an individual commitment of simply forgiving and letting go.

Finally, the Spirit Awareness of the Collective can only be realised by the Spirit.

And the Spirit. can only be awakened - as an established state, not only sprouting as vibrations - once it is manifested through 

the eyes that see with no eyes

through the ears that hear with no ears

and through the voice that speak with no sound

Later on the following post.

En Masse Self Realisation

Tonight after the 3am meditation

I saw a huge endless crowd of people sitting in an open park 

The weather was sunny

It was in a park, open space area with green grass and hills 

and there were so many packed group of people sitting 

rows after rows 

sitting for getting their self realisation.

A bit like at an open air concert 

Woostock type 

Except that it was here orderly and many times such a crowd!

I think i saw at least that endless screen being swiped in front of my eyes couple of times.

After I saw myself sitting in front of Shri Mataji 

and She was pulling me in and asking me to put my hands open towards her 

and was working especially on my left channel.

As currently this is the one which is really very much absorbing too much of negativities like a sponge.

And extra help to get this unloaded is most divine timing.

The endless crowd images are truly impressive. 

The Mariage of True Minds

 Decidely

Unless we speak from experience 

then it is only words or theory.

But when one shares in words 

about the experience of our own

it is still theory for the reader.

Anyway,

with clarity yesterday it dawn on me

the importance of quickly Letting Go, ie forgiving.

Life is short

Time should be used as it is gold 

only on that which matter to our growth 

mine is on creativity nowadays.

Yet when I keep thinking about the whys and why nots 

of extended family members which are not really behaving in a loving way

then I am putting in myself a block.

Firstly, by not using time for something creative and valuable to me

Secondly, by wasting my power on petty matters which would drain me of my time and energy 

which obviously won't be allocated to the above.

This is not by all means a petty matter.

Because then, this attitude becomes a habit and a bad mannered obsession.

Even though we know initially, we are just toying and playing with thoughts,

at the end the thoughts become our box and we are jailed and limited by it.

As density definitely jails us.

That feeling being considered.

I quickly let go and forgave.

Which creates a space in mind and emptiness.

As the other party is forgiven 

it cannot hook onto me anymore

as it exists no more in my fractal universe within.

And as it is incapable of pure love

then there is nothing for it to hook onto.

Either way.

This is how forgiveness is your best protection.

Not forgiving creates a bridge for the other party to send its thoughts to you

which are not fruitful to you.

And love being rarely existant, you can't expect anything good coming.

Hence you are free to look for that elsewhere 

as your attention is free.

Finally; the second insight which dawn upon me

is that each era has its building block and focal point.

In this era, family, mariage and children is the last of them.

Expansion is the first and foremost.

People marry for a lesser gain 

than if they were to cultivate themselves for the ultimate freedom.

In no way, I can see, in this era, a greater benefit in marriage which is more like for most people

trying to fill up a void or just follow the tradition.

Hence even in this era, benefit is mostly found out of family

Family being karma

after a while and stage of growth 

you need to expand your branches out 

to exchange and water and be watered by such wondful creative people

the world is filled with.

Only self created shackles to cater for comfort and security 

have become the very means of our slavery to a very boring an dull routine 

in the least or of useless headaches in the worst case scenario.

The blessings of a true marriage of souls exist

but does not need the form to exist

as the Spirit does not need the body to Be

though it is necessary for Itself to be expressed through it.

Likewise Spirit does not need a paper; religious, ritualist mariage to exist

as it is neither a cause nor a consequence of forms 

and always pre existed and will continue to post exist these

Yet it is the Key to the growth and sanctity of a mariage.

But if you lack the sanctity and the intention of self improvement 

based on the Let go/forgiveness which is the ultimate condition for final purification 

you cannot benefit from any form be it mariage or family

they too would fail despite having initially taken the Spirit as Witness to their form.

Because Spirit is not bound by the forms

but is there to bless the forms.

And if we take no responsibility 

to clear the way by forgiving

the path will always remain blocked

and the mud will keep accummulating.

Two pools of mud getting married 

can only create more mess really.

Again, this is in worst case scenario; 

In the best scenario, they would be blessed with growth 

if the above is followed.

Unfortunately, I never saw two people 

being identified as Spirit after mariage

but rather being identified as husband and wife

as parents as other one or two roles at best if they have grown wider.

But it dawns now on me

wouldn't it be beautiful 

to witness a mariage of True Minds?

as Shakespeare would say.

Let it be no impediement to the mariage of True Minds.

.....

Sonnet 116: Let me not to the marriage of true minds 

BY WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

Let me not to the marriage of true minds 

Admit impediments. Love is not love 

Which alters when it alteration finds, 

Or bends with the remover to remove. 

O no! it is an ever-fixed mark 

That looks on tempests and is never shaken; 

It is the star to every wand'ring bark, 

Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. 

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks 

Within his bending sickle's compass come; 

Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, 

But bears it out even to the edge of doom. 

If this be error and upon me prov'd, 

I never writ, nor no man ever lov'd.

When I think of it

That Sonnet I did bear it to the edge of doom.

That definitely, the Spirit knows.

But as a Phoenix I have risen ... again.

That I can say, 

I was truly reborn and given a new life.

Waiting now; for my ultimate rebirth.

The Bardo - Barzakh

 Yesterday before sleeping

I was thinking about death

and it was a bit too late.

As I dwelt into the insight it gave

it did make me feel afraid 

how alone and on my own as soon as I die!

In dream I entered a place 

where it was a very old forest 

with a huge tree with creepers falling from it.

I came into it once.

Not remembering what happened.

And again I came back and I could see myself 

opening the curtain mad of the old creepers 

hanging surely from the same tree.

The creepers were greyish and very old, 

no age really so old.

On the way to it, 

I saw people walking straight to it.

I even remember the face of one famous actress 

and I was trying to shake them to wake up 

by grabbing and shaking them by the shoulders.

But they were in a trans like situation.

More like somnambulist though eyes were open.

Spirit told me

that this was the Bardo, Barzakh in islam.

It is the place where souls transit once they die 

and before they wake up.

And as I was in control there, 

this means I have defeated death :)

This sounds so reassuring.

I recall that I had read that if you can direct your attention

when you are asleep and yet in control 

this means you will be also once you die.

But this is not any dream, 

this was in the Bardo.

So I am glad and I hope I'll be in control once I die.

I also have been told 

that depending on our level of enlightenment 

we can choose where to reincarnate.

As there are 3 worlds.

The desire, the form and the formless.

Currently, we are living in the world of desire.

And there are better places than this Earth, 

which is not a so ideal place.

Well no kidding...

I will definitely never choose to reincarnate there.

PS: Though I do not remember most people I saw walking towards the place of death.

I remember one actress, she is young and I wonder if she will indeed die soon.

It won't astonish me, as she is decent. I find.

And people who are decent and got their peak time and yet can't keep being themselves in

this corrupted artistic world, may just not see their desire fulfilled and end up giving up.

True Knowledge is smooth

 FOUND IT!

The knowledge taught in the mind 

is so smooth 

very often I couldn't describe it

because it is like no noise, no edge, no spikes,

as one can feel that with worldly knowledge.

It is smoothly coming and once it leaves

it leaves you an impression of ease and simplicity.

Now, I found its equivalent,

it is fractality in motion.

You do not see how it comes or leave,

but the pattern is seamlessly flowing.

The End of Time and Time Travel

 In dream I was showed the constellation of the Hunter a second time

but this time I could grab the knowledge.

A word about this knowledge grabbing.

It is easy  and natural because it is there.

And when it is not, it is because I am not easy and natural, so the I is in the way.

Very cliché to say it, but the cliché should not be dwelled upon

what should be felt instead by contrast to it

is the softness and easiness of the access. 

Unless felt, we do not get into this vortex, and I learned today 

that we are thrown out of it, even if we try "hard".

The vortex is like a cyclone

the one who are pure; i.e. who are in the centre

access the silence of its own centre

the void

where everything is.

and that is easy, no effort to be done from your side.

Just ask question, feel the depth of its sincere needs within 

and you are answered de facto

because where there is a need, there is a sustenance

where is is a question, there is an answer.

For now, it is easily done when I go to sleep.

As the mind is not in the way.

If that state is consolidated for the day

would be perfect.

This being said, 

the Orion or The Hunter is made of two upside down triangles.

This is at least how I saw it; 

either it is in the past or in the future. 

The constellation is in movement over time and not static.

The upper triangle with base facing upwards and summit downwards is the energy that reincarnate from Orion to Earth - it is sifting through the centre.

I believe it is where from we are propulsed into the Earth Womb.

Then, once we leave our body, well it was said; very few make it back there.

The lower triangle represents those who come back from Earth, represented by the base of the triangle

numbers of those who are suppose to come back are many.

But very few make it to the summit of the lower triangle.

Those who do, I believe reach the meeting point of the summit of the both triangles.

I do not know about there.

What I saw though was when at the time of my death 

I could see myself from outside of my being, not only of body but of the energetic body.

My perspective was the one of pure energy.

Which was plain light filling up one third of the triangle.

When I woke up for the 3am meditation, 

I still had the feeling of being that energy 

and had no perspective of my individuality as I know myself by the current name of mine.

It was also difficult for me to make a sentence or more exactly to grab the grammatical pattern.

Because grammar or thought construct is not a wave that is embedded into the pure energy.

So it is not recognised by it, as it cannot be constricted by such pattern. 

The Energy just is.

Also, what makes us access the grammar and all the language tools,

it is the gravity of the waves, 

that are waves which are being embedded in us, like a footprint.

The metaphor given was the one of a pottery of clay.

the potter can make a design onto its soft clay by making it turn.

This wake of the design has created a path, where the energy takes form and is being defined by it.

What become our current personality as a human being with language and other tools to manifest and interact.

So the best construct for me

is the one of desiring first, get the question, feel it.

Then dwell in the silence

To receive the answer. 

This is where the void is, and from there the key to the answer is the question.

And the void is the centre of this cyclone where most of people get caught at some point in its outskirt

but if you stay there; you will be ejected. This is where the pain will be felt and confusion, complicated construct.

But if you let it go, you will make it to the centre

it is where Peace is. 

Both centeredness and expulsion are experienced 

the key is to be back into the centre as soon as possible. 

and the feel is the key. 

If you feel the control of your being 

not of the controlling of the outside; 

but the inner solidity, in that case you are good to ask the question, to attract the answer.

Also I believe these two triangles are representing the Hourglass.

And I believe once the upper energy has passed through the Earth and the lower triangle remains empty;,

as not one comes back anymore.

Then, it is the end of the realm of creation; or the End of Time Itself.

The red sundisk shown to me in the Egyptian architecture 

represents the energy harvested on top of our head for our journey back to the Orion which is a portal to redirect to the star you come from.

The snake around the sundisk represent the kundalini actualised above our head

and its energy harvested there. Picture 2

The wings represent the travel possible by the use of this energy as fuel. Picture 1.

This is how we can choose where we can reincarnate, options being as much wider as is our harvested energy.

The Top of the Head is the purified energy of our own, not the stolen one. 

The both corns represent the opening of the spheres which are the ego and super ego balloon.

When both of them are shed off, the Sun of God is born. 

  

I had been told that these are also called the Cows horns 

As we are in the Milky Way, and there on earth the pattern that defines us is the horns.

ie ego and superego.

Interestingly enough, the simple and real purpose of life

which is to cultivate our own energy and purify it to get it as a fuel for our final travel is not taught at all.

Because the slavery is the goal. Not the Freedom.

Stealing others' energy for maintaining this kingdom. 

But the cultivation is way Higher in value of course.

And also, the energy itself in the root chakra is pure.

but the currently circulating energy in our body is a still muddy lake.

So the self realisation allows the ocean to purify the still waters in us

and this is real cultivation and purification.

My triangle being full by one third means I have two third remaining to actualise if I am correct.

I have been told, my energy still need to go through Agnya.

And as it is said in Quran,

God loves those who purify themselves.

Piercing through a rock or not

 The fun thing with rocks 

likened to the state of the heart that is not soft

the energy never forces itself against its will 

yet the likeness of the stem representing the flow of the energy

shows that it surround the rock to pierce through the soil into the light.

And the rock itself becomes the seat and the support for that stem.

It is how one can benefit from every situation.

Time does prove it, if we also learn to be patient.